[prod. stoic]

(((recorded on my phone))) 

u c me [throwaway]

(Hook)
No sleep on a late night
Look up it's just grey skies
Lied and said I'm comfortable but deep down I was terrified
Almost lost my damn mind
But I kept it inside
Wanna see you happy and not see me on a decline
I think I'll be alright
In the end, I'll be fine
I'll just try my best to stay alive and not take my life
Easy said than done I'm
Not the one to suicide
If I do, know I'm tired
If I do, know I tried
No sleep on a late night
Look up it's just grey skies
Lied and said I'm comfortable but deep down I was terrified
Almost lost my damn mind
But I kept it inside
Want to see you happy and not see me on a de-

(Verse 1)
Ok now I been running way I-
Feel trapped in my own mind
I don't tell the truth, so what you see here is a fake smile
Emotions don't show (show) 
Numbing me I know (know)
Life don't stop it go (go)
Ready or you not (yeah)
I just don't wanna be nothing
All the things I lacked, lowered my self esteem
I ain't gain it back, it's just ancient history
I don't feel intact, I don't mend the pieces

(Hook)
No sleep on a late night
Look up it's just grey skies
Lied and said I'm comfortable but deep down I was terrified
Almost lost my damn mind
But I kept it inside
Want to see you happy and not see me on a decline
I think I'll be alright
In the end, I'll be fine
I'll just try my best to stay alive and not take my life
Easy said than done I'm
Not the one to suicide
If I do, know I'm tired
If I do, know I tried

(Verse 2)
I know you wonder
What is down under
The walls that I've built
Sometimes they crumble
I feel the pressure on me like a diamond kinda
(Why you worry bout the storm before the thunder?)
I'm overthinking, I'm pessimistic, but I like to call it being realistic
Now I'm feeling weird coz of my decisions, should've went the other way I never listen
Never listen, play the victim, pot to piss in, non-existant
Hard on myself coz of the condition, I tried to change but it's repetition.
Blame the pigment, blame the system, blame em all but you can't blame the vision
End of the day it's just common sensing, you choose if you'll live a life regretting.

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It's the loop lil baby 🔄 (lyrics below)


It's the loop lil baby
It's the loop lil baby 
it's the loop lil baby 
it's the loop lil baby 

I couldn't break it if i tried
I must be dead cause I'm surely not alive
I've tried nothing pretty sure it all works
Sacrificed my all put myself on the line
Thought about the rope could never leave my mama crying 
Philosophy of life lil nigga get by
I could get help but wtf I'll write about
I do got friends but I'm not theirs to care about 
I'm losing out on people jus cause we don't share a route
All these songs is therapy 
They help me figure out
My biggest fear is ideas running out
Cause without these songs
I'm just flesh sitting on a couch
Starring at screens everything is tv
My life already loopin but this music savin me
Take it out equation and there's no reason to breath
I got nothing else

i promise imma break the cycle one day i promise
i can do better for myself for now it's 

it's the loop lil baby 
it's the loop lil baby 
it's the loop lil baby 
it's the loop lil baby

my problems don't make me an artist 
i know this 

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