i feel like killing myself but i cant

vomit doll

bother

lyrics: suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs
angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
i want her i need her
but i’m too scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

my cold heart reaches out for you
i’m so sick i’m turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing my blood to know i’m real
i hope you know how you make me feel

always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs

lmfao im sorry

3 am

EP collaboration with m1v and xofilo. 
Thank you for listening.

addicts ft. m1v (xofilo)

m1v - run

m1v - end me with 4 xans and a redbull

ft. @cholorofilm + @mezhaa
prod/mastered by me
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lyrics:
(cholorofilm)
bby i cnt go on here without u
bby i cnt move on i need u
bby i cnt go on here without u
bby i cnt move on i need u

got her guts hanging out
bitch i might jus fuck her mouth
im a creep i walk around
bby pls dont make a sound
yea she took my heart
chewed it fucking spit it out
in the horror motel 
u can mutilate urself

got her guts hanging out
bitch i might jus fuck her mouth
im a creep i walk around
bby pls dont make a sound
yea she took my heart
chewed it fucking spit it out
in the horror motel 
u can mutilate urself

(snorlax)
hold my hand girl ion wanna let u go
ive been ghosting every hoe that is on my phone
speak to me bby i jus want this over
yea hoe i dont care anymore i dont want ur closure
bby i dont wanna die but u making me want it more
think abt my suicide i cannot do it but im torn
fuck dat bitch she gon see me when i hop on tour
looking to my angel wings bby like im the fucn lord

(mezha)
100 roses on my grave guess ill say goodbye
throwin up, my brain is rotting but im buried alive
i wont beg u stay i wont ask u twice
looks like ill b ending my life tonight
this is all ur fault all u do is make me sick
hope u trapped in the middle but if heaven forgives
every single dying action of sins
say ur sorry all u want but i wont forget

cnt live without u :c </3 w/ cholorofilm + mezha  #✞𝑜𝓇𝒜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁𝓏

produced by me
mastered by @neioxo
-
Kaneda
Fright night baby it’s your time to die 

Xans and oxys I think my livers fried 

Sanrio girl she got hello Kitty knives 

Stab thru your flesh your not going to survive 

I know you’re not my girl but I think you should slit your wrist 

Manic episodes all she does is throw fits

1.0 gpa she’s such a stupid bitch 

She flashes her cuts on ig showing her wrist slit 

Halloween party Michel Myers mask

Popped some random pills boutta have a heart attack

My girl overdosing she looks so dumb 

If she recovers she gonna have to run 

She’s running from me like it’s dead by daylight 

We’re in the forest in the dead of night 

She’ll never see tomorrow she’ll never see sunlight 

She turned around and screamed I stabbed her with my knife 
-
m1v
-
the way u look at me
chills down my spine
i hate u more than me
i aint not doing fine
i drink ur blood every day
every night
i wish u hated me
so i could be alright

i wish i could be dead like the reaper
take ur souls one by one
i dont need hers
yeah my hope is destroyed
my heart tears yah
i dont know if im alive dont know the year yah

i been sitting in the back
smoking many cigarettes
thinking what this couldve been
have i never gotten back
yeah i rarely ever smile
yeah my mind is so fucked
yeah i wish i was the person that ill never be

FRIGHT NIGHT + m1v (Kaneda)

Froggy (Brazilian Phonk)

i dont own the tracks i mix so go show love to the og artist
- Armin Hermann, DJ Caline -  The Hoover 
-DJ Tramp$tamp - Out Of Control 

bother

m1v

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