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L’oiseau chante avec ses doigts

Ensemble (des millions d’années)

You've met with a terrible fate, haven't you?


song of healing

because of abusing reverse so much in my tracks, the song sounds as good backwards than forward. this is http://soundcloud.com/johnny_ripper/opening-credits-for-a-film-that-doesnt-exist reversed. 

back to the start

piano sample from documenteur
a film by agnès varda

a void

http://stadiumsandshrines.com/johnny-ripper-observer/

words/voice • Natalie Reid

sometimes i hate to think that i exist inside of other people's heads
to think that there are nonconsensual perceptions of me 
that i have scarcely any control of fashioning
i am shaped by their past, not mine

shaped by the light shining forth 
from every mother's womb
into that of the earth
which is a different tone for everybody
and casts their life ethereally
accordingly to the hue that this ray has taken

Camus wrote that we exist as these dichotomies -
who we believe ourselves to be and what we are perceived as
the latter reminds me of the fruit whose beginning and whose end is forgotten
because people only fare attention to it's ripening, when it is ready for the taking
presented prettily and perfectly, when its at it's most fruitful so to speak
when you can get the most from it

but do you know what a lime tree looks like in the spring? 
have you ever thought about the juxtaposition of the apple pit in the plastic bag? 
does it make you feel anything? 

sometimes i hate to think that I make other people feel
that my mother has shed tears for me
i remember some nights ago rolling a spliff mind trance-like, rambling
i saw her hands in my own and recognized her voice in mine
sometimes I wonder if i'm easy to forget
my hands
my words

whenever it so happens that i catch a stranger's gaze on the street
i try my best to smile and dreamily wonder
whether they too feel rapture from ephemeral connections
i like to linger on the impressions of those to whom i exist merely as a body cloaked in cloth, abstracted minds, earbuds spewing indeterminacy, kicking salt stained boots forth trying not to slip on ice
they'll remember me so simply, so simply
as i remember them, as i've invented them

isn't it strange that we can fall in love with the idea of someone?
isn't it strange that everyone you know, you don't really know.
you've painted a picture of them in your head, picasso-like fragments of reality
and everyone you know exists differently to everyone else
like schrodinger's cat, do i exist if you cannot see me? is it really me that you'll remember then? 

i think in order to know someone, you must have seen them all alone
or have some notion of that rawness
when they're waking
stretching
dancing
in the morning
truthful
still naked
still dazed in dreams
while coffee coats
their singing tongue

and the rising sun paints them
for who they are

observer (natalie's song)

I'm not here

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Selfless

Empathy (Ayuko's Song)

Song Siènne

goodbye

on the verge of death. (reupload)

opening credits

house

Original appears on Matt Robidoux's 'Brief Candles' (Self-released, 2020)
mattrobidoux.bandcamp.com/track/brief-candles

Featuring:
Eric Lewis—muted trumpet
Elizabeth Millar—clarinet,
Craig Pedersen—trumpet
Eddie Wagner—flute
M.R.—electric chord organ

+ Household-beat / tape noise & lo-fi beats

Original picture by Matt Robidoux feat. St-Viateur Bagel mascot

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Matt Robidoux - Brief Candles (Joni Void Remix)

this is a story of a young man, traveling ancient countrysides, looking for new emotions to experience. 

feat. Rich Medina
my take on http://soundcloud.com/forss/journeyman

Journeyman (Remix of Forss)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1vCQaVimuiP3EPToe7Fb8U

my gut tells me i'm screwed

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a cover of <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68E_JSCOD_I">cocorosie</a>

with <a href="http://holobody.bandcamp.com">holobody</a>

noah's ark (with holobody)

they say that dreams are only real as long as they last. couldn't you say the same thing about life? 

in a dream

Previously known as "Trains at 7.am.", by defunct moniker Triste Marker, which instead becomes the song title for this 2015 field-recording piece / ambient-beat, based on a recording made in the early hours in the morning (before 7 actually) of trains passing by the Jacques Cartier bridge, after doing a late night film-shooting I was part of.

https://everydayago.bandcamp.com/album/time-capsule

As part of Everyday Ago's Time Capsule compilation tape, the first in a series of location-specific tape compilations curated by Everyday Ago - A 'DIY memory box' of sorts, this first sequence was assembled during April 2020, focusing on pieces submitted by Montréal-based solo artists from the experimental/ambient local scene - a sonic voyage of drone compositions, sound-collage, field-recordings & improvised performance.

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