official music video: https://youtu.be/Z__f86LJ2P0
written performed and mixed by bedhead
produced by remghost
recorded @ goblin haven

ALL PLATFORMS

nightscape (+ remghost) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

throwin dirt on my face + chemicalfarm (genshi)

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

hai

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLDe95OHAr0

feel u in my heart

feel u in my heart <3 - ashes. & bayymack [twintails] **mv link in desc

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven 6/22/22
art by bedhead
lyrics:
you've seen what i've become still think i'm someone else
u couldn't kill me no i did it all myself
and u didn't fail me but u changed me with yr help
i am what u made me and u know there's no one else
left up in this body that u left up on the shore
i was never sure what i was fighting for
i was fighting by yr side in every single war
now yr standing right beside me and trynna change my course
oh of course
mercy is yr weakness when yr so strong with the force
break me into pieces leave me in the sand so coarse
if you've come to destroy me then i'm down to settle scores
i am what remains u are what im here for
when u say my name it's so different than before
call me by my title when yr leaving thru the door
u can cut right thru my vitals but you'll never reach my core

i am what remains (+ homecomingqueen)

DON'T CALL ME WHILE I'M RECORDING >:( (feat. bedhead)

shinigami - boyz don't cri :'( // prod. 5v [nitecore]

Manifest Destiny.
Visual:
https://youtu.be/AXpNy0PpGoo

@adharmasatru
@Trey-Scarlet

DON'T CALL ME WHILE I'M RECORDING >:( (feat. bedhead)

LYFEINPRISON

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