shit got me in my bag rn lmaoo good shit bro this sounds incredible!

something simple | feat. mishaal (prod. apes prod)

Belak on all platforms:
https://linktr.ee/heybelak

Stream/Buy this song:
https://share.amuse.io/track/belak-dont-look-up

ft. @powfu

Lyrics:

(Belak)

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

i hope i dont end up like my dad did
die young, from mixing drugs in the cabinet
even if all the pill bottles had an asterisk 
saying “this will kill you!”
people would just laugh it off
and pop Perc 30s till the casket
says “wassup!” and the party gets crashed in
imagine a world without distractions 
no addiction, but that’ll never happen
been fucked up
i been right there with you in the same boat
putting cracks in the hull, let it sink slow
till you hit rock bottom, then you think to yourself 
that only way out is to swim up
but everyday i feel like i should just give up
i still pray to god, tell the devil he can get fucked
i walk along my path working out the knots and hiccups
i put on my raincoat through the storm and drizzle

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

(Powfu)

i guess im a selfish man
yikes
i got nobody holding my hand
spent too much time on desktops and papers
if i could go back
would i tip my waiter?
didnt notice i was falling
popping way too many adderalls
blinded by the shit that doesnt matter at all
laugh when i fall down
you step on my back
all this shit thats coming at me
i deserve from my past
i cant see through the lighting
half my town wanna fight me
heart made of stone 
i was hiding
was a lifeless soul till you found me
not afraid of death im all in
i dont need a rest
my calling is spread out on the desk
now i understand im meant for way more

don't look up ft. Powfu

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don't look up Ft. Powfu

Today, I realized I've been letting myself down.

Jan 17 (Excuses)

Lyrics

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Forget the times when you gave me a meaning
Fell for your laugh fuck I fell for your breathing
Then you switched up like leaves in the seasons
Running away and I rot into pieces
Fuck with my mental not feeling enough
Feeling the pain and I’m taking a puff
Playing the victim like what have I done
I see through the lies I see through the bluffs

I’m hating my person
Thinking bout life and I guess I deserved it
Could have been better I was just a burden
Wouldn’t care right now even if the world end
World end 
World end
thinking right now and I’m wishing the world end
And if it did I would save you a spot yeah you hurt me a lot but your my favorite person

You were there for me so why did you lie
I fucking loved you and I felt alive
My only friend and you stuck at my side
But I guess that’s convenient cause you stuck a knife
And I fell for you once nah I fell for you twice
But I fell to the bottom it’s dark there’s no light
And I know I sound petty I don’t wanna die
But just thinking of you I don’t wanna live life

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Cognitive Distortion (prod. tennis player)

Produced by: Gio
Engineered by: Gio
Written and performed by: Gio

Lyrics:

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 1)

I feel stuck in my awareness, I’m not tryna sound arrogant 
It’s just that I feel like there’s so much goin’ on 
around me 
They expect me to be hard as iron, and that’s word to robert downey 
Watchin’ it slowly surround me, everything is cloudy

I look deep into the mirror
And I see me frowning 
I wish everything was clearer
So the rain won’t fuckin drown me
Started pickin up the slack 
For all the people that’s around me 
Started pickin up the pieces
So they’re not upset like I be

And maybe that’s the real issue
Need to do it for myself and not because I fuckin’ miss you 
If I get back in that story I’m gon’ need a fuckin tissue
Hopefully you understand why I no longer fuckin need you

Sorry everybody for my language 
Lately I’ve been so upset that i start causin hella damage
I’m not violent, just depressed and it’s a never-ending cycle
I just hope that I can be at peace when my eyes close 

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 2)

See nowadays I don’t even worry ‘bout what
could’ve been
It’s taken me so long to finally figure out where I fit  in
They wanna smoke up and get high and wanna be a kid
I can’t even blame ‘em cause nobody listens 

No one hears me, hears you
Here is me, what am I supposed to do 
I don’t get no fuckin sleep
What the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, I need answers please
what the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, tell me, honestly 

“Just, tell me what’s wrong
I wish that you would talk to me”
I said you better go home
I know you’d rather try to help because that’s better for your conscience
Bur if I’m being honest
I’d rather you feel guilty
Than talk about what I’m lost in
Than talk about my nonsense
I just need to process
the concept I’ve forgotten

Lately I’ve been locked in
Or maybe just a bad friend
Depends on where you’re watchin
Maybe I should stop and -

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, (woo), oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now

When do we settle?

on Spotify!

Breathe, slow down

I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

i ripped out the pages that reminded me of her
i know that i hate myself don’t need to see the words
i remember i had blamed myself for every time she hurt herself
it happened with the first but with the second it was worse
the deeper cut 
my feet are stuck and sink into the earth
i’ll never be good enough that’s something i have learned
crazy how the coldest person left me with these burns
and then in my time to heal it’s like there’s people taking turns
just to slow down my progress
i convinced myself that everybody is dishonest
i am no exception 
broken hearts and broken promises
follow me
traumatic memories are always haunting me
don’t pick up the blame to pour it onto me
like i always do
i’m not mad at you
because i been moving on and showing gratitude
i been smoking tryna fix my shitty attitude
numbing any feeling in my body through and through
and my memories are lacking any detail so i know that it’s working
i got a woman that i love and treats me better for certain
but the anticipation of finding what’s under the surface
it fucking kills me
but more because she doesn’t deserve it

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

oh the irony
oh the irony
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
(will you die with me)
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
(that's fine with me)
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

please love me, i’m trying my hardest (prod. 4lexf)

not official, just a remix, i really loved this song that rxse made and 
i really wanted to make som to it

official song https://soundcloud.com/feelingmysorrow/two-way-street

@TheMarkerFlipper x @Sorrow - two way street (prod. underwood)

this song means a lot to me,  so hope yall enjoy<3
also last release for a while since ill be super busy
love yall<3

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty

lyrics:
i didnt care, you were showing off,
yea no wonder we never blasted off,
you went with him with no care in the world,
but didnt look back to see what had unfurled,
dont look at me with those eyes and those curls,
you were my world,
but now i sit back cause i know that its over,
and through it all, yea i kept my composure,
tried so hard just to work it out, yea,
but you didnt want that,
you needed a reason to leave cause i wasnt special to you, and you got that,
but now that you want that,
what others cant give you,
but hey i was on that,
i gave you the world when you would wake up, 
dont say you forgot that,

(vocalize)

i didnt care, you were showing off,
but now it has come back to haunt me,
wish i could sleep with the ceiling off,
instead the memories surround me,
make it so hard to breath,
my sweat is soaking my sleeve,
i wont lose the fight to my conscious,
the next time she ups and leaves,
beat myself up for no reason,
i know im worth something,
but when im misused i just cant see it,
think im worth nothing,
you used to say i was pure gold,
but now where are you that ive been told,
that you didnt care a bit,
so ill find somewhere my heart will fit

no wonder (prod. boyfifty)

produced by jhove
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)

yeah i know im making excuses
im on the brink boutta lose it
when you are feeling by yourself
i just sit and make music
yeah it's messed up i know it
i care and wanna show it
but it's kinda difficult
because i know you're also broken
i can change it, trust me
i know it's hard to love me
there's a lot that i dont talk about
i shrug it off, its funny
how i know you feel the same
and im the one to blame
maybe someday i'll grow up
but for now i'll stay the same yeah

i dont deserve you
(i dont deserve you)
i know i have issues
(i know i have issues)

yeah but you helping me through them
healing my cuts and my bruises
what you been doing is working
and my conditions improving
oh take me back tonight
i cant explain whats inside
and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright
(and now im feeling the vibe
and now im feeling alright)

maybe when we're older
i'll finally get it right
lay your head on my shoulder
as we drive into the night
i dont wanna be here if im not with you
(be here if im not with you)
maybe when we're older
i'll finally tie the knot
im so immature 
but i ponder it a lot
i just wanna spend my life with you
(spend my life with you)
x2

when we’re older (jhove)

written and performed by: @futoh and @lxstboymusic
mix and mastered by: @futoh and @lxstboymusic
produced by: lean teen
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first single of my collab album with my good friend Lxst Boy, hope yall enjoy<3
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lyrics soon.....

four in the morning w/ Lxst Boy (prod. lean teen)

17
MiseryGarden Collective 

A City in the Stars EP - soon

when we’re older (jhove)

Lxst Boy

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