i hate how much i know (prod. puhf)

loaded clipz [feat. fallacy a.d.d.] (prod. crescnta)

@cry2jodii @x-loflyier-x
lockers & chapter222 crossover event

never appear (w/ cry2jodii & loflyier)

lyrics:

I'm so tired of love songs stuck in my head
I'm so tired of the same words again

(CapsCtrl, stop the nonsense)

Aye, aye, aye
Lotta sad songs, oh my

I told her I'm a rockstar, she already knew that
"Dovah, how you do that?"
Ima get my mood back
She just wanna play me
I know she don't love me
Tell me why I love her
Probably cause' she know me

I told her, "I keep a stick on me,"
She's still up in the back putting her lips on me
You can catch me in the back of the club showing no love
Cause' I got no time but they still wanna hit on me, hit on me
Please just get rid of me, I'm tryna look for a remedy, aye
Too many eyes, caught by surprise, I got no time for the lies

I-If I relapse would you call back?
Can't deny the fact that I would have to fall back
I feel lost in a trance of decay
I ache and feel the pain, broken bones dissociate
Degrade and lose myself, inside a coma years and days
I hope that you could wake me up and pull me out
Just slap me till' I wake up
Conscious in and out
I promise it'll be alright, it'll be just fine

I'm so tired of love songs stuck in my head
I'm so tired of the same words again

Only if you could help me
But I can't get there by my lonely

I told her I'm a rockstar, she already knew that
"Dovah, how you do that?"
Ima get my mood back
She just wanna play me
I know she don't love me
Tell me why I love her
Probably cause' she know me

I told her I'm a rockstar, she already knew that
"Dovah, how you do that?"
Ima get my mood back
She just wanna play me
I know she don't love me
Tell me why I love her
Probably cause' she know me

I used to be a rockstar back when I would trap bars
Percocet and Molly, didn't care about nobody
I just look out for myself
It got lonely down in hell
Still got my hope, making music just to cope
Little less without the dope
I-I-I know I'm moving slow
P-Pick up the pace like my heart off the Adderall
Just got 2 bands but I already spent it all
I'm sipping Bacardi, swerving off the Tramadol
D-D-Don't try this at home
I don't pick up my phone
200 missed calls from across the globe
I got 3 shorties keep begging for more
Honestly, I don't know where I should go
(Oh no)
I got a lot thankful for, I got a family and settled my score
Sure I crashed a few times, but I'm still alive
See, I can't die, you know I tried
I keep on finding more reasons to push
Life got a glow to it hides in a bush
All I need is music and maybe some kush

I'll see you on the other side, on the other side
I've got dead homies left and right
And I don't want no more to die
Fame's all right, till' you got no friends and corpos feed you lies
I'm a victim of demise, you can see it in my eyes

Black top Benz
Roll through town, I'm with my friends
Man, I hope this never ends
It always ends, It always ends

Black top Benz
Roll through town, I'm with my friends
Man, I hope this never ends
It always ends, It always ends

I told her I'm a rockstar, she already knew that
"Dovah, how you do that?"
Ima get my mood back
She just wanna play me
I know she don't love me
Tell me why I love her
Probably cause' she know me

I told her I'm a rockstar, she already knew that
"Dovah, how you do that?"
Ima get my mood back
She just wanna play me
I know she don't love me
Tell me why I love her
Probably cause' she know me

rockstar [feat. fallacy a.d.d. & cry2jodii] (prod. puhf & capsctrl)

drinking blood [feat. twenyohthree] (prod. willow)

I look in the mirror, don't know what I see
I be killing myself, but I live in a dream
I got a choppa, it's strapped with a beam
Making this music, I live for the scene, what's up
I'm tryna find myself, but I find myself too deep in a cup
Go to the back and I'm postin' it up
Ain't tryna eat cause' I'm throwin' it up
I got no love but I'm living my life and I learned from mistakes, cutting deep with a knife
Crucifix blade posted up by my side
Don't feel like living, I live in a lie
I got no time for the hoes, I got no time for the vibe
I know I ain't leaving alive
Why should I try?
Black suit, black tie, funerals till I die

Aye, yeah, you don't even know
That I can't see myself, yeah
I didn't even notice, yeah

You don't even know what I go through
Got a bad lil hoe who I'd ghost too
Switchblades in the cut with some old dudes
Who I used to rock with, that's old news
People love to hate me, that's so cool
Cause' I really hate me, get along fool
She don't wanna date me, I don't wanna go to school
But I do the same things I don't really wanna do, that's facts
Shawty wanna scream my name, so I'll play her games, put my name in her back
I got some homies who smokin' on thrax
I know some people who livin' on crack, what's up
I don't wanna feel these things, but I feel these things, so I'm pouring it up
I talk to women, it's never enough
No point in livin', I'm feeling enough, what's up

Aye, yeah, you don't even know
That I can't see myself, yeah
I didn't even notice, yeah

i can't see myself (prod. nadiak & fkwt)

music video: https://youtu.be/WvF7B8H5Gm0?si=Y-lk67aZamcDxdNz

privatefuneral & fallacy a.d.d. - fell 4 u (prod. lord135)

yesterday doesn't hurt anymore
i try not to cry anymore
it's getting harder to hold my tears

better friends
i need some better advice
she tells me to grow up
i think i'll take my life before i take my chances
fall in love for the night with her, it hurts

yesterday doesn't hurt anymore
i try not to cry anymore
it's getting harder to hold my tears

yesterday's sorrow (demo)

lyrics:
she's got tattoos that she forgot about
she's getting high all the time
don't like going out
i know she's bad for me
that's what i like about her
i know it's sad to see that ima come around her

you waited patiently and i'm a disappointment
why would you wait for me?
how bout you flip a coin then

i know you like him, but he can't love you like i do
i've been living aimlessly
running circles round my room
you've been high since last week
you ain't coming down
but that ain't gon' stop me
girl you know i'll be around ya
you got lost i found ya
sometimes i wish i didn't
you've been torture for me
i forget i'm even living
i get wasted, you get happy
you're still faded, been high since last week

i know you like him, but he can't love you like i do
i've been living aimlessly
running circles round my room

she's got tattoos that she forgot about
she's getting high all the time
don't like going out
i know she's bad for me
that's what i like about her
i know it's sad to see that ima come around her

you waited patiently and i'm a disappointment
why would you wait for me?
how bout you flip a coin then

tattoos (prod. metlast & splashgvng)

lyrics:

i told her i would take a bullet for her like a vitamin
this nosferatu knockin at my door im gon invite em in
people talkin to me while im cryin awkward silence when i tell em i ain’t happy
i been stuck in autopilot
shawty pocket watchin
i got a pocket rocket
i’m boutta stick it on em
hoes been actin stupid when im broke
they ain’t good for nothin
i been on my own
i still want love but i don’t ever show it
i don’t talk about my pain no more
cuz i took every potion
i got motion
hoes been toatin poles but ain’t gon shoot at nothin
if they stick it at me stick it at me with the guts the blow it
blowin all the smoke in my face
when i taste ur blood im choking
coating every nail on my hand with ur blood ur overdosing
black leather
black feathers
the birds are singing
under weather
purple rain upon me
we gon lean together
leanin wit my demons
and they fiening for my sin
whatever
we gon turn to ash together
we been livin fast together
newport cigarette ash on my tongue whenever you wanna caress my bloody teeth
i told her we forever
we will never die because tonight we tie our lungs together
ima breathe you in
you let me out
and then my heart got severed
then my heart got severed
you ripped it outta my chest
you ripped it outta my chest
you ripped it outta my chest
you ripped it outta my (chest)
im gonna lay you to rest
*jane voicemail*
i told her i would take a bullet for her like a vitamin
this nosferatu knockin at my door im gon invite em in
people talkin to me while im cryin awkward silence when i tell em i ain’t happy
i been stuck in autopilot shawty
i told her i would take a bullet for her like a vitamin
this nosferatu knockin at my door im gon invite em in
people talkin to me while im cryin awkward silence when i tell em i ain’t happy
i been stuck in autopilot
shawty pocket watchin
i got a pocket rocket
i’m boutta stick it on em
hoes been actin stupid when im broke
they ain’t good for nothin
i been on my own
i still want love but i don’t ever show it
i don’t talk about my pain no more
cuz i took every potion
i told her i would take a bullet for her like a vitamin
this nosferatu knockin at my door im gon invite em in
people talkin to me while im cryin awkward silence when i tell em i ain’t happy
i been stuck in autopilot shawty

awkward silence (prod. crescnta)

ignored (prod. mom$)

prod. youji2k

Just tell me what I did
We’re falling down, but now I’m climbing up
You put me back in the ground, so why’d you dig me up?
I’m stuck in Silent Hill and I can’t find my way back home
Because you’re not there
I think I loved you too much

(Forgive me)
(I told you that I wanted to die, James, I wanted the pain to end)

Just let me take your pain, cause I can’t bear to see you walk away
There’s fire burning up the stairs I need to get to you
So won’t you just tell me what I did

We’re falling down, but now I’m climbing up
You put me back in the ground, so why’d you dig me up?
I’m stuck in Silent Hill and I can’t find my way back home
Because you’re not there
I think I loved you too much

Wait, you left me alone with my pain
I’m walking outside in the rain
No coat on my back, gave you all that I had
Now I feel like I’m going insane
Ain’t no one around me getting saved
You said you’ve got nothing to say
Abandoned, I’m feeling ashamed
I’m outside your house with a mask and a shovel
I’m working on digging a grave
But it ain’t for me, it ain’t for me

(That’s why I did it honey, I just couldn’t watch you suffer)
(No, that’s not the whole truth, you also said that you didn’t want to die)
(The truth is part of me hated you for taking away my life)
(You killed me and you’re suffering for it, it’s enough James)

you killed me and you're suffering for it

cyanide (prod. ocurie & shirui)

burden (prod. xtasane & axry)

misa misa (prod. ocurie)

forgotten (prod. ocurie)

next 2 me (prod. xtasane & axry)

castle (w/ altwys.)

twenty (w/ altwys.)

kiss n tell (w/ altwys.)

snow white (w/ altwys.)

drive u crazy (w/ altwys.)

all over me (w/ altwys.)

other side (w/ altwys.) [feat. kanan. & sabre]

stars align (w/ altwys.)

october [w/ tenjin] (prod. lord135)

hair cut (prod. crcl)

i’m lying to my dad again bout why i’m not around
so why am i getting sad again when i do it to myself
ill die and go to hell before i ever tell the truth about it
it’s tatted on my hands the fact that im living too fast for my own good
i swear im good
that’s why they always stare instead of saying that i dont belong here
then they wonder why i dont feel like i should express myself
i wear my scary clothes and paint my nails and go to church and cry some
i wish i had a home that feels less cold and feels like mine i’m so alone here
am i alone here?
my baby’s so in love with me i just wish i loved myself
she said i make her feel alive
but i died when i was 12
i watched my friend go in the ground
and i cried and went to bed
a part of me never woke up
so what’s wrong with my head?
who are they to stare at me?
they ain’t bled the blood i bled
i thought id go to therapy but my therapist is dead
i told him i would hit em back
but he never got that text
ill never get my rest until all my tears are shed

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