始めてアメリカの歌手ライラジーンから日本語でシングルです。

The first Japanese-language single from American artist Lylajean. Check out the English versions too: 
Bandcamp: https://lylajean.bandcamp.com/album/--2 
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dQBIF9Cip0&ab_channel=lylajean100

Credits:

ライラジーン：作詞作曲、歌うの、プロデュース、ギター、絵
Carndye: プロデュース　（１，３）
Anna Castagnaro: 撮影

Lylajean: Songwriting, Vocals, Production, Guitar, Artwork
Carndye: Production (1, 3)
Anna Castagnaro: Photography

Lyrics:
ーー女優ーー
映画やプレーが見にくい
全部の思いは悔しいだから
小さいパートをしてみる時に、
私を断られてしまった

新しい自分がさがした時に、
”ほかを盗まなさい”
と言われても、古い勝った人
を写したくないよ

夢をしたくて、断られたと、
”自分が一番”をいつも覚える
人が問題あると、”自分が自分”を見せて
”自分が一番”をいつも覚える
見せればいい
自分はだれ
自分はだれか
見せればいい
自分はだれ
自分はだれか
女優
なりたくない、なりたくない
女優
なりたくない、なりたくない

映画やプレーが見にくい
全部の思いは悔しいだから
小さいパートをしてみる時に、
私を断られてしまった

何かをする (なりたくない、なりたくない)
あなたは命じる (なりたくない、なりたくない)

新しい自分がさがした時に、
”ほかを盗まなさい”
と言われても、古い勝った人
を写したくないよ

夢をしたくて、断られたと、
”自分が一番”をいつも覚える
人が問題あると、”自分が自分”を見せて
”自分が一番”をいつも覚える
見せればいい
自分はだれ
自分はだれか
見せればいい
自分はだれ
自分はだれか
女優
なりたくない、なりたくない
女優
なりたくない、なりたくない



Eiga ya puree ga minikui
Zenbu no omoi wa kuyashii da kara
Chiisai paato o shite miru toki ni,
Watashi o kotowarareteshimatta

Atarashii jibun ga sagashita toki ni,
“Hoka o nusumanasai”
To iwaretemo, furui katta hito
o utsushitakunai yo

Yume o shitakute, kotowarareta to,
“Jibun ga ichiban” o itsumo oboeru
Hito ga mondai aru to, “jibun ga jibun” o misete
“Jibun ga ichiban” o itsumo oboeru
Misereba ii
Jibun wa dare
Jibun wa dare ka
Misereba ii
Jibun wa dare
Jibun wa dare ka
Joyuu
Naritakunai, naritakunai
Joyuu
Naritakunai, naritakunai

Eiga ya puree ga minikui
Zenbu no omoi wa kuyashii da kara
Chiisai paato o shite miru toki ni,
Watashi o kotowarareteshimatta

Nanika o suru (naritakunai, naritakunai)
Anata wa meijiru (naritakunai, naritakunai)

Atarashii jibun ga sagashita toki ni,
“Hoka o nusumanasai”
To iwaretemo, furui katta hito
o utsushitakunai yo

Yume o shitakute, kotowarareta to,
“Jibun ga ichiban” o itsumo oboeru
Hito ga mondai aru to, “jibun ga jibun” o misete
“Jibun ga ichiban” o itsumo oboeru
Misereba ii
Jibun wa dare
Jibun wa dare ka
Misereba ii
Jibun wa dare
Jibun wa dare ka
Joyuu
Naritakunai, naritakunai
Joyuu
Naritakunai, naritakunai

ーーまだ愛がないーー
それは罪でしょう。
家へまた行きたい。
皆は酒飲む。
海で座っている。

でもまだ愛がない
必ず。大変。
生活は試合だから。
でもまだ愛がない

大変すぎて、面白い。
いつも埃で。
愛がない人
ために続ける。

でもまだ愛がない。
すぐ死んで、怖い。
夏を慕いましょう。
星を順序にしよう。

光の後ろ、
若い時に、
全部捨てた。
光の後ろ、
若い時に、
全部捨てた。
について
思わせた
について
思わせた

でもまだ愛がない
必ず。大変。
生活は試合だから。
でもまだ愛がない

でもまだ愛がない
必ず。大変。(すぐ死んで、怖い。)
生活は試合だから。(夏を慕いましょう。)
でもまだ愛がない (星を順序)



Sore wa tsumi deshou
Ie e mata ikitai
Minna wa sake nomu
Umi de suwatteiru

Demo mada ai ga nai
Kanarazu. Taihen
Seikatsu wa shiai da kara
Demo mada ai ga nai

Taihen sugite, omoshiroi
Itsumo hokori de
Ai ga nai hito
Tame ni tsudzukeru

Demo mada ai ga nai
Sugu shinde, kowai
Natsu o shitaimashou
Hoshi o junjo ni shiyou

Hikari no ushiro,
Wakai toki ni,
Zenbu suteta
Hikari no ushiro,
Wakai toki ni,
Zenbu suteta
Ni tsuite
Omowaseta
Ni tsuite
Omowaseta

Demo mada ai ga nai
Kanarazu. Taihen
Seikatsu wa shiai da kara
Demo mada ai ga nai

Demo mada ai ga nai
Kanarazu. Taihen (Sugu shinde, kowai)
Seikatsu wa shiai da kara (Natsu o shitaimashou)
Demo mada ai ga nai (Hoshi o junjo)

女優 / ま​だ​愛​が​な​い

"Bodies Fall Apart", our first ever track recorded in a professional studio, is a significant reworking of a track from my solo album Sleep Through the Quiet Lust and marks the start of a project where I re-record my old songs.

The lineup for this song includes Ellie on backing vocals, Nathan on drums, and Ryan on guitar and bass guitar. You can hear more songs from them as Ellie Caro and Anthan on the Songwriters Association at Northwestern Mixtape, Lakeside Limerence!

Lylajean: Vocals, Songwriting, Production, Guitar
Ryan: Guitar, Bass Guitar
Ellie Caro: Backing Vocals
Anthan: Drums
--

Suddenly I’m living
In a world where I can’t understand anyone’s face
Touching, touching, touching
Touching and mutilating bodies, insane!

My friend had eyes that shifted like a swiss army knife
Every time I took a picture, it was a different guy
I don’t wanna make you comprehend a moving work of art
There’s something about the way he moves that made him fall apart

In my old house, I found
Weird dolls resembling you and me when we were little kids
They were way too lifelike
But then I tried to touch it and it melted in my fingertips

Skin was slime between my hands that wouldn’t stay together
Can’t discern the properties, it had magnetic poles
I was trying to fix him up so I could live the past
There’s something about the way he moves that made him fall apart

The clay that humans wear, the ink of human touch
The clay that humans wear, the ink of human touch

Lylajean and Who We Are - Bodies Fall Apart

“grow in and low” will be released on saturday, august 31 as the first single from my album grow in and low (part 1: waiting), coming this fall 2024. a psychedelic dream of regret.

grow in and low is an album that i mostly wrote and recorded from 2021 to 2022, but was shelved due to unforeseen circumstances. now, the album is finally completed and can see the light of day with new life.
credits
released August 31, 2024

Lylajean: all instruments, songwriting, production

grow in and low

the second single from my album grow in and low (part 1: waiting), coming this fall 2024. a story of holding yourself only to drop yourself.

grow in and low is an album that i mostly wrote and recorded from 2021 to 2022, but was shelved due to unforeseen circumstances. now, the album is finally completed and can see the light of day with new life.

my body is heavy

my body is heavy
it's hard to move around
my body is heavy
it's hard to move around
my body is heavy
it's hard to move around
my body is heavy
it's hard to move around

my body is heavy
it's hard to move around
my body is heavy

holding myself

lie under rain, lie under rain
lie under rain, lie under rain

break under pressure of
beautiful illusions by
motion of moon tides

i’d buy the rain, i’d buy the rain
so that i can travel on the clouds
bring love to life

give up your sorrows for
wishes of daydreams, your
arms are alerting me
this ground is too shaky
put all the stones to rest

i’d buy the rain, i’d buy the rain
so that I can travel on the clouds
bring love to life

lie under rain, lie under rain
lie under rain, lie under rain

marina

Lylajean: all instruments, songwriting, production
C. Rich: mastering
glassdoll: guitar (4)
--
i’m a better replacement for the picture the cover
you don’t want to reduce her into some kind of other
you think i should be thankful for everything i discover
every track that i unfold brings me back to the lover
trying so hard to be him, every sample and pleasure
celebrating the scarecrow, my one and only believer
still i see where you are and now i’ll be a deflector
something we can look through now the world outside is much closer

guardian's guardian

when you wake at 6 am
there’s so much more then
left to fill your day
but i’m not a morning mood
i don’t see much blue
it’ll be gone so soon

every day i cycle through
disappearing blue
ready for different hues
if i brought it up to you
would you feel it’s true
would you know it’s you

just get a load of this sky
every night the sunlight dies
i’m inclined to love this sky
sky will blue my life
just get a load of this sky
every night the sunlight dies
i’m inclined to love this sky
sky will blue my life

just get a load of this sky
every night the sunlight dies
i’m inclined to love this sky
sky will blue my life
just get a load of this sky
every night the sunlight dies
i’m inclined to love this sky
sky will blue my life

sky will blue my life
this sky’s changing every night
sky will blue my life
this sky’s changing every night

sky will blue my life
this sky’s changing every night
milestones always die
this sky’s changing every night

this sky

Lylajean: all instruments, songwriting, production
C. Rich: mastering
Lilian Li: lyrics (6)
--
i checked on my potted plant
and the white stalk had fallen off.
then i saw the largest stalk had no roots
i tried to water it like i always do
when i looked down the soil disappeared.
fading away was my greatest fear
soaked green spikes floating in water
living in abundance of what you don’t need

i checked on my potted plant
and the white stalk had fallen off.
then i saw the largest stalk had no roots
i tried to water it like i always do
when i looked down the soil disappeared.
fading away was my greatest fear
soaked green spikes floating in water
living in abundance of what you don’t need

i checked on my potted plant
and the white stalk had fallen off.
then i saw the largest stalk had no roots
i tried to water it like i always do
when i looked down the soil disappeared.
fading away was my greatest fear
soaked green spikes floating in water
living in abundance of what you don’t need

rest in peace cactus

i wanted time alone at night
the streetlights had nothing to hide
the special meaning of outside
behind the group, below fence lines

soft ground ivy my currency
every scene written brightly

where is that now, where is that now
what i do now i guess somehow

i snuck outside to hit the lights
nostalgic scene among the night
the clothes they never know i wear
creating magic in the air

soft ground ivy my currency
every scene written brightly

will i be safe, will i be safe
safe in my faith, safe in my face

same nights outside
inspire growing minds
same nights outside
inspire growing minds

an ivy sea, an ivy sea

i see myself living my past like a rerun
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past like a rerun)
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past)

an ivy sea, an ivy sea
same nights outside
inspire growing minds
same nights outside
inspire growing minds
i see myself living my past like a rerun
i see myself living my past like a rerun
same nights outside
inspire growing minds
same nights outside
inspire growing minds
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past like a rerun)
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past like a rerun)
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past like a rerun)
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past like a rerun)
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past like a rerun) (an ivy sea, an ivy sea)
an ivy sea, an ivy sea

an ivy sea, an ivy sea
i see myself living my past like a rerun
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past like a rerun)
same nights outside (i see myself)
inspire growing minds (living my past)

an ivy sea

"Awakening", a collaboration between Lylajean and electronic producer Anthan, is the second single from the upcoming album Ex Actress (Dance-Pop Songs About Loneliness).

Lylajean: Songwriting, Vocals, Guitar, Production
Anthan: Production, Composition
Ryan: Guitar
--
I got a strange relationship with everything outside of me
I wouldn’t recognize myself on the street
If everybody asked me why the wake-up call had took so long
I couldn’t give an answer you’d believe

Don’t wake up
You won’t ever come back if you wake up
(Come back if you wake up)
Don’t panic
But panic fills the days I have had since
(Days I have had since)

I’ve got nothing to give
It’s far too late to try
I’ve got minutes to live
I might as well fall dry
I knew dreaming would lose me
‘Specially cause I’m erased
If I’ve got nothing to give
I gotta give my face

I got a strange relationship with everything outside of me
I wouldn’t recognize myself on the street
If everybody asked me why the wake-up call had took so long
I couldn’t give an answer you’d believe

I got to face my real self
Walking along
Head up and strong
I got to find the balance
Parry the damage
If I can manage

Don’t wake up
You won’t ever come back if you wake up
(Come back if you wake up)
Don’t panic
But panic fills the days I have had since
(Days I have had since)

I’ve got nothing to give
It’s far too late to try
I’ve got minutes to live
I might as well fall dry
I thought dreaming was easy
‘Specially cause I had faith
But I’ve got nothing to give
I gotta give my face

I want it so bad but I don’t need it so fast
I’ll pick up pieces even if it’s a scratch
Thinking about everything I made before
It’s hard to think you didn’t see
Oh, but there’s life outside of this cruel complex
I got to breathe
And just live free

I’ve got nothing to give
It’s far too late to try
I’ve got minutes to live
I might as well fall dry
I knew dreaming would lose me
‘Specially cause I’m erased
If I’ve got nothing to give
I gotta give my face

I got a strange relationship with everything outside of me
But what matters is the person I’ll be
If everybody asked me why the wake-up call had took so long
I don’t need to answer, I will set myself free
I don’t need to answer, I will set myself free
I don’t need to answer, I will set myself free

Awakening

And goodbye
There are these patches
You feel like a quilt
Made by your own hands
Hands that have all these rips on the inside

It’s like you’re constantly trying to put inside of you
On your hands and all over you

Inside the dark sides
It’s lonely
So you put yourself in there

Sometimes your body feels like fiery cotton
Sometimes you have to get down on the floor and roll around
And sit there
And listen to the cars

Fiery Cotton (Piano Version)

glassdoll ( https://soundcloud.com/user-392057292 ): guitar, production, artwork
Lylajean: vocals, lyrics

Nobody sees the way he thinks, the way he lives
Nobody hears the words behind the strangest tunes
I want to be someone who can help him out
Nobody knows the distance from the world outside

Stranger, any way you grew, someone values
Speaks to deepest attributes of even a coward
Somehow, many souls anew salvaged mad truth
So write on as you cannot do, learning backwards

Let someone see the way he thinks, the way he lives
Somebody follows a word of love inside the song
I want to be the person who can understand
Nobody knows my distance from the world outside

The world outside (with glassdoll)

Chi indie pop band led by Lyla, Val, Jonathan, Vanessa, Evel. More music in linktree!

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