Some motivational words I enjoy spreading across the world :)

A mile of thoughts

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Lyrics:
It’s not our time is what you said to me
Maybe this fantasy is just not meant to be

It’s not our time is what you said to me
Maybe this fantasy is just not meant to be

I’m stuck in my own ways, like a truck in mud,
Heavy feeling in my gut, fear streaming through my blood

You cut, me deep and now you watch me bleed
Repeat the same deed over and over again

You were more than a friend, I don’t understand
I offered you my hand you took it gladly then you ran

So easy to pretend you care, pretend like you were always there
Pretend you were the air, I breathed unaware


Of the poison you were leaking, the voice that I was seeking
The fantasy I believed in, what I wished but wasn’t needing

I always looked at love and hate as opposites of people’s traits
But they relate, co-exist in a synonymous state, 

It is what makes me go numb. It is what common people call fate
Succumb to your emotions til you can’t bear the weight 

It’s just fucking dumb


I don’t believe in meant to be, I believe in let it be
I need relieve desperately, yeah please give me some clarity

The pain that drives me insane at night
Rain pouring down leaves no room for peace of mind

The flame that burned so bright in sight
Extinguished right in front of my own eyes

It’s not our time is what you said to me
Maybe this fantasy is just not meant to be

It’s not our time is what you said to me
Maybe this fantasy is just not meant to be

These feelings cut me deep inside, I’m feeling like a schizophrenic
Reason and emotion battle like smeagol and gollum

I panic, frantic mood swings till I almost become manic
You left my heart shattered like a hammer on ceramics

I still think about the little things, it’s weird how those hurts the most
Like the sweet scent of your clothes or the way you answer phones

Feeling empty like a ghost it shows that 
you were my addiction call it an overdose

Now I’m laying in bed I’m watching the ceiling 
Regretting the facts and I’m fighting the feeling

A pressing pain in my chest, can’t control my breathing
Tell myself a thousand times that your love isn’t what I’m needing

But the heart wants what the heart wants and I can’t stop loving you
I took a chance then felt a glance of your romance right coming through

My sanity is slowly fading, fantasies I have been chasing
I rush to my dreams see your face and feel amazing

I don’t believe in meant to be, I believe in let it be
I need relieve desperately, yeah please give me some clarity

The pain that drives me insane at night
Rain pouring down leaves no room for peace of mind

The flame that burned so bright in sight
Extinguished right in front of my own eyes

It’s not our time is what you said to me
Maybe this fantasy is just not meant to be

It’s not our time is what you said to me
Maybe this fantasy is just not meant to be

Meant to be, the words of fools and generally
It’s not true eventually, you didn’t care to see
What we could be

It’s rough, because memories don’t fade away
Your words and whispers chase me every fucking day

At night they keep me awake and when I sleep I can’t pull the break
I dream, but everything’s fake I’m in the gutter, 

And I want no one else but her, in the distance roll clouds of thunder
An evil omen, inside, I know I’m not meant to love her

I don’t believe in meant to be, I believe in let it be
I need relieve desperately, yeah please give me some clarity

The pain that drives me insane at night
Rain pouring down leaves no room for peace of mind

The flame that burned so bright in sight
Extinguished right in front of my own eyes

It’s not our time is what you said to me
Maybe this fantasy is just not meant to be

It’s not our time is what you said to me
Maybe it was all a fantasy

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