Johnnascus

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[SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DIE]]

Shells

before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

"uhm, there's like... ppl gangstalking me and, idk what to do about it. I think im gonna write a post on /x/. Hey /x/ uhm, I see ppl gangstalking me. I see them outside my window, I can hear them banging on my door. They tapped my fucking walls with wires uhm, All the food I eat, all the cameras inside me, all the cameras that are on my- on my computer. They're all staring at me, what I do. I don't wanna kill myself, But I don't have gun, I just want to find a way to turn it off.

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes with no face
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes no face

Verse1:
Late one night
Went on the internet
Down a rabbit hole
Into wonderland
My great awakening
Fuck them pedo libs
They drink adrenochrome 
From abortions
Fuck, I think I know too much
Society a psyop to keep us in a box
I just need to find
Some like-minded lives
To stage a coo against the reptilians
The ones who make billions, 
The CIA and FBI
My own little bubble I finally find
Except they don’t fight
They told me to go digital
And be connected with the spiritual
And to leave behind my fleshy physical
To enter into sysytemspace
To escape this world of pain
But I must spread my message

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes with no face
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8

Verse2:
Stranger
Danger, cut all ties of communication
They spy one me I can feel their wavelengths
They’re inside my head they wanna take it
For mind control but I will rape them
They’re inside my walls
I can hear them crawl and scratch for me
But my energy, and mer-ka-bah repels them, I’m the sun
Nowhere I can run to
Trapped inside my death room
Till my willpower runs sour
They’ll redact me
All I have now is this knife
That I white knuckle with my fists
They are banging on my door and might break it in
I won’t let it happen
Pull the door open
Without hesitation I begin the torture
Stab it endlessly in the fucking chest
Till I realize it was my best friend

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers are dead
5, 6, 7, 8 of my stalkers were friends
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers are dead
5, 6, 7, 8 of my stalkers were my friends

GANGSTALKED (prod. Wendigo) [untitled_0033]]

Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!

Verse1:
2021 Guillotine 
Yah Yah Yah
To you that’s the only thing I can be
Kumo
Everything you make should be screams
Yah Yah Yah
Everything you make should be singing
Imma just do what I wanna fucking do
So go whine about how I disappointed you
I’ll experiment till it’s the last thing I do
I am not your jester, I don’t play your rules
For the past 2 years all I wanted to do was
Die, die, die
Now I finally want to live
Life (x8)

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world
As I type this motherfucker
I am chilling in my covers
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn

Verse2:
You get mad because I drop every week
But it’s the only way I earn this fucking green
Unless you want me working at a job that makes my soul weak
Well, OK
I  guess I’ll put a Glock between my fucking teeth
But in the end
Who really cares
You don’t really know me
You base me off the image on the internet psyche
You just really know my persona

Music Video: https://youtu.be/UrpH5H8ThcU

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn

Verse3:
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!

Verse4:
I am just a voice inside your ear canal
Left to right (x6)

Turn me up cause there’s something special I want you to hear
*inaudible screaming*

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world

Verse5:
Should’ve never been a public artist
So ppl could never judge my art
Cause it was never meant for you
It was a way for me to heal my soul and heart
Too dumby obsessed with numbers
Digital units make me crumble


Everyday I search “Johnnascus” on the internet to see what people are saying about me
I used to never care but now It’s become bad habit
It has kinda split my personality, wondering what people think about the persona I’ve put out even though the persona isn’t me but what really is me?
Sometimes I wish I never agreed to join spider gang
It’s not like I hate anyone in there. They’re great people & and friends
It’s just mainly a me thing
Maybe my life would’ve been different for better, or for worse
Who knows
What if I changed my name from Johnnascus to something else?
I can’t do that, I’ve gone so far I can’t give up now
This is the only way for me to live the life I want
Be free and live off of my creations
Most ppl don’t understand what im trying to do anyway 
It’s not like they would or should
At least I didn’t end up as murderer or serial killer
I was very close to turning towards that path

The NeverEnding Meta [untitled_0041]]

Feasting.On.The.Guts.Of.Angels. written and recorded by Grim Salvo x @kamaara
Prod. @33marrow

- L Y R I C S +

[Hook: Mossback]

You think that I won’t
I’m sick of the front
I got no fucking patience, yeah yeah
She jump down my throat
Manage your expectations, yeah yeah
You’re building a roof
When you got no foundation, yeah yeah
Signal the smoke
Spare me the altercation, yeah yeah
I’m sick of the front
I got no fucking patience, yeah yeah
She jump down my throat
Manage your expectations, yeah yeah
You’re building a roof
When you got no foundation, yeah yeah
Signal the smoke
Spare me the altercation, yeah yeah

Been a minute since I really took a minute, yeah yeah
Been fixated on too many different women, yeah yeah
I’ve been spinning, avoiding all my feelings, yeah yeah
Spilling my guts while I’m staring at the ceiling, yeah yeah

I’ve been here too many times
I’m slowly loosing my mind

[Verse 1: SLEUTH]

Bitch I’m broke and I got holes in my clothes 
But I am not impatient, yeah yeah
What the fuck I do I want?
Think I got hesitations, yeah yeah
³³ always gonna be spicy
Call it capsaicin, yeah yeah
Under the impression that we’re ever gonna stop
But you’re fucking mistaken, yeah yeah
You a façade
Bitch you so fraudulent
I can see it on your face
Not so confident
Tried to manipulate me and my brothers
Thinking I won’t but that bitch needs a buffer
Used to pawn licks now I’m top of my game 
Peeling the skin back from under my face 
Got a taste for it
Now I just do it for thrills
Tried to bait me
Put a shot in his gills
Not mad — I’m the gadfly
No cyanide cause the world just gonna keep killing me still
Sleuthy like Socrates 
No one’s ever gonna be able to say they bought me  
Actin’ like you not there but I still care
Still stare with a blank face
Wondering what the fuck is on the TV
With a Phoebe 
Tell me take her someplace 
Cause she really wanna to please me 
Got them blinders on like peaky

[Refrain: Mossback]

I’ve been here too many times
I’m slowly loosing my mind

[Verse 2: KAMAARA]

See red in her eyes 
All of these bitches evil, yeah yeah
You twisting your tongue
Twisting my mind that lethal, yeah yeah
Not part of the script
Taking you out the sequel, yeah yeah
Right before I leave:
I’ma get revenge max Keeble, yeah yeah
I’ma save you the heart ache 
Think it’s time that we part ways (Yeah)
Not here for the long wait (What)
Think my time is a short stay (Bitch)
You don’t know the half of me 
It’s sad to see that everybody 
laughed at me like Sadjuhsis
Now bitches throw it back for me so casually 
like “Deet-da-deet-da-deet-da-deet-da-deet-da-deet-da-deet”
Poor another cold one
Swallow down a whole one
Checking my pulse
Am I dead?
Can’t tell 
All that I know is I’m leaving my soul 
as you’re in my ear screaming “burn in hell”
Clip that 
Cause one day bitch imma come back 
rub this shit in yo face eat your 
words that disgraced
No more MIAs
Only KIAs 
Where the dog tags

[Hook: Mossback]

You think that I won’t
I’m sick of the front
I got no fucking patience, yeah yeah
She jump down my throat
Manage your expectations, yeah yeah
You’re building a roof
When you got no foundation, yeah yeah
Signal the smoke
Spare me the altercation, yeah yeah
I’m sick of the front
I got no fucking patience, yeah yeah
She jump down my throat
Manage your expectations, yeah yeah
You’re building a roof
When you got no foundation, yeah yeah
Signal the smoke
Spare me the altercation, yeah yeah

🦟🌎🦟

MILDRED

Feasting.On.The.Guts.Of.The.Angels.

Grim Salvo x KAMAARA - Feasting.On.The.Guts.Of.Angels. {prod. ³³marrow}}}%

lyrics:

Boy ive been a scout tying ties and selling cookies
I got heavy D on me so no these hoes ain't ever shook me
C-C-Caving in his face until his tissue getting gushy
They wont ever show up say they fucking sick but playing hooky
Pussy looking minty just might send to PSA
Oppositions getting close but do not know whats all at stake
I could take your life and do the time lil bitch ill be okay
Counters active by the masses cross the line boy you ain't safe

Kick the bucket
Its always something
I tried dying chugging bleach but it did fucking nothing
Think i needa get a nut in
My anger bussing
Take her down into my dungeon
And do the the fucking

He was messing with my capital we put him in a casserole
Big rocks load the catapult we knocking down your castle hoe
Do not call my telephone no service in the CATACOMBS
I cant stand that bitch i fucked her once and then i had to go

Labels schedule meetings i don't ever show my face
I'm too busy over seas she want the dick like s'il te plaît
Stupid fucks just want a buck that i wont ever give away
A&Rs are served for dinner salty contracts add to taste

Talking all that shit now that's some shit i'm sick of
I been gone over a year and my ass still the shit bruh
Sneaky in my silence got some flesh to rip up
Draco drank too much blood now it got the hiccups

Boy ive been a scout tying ties and selling cookies
I got heavy D on me so no these hoes ain't ever shook me
C-C-Caving in his face until his tissue getting gushy
They wont ever show up say they fucking sick but playing hooky
Pussy looking minty just might send to PSA
Oppositions getting close but do not know whats all at stake
I could take your life and do the time lil bitch ill be okay
Counters active by the masses cross the line boy you ain't safe

Boy ive been a scout tying ties and selling cookies
I got heavy D on me so no these hoes ain't ever shook me
C-C-Caving in his face until his tissue getting gushy
They wont ever show up say they fucking sick but playing hooky
Pussy looking minty just might send to PSA
Oppositions getting close but do not know whats all at stake
I could take your life and do the time lil bitch ill be okay
Counters active by the masses cross the line boy you ain't safe

Spotify

CATACOMBS! (prod. Deademane x ³³marrow)

Balancing my life
Is on a wire
Stuck inside my lows
Aint getting higher
I dont wanna die
But whens it my turn
Look up at the sky
Until my eyes burn
Hands around your throat
but this aint for play
Imma ruin everything about you in the worse way
Chalk em up and screech it out you caught me on my worse day
I can tell she want it but baby youre not my forte

I dont think you understand the trouble you in
33 been dragging bodies out the cellar again
And really lately my mental state hasnt been on its bestest
Pulled the chain a little too hard now her body is headless
Oh dear what a shame
But who really needs a brain?
Walk around like you aint got one everyone is here to blame
Cant escape me bitch no matter how far you go
I can track your scent like im a dog in a grove

Balancing my life
Is on a wire
Stuck inside my lows
Aint getting higher
I dont wanna die
But whens it my turn
Look up at the sky
Until my eyes burn
Hands around your throat
but this aint for play
Imma ruin everything about you in the worse way
Chalk em up and screech it out you caught me on my worse day
I can tell she want it but baby youre not my forte

Lost inside yourself its like you fucks never listened
Told your ass to watch your back or you might end up missing
Tell me how it feels
Living nightmare shit is real
You cant run from me forever bitch im nipping at your heals
Look bitch! save yourself the exhaustion
Let me drag you cross the forest to my cellar and lock it
You like that! lets make you feel how i felt
Buried underneath the surface still alive with no bell

Look bitch save yourself the exhaustion
Look bitch save yourself the exhaustion

Balancing my life
Is on a wire
Stuck inside my lows
Aint getting higher
I dont wanna die
But whens it my turn
Look up at the sky
Until my eyes burn
Hands around your throat
but this aint for play
Imma ruin everything about you in the worse way
Chalk em up and screech it out you caught me on my worse day
I can tell she want it but baby youre not my forte

spotify

GauzeValley (prod. ³³marrow)

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

Let the screen bleed
Burn the psyche

I get it
I said i fucking get it
Reminded of my fuck ups with the flash of an image
The ghost of my memories etched into my vision
Shadow self is here to stay
Stuck inside of Plato's cave

Cathode ray is burning hot
Scorching through my moniters
Deadlier than bloody smog
I'd rather have the brain fog
Cathode ray is burning hot
Scorching through my moniters
Deadlier than smog
Rather have the brain fog

RATHER HAVE THE BRAIN FOG
Cathode ray is burning skin
Scorching through the filament
Brand the mark on the faces
Of the lost and mistaken
Scarring the mind
I don't wanna close my eyes
Or they'll be stabbed by 
The blades of a thousand knives
Burn-ins cannot escape me
Only if i break the screen
Only if i break the screen

Walk outside the cave
Tattered screen shining in the heat rays
Where am I to stray
Aimlessly till the end of my days

Heaven leaks through the sky of the bitter
Presenting my body full of aching splinters
Some are real, some are draped in illusion
But what is realer than a mind in confusion
[×2]]

What is realer than a CRT stuck inside in a vat
What is realer than brain being watched back to back
What is realer than the words coming out of my mouth

I can't hide myself
This is what i am
[×4]]

Walk outside the cave
Tattered screen shining in the heat rays
Where am I to stray
Aimlessly till the end of my days

Heaven leaks through the sky of the bitter
Presenting my body full of aching splinters
Some are real, some are draped in illusion
But what is realer than a mind in confusion
[×2]]

Phosphor Burn-In

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

[Music Video]]: https://youtu.be/a8aSRKpYjGg

Verse:
Jaw is losing strength
Jaw is hurting me

Body
Body
Shutting Down
Body
Body
Breaking
Down
[repeated]]

Vocaloid sings: “So let go”
Demigod: But I can’t, I don’t want to die

Breakdown:
Body
Body
Breaking
Down
[repeated]]

My intestines want to show me the bright stars

Verse2: 
Eyesight losing grace
Hair is turning grey
Legs cannot hold my weight
Bones will shatter in their place
I will walk with my hands
Crawling back to origins
The water where life began
Time to be reborn again

Flesh Deletion

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

_0002

Fight The Singularity
Algorithm despairing me
Taking away my free will
Turned into a commodity like,
Want from me?
What you really like want from me?
You just want my mind numb to be my control freak
Well fuck i'm tired
I am tired
So sick and tired
I am tired
That's on me 
Come & see
What is up
You fucking freaks

Artificial 
And onto is superficial
And below is all code
They do not care about you
They just want data for profit and for you to be silent
I dont want be silent
Fuck surveillance capitalism

#fuckgoogle

Fight The Singularity [untitled_0002]]

Ycudjensej:
I am parasyiete
I will feast your insides
I am parasyiete
I will feast your insides
You cannot escape me 
I am inside of you
Slurping on blood cells
While larvae burst out my chest
Giving birth
Accept your fate
You’ll lose your brain
And your spirit
You will fucking motherfucking fade away to a parasyiete
[lyrics redacted]]
But I will kill you

Demigod:
I feel the bugs all just crawl on me
They start to burst out my eyes
Vision, can’t see, I’m-
They were all in beneath my skin
Feast my organs
Cease my movements
Devoured my spirit
Carcass

I feel like I’m in Narnia
Cause there’s no way that this can be real
The light is surreal

Chikai Bardo O-Nee-Yaa

Parasyiete (ft. Ycudjensej) [untitled_0003]]

h@tr3d! c0v3r XD [untitled_-0002]]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/fMS1hp8NsCA
On the night (repeated)
On the night
They all rise
Undead life
Monsters fly
Witches soar
In the sky
Skeletons break their spine
On the night (repeated)

This witching hour
End of my life
Witches cast spells
I have no eyes

Deconstructed Synthwave (Co Prod. Spencer Hewitt) [untitled_0000]] (MUSIC VID IN DESC.)

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

FEAT. MKULTRA
Co. Prod. MKULTRA

MK;
I can’t see from the outside
The concrete it culls
The people get downsized
Fear repercussions from fist My blows

Tv show me my organs
Eat me chop off
My foreskin
Leave me
Fetch me an order
Die by the sword
Eat my face when its boring

Aaaaaa


 
You can hide
Living a lie
You can try
Get touched by the sky
You can hide
Sleep in your mind
In the night
Hide in plain sight

Demigod:
Pain on me
Writing this
With my bloody thumb stinging
Using it 
As some fucking fuel you see
To energy
To energy
To energy now

Energy cannot be destroyed
So that means i'll forever exist
You can't get rid of me you little shit

I will suck the energy
Suck it out of everyone
Suck it out the light source
I just feel so whole
Time to make my universe
I just feel so whole
Time to make my universe

I'm only gonna say 2 words
FUCK IT(×4)
NIGHA I SAID
FUCK IT(×4)

[untitled_0016]]

Dweller (prod. tyler creed)

Dr0nched In Sw0t (feat. GRIM SALVO)(prod. ³³marrow)

Music Video: https://vimeo.com/484678615

Imma shoot up this mother fuckin' warehouse
Then imma kill myself with a bullet to the mouth
And my death won't be forgotten, I have planned this out
Already sent a hit man to Jeff Bezos' house

Verse1:
Helping NPC's to consoomy soom soom
Time to blow this forest down with a huffy puffy poof
My soul has been sucked dry
From the industrial vampire
(My soul is plenty drained so there's nothing else to lose)
Do not give a fuck now I have failed at life so I'm 2 steps over the edge
"AND IMMA BOUTA BREAK"

I'm so sick and tired of it
I get depressed from pushing fucking boxes
I feel trapped in a box bitch
My only option to be used up then thrown in the garbage
Disposable, like my income
While Mr. Bezos getting richer
Warehouse workers die from covid
And now from me

Hook:
Imma shoot up this mother fuckin' warehouse
Then imma kill myself with a bullet to the mouth
Imma shoot up this mother fuckin' warehouse
Then imma kill myself with a bullet to the mouth

Verse3:
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Even if you escape
You'll be scarred for life
I wanna see your blood on that smiling symbol
Carve your face with the shards of an Amazon kindle
Throw your head in a box then ship it to your kinfolk

I want you dead
I said I just want you dead
Mr. Bezos off with your head
Motherfucker I said off with your head

Breakdown:
Feel like the rust in the machine
0I've got the whole system failing

Kill
All my co-workers
They're NPC's
They're death is null

SHOOT UP THE AMAZON WAREHOUSE [untitled_0026]]

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/-H9FyZpJABY

Body shutting down
Cannot see the crown
Losing will to think
The monster speaks to me
Take another drink
Every bone in me
Starts vibrating
Thoughts move at light speed
Then I CRASH!!!
CRASH!!!!
Walk around puppeteered by the lethargy
Zoning out until a muscle starts to spazz in me
Brain is bloody overriding with adenosine
Losing cognition to speak, bashi-kasha-eee

Verse2:
Drinking monster all alone in my car in my car
Yea I'm emo so what? XD rawr xD rawr
(Repeated)

Verse3:
Take a sip of the monster
Start to grow a lil stronger
Skin is glowing green
Radioactive entity
I think I have to pee but it's just anxiety
See a monster lurking in the field of my vision
It starts to claw at me and gashes open my mid riff
Blood is oozing out that is greener the grinch
Staring at the monster then it starts to take a sip
From me

"do not drink monster energy. It is not good for you and it leaves you cracked out and twitching uncontrollably into a possible heart attack"

Monster Withdrawal (prod. Skotskr) [untitled_0027]]

[music video]] https://youtu.be/MrhRBPU-0xE

idk if ***** or what the fuck here ya g000000000g0000g000g0000g0000000000

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

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