You like the wayyhayyy you treat me babehayy

JesseMelancholy - Amends

Prod By: Michael Harrison & JesseMelancholy
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: Lyrah
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Guitar Solo: cultclassic
Special Thanks: Hayden Chamberlain
Cover Art Photography: GLXXM

Lyrics:
Woah, woah, did you hear what I said?
All I wanted was to make amends
But I can’t 
Not at all
I hope I see you in a few years standing tall
‘Cause

I can lie to your face all I want
But I can’t lie, I think it’s time to move on
When it all kicks in
And the air gets thin
I can sit and say that I never wanted this
And I know
That I started that fire
But how can you sit there and call me a liar?
You burned that bridge and I hate that you did
I really hope that it don’t get any harder than this

I really hope that you’re doing okay, at least better
My friend went and told me today I look weathered 
As if that’s a surprise
For a long, long time a part of me died
And I can’t sleep it off like I used to
Can’t shake the fact that you thought I used you
(Fuck)
I was crossing my fingers
I never would’ve thought that that promise would linger

And the things don’t change for people like me
I compare my brain to the people I see
And the thoughts don’t stop
I’m like “oh my god”
I was so far gone so I broke your heart

But did you hear what I said?
All I wanted was to make amends 
But I can’t 
Not at all
Not at all, not at all, not at all

I can lie to your face all I want
But I can’t lie, I think it’s time to move on
When it all kicks in
And the air gets thin
I can sit and say that I never wanted this
And I know
That I started that fire
But how can you sit there and call me a liar?
You burned that bridge and I hate that you did
I really hope that it don’t get any harder than this

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Amends

prod and mixed by me

you like the way 
you treat me, babe
pack your things you can leave tonight
baby, don't spend the night
for goodness sakes
drive me insane
pack your things you can leave tonight
baby, don't spend the night

the only way you look at me
feels like i am on another world
and you know that too
pretty green eyes in those all-black shoes, like
you know what i said to you
have one more chance
and you'll be kicking the bucket
i wanna leave you now
and you telling me fuck it like you don't need me how?
don't you talk to me (shoutout erico doa for inspo)
don't you bother me
you fooled me once, can't fool me twice
i can get you out my mind
i'm tired of loving and i'm tired of wanting you gone
you gone

if you miss me, kiss me
but i don't really want you back
so trust me, lovely
you say you don't know how to act
no way you wanna spend the night
do you really think that the time seems right
if we're moving on, you better be gone
you 'gon cry back to your friends
(what can i do?)
i had to go away, can't tolerate
my hurt is on display, no, i can't take
baby, you're killing me, endlessly
swear you'd rather waste my time
don't go texting me recklessly
'cause i'd rather take my life

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spend the night

JesseMelancholy - Yarramie

Prod By: drma, yunnygoldz, JesseMelancholy & cultclassic
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: lyrah

Lyrics👇🏼

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

We’ve been here before and we know how it goes
(So why do we try? Why do we try?)
Biting my tongue with a lump in my throat
(You’re telling me lies, you’re telling me lies)
So I got no choice but to step away
I wouldn’t have it any other way, no
‘Cause I’m sick of it, there’s no difference, if I’m not there

Near the house I was in when I was 14
When I was so blind to everything 
She wants me to stay, but I’ve got to leave
She wants me to be anyone but me
I’m sorry I can’t hold your weight anymore
I can’t keep on picking you up of the floor
There’s people I cannot believe I adored
They’re not coming back and I know that for sure so

Can you even see the blood that I bleed?
(Oh my god, just look what you did)
Breaking me down won’t give you what you need
(Oh my god, just look what you did)

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it
Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

https://linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Yarramie

Prod By: cultclassic, Hayden Chamberlain & JesseMelancholy
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: cultclassic
Cover Art Photography By: Tom Siely
Managed By: CultAtMidnite

watch the video here: https://youtu.be/4bUwa6rw8mk?si=wy2uieGISGgX-7l5

Lyrics👇🏼
I wish you’d take me off the pedestal, ‘cause I keep on slipping off it
I keep speaking hypothetical, like one day I’ll be something
Something more than what I am right now, I’m terrified I’ll let me down
This feeling is unbearable, I still don’t know what caused it

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

I’ve been staring at my ceiling so long it’s come alive
Prosperity is fiction and everything’s a lie
If I can’t break the cycle then who the hell am I?
I wish I could answer your question, I can’t make up my mind

And that seems to be my tendency
So scared of dependency
I can’t keep my head on straight ‘cause something’s always tempting me
Yeah, that seems to be my tendency
So scared of dependency
Start to hyperventilate, I let it get the best of me

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Am I ever gonna change? Am I ever gonna change?

Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Am I ever gonna change? Am I ever gonna change?

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

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Poison

ericdoa - dancinwithsomebawdy* [pooka rmx]

ORIGINAL : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5t-vNwCTcA

For my Pleasure (:

LYRICS:
the cordons drawn
the eyes are wrung
the song is sung
the bloody morning
a face of god
its all it was

and i loved him
and i killed him
i loved him
i killed him

a night at court
hollywood
thats all it was
a violent mess
sing down the lens
thats all you get

and i loved it
and i killed it
i loved it
i killed it

i could use a call or some old friends
the sky was on the floor cant see no end
and they said where you been i said nowhere
been trying to figure out where the hope went

im a glimmer in the night
you can pin your hopes to
im a refraction of the sky
you can pin your hopes to

EDEN - Violence Dec2023 2.611 [Demo]

Prod By: JesseMelancholy & cultclassic
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: cultclassic

Watch The Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAX-Pdeqpp8

Lyrics👇🏼

When we talked for a second I couldn’t even breathe
Conversing with you means more then you’d ever believe
‘Cause you’re everything i’m not
I still accessorise my flesh and hope that you notice
And spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself I probably would

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

(If you-)

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

Tighten up the grip that you’ve got me in
Face is flushing up, need to hide my skin
Playing with my rings keep me occupied
Stumbled on the bus when I got so high
Looked me in the eyes, can you tell i’m not there?
I wanted to kiss you but I got so scared
Playing with my rings keep me occupied
Stumbled on the bus when I got so high

‘Cause we talked for a second I couldn’t even breathe
Conversing with you means more then you’d ever believe
‘Cause you’re everything i’m not
I still accessorise my flesh and hope that you notice
And spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself I probably would

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

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if u asked me to

landlord

CREDITS 

Vocals/Production Patrick Andrew Coburn O'Leary 
Drums/Guitar/Backup Vocals Devon Ng 
Bass/Co producer Joshua Robert Casson Gaze 
Producer/Mix and Mastering Engineer Rohan Jurkowski

LYRICS

Get the fuck up 
Cause I can’t hear you 
Get the fuck up 
Cause I can’t hear 
Get the fuck up 
Cause I can’t hear you 
Get the fuck up 
Cause I can’t hear 

I Think I missed the last bus
Eyes Glued to the pavement 
My girl was choking on her guts
Couple hours till her dayshift 
I’ll sell the cancer in my lungs
I’m Tryna prove I’m the greatest 
But With the habit for the blunt 
I’m just a beggar with a payslip 

So fuck it up when the music starts 
Bloody teeth from the pit
better move your ass 
Put your hands in the air 
Chew it up and spit it out 
Blow the Smoke in my hair 
Strike a match and burn it down 
Lets go

Get the fuck up 
Cause I can’t hear you 
Get the fuck up 
Cause I can’t hear 

Don’t got no patience 
Love for all my haters
Tryna break the game 
I’ll make the cure, u gon taste it
You just a fake bitch 
Rolling with the bull shit 
Thinking you a Big dog, 
Talking like you ruthless 
Acting all tough
Cause you’re rolling with the cool kids
One more step
I’ll Drop your ass just prove it 
Better catch the hint 
Are you dumb or just stupid?
One more step 
I’ll drop your ass just to prove it 



Lets fuck it up 
I Fuck it up
So fuck it up 
I fuck it up 
Lets fuck it up 
I Fuck it up
So fuck it up 
I fuck it up 
Lets fuck it up 
I Fuck it up
So fuck it up 
I fuck it up 
LETS FUCK IT UP 

So fuck it up when the music starts 
(When the music starts)
Bloody teeth from the pit
better move your ass 
Put your hands in the air 
Chew it up and spit it out 
(Spit it out)
Blow the Smoke in my hair 
Strike a match and burn it down 
Lets go

Get the fuck up 
(WHAT THE FUCK IS UP)
Cause I can’t hear you 
Get the fuck up 
(YOU DON’T KNOW WHATS COMING)
Cause I can’t hear 

YOU DON’T KNOW WHATS COMING
STRIKE A MATCH AND BURN IT DOWN 
CUNT 
FUCK 
BURN
GET THE FUCK UP 
BURN
TO BURN THIS MOTHER FUCKER DOWN 
(WE GOT THE RIGHT TO BURN THIS MOTHER FUCKER DOWN)

Get the fuck up 
Cause I can’t hear you 
Lets go 

BURN IT DOWN 
YEAH 
BURN IT DOWN 
YEAH 
BURN IT DOWN 
DOWN
BURN IT DOWN 
DOWN

Burn It Down

prod by: @xenura
co-prod: JesseMelancholy
mixed by: JesseMelancholy
written by: Jesse James Pontt
mastered by: @xenura

watch the music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMXnfGITODg

Lyrics👇🏼

i can’t be there for you, i’m not even there for myself
i can’t be there for you, i’m not even there for myself

i miss my internet friends, i’m doing my best to pass all the time
until the day i see your face left behind (oh-woah)
i want to spread my wings, you cut them off my body
hearing you speak is really just a hobby
and i can quit that at any given point in time

i can’t be there for you, i’m not even there for myself
(god knows i wish you well, ooh)
i can’t be there for you, i’m not even there for myself
(i don’t wanna ooh-ooh-ooh)
i can’t be there for you, when i’m not there for myself
i already said that i can’t be there for you, if i’m not there for myself

i’m glad that we spoke but truly you make me bored
i’m far from the joke, the one that you’ll play me for
and i want to know, what am i waiting for?
cover up my skin so you won’t hate me more

(i can’t be there for you)
when i’m not there for me (ah)
hate my worn out skin and my grin and my fucked up teeth
(ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
yeah, i don’t know what to wear and the time is getting scary now
leave my house again, it’ll probably wear me down
joke of the high-school, everybody’s laughing
sorry i despise you, where is my compassion?

(everything i say - i can’t be there for you)
(everything i do - ooh-ooh-ooh)

i don’t want to be a girl, i don’t want to be a boy
i don’t want to be myself, i just want to be the noise
i don’t want to be a girl, i don’t want to be a boy
i don’t want to be myself, i just want to be the noise
i don’t want to be a girl, i don’t want to be a boy
i don’t want to be myself, i just want to be the noise
i don’t want to be a girl, i don’t want to be a boy
i don’t want to be myself, i just-i just-i just

(ooh) and you put me in a box (oh)
but you’ll never keep it locked (oh)
see my city getting scared ‘cause my shit fucking knocks
and you were never there go and kick fucking rocks
(uh-huh) i just want to be myself, wish i knew who that was
change the pigment of my hair, do it again in a couple months
and you just want me there but i can’t be there for you, no
(i can’t be there for you)
(uh) miss me with that 9 to 5, my ceiling has come alive
you wish we were fortified, i think there is more to life
i just want to sleep but everybody’s watching
want to spread my wings, you cut them off my body

(oh)
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)

shaking and i’m scared, i feel it in my lungs, i’ll take a deep breath in
and play that i don’t care but fuck me, am i dumb? because i always did
i want my tongue unbitten and i really want to speak it
i want to say “it’s fine” i want to really mean it
i want all of the flaws on my body deleted
i want to draw a line, i want your eyes to see it
i want to make friends with all the streetlights
ginger in my tea, half the screen time
do i want to change, or do i want to hide?
do i need the space, or did i tell a lie?
petrified of compliancy and the complacency
won’t put your blind eyes on something you weren’t made to see
and that’s okay with me
yeah, that’s okay with me

(everything i say, everything i do, everything i say, everything i do)

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spend the night

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