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"LUCID"

feat. @distortionthe1 & @c3of
mix + master : @zyrom @distortionthe1
prod. @imsoscaredcoma6
Cover art made by @c3of and me

Lyrics :

distortion :
I ain't feeling nothing ever again 
I struggle with the motion 
Feeling I can't find it but its 
Best to pretend 
I ain't really feeling credible yet 
I Build up my persona and go forward think it never again
I'm too tired to rap
I'm too tired to write 
I'm too tired for this 
And I'm too tired for that
I ain't finding the bliss 
Been looking all of my life
Puzzle up call it myst 
Ima jus lie on my back
Nothing the same ever since I felt the change up 
Ain't in his own lane he same as the Raindrops
Feel the duplication 
Break out 
And The lucid pacing 
Up and down 
The same rout
He find it out eventually
Everything coming full circle 
Found the way it be 
A process different then the tunnel vision ever let it be
Let me see 
Progress in the part 
Of essence within me 
It'll be 
Better as we moving as we tend to 
please

sleep :
Put myself on a pedestal I'm not the man I said I'd be
Bittersweet memories dont fit the picture like a fitted sheet
It's a clown festival and I'm the main attraction
I been losing all the will to rap
I'm still wishing that its gonna come back
I'm so stupid all my drip is diamond dunce caps
Weigh me down weigh me down
I've been swimming uphill hoping that maybe one day I'll finally drown
Silly me 
Silly sleep
Still following his silly dreams
A city boy carrying enough chips on his shoulders just to break the triple beam
I can tell that you're sick of me 
But still you follow me on all these dim lit streets
I'm a dimwit piece with a death wish cheat every single day of the work week
Never stopped working
Never stopped soul searching
Put my anger in this music now its bursting at the seams

theo :
And I’ve never felt the same
When I opened my eyes again
Watching every person in my life come by
Then going away

And I’ve realized
Despite what you do
Nothing last forever
Even if you want it to do
 
You can’t control the time
He controls us, you and me too 
We keep on going 
And we try our best to follow our way 

Without getting seduced by all the fake paradises 
That we, human, have created over the years.
Open your eyes
Then see how lucky you are

To be alive 
To breath
To feel emotions

Don’t let people take the control over your mind
Decide your fate Be your own inspiration
Yes, you are valid 
You are good enough for yourself

So please stop falling
And stand up
To face the sun

lucid (feat. Lord Distortion & Saint Sleep) [prod. COMA6]

Bleed Like I Bleed

lyrics

in darkness they fell from my spine
edge of the abyss
every eye is the same as the last one
two eyes on the full moon, death smiles
baptized within her cries
silently wept

snakeless spine

HOME (feat.BIV)

love & in drunk (full mixtape) by Trash Punch
All tracks produced by Dryfter
Artwork by elinyet (aka Rhi)

This is something I wanna get physically printed and hand out during live shows. This is a compilation album curated by yours truly. These are my personal favorite songs that I've done and they all surprisingly work very well together. I hope y'all enjoy this while I work on my first full length album. Once again thank you for all of the support and I am very grateful for each and every one of my supporters.

Listen on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7JHIs4QBvySxKEmSQ3DfGU

Follow my socials:
https://linktr.ee/trashpunchokhc

Help Riley get Top Surgery:
https://gofund.me/6790cab4

Tracklist:

0:00 - 01. My Redemption (feat. SKiD ATL)

2:47 - 02. End It All

4:53 - 03. PROBLEMS! (feat. Dryfter)

7:06 - 04. Years Of Misfortune (feat. Hudskis & Guap Sensei)

11:06 - 05. Unequally Yoked

LOVE & IN DRUNK

LOVE & IN DRUNK (FT. SKiD ATL X DRYFTER X HUDSKIS X CRAIG SCISSORHANDS)

HAHAH GET IT?? BAILSACK?? HAHAHAH

LINEUP:
@BIV
@JAMESGORCZYCA1
@SNIPZTEA
@LVSTFORPAIN

PRODUCED BY @BIV
ART BY @C3OF

BAILSACK

united

-LYRICS-

HEROES THEY DIE IN REAL LIFE
KEEP YOUR DREAMS ALIVE AT THE END OF A KNIFE
LEAVE ME BY YOUR SIDE
DONT EVEN ASK WHY
I WAS JUST FINE THE END IF THE NIGHT 
PUSSY BITCH RIGHT

I MIGHT
JUST FIGHT
I MIGHT
JUST MIGHT
I MIGHT
JUST FIGHT
AND IF THE PUSSY ASKS RIGHT
HE GETTING FUCKED TONIGHT

Uh
And I can see you in my aurua 
Your energy is poisonous
It leads me on to something else 
And I get trapped in my head
And I sit here by myself
And I tear myself out again 

AHHHHHHH
I DONT WANT YO FUCK YOU FOR THE DOPAMINE
HOLD ME CLOSE
GOD DAMN
THATS WHAT I FUVKING NEED 
AHHHHH
I DONT WANNA LAUGH AS THE SCARS FADE
DRIVE YOUR HEAD ON MY COCK
TAKE YOUR BREATH AWAY
AHHHHHH
I CRY AS YOUR BODY HITS THE FOOR
NINE ON MY WAISTBAND
TAKE IT OUT AND IM NO MORE 
AHHHHH 
WATCH THE BLOOD DRIP DOWN THE WALL 
OH FUCK, ITS A DEATH CULT

Kill off the parts of you
That drive you insane 
Be reborn 
No one can
Keep you the same 
I'm the master of my own delusion
You play my game
Intellectual suicide to try again 

OH SHIT 
ITS A DEATH CULT
EVERYONE DIE WITH ME
GET YOUR SHIT FUCKED 
OH SHIT ITS A DEATH CULT 
AHHHHHHH

HEROES THEY DIE IN REAL LIFE
SO WHEN IM UNALIVE DONT EVEN ASK WHY 
AY BITCH I BET YOULL CRY
IT WASNT SUICIDE 
THEY. TOOK. MY. LIFE.

OH SHIT, ITS A DEATH CULT
OH SHIT, ITS A DEATH CULT
OH SHIT, ITS A DEATH CULT
OH SHIT, ITS A DEATH CULT


DEATHCULT (PROD. DIMEBAGGIE)

DEATH CULT (PROD. DIMEBAGGIE)

@CoaastGxd - Where the Barrel Stops
Produced, mixed, and mastered by @netuhbeats
Art by Halo Blaack

We the Hopeless Records 2021

Lyrics
OK I'm wrapped up
This bish making me act up
Wipe away the tears
My rage telling me act tough
Down a case of beer and I'm half-cut in the bathtub
Burn a cigarette on my wrist
I'm well past numb

Set aside like a parasite
I'm sterilized to be crowned top dog in a barrel fight
Like feral cats singing carols of the terrified
Heralding the era of the passionately paralyzed

The circle occupied with draw the line with you on either side
So you get yours and homie I'll get mine
and don't be coming for me if the only sun don't shine
Cause it's always gon' be raining up inside my mind
I feel like Sisyphus and this is just a lifelong climb
I stay stoned so I don't face home
I don't wanna roll with you
I just wanna be alone
I could be a thousand different people but you'll never get to know
The omnipresent ghost who operates my clones
The only part of me remaining is the flesh and bone
The clothing like a bandage cover up the stitches sewn

So if I show up
You best get going cause you know I'm about make this whole mess blow up
and my girls the only person I can trust that I know of
If i spend it in the shadows can I still call it a glow up?
and still I'm wrapped up...

and I'm still wrapped up...
This bish making me act up
Wipe away the tears
My rage tellin me act tough
Down a case of beer and I'm half cut in the bathtub
Burn a cigarette on my wrist
I'm well past numb

Set aside like a pair of socks
I took advice from the creator I'm a fucking walking paradox
Too depressed to give a fuck about apparent opps
Spin the bottle
I am where the barrel stops

OK I'm wrapped up
This bish making me act up
Wipe away the tears
My rage telling me act tough
Down a case of beer and I'm half-cut in the bathtub
Burn a cigarette on my wrist
I'm well past numb

Set aside like a parasite
I'm sterilized to be crowned top dog in a barrel fight
Like feral cats singing carols of the terrified
Heralding the era of the passionately paralyzed

Where the Barrel Stops

Where the Barrel Stops [Prod. Netuh]

Amare la morte
(Samantra)
Проклинаю тот день когда сжег твое тело
Я хочу посмотреть на лицо но без пепла 
На окне стоит ваза и я помню все что было
И летучие мыши улетают так быстро
Только всё не вернуть снова я та же крыса 
Я могу лишь гадать но итог всё без смысла 
(SAMANTRA)
Я хочу так вернуть всё вернуть всё что было 
Я могу лишь гадать но итог всё без смысла
Лишь сожженное тело мне дает осознание 
Я люблю лишь смерть и теперь понимаю
На окне сохнет ваза я не помню всё что было 
Но летучие мыши умирают так быстро

Amare la morte

Amare la morte

PROD. CRCL @crclxx

something different from me. let me know if you want more like it. i can defiantly improve on this style  :)

LYRICS:

Since those days aint been the same, woah
She push me closer to my grave

Cant deal with these hoes they come and go
Always looking for a place to call her own
Till she fucked up and i kicked her to the curb
So i close my eyes and i go to sleep
Praying she dont wake up next to me
She walks around town like the devil in a skirt

I'll offer my life, for the ones that are stuck in time
For the ones that lay awake cant sleep at night
I'll offer my life for the ones that are stuck in time
Before those thoughts run through your head once again

She's the one that broke my heart
She's the one that fell apart
She's the one that keeps my mind off it
Feel the pain its in my heart
Devil calling i cant go
Wish that i could change the life i know
Stay up late with the crashing waves
Know if i sleep wont wake up the same
Always in my head im the one to blame
All these thoughts are a fucking shame
I take a pill and the world is gone
Crack a seal at the break of dawn
Im so tired of these games man i fucking hate this place

I'll offer my life, for the ones that are stuck in time
For the ones that lay awake cant sleep at night
I'll offer my life for the ones that feel deprived
Before those thoughts run through your head once again

She's the one that broke my heart
She's the one that fell apart
She's the one that keeps my mind off it

Spotify & Apple Music

Devil In A Skirt

Vehicular homicide is fun! Nothing beats driving 200 mph in a school zone and into people you don't like!

WITH: @MUGETSU117
PROD: @WASBEATZ
MIX: @NAVVVI
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Riding in that 2 door whip
I'm out my fucking mind
Matte black with the leather jacket feel like ghost rider
Vip membership at the river styx
Hit the highway you get left behind
Ride or die and I'd rather ride
Rpm 5000
Vehicular homicide finna get to plowing
This clown car be way too crowded
Use your skull as a keychain on my rearview mirror
Rims made of silver
Feeling like Jackson in thriller
New paint job with your blood and its shiny like glitter
Boutta be hitting you and you gon splatter
Setting the whip on fire so I can go faster
[You be so slow you be stuck in some plaster]x5

//

[MUGXTSU]
Devastating me
In front of everybody
Dust on my sleeves yo
This mean I leave, fuck
Fast, high speed, the way it is
Slow, the way you are dying
Driving fast, ill probably wont last
This isnt about the road, this is just about your fault
Wow, thats enough
Tell me when im gonna stop
Cause if it goes like this, imma die like this
Fast, high speed, the way it is
Slow, the way you are dying

[BRIDGE]X4
I see
You see
Roadkill on the street

[MUGXTSU]
Devastating me
In front of everybody
Dust on my sleeves yo
This mean I leave, fuck

[SAINT SLEEP]
Imma fucking run you over
Turn you into mincemeat
Leave you flattened on the road
Flames coming from the hot rod
Why you acting like a hotshot
Mercenaries shooting out the whip
I just left hell straight from the dealership
Homie rev his engine he gon have to dip
Imma have to end him imma make him fucking flip
Red skid marks
Leaving red skin marks
Imma have to take you out if you chilling on my radar
Never lost a race but im sure I blew my brains out
Going like 180
All my bitches riding shotty saying

[MUGXTSU]
Fast, high speed, the way it is
Slow, the way you are dying

Hot Rod (Single)

Hot Rod ft. Mugxtsu

Stream/Buy

Hot Rod ft. Mugxtsu [prod. w a s]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M5n_ctODguQ

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