but I'm begging and crying just to be heard

everyone else [demo]

made this on my phone lol
lyrics below.

[Verse 1]
Dont you wish you knew girl
Things fkd up, think we made a dumb deal
My emotions, think I gotta go and conceal
Surprised you ain't asked if our convos real
Being all cool, lowkey hiding my feels
Ik it's wrong to have my tears falling till
Till you text, and I act like I'm still
All cool but really I've fkn fell down
Don't know why but I feel you ain't help now
I'm getting help from a J lemmie toke out
That didn't mean to seem bad, oh well
To bad that I meant that, oh girl
I'm hoping this song could get thru
I'm feeling like a bitchass statue
I'm sad that I couldn't say this to you
So hit bluetooth I've got a tune


[Verse 2]
You never knew how I thought of you
You never knew the things I would do
You never knew that I'm busy too
You never knew what I wanted to
Say when messages sending through
Every little thing your going through
I had it worse but then I still
Hide everything and I comfort you
You saying you fine, I hope it's true
Cause all of the time you made me lose
Would be for nothing when I could've gave me some room
Reflecting on all the shit I needed to
Not working on me kinda fkd up my crew
I'm feeling blue no one's getting my view
I just might drink untill I fkn puke
Can you not see the signs girl ask how I do
I know that your hiding shit cause I asked
You just start saying I won't understand
And honestly saying all that gets me sad
Kinda fkd up you can't talk to your man
Are we drifting off cause it feels like I am
Started something that I fkn regret 
Grabbing my phone I write this is the end
But then I think, should I really send

Wish You Knew (Prod. Cyclope Beatz)

Nirvana (feat. Priddy)

OneRide (Prod.jizzyjoe x @chef9thegod)

Hell is a Price For Heaven on Earth

cant grant in reality, what you can in fantasy

When Will It End

racism is bad

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Updated mix of a recent tune:

Was there an omen in the sky
When you came down from on high?
Was it the forest for the trees
When I missed you among the leaves?

But then you found me, how could you tell?
Did you know where or when I fell?
Oh yes you found me down the well
And you put me under your spell

And if I fade away, don't let me fade
And if I stray, don't let me stray
And if I climb back down the well
Pull me out, put me under your spell

Now there's a dream I always dream
Could be delusion, or a fantasy
A new moon rising, a ringing bell
And everyone under the spell, the spell

And if I fade away, don't let me fade
And if I stray, don't let me stray
And when I fall back down the well
Pull me out, put me under your spell, your spell

The Spell (updated)

fuck these niggas tryna steal my flow
only luv my bitch nd the glock i tote
jacob so hot, i know i know
niggas on my cock i know i know

ill hold a grudge and i wont let go 
fuck havin love ion love no more
heard u a dub ion talk to hoes
glad lifes short cus this shit sure blows

im so stuck i know i know 8x

when is the end
fuck u and ya friends
yall is not my friends
yall wanna see me dead..

when i cry when i cry when i cry now
wanna see ur face when i die now
wanna the whole race jus die out
jus me nd u in a hideout
when i cry all by myself now
when am i gonna end up n hell now
wanna love can u show me how the hell how
tryna trust like tryna burn hell down

fuck these niggas tryna steal my flow
only luv my bitch nd the glock i tote
jacob so hot, i know i know
niggas on my cock i know i know

ill hold a grudge and i wont let go 
fuck havin love ion love no more
heard u a dub ion talk to hoes
glad lifes short cus this shit sure blows

fuck these niggas tryna steal my flow
only luv my bitch nd the glock i tote
jacob so hot, i know i know
niggas on my cock i know i know

ill hold a grudge and i wont let go 
fuck havin love ion love no more
heard u a dub ion talk to hoes
glad lifes short cus this shit sure blows

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