eos (ft. heylog)

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

produced by mix 
this one means a lot to me
https://open.spotify.com/track/0jR8O452oApzcsn1ehsj5v?si=efd9e5f072894773
https://music.apple.com/us/album/stones-single/1740737359
hope you enjoy :>

lyrics:
I always tried my best, but you still left
you say I just need rest, but I'm a mess
and I hate the words you say, it hurts my chest
I'll let you beat me to death
and I know I try to fake, but idk what's next
is this really the end?

tell me why did it end this way?
cause you promised, you promised me you'd stay
I'm lost for words, is there something I can say?
no idk if I'll ever see the day where I will be okay

spent all my time caring for you
and I said sorry when you were wrong too
I wanted love, you wanted it too
always to you, always for you
spent all my time talking to you
did you even see how much I loved you?
even still now, I'll care for you
it's always to you, always for you

ohhhhhhhh
ohh ohh ohh ohh
ahhhhhhhh

tell me why did it end this way?
cause you promised, you promised me you'd stay
I'm lost for words, is there something I can say?
no idk if I'll ever see the day where I will be okay

(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
x2

NOW THE SCARS WILL NEVER FADE
I CAN'T WISH FOR BRIGHTER DAYS
END ME PLEASE, I'M NOTHING WITHOUT HER
WILL YOU HEAR IF I SHOUT LOUDER?
KILL ME PLEASE MY HEARTS BEEN SHATTERED
INTO PIECES IT'S ALL BEEN SCATTERED
TO YOU DID I EVER FUCKING MATTER?

BREAKING ALL MY BONES
SHE RIPS INTO MY SKULL
TO WHOM I LOVED SO DEAR
I WISH YOU WERE HERE
HER TEETH START AT MY JAW
NOW ALL HOPE'S BEEN LOST

I trusted you I loved you
I trusted you I loved you
but you hurt me too
you hurt me too

I trusted you I loved you
but now I gotta go without you
cause I wasn't enough for you

thank you <3

stones

prod me (dawsin)
guitars by (prod.acey)

lyrics:

hate myself for the things i've done
i shouldn't be allowed to love
never was afraid to go grab the gun
now you care now that im pouring blood
and if i was still here you wouldn't care at all
thats why u never bothered to call
me at all
it'll only be me that'll fall

inside are you feeling dumb?
outside im feeling numb
she's my only source of fun
wake up and bleed my gums
she says she don't treat me wrong
then why's my head so fogged?
I'm sorry i lost my love
it's my life i can't refund

she don't got the heart to take it back now
used to harm myself but that's in the past now
didn't want u to see what i did
hated this life ever since i was kid

you act like this the first time
cover my scars with arm tats
anxiety i can't combat
no matter how hard i try i cant bite back

she said u was just a friend
but i thought we'd never end
i guess love just dont exist
i guess we both fell for a bitch
-i guess we both fell for a bitch-

inside are you feeling dumb?
well outside im feeling numb
she's my only source of fun
wake up and bleed my gums
she says she don't treat me wrong
then why's my head so fogged?
I'm sorry i lost my love
it's my life i can't refund

i will seek you
as far as you may travel
to deliver you what is yours
destined death

seek

Produced by me

Lyrics:
I never did the things that you did to me
I made some mistakes but you were one to see
why do you think you know what is best for me?
when did you become my enemy?

no matter how hard I bare to try 
everything i say seems to make you cry 
I swear to god if i find out you lied
I will not take you back its goodbye

i know shes gonna try to fix things her own way 
but i dont think that is enough ill keep you safe
shes getting high and tries to sleep away all the pain 
I know that makes you mad but im being honest babe

I never did the things that you did to me
I made some mistakes but you were one to see
why do you think you know what is best for me?
when did you become my enemy?

I wonder if we can last 2 more years
when we talk again will you break down in tears?  
tell me thats its all my fault you live in fear
it breaks my heart but you could live in here

First song
I am heartbroken 
Enjoy >,<

fear

Prod @heylog

I’m dreaming in rem
Wake up I’m still asleep
This nightmare is horrible
Following me
Cause I try my hardest 
All for me to think
That you’re getting bored of me
Hate when I leave 
Eyes laying heavy 
Got no sleep last night
Cause im day dreaming about me by your side 
I know that’s it’s horrible 
I wouldn’t lie
You’re all that I’ve really got in my life

So ashamed of me
Feel my body limp
I was sat wondering
What I’ve ruined again
If part of me listens 
The other half’s dead
I was waiting in the corner 
I was rotting in my bed

I see waves come in
I see oceans rise 
You were there for it
Fractions of my life
I wouldn’t spend this 8th with anybody else
Know I saw through it
Puppet on a screen 

I’m dreaming in rem
Wake up I’m still asleep
This nightmare is horrible
Following me
Cause I try my hardest 
All for me to think
That you’re getting bored of me
Hate when I leave 
Eyes laying heavy 
Got no sleep last night
Cause im day dreaming about me by your side 
I know that’s it’s horrible 
I wouldn’t lie
You’re all that I’ve really got in my life

limp

produced by mix
https://open.spotify.com/track/5OiKm0U2Zmy7RKhSRY1xni?si=8769b050f3d94c64
https://music.apple.com/us/album/cold-feat-sinxi/1797452065?i=1797452066
enjoy <3

lyrics-

@1m1x
ohhhhh
ohhhhh

i don't know what to do
I'll try and escape from you
but I'm being pulled in two
is this what you do?

JUST KILL ME, I CANT BREATHE HERE
ITS TOO COLD, ITS TOO COLD
its too-
COLD

and i'm pulled apart knife in my heart
i thought i was so smart
and you're hurting my soul
bleed when you go
put you before me cause that's all i know

that's all i know
know
ahhhhh
ohhhhh

@sinxi
miss u the most
winter's so cold
without u home
sucks on my own

windows make sound
as trees hit the ground
forshadows the end of me 
so please stay

you told me 'baby i'll be right back'
i waited hours then i left
u didn't call, u didn't text
seems too good for her to be the best

well tell me what to do when ur here in my arms
just how are stakes not a problem for you right now?
i can't take it now there's blood
i know i tried to heal u baby but it just ain't enough

cold

kinda meh
produced by chalyre

(pull up chalyre)

(whoa whoa)
(whoa whoa)
(yeah yeah)

youre sowing doubts
run your mouth
little bitch what are you talking about
hoe reroute
don’t come around
the dogs will sniff you out
hear that sound
best get down
6 feet underground
why you frowning?
you too scared to duke it out?

your bloodline ends with you under a pyre
shame how you went and turned me into a liar
quit holding on youre fighting for survival
just let it go youre stuck in your denial

im seeing ghosts
took another hit to feel some more
pussy what you waiting for?

grip the steel
how’s it feel
9mm your meal
quit begging your fate is sealed

ill disappear
6 months from me you won’t hear
this clone looked into a mirror
ill turn into what you fear

cleanse

body going missing

prod: https://soundcloud.com/block-tane https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz
 
i can hear my own heartbeat
pound in this quiet
hands bound back
with this rope
he'll tie me up
(i can hear my own heartbeat pounding
i can hear my own heartbeat pounding)
i can feel the cold concrete
laying down, crying
itching through scabs
to be whole is all i want
(i can hear my own heartbeat pounding
i can hear my own heartbeat pounding)
open me up
god willing i'll make it
your shirt soaking with blood
oh, my body keep shaking
place my flesh upon a sigil
brand with my initials
this night will make me whole again
the embers start to whistle
nothing left, no one to hold me
bloody ceremony
i will lose control again,
the heavens will disown me

please, please
it's all that i have
(like magician, body going)

like magician,
body going missing
bloodied up my palms
baby i feel like a christian
just how i envisioned
prep for the incision
pierce right through my heart
until my fingers finish twitching
oh yeah,
i think i like it, i don't wanna pretend
i'm fucking begging for it
cut me again
and again, and again, and again
and again

(let us pray, let us wish
to partake in communion,
let us partake in communion,
and feast upon the old blood)

where i'm going
i won't make it back
hope he's waiting for me
vision going black
nothing i have left will make it past
open me up
god willing i'll make it
your shirt soaking with blood
oh my body keeps shaking
keeps shaking


paleblood

You Loved the Hurt in Me

this track was produced by @nevrfall

lyrics:
i dont think this is my time
place my feet i feel alright
missing all your face again
15 pounds help sleep at night

life ur body, dont feel ashamed
i still feel u miles away
i still feel lonely when im with you
all these people around and i miss you
i dont think this feelings right
caught your stare as we locking eyes
i dont know who these people are
bandages gotta hide my scars

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶?
𝘰𝘩. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸...
𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨

I BARELY KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THESE WOMEN ARE
I BARELY KNOW WHO THIS BITCH IS
BABY JUST HOLD ME ITS GETTING DARK
WHERE I AM 2 HOURS DIFFERENCE
NOW WERE APART EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT
NOW WERE AFAR EVERYTHING FEELS DISTANT
IN 4 YEARS
will we still be kissing?

i dont think this is my time
place my feet i feel alright
missing all your face again
15 pounds help sleep at night

fear

lycora