Me listening to this as a trans guy having a crush on another trans guy

Ванда я все ещё люблю тебя

HI! i fricking love girl in red ❤️if anyone is reading this pls listen to my music (username: Blaire Rind)

Султан ты мне нравишься.

sad feels

I'll Call You Mine

bad idea! - girl in red

arctics monkeys- snap out of it (almost the same)

say it ain't so - calpurnia

Watermelon - John + Jane Q. Public

R U Mine-arctic monkeys

"Reoccurring Dream" by Ethan Gruska. 
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Reoccurring Dream Lyrics : 
Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

And it’s no surprise if you don’t understand
If you’re blindsided I’d have trouble blaming you
I’m good at hiding how I feel
Always worried what you’re thinking of me

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help, I want to understand
I don’t know where to start getting close to you
But maybe you’re not running from me
I’m always pushing people away unknowingly

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

Reoccurring Dream

SPOTIFYYY!!

i wanna be your girlfriend

made another song // out on all platforms june 8th 

i've been hiding for so long
these feelings theyre not gone
can i tell anyone?
afraid of what they’ll say
so i push them away
i'm acting so strange

they're so pretty
it hurts
i'm not talking about boys
i'm talking about girls
they're so pretty 
with their button up shirts

i shouldnt be feeling this
but its too hard to resist
soft skin and soft lips 
i should be into this guy
but its just a waste of time
he’s really not my type
i know what i like

no this is not a phase
or coming of age
this will never change

chorus

cuz i dont know what to do
its not like i get to choose
who i love
who i loveeee

chorus

spotifYYY!!!

girls

i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but i can never tell
so we can’t do this my way

suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art

i don’t wanna spend time with you
naw you don’t fucking know me bro just tell me what you got
before i claim your spot
still you’re stuck in my favor
it’s all the same
you got my attention but I won’t listen
can’t walk with conviction
been out of state
so how come i’m burning out
tryna make it out of here alive
 
i want more from men and women
if we take it slow then i won’t hesitate
we could do it thirty minutes
and you can ask me any second of the day
i’m gonna miss you but I’ll never hit the brakes
cos i’m fucking or i’m fucked up
and if I ain’t gonna sing that shit you better see me
work a nine to five to fill my plate

so you best watch me pop
when people get the jist they be like oh my god
i got more time off
still tryna figure out who you are
can’t put my thoughts to speech unless i steal your magic and i put you on my sleeve
all i really know is i should punch the snare in when i’m feeling beat

and i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but that shit don’t go well
that shit don’t go well

i suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art
nah i don’t wanna leave home
i can’t free smoke and it’s all my fault baby
but it’s alright just know i feel you
i feel you

this ain’t all my love
i got way more love

bad idea!

girl in red

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