This is how I feel. This is what I'm thinking. No special editing. No vocal clean ups. Just words and a beat. 

Lyrics

I just couldn’t stay silent anymore 
This is going to hard for me to say
I don’t expect you to speak, I just hope you'll listen 

Now first off I don’t hate you, just wish things didn’t end up this way 
And no matter how many times you say I’m not gonna be okay 
Cuz we’ve got too much history to go and piss it all away 
And you’re the one I dream of at the end of the day 
Fuck, I’m sorry, I just wish I knew what you were thinking
Cuz right now you’re floatin’ on the wreckage and I’m the one who’s sinking 
Cuz you told me to let go, and I don’t know if it’s helping 
Or if this is an omen telling me that our love is ending 
We used to talk 24/7 now it’s 24 words a week
Our future used to be as bright as day but now it looks so bleak 
I wanna tell you what I’m thinking cuz it feels so therapeutic 
But I can’t cuz distancing yourself is how you get through this
Hold up, happy thoughts, I know it’s good to give you space 
And maybe one day you’ll end up moving into my place
Maybe we’ll laugh about this because we thought it be worse 
Or maybe I’m destined to lose the one I love cuz I’m cursed

And here’s the hook that plays that says that I don’t love you 
But I cut it since it’s obvious the opposite’s true 
And I’ll find all the ways to say it hoping that they’ll make do 
Cuz I refuse to let our "see your soon”s turn into adieus 

Last week was the rapture and I’m helpless in the aftermath
Trying to salvage pieces of us that I hope can last 
I’m stuck between crossroads and I’m not sure which path 
Leads me back to you, please give me a sign, please give me a clue 
The thought of you forgetting us makes me sick in the head
I leave enough room for your silhouette to fit in my bed
I know you’re leaving soon, and I hope you bring that picture frame
And think of us fondly as I try to keep my hopes aflame
I sleep on the pillow you gave me to keep
It keeps me calm at night and helps me fall asleep 
I dream of why I still move forward and what I live for
A chance to rekindle everything that we had before
But then the nightmares kick in making my heart collapse
Cuz the thought of you with another makes me want to relapse 
Into a manic state and a world of fantasy and pretend
Where I’ll get by with a little help from fictional friends

The news hit and they said it was like watching a divorce 
Unfold in front of their eyes because they knew we were close
And we said nothing to each other when I drove away
I just left behind my heart for you and with you it will stay
So here we are in limbo hoping we’ll make it out alive 
The silent promise that whatever happens our love won’t die
Though I don’t think you and I see our love eye to eye 
Maybe it’s too early to judge that, maybe we just need some time
The distance apart will remind us what we do for each other
And why the love we give is too unique to get from another 
I wonder when you fall asleep at night, is it me that you see?
Is there a vision in your dreams of how you wish we could be
I hope that one day when you wake up you’ll accept and agree
No one’ll love you as much as I do and that I can guarantee 
So loop this song as you pack your bags and remember
That our differences were beautiful and complimented the other
And I’m about to break the rule that we defined
But fuck it, I love you, and there’s nothing that going to change my mind 

See You Soon (Rough Demo) (Ed Sheeran Remix)

Grief: The Mixtape is coming soon. After nine months, I've revisited an old demo which is where we begin the journey.  

See You Soon (Final Cut)

A little snippet of the next project after Grief. The response has been good, so I wanted to share it with everyone :) 

D-Lux