This is a heart to heart with myself and the me who is possessed by a demon

Hold My Hand (Prod by Slabby Patty)

All roads lead to my suicide.

Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@LIVINGPUFF

Beat: https://youtu.be/eshDDMSW7po?list=PLus20ArO9g4JCd63rb9qh50lf9qbQY-lj

Silent Suicide (Prod LIVING PUFF)

Love is Suicidal 

Producer-
Channel: ZBeatz
Beat: https://youtu.be/VQxEuILqQhY?list=PLus20ArO9g4JCd63rb9qh50lf9qbQY-lj

Love Kills (Prod. ZBeatz)

nobody see the boy the moon, they only see the moon.

Huh Huh Yeah! (Official Audio) Prod by. Graves

This could be my final song and no one even cares.


Saddest Ones (Official Audio) prod by NGHT RYD

I uh... i finally made it up this damn hill, but the light of delusion i was carrying when i started this climb burnt out pretty much instantly... the hope i was carrying, the hope i was so desperately trying to hold onto ...turned to liquid that pooled in the palms of my hands, a liquid that showed me my reflection. My heart spilling from my eyes, but what looked back at me wasn't a face i knew... It was like, my body and most of my brain got hijacked. I was watching the world through my eyes, but not able to control any part of my body. The day I lost my heart to my hands, was the day i decided i couldn't trust myself with my life. From that moment forward i watched as i soullessly continued the pointless climb, but when i finally got to the top and watched from my eyes. There was nothing there... "I laughed at myself"   
~ HAPPS ADDAMs

m00n b0y Bap (Official Audio) Prod Boyfifty x Daniel Saint

m00n b0y Sunset (Official Audio) Prod. by Cold Melody

A song for the soulmates, the midnight thinkers, the ones who fall in love with the quiet moments, and those who just want life to feel like a dream.
Float through a dreamy soundscape where love feels like a soft exhale. 💫✨

Lullaby (Official Audio) Prod. by Cold Melody

🕯️ 𝕹𝖎𝖋𝖙𝖞 — 𝔬𝔣𝔣𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔞𝔩 𝔞𝔲𝔡𝔦𝔬 🕯️
Trapped in the walls of my own mind,  I stare out from this asylum. Eyes locked on a city that mirrors the madness inside my mind.
Nifty is the sound of spiraling thoughts, velvet shadows, and chaotic beauty.
This track bends goth-hop, darkwave, and broken lullabies into one twisted lullaby under a burning city skyline.

🎧 Play loud. Play alone. Until your walls are padded

Nifty (Official Audio) Prod. Pokk Beats

🕯️ m00n b0y – What's Happening (Official Audio) 🕯️

"I'll act oblivious to it all"

 foggy nights, broken mirrors, and the ache you can’t name.
m00n b0y pours it all into this slow-burning, genre-melting descent.

☠️ Bleeding emotions
🖤 Lo-fi heartbreak
🌑 Goth trap atmospheres
☁️ Drenched in sadness

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What's Happening (Official Audio) Prod. xenshel x R3DQX.

Some nights aren’t meant to end.
This is one of them. Paranoia hums under every breath. Love’s gone, sleep won’t come. Just you, the static, and whatever’s crawling in your head.
Press play if you want to feel less alone in the worst way... I promise it's all consuming 

Paraphernalia (Official Audio) Prod. IOF x surfgreenvibes

"ROCK WITH GOTH METAL" — A genre-smashing dive into the dark. Taking Alt rap, emo rap, punk, and goth metal to cause this snarling sonic meltdown. No rules. No labels. Just chaos. Just truth.

ROCK WITH GOTH METAL (Official Audio) Prod.by MICHI

The walls are melting. My thoughts are screaming, and I haven’t slept in days. This is emo rap for the unhinged. Alt rock for the damned. Alt rap for the ones who laugh while breaking. Isn't it fun... losing your mind.
You’re not just hearing it — you’re spiraling with it.

👁‍🗨 LISTEN LOUD. FEEL NOTHING. 👁‍🗨

You’re not listening — you’re unraveling.

Off My Rocker (Official Audio) prod. Luke x ‪luffysome

How We Live (Official Audio) prod. xenshel x R3DQX

A slow descent, an echo from the void. This is the sound of giving up quietly, when no one’s watching. Dying in every way possible, when there's nothing left to you... just haunting unsettling honesty...  I fancy my fanatic 

Practice Dying (Official Audio) prod. gusuck

🖤 another day, another breakdown.
I used to feel the need, to feel something. Now I just don't even exist. I'm caught in limbo... Caught between being Nothing, and Everything I know I could be. 

No future. No healing. Just noise in my chest.
This is for the ones who gave up pretending.

Can't Care (Official Audio) prod.sobernap**

I stopped searching for a reason, stopped caring to find one .

This is what it sounds like when you give in.
To the numbness.
To the version of you that you swore you'd never become.

“Need Reason” is a promise wrapped in static, The 6th stage of grief.— for the ones who feel too far gone.
No hope. Just honesty.

Need Reason (Official Audio) Prod. LIVING PUFF

I’ve been fading from existence quietly… This track is a letter to no one. Just echoes, skeletons and broken promises. In a room that’s been empty for years. 

"planning my gone" is about disappearing before anyone notices you were here in the first place...  How could i be gone if i was never here...?
alt rap meets the edge of something darker.

for the ones who overthink their own existence.
for the ones who feel like a ghost in their own skin.

☁️ stream it alone, in the dark.
💀 headphones on. heart off.


Planning My Gone (Official Audio) prod. by NGHT RYD x Wertos

welcome to the crypt... where echoes of the past never die. The stench of regret lingers like rot. How much more of me has to die so i can live?  

A head full of Skeletons And a bed meant for death.

— a haunted hymn for the broken and the bitter.
for those who dance with ghosts, who laugh at the thought of death, who sleep beside shadows... and wither away like skeletons.

⚰️ turn the volume up and descend.

Skeletons (Official Audio) prod. mrkvmria

💀🖤 “Black Sheep” — a slow bleed of rejection, of relapses, and rotten lullabies. Welcome to a dim-lit void where alt rap crashes into sad indie rock, and the only friend you have is the echo in your chest. The only feeling that makes it's way to the surface is a numbing understanding.
No salvation. No hope. No closure. Just verses stitched with guilt and a voice drenched in grief.

You don’t belong. You never did. Welcome home. 

🔻For the loners, the lost, the black sheep.🔻


Black Sheep (Official Audio) Prod. neverforever

"Hello" Is anyone there? ...of course not. So if you don't have anyone who do you have? ...Broken promises, and a mind that only conjures pessimism personified. So then who are you talking to?   ........"Hello?" (echo echo echo)

This is for the ones who say “I’m fine” with a cracked voice.
This is for the late night overthinkers.
This is for you.

🎧 Press play… and disappear slowly.

Hello (Official Audio) Prod. prodvelvet

Flickering TV static. Dust on the remote. The same four intimidating walls, and the same dark intimidating thoughts. I swore I'd never become this — but here we are. An entity you cant make sense of inhabits your body and controls your mind, trapping you in comfort that quietly kills.

This is for those who stare at the ceiling and wonder where they went.
This song sounds like the echo of who you used to be.

🖤 Press play if you’ve ever felt like a ghost haunting your own life.

In This Room (Official Audio) Prod. Dolev Talmor

Ever wonder why you're so replicable and forgettable. It's because you're a worthless loser that no one wants. People replace the things that inconvenience them, unconditional love was never real. Just an idea called hope to keep you dreaming. 
People don't stay. They discard what gets heavy.
You were never the exception — just the weight they cut loose.

“Cut Your Losses” is the anthem for the forgotten.
A slow bleed of emo rap, bedroom pop, and indie despair.
Started out a loser, still losing… and maybe that’s all there is.

💀 Stream now if you're done pretending things get better.

Cut Your Losses (Official Audio) Prod. michael harrison

Lost behind these eyes of mine. Not seeing the world, Buried by expectation and crushed by the weight of reality. No place feels like home and everything on this path to belonging, just leaves me bloody. 
So if i cant escape, where do i go? If i have no safe place or reason to keep going what's here for me... Am i even here? Is there anything... (and the dissociation start)

Crushed under the slow collapse of what was once real.
Nothing feels like home anymore.
Every step forward leaves me bleeding, further from belonging.
If there’s no safe place,
No reason to stay—
What’s even left for me here?

Daze (Official Audio) Prod. maako

Antisocial so please don't touch.
Done-with-everything. Don’t talk to me
You're irking me. You’re pushing it.
This is your final warning.

Dark. Gritty. Unapologetic.
Here's another middle finger to the world.

Press play if you’re not afraid of burning bridges.
Light it up. Let it rot.

Get Up Off My (Official Audio) Prod. beatsbynextacy‬

Lost refining, my not so good.
It's too bad for the world. I really did try and withstand this test of time against myself. Now you have to try and survive the repercussions. 
I don't wish you luck. I'll be making plans for all of you.

My worst wasn’t enough, and that’s your problem now. I fought myself through the storm and still broke. So now I’m done trying. You’ll feel every consequence I once tried to spare you from.

This is Villainy. Alt rock meets emo rap, layered with punk angst and pop rock venom.
Play it loud. Or don’t. It’s already too late.

Villainy (Official Audio) Prod. bonnierogerr‬

There’s a certain kind of silence that hurts more than words ever could. Slowly descend into the numbness of memory.
Paralyzed in moments that haunt with a vice grip. When you're feeling too much and saying too little, that's you remembering.

This track blends the melancholia of Indie Rock with the emotional depth of Bedroom Pop and Emo Rap, wrapped in soft production that lingers like a memory that won’t fade.

If you’ve ever felt alone in a crowded room or missed someone who forgot you long ago—this one's for you.


Remember (Official Audio) Prod. michael Harrison

The wish was for a happy life. My dream was to be happy and loved. Now I'm just optimistic. Optimistic that everything will turn out for the worse.
I'm still the same delusional hopeful loser I've always been... but this time around I'm hoping I'm right about all of my pessimistic everything.

Listen as love unalives the heart, while loss forms the soul.
I needed you, needed things to work out. Needed a constant in this so called life... Well now i've got my constant. A constant reminder that everything that has to do with, life, happiness and love are just empty meaningless ideas, that only bring expectations that break you. 

That's my adjustment where's yours?

“Let Me Adjust To You” blends the sadness of bedroom pop, the grit of emo rap, and the isolation of indie rock. For anyone still searching for a place to belong in a world that never asked them to stay.

Let Me Adjust To You (Official Audio) Prod. manolopadilla

There’s something whispering through the cracks in reality, a voice that isn’t mine, but it speaks through me, It even sounds like me. The world rots from the inside out, and I’m the messenger... You hear it too, don’t you? That heavy breath between the silence. That laugh that doesn’t belong. That deafening concern that ever grows. 

A song for the cursed, the haunted, the ones who know the dark isn’t empty — it’s alive... and breathes concept into proportion. 


Hello Hello Me (Official Audio) Prod. xenshel x fxrxdxyyy

You don't know me. You never knew me. You never will. 
You died. Everything you stood for died, along with everything I wasn't supposed to be. 
If you don't understand that. It's simple really, the answer.
You Don't Know Me

Not My Mom (Official Audio) Prod. inc. CVRNVTE or prod. CVRNVTE

m00n b0y - You Bring The Bad Vibes (Official Audio)
Dive into the haze of distorted memories, while you lose yourself to habits that numb everything. toxic energy lingers, nothing feels safe anymore...
So i guess I'm left with nothing to do but escape it 

This track channels late night thoughts, broken connections, and the heaviness of carrying someone else’s negativity all by your lonesome. If you’ve ever felt drained by the people around you. If you need to escape what surrounds and suffocates you. This song will do just that.

🎧 Stream the official audio now and let the bad vibes fade into sound.

You Bring The Bad Vibes (Official Audio) Prod. Waves

You're talking, You're talking. I'm drowning you out... I'm no longer listening. The dissociation starts, aaand... I'm no longer a part of reality. I'm in my own world where I haven't lost everything I've ever needed. It's quiet, even in my head where my trauma and voices create agonizing chaos... It's perfect here I never want to leave this serene dreamscape, why would I? Everything here plays out perfectly like a script in my head... In my... No. I forgot this place wasn't real. Please don't, please don't pull me back into that awful accursed world. I don't want to remember. I don't want to go back. I despise every moments moment in that reality... Please don't make everything awful for me again... I ... I .... I'm back. Back to where my head is screaming and back to a world that rejects everything i am.

Derealize is An Alternative | Indie Rock | Bedroom Pop track about slipping away from reality, chasing dreams where love feels real, and escaping the weight of life.

Lose yourself in the sound.

m00n b0y - Derealize (Official Audio) Prod. Manolo

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