ElevenLabs_2024-11-17T22_58_16_Daniel_pre_s50_sb75_se0_b_m2

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R BY R / OUTRO

GROSEILLE

MONA LISA

MAKE UP

POLLUé

FEELING

Running from my problems again
Searching for the way this will end
In the night I’m falling asleep
Hoping I won’t wake up to see 

Shortness of breath pressures again
Cough up my lungs just to keep breathing
Is it worse than a blindness  which can see?
To live a life through someone else’s flawed lens

And no one cares about me, it’s true
No one cares about the things I used to do
No one cares about the path I try to take
It’s all a mistake, on my way

I wish I could find an answer
I wish I could find some relief
I wish that all the time I borrowed 
Would not simply turn into waste

I wish I knew of something I don’t know 
To help me figure out where I am
Maybe I won’t wake up when I’m dreaming
So I will never have to pretend


It’s okay to be happy
Is it okay to feel like I am enough
Is it okay for my father to know I’ve given up

If it’s okay then I’ll simply
Pen a note of all the times I messed up
I’ll leave it on my desk the day that I don’t wake up

To Decay

I sleep by the open window in case it rains
I’m tired of feeling alone but I’m ashamed
Days which I’m repeating offer a fallacy
A chance to keep breathing despite the worst of me 

Maybe I will kill myself tonight
So I will finally do something right
Maybe I will reach out for the light
And hope again

Maybe I won’t find the reason why
But old ghosts always love the loss in life
Maybe I won’t shine brightly if I 
Try to live again

I wake up still breathing and I throw up again
The fear that she carries barely a medicine
I said the future would be nothing like the past
But even if I look forward I'm looking back

Then again I’m gone
Then again I find I’m lost
Then again I’m gone
Another day
Some other place
Far from here

The Fear She Carries

ElevenLabs_2024-11-17T22_58_16_Daniel_pre_s50_sb75_se0_b_m2

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