Marc

You hate my face Yerunda
Can't stand this place Yerunda
It's just things we say
I'll send you back Yerunda
You will attack Yerunda
It's just things we say
We'll never die Yerunda
Yet never cry Yerunda
It's just things we say
Everything transforms 
All minds will rise
We'll stand forever 
And love never dies
Can't tell a lie
I am not wise Yerunda
We're hypnotised Yerunda
It's just things we say

Yerunda

Teach me how to live 
'Coz I haven't got a clue
How on earth do you do it?
New age self-help guru
Coz everyones screwing me over
But other institutions are not like you
Just when I thought my life was over 
New age self-help guru
You showed me what to do-
Give all my money to you 
Yes one day I will be a millionaire 
All my dreams will come true
Soon I will have not one care
Thanks to a book or two
I'd like to thank you again 
For making me feel so Zen
I owe it all to you
New age self-help
You need my self-help
New age self-help guru
Teach me how to live 
'Coz I haven't got a clue 
How on earth do you do it?

New age self-help guru

This is one of my first songs from around 2006, silly but I liked the tune

Please Don't Play (Your games with me)

Steppin' out my house just brings me down
Don't wanna don't wanna go out now 
The more I see the more I frown
Don't wanna don't wanna go out now 
Thickos, sickos, grin in disguise
Don't wanna don't wanna go out now
I see you coming I have to hide 
Don't wanna don't wanna go outside
Though the sublime sun is out
Though everyone seems to be out
Though everywhere is full of life 
All I need is in my mind 
I'm quite happy inside
Go out have fun, I don't mind 
Don't wanna don't wanna go outside
All I need I have to find
Modern architecture makes me sick
Don't wanna don't wanna go outside
My pub now flats taking the mick
Don't wanna don't wanna go outside 
Going into town just brings me down
Don't wanna don't wanna go out now 
The more I see the more I frown
Don't wanna don't wanna go outside

Happy inside

Vlad was born he'll soon be dead
All the in between is just a freezing head
So he might as well get soused instead 
He can barely afford to keep his poor wife fed
Got just enough to drink bootleg
Warm your head go bootleg
Life's a struggle so get drunk instead
Eyes burn red bathtub bed
He can't afford Vodka so he drinks bootleg
The poison running through his veins
Makes him sick and batters out his brains 
He knows a cure that'll save the day 
Another bottle not much to pay
Not in money anyway
It's ok just one more day
It's disinfectant but it's sweet to taste 
Who said you need your organs anyway
He's got no job so he will obey
Oh winters come- He's no one 
Winters here - Freeze his tears
The bastards in authority
Know the extent of the inpurity 
They sit and watch the young men die 
'' It's their choice so they've no right to cry''
They sit and watch them die
It's alright dry your eyes 
Go and see the bootleg guy
He makes it better and you no longer mind 
If you live or die
Warm your head go bootleg 
Life's a struggle so get drunk instead 
Eyes burn red bathtub bed
He's got no life so he drinks-
He's got no life because he drinks bootleg. 



Go Bootleg

For Ni
We can't afford to go on an actual holiday, but we can spend hours pretending. In the 'other' place. Occasionally what we see there manifests in the so called real world. Maybe belief is what it takes. I can't give you much, but I can annoy you with Bongos.

And now it's time to face the world
I know that we can make it girl
You never know sometimes
It will turn out just fine
And now it's time to face our world
I know that we can change it girl
You never know sometimes
It will turn out just fine. 

Imaginary Holiday Part 3 - Time to face the world

When my thoughts scare me 
And strange doorways stare
Worldly forces threaten 
With indifference, without care
All that’s alluring isn't what it seems 
Have to remember that life is but a dream
When I am muted 
By uncertainty
Have to remember that life is but a dream
And all seems vain in light of our mortality
Have to remember that life is but a dream
And look past illusion
I'm light
I'm free
Love always near
I have no fear 
I'm free
Sometimes I imagine
I am all alone
Have to remember all existence is my home
All that comes to save us
Won’t be what it seems
Have to remember that life is but a dream
All that comes to save us
Won't be what it seems
Have to remember 
To wake up from our dream

Have to Remember

Through the Wood (Instrumental)

phone. added echo

I pray I have a good death 
At the time when I must die
I pray to have a good death 
That angels come to me 
And help me fly 
I beg to see you baby
When all of us 
Have brand new eyes
I beg to see you baby
When the first are last 
And fools are wise
I pray you'll have a good death
At the time when you shall die
I pray you have a good death
That angels come to you
That your heart's always true
When everything is new
We'll be alive

A Good Death

What does it take to be free?
I ran away from facts
And responsibility
I hid away all over the place
Myself just followed me
What does it take to be free?
I’m in a box within a box
In a box, in a box
So on infinity
The laws of physics tick me off
The Spacetime conspiracy
What does it take to be free?
Maybe civilisations to blame
The rise of hierarchy
All gods and kings and gold and slaves-
A.K.A humanity
What does it take to be free?
What's outside our universe?
When I’m dead will I get to know?
What's inside our universe-
Beyond my limited perception?
Meditation, medication, higher selves, dedication
Some say acceptance is key
Belief in God almighty, freedom fighting, sacred writings
All helped imprison me
What does it take to be free?
A moment ago, I felt I was there temporarily
It seems I’m tethered to a physical
And false reality
What does it take to be free?
Being grateful for what you've got
And your limited liberty
You think it’s not a lot 'til its lost
Then you long
For the land of the free
What does it mean to those confined?
By your poverty
Parole denied forever by
The powers that shouldn't be
Do you accept corruption
With the hope of your safety
Is breathing more important than
A life with humanity
I’m free to be incaged in a mind that’s enraged
And to choose to have no choice
I’m free to complain and mock in vain
I’m free to waste my life
What does it take to be free?
There's freedom then there's freedom
How do I truly get away?
Love's the only force that
Makes me want to stay

What Does It Take To Be Free?

Four stumbling blocks in pursuit of the truth
Respect for authority
Next is custom then the opinion
Of the ignorant masses 
Lastly the display of psuedo wisdom
I have no desire to rule anyone 
Four stumbling blocks in pursuit of the truth
Respect for authority
Next is custom  then the opinion
Of the ignorant masses 
Lastly the display of psuedo wisdom
Ive got no desire to serve anyone 
The four chief sources of my ignorance 
God- the only authority
Dont trust the masters of pseudo wisdom
Ive got no desire to rule anyone .
Roger Bacon and I. 

Four stumbling blocks (In pursuit of truth)

From the outside looking in
The way you live is insane
I don't know where to begin
Lets put aside blame
Conformity is a deadly vice
That makes you think you're safe 
But the truths from which we hide
Become the horrors we face
On the Outside
It can be lonely
On the Outside 
You can be free.

On the Outside

I forget to wake up
Every day I break up
With myself from the night before
I forgot to wake up
When I'm gone, I don't want to be on
The wrong side of history.
I forget to wake up
Every day I make up
With a system I deplore
I don't want to wake up
When I'm gone, I don't want to be on
The wrong side of history.

Wrong Side Of History

I like quiet people
Too much noise today
All the noisy people 
With nothing much to -
Say what you like 
But there is something very wrong
With the narratives we're given 
And the apathy we're driven to-
Inconsequential noise is all I hear 
I need quiet
In which the voice of wisdom is found. 

Quiet People

I'm so lucky to be a subject
With the privileges they give to me 
With each passing day they may take some away
But I still feel that I'm free
I'm so lucky to be a subject
In the 21st century
I'm allowed my say before the owners have their way
For we are all their property
I'm so lucky to be a subject
With the choice of such trivialities 
With each passing hour
Global elites attain more power
To manipulate the players in democracy
I'm so lucky to be a subject
Under the current regime
I'm watched all the time
And I bet soon it'll be a crime
To question the lying bastards In your dreams

I'm So Lucky To Be A Subject

Counted in the strange  
I walked away alone 
To my sacred grove
Lost In mossy darkness climbing
The routes of old 
Thistle barb or scorn
Could not lacerate 
In my pantheon
Shackles of dominion long gone
The green-faced shadow man
You’re my only friend
The green-faced shadow man
Soon the fires go out 
Whispers from the Underworld
Their schools banality   
Dead to me
Counted in the strange 
I walked away alone 
In others shoes well worn
Waiting for the ship bound for dawn
The green faced shadow man
You’re my only friend

The Green-faced Shadow Man

All impressions sensations and perceptions
Of the world outside our brains
Indeed all energy transfers in the Universe
Are enabled via Photons
Which remain a mystery
To mainstream modern science and me
They remain a mystery
Science is replacing religion
As a method of perception control
Status quo research is funded by Governments
And companies with agendas
Which remain a mystery
To mainstream modern science and me
They remain a mystery
One thing that I’m sure of
Is that I love love
But if my hearts a liar
There’s still nothing above
All impressions sensations and perceptions
Of the world outside our brains
Indeed all energy transfers in the Universe
Are enabled via Photons
Which remain a mystery
To mainstream modern science and me
They remain a mystery
Life remains a mystery
Life remains a mystery.

Mainstream Modern Science And Me

These days are making a stranger of me
I can't agree with anyone because
These days are making a stranger of me
I wonder what will become of me
Where will I go?
What'll become of the things that we once knew?
Will you become a stranger too?
These days are making a stranger of me
I can't get on with anyone because
These days are making a stranger of me
I wonder what will become of me

Marc

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