Gone Girl

Gone Girl (Ft. Ekeon) [Prod. Splashgvng]

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

one more day to waste

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tnvr - one more day to waste

Air feels heavier when you're not there
I can't eat a full meal without being sick
Everyone told me I should keep my options open but I didn't
And now I'm suffering
I don't even know what I want from you
Spent money on my momma I would spoil you baby
I been in the twilight zone since I lost you
Yeah you were perfect
Wait I was distracted yeah

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

So you bring me up just to wring me dry
You hold me down like I don't know why
But if I'm honest and I always am
I'm so fucking exhausted I want it to end
I been focusing on me replacing memories of you
I don't think this where I should be
I don't know what the fuck to do
I feel hopeless
I feel hopeless I can't help it
I hope you don't notice

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

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i'm hopeless w/ love jai (p. yunny goldz)

overthinking sucks. 


[lyrics:] 
i know you love me but i feel like you hate me
oh baby call me i feel so lonely lately
when i tell you that im fine you know im not
girl i really hate to lie but i cant stop
i dont want you to worry about me
i wasnt fucking sober for the last ten weeks

for the last ten weeks
i feel so weak
i need some weed
cus i cant sleep 
without a girl or drugs
im so fucked up
and i cant trust myself, no

turn off my phone now
i want to be alone
stare out the window
i hate to be alone
but i self isolate
i dont want to cause pain
im always in my cave
i feel how your heart breaks

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love me//hate me (yokai)

produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

insta; @1vislyn

lyrics:
you touch on my skin
and it felt like home,
there's too much about you i don't even know
it's like i tell you everything,
but you don't even care at all
you were the only thing i had and it's so cynical
my minds twisted can't make a decision
despite you're a figment of my
imagination
cause you were so close now you're miles away
too far to count all the tears on my face
i crumble out from the seams,
cause nothing is how it seems
i lost the piece to complete
all just to morbid deceit
i guess i knew you would leave
and i remember watching the train tracks
with your head laying down over on my chest
and without you i can't seem to function 
guess my karma is coming
it's just a repercussion

said you would love me till the world dispersed
and now we're just running like times in reverse
still live in my house but it don't feel like home
needing you now more than i did before

but i don't wanna lie and say that i'm okay
cause i can't stand to see you with him
like will you come back
i'm thinking there's no way
day by day the ropes getting thin

give me break 
my body's achin
i can only shake
feeling so desperate
to find somewhere safe
my mind kills my body
please leave for ur sake 
i thought i'd made
peace with the blades
i was mistaken
tricked by my brain
my body is marked
scars on my arm
blood doesn't stop dripping
its painting the floor

i thought u'd be my home
with you i wouldn't be alone
my heart got torn apart
i tried 2 but i can't restart

said you would love me till the world dispersed
and now we're just running like times in reverse
still live in my house but it don't feel like home
needing you now more than i did before

but i don't wanna lie and say that i'm okay
cause i can't stand to see you with him
like will you come back
i'm thinking there's no way
day by day the ropes getting thin

but i don't wanna lie and say that i'm okay
cause i can't stand to see you with him
like will you come back
i'm thinking there's no way
day by day the ropes getting thin

home w/ casperrr

lyrics

im just sitting at the bus stop while its pouring 
wishing u were here
waiting for a call before im off to the middle nowhere

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

ohhh i thought that what we had was something special 
i guess i was wrong
i leaned all of my in to ur arms and then u let me drop

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

im fucking drenched now 
and u just gonna let me rot

drenched (rez productions)

All of the time that i just wasted
Spending all of my days intoxicated
So isolated i need sedation 
Tryna get her out of my head is so brainless

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

I’m lyin when I say im ok 
Cuz You keep Poppin up inside of my brain
And All the shit you said don’t hold any weight
Yeah She tell me that she me love me till she just fuckin didn’t 

With the eyes like diamonds 
Mesemerizin
Youre the one I think of when I close my eyelids
Can I kill the silence I’ve been feelin lifeless
Messin with my head and my heart she a white bitch
All you do is type but the words not vibrant 
She keep pullin me in she hot like a siren
Belive me when I tell you that you help me ease my mind its 
Kinda fuckin crazy that i had you by my side bitch

But now it’s all over 
And I can’t stay sober 
I’m poppin the pain away
And thinkin of better days 

This that drive me to the grave
And our love was just a phase
You treat me like shit most days 
It’s just gonna break me

But now you’re gone 
Every thought feels wrong 
Idk what’s going on 
lately I been so jaded 

She look me in the eyes she could tell that I’m faded
Spreadin nothin but lies you petty and faceless 
I guess Her laugh was a disguise she was plotting my demise 
I can’t tell what’s wrong could you please get me right 
Good sex forgot all the shit that went wrong
I could never speak my thoughts so I put em in a song 

Next thing that I know everyone singin along
And I swear I try my best but I can’t keep holding on 
She knows she was the first that i brought up to my mom 
Try to tell you how I’m feeling but the words are all wrong 

And i miss you even more with the time spent apart 
Said that you need healing coz your thoughts been dark
But she really scared of feeling so she told me let’s part
I hope that you get better cuz youll always have my heart 

Gotta stop scrollin on the feed
Just so I can write on a beat 
But you know he gonna spit some heat
I made 4 racks just last week what you call for
Always on my phone in case it beeps
And your face so pretty in my head repeatin 
I wish i didn’t love her for all the wrong reasons 
She say she gotta go our love was just a season 

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

verse again)

this was a love story (prod. gage oakes)

~from the tall trees
~to the clouds above
~time will never stop for us
~I guess I'm out of luck.

tired eyes

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GROUNDED (prod. branwen)

I find it hard to stay happy

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Gone Girl (Ft. Ekeon) [Prod. Splashgvng]

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