Christmas 2024

FOURTEEN! - dats wassup (interlude)

lil bo weep - LXVELL x $ekHmeT [ prod. by Sicario x LXVELL x $ekHmeT ]

Mïnd Games 2.0 (SLOWED & REVERB) - LXVELL x $ekHmeT [ prod. by $ekHmeT x LXVELL x Fake Flowers ]

#hard #trap #rap #babysmoove #baby #smoove #bass #remix

Raw sippa - Baby Smoove [ ReProd. LXVELL ]

Art by https://www.instagram.com/enjoyjoey

[ Lyrics by $ekHmeT ]

Why do I even try anymore?
Why do I even try anymore
Everyday I wake up and my kidneys are getting closer and closer to shutting down
Fuck dialysis and I'm too far gone 
To be put on a transplant list now
Even if I wasn't
I would give the opportunity to live life, to someone else
I've done just about everything I've wanted to do while trapped inside 
Of this hell

Don't call me selfish if I chose to leave now (if I choose to leave now)
30 seconds inside of my head and you'd be screaming & running 
Trying to get out
You'd understand why I made these songs 
And why I'm filled with so much depression and dread
No doubt
Imagine not being able to forget anything
Vivid imagery 
So detailed
That it haunts me
It taunts me
There's no relief
Unless I sedate myself so much that all I do is sleep
Even though it makes me weak
It's nice to have no feeling 
But waking up every time in so much Mental and psycical pain 
Has been building up for years
And it's exhausting 

And is it really shocking?
Has been building up for years and it's exhausting 
And is it really shocking?
Almost every single one of the songs I make 
Were all cries out 
To try to save me
But it's too late
And it's okay, don't hate me
For giving up
Believe me this decision
To leave this place wasn't easy

So, stay with me for a minute 
And understand what I'm feeling

And it really isn't shocking
Every single one of the songs I make
We're all cries out
To try to save me

Because I've been in so much fuckin' pain (been in so much pain)

But it's okay (but it's okay)
Just don't hate me (don't hate me)
For giving up
Believe me when I say
That this decision to leave this place
It wasn't easy
It wasn't easy

It's nice to have no feeling
It's been building up for awhile now 
It's exhausting, no doubt 
And is it really shocking?
All my cries out in pain
And no one did a thing

But it's okay
I'm not blaming you for a fuckin' thing
Just don't hate me

For giving up
It's my time to go
To be out of this misery 

To be at peace finally 

Finally 

On to the next one...



Is it rly shocking?

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[ Lyrics by $ekHmeT ]

Why do you lie to me
You think I'm too blind to see?
When did you just stop loving me?

It's not the same anymore

Instead only tears from my eyes once more
I thought we were past this
So why'd you have to go switch up on me 
Once more
Once more
Tears stream down my face
Everything we did it feels like such a waste
I wish I could just erase
Myself from this existence 

Nothing but heartbreak and bad decisions 
Left me in a rough place
And that's why I'm always hiding my face
I'm too complacent 
I'm so depressed 
You might find hanging in the basement 
(Why did you do this to me)

Everytime it gets fucked up
No matter how strong
Even though I'm always in the wrong
No matter what I do
I fuck everything up
I was so scared of that when I met you
But it came true
Some would call that manifestation 

Nothing but heartbreak and bad decisions 
Left me in a rough place
Everytime it gets fucked up
No matter how strong
No matter how long I try
To be a good person 
I've always felt like I've been worthless

Even though freestyling is not my purpose 
But when the beat is right
I turn into a different person
These words just flow outta my mouth
Like they're curses
Is it cause I'm haunted?
All I wanna be is wanted
I just want you...
...to want this 


Heartbreak & Bad Decisions (FREESTYLE) [ prod. by sorrow bringer x luffysome ]

Waiting 4

Waiting 4 [ prod. by sorrow bringer x luffysome ]

Static [ Prod. LXVELL ]

Supposed to feel [ Prod. LXVELL ]

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