wont

murder fantasy

highgate cemetery

3 am

m1v - end it

rotten flesh

ft @m1v 
produced by @marrymeproz
cover by https://www.instagram.com/gorelette/

[Intro: stardante]
Marry me Pröz
See the rain drops form the storm inside us
We're both below, why can't you find us?
I wish you'd just be my love
Float away, I go higher

[Chorus: stardante]
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
Falling asleep, I feel so tired
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
You said it's truth, you're a liar

[Verse 1: stardante]
Tryna find the beauty from the small things, but I can't
Hit the brakes, smash my car and my body slams
There's blood everywhere, all over the van
It wouldn't be easy, I don't think I can

[Chorus: stardante]
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
Fall asleep, I feel so tired
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
You said it's truth, you're a liar

[Verse 2: stardante]
On the road, it's too blurry
Who wants to hurt me?
[?], but it isn't working
I love you, you hate me
You love me, I hate me
Above you, escape me
I'm nothing, I'm crazy

[Chorus: stardante]
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
Fall asleep, I feel so tired
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
You said it's truth, you're a liar

[Verse 3: m1v]
Get out, I'm tired
Leave me alone, I just want to be higher
I hate your guts, makes me think memories are enough
And it's okay, to forget what you've done to me [?]
But there's no way, going back, going back to you

[Chorus: stardante]
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
Falling asleep, I feel so tired
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
You said it's truth, you're a liar
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
Falling asleep, I feel so tired
I'm higher, baby I'm higher
You said it's truth, you're a liar

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higher w/ m1v (pröz)

Prod. @m1v

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Pray for my mother for her son that never gave a fuck 
Everybody saying i need help but i aint caring much
Regret regret regret 
still i cant go more then one day without a fucking drink 
and no chore 
Cardiac arrest 
oh i need more 
Lying on the floor shaking
But im drowning till the end 
So sorry ill never give a fuck
Slow inhale for me
Im in hell its lovely
Feel my bones sinking
By the day 
And its my fault its my fault
Trapped in my vault 
Cant find the issue 
Im running im running circles to my demise

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Canisters in me
I cant reach you 
You dont wanna hear me 
Violence in my core 
Its not in my nature 
Why cant you just listen 
Why did i pick this mission 
Why cant i take your permissions 
I cant let no one be persuasive 
On the daily losing my mind
Trynna hear myself out
But i aint got time 
Pacing these corners 
Trynna feel fine 
Add another scar to the collection 
Try to view my idols like a lesson 
But i aint learning much i always repeat my mistakes man

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

demise w/m1v

prod. teeth
w/ @horrormovies666


(cholorofilm)
step into my red room
glitter glitter nothing to lose
stay awake in the dark
skinwalker in the dark
step into my red room
glitter glitter nothing to lose
stay awake in the dark
skinwalker in the dark

rotting away rotting away
i must hide and go away
in my head i’m not safe
rotting away rotting away
i must hide and go away
in my head i’m not safe

(horrormovies)

red room, my bedroom

Spotify

red room, my bedroom w/ horrormovies (p. teeth)

prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

suicidal love (disoc8)

@skypebf
@pixelhood

ima vampire
"can u suck my blood"
prove tht you love me
sacrificial love....
switchblade on my body
devil see's me
she's calling
tombstone keeps wanting me
can u come set me free

u can't make me choose this
i don't wanna lose this
bleeding 4 u in the end
bby why wont u pretend
idk what she's about
she keeps running her mouth
that girl in crisis
but she know i want this

u know it’s not right
but u do it everynite
so tell me
just tell me wtf is going on
ya u know i’m at home
omg im all alone
i feel so gross
come punch my nose
my lips touching ur lips
the piercings on ur hips
i’m so done with it
but u always bring me in
ur evil but i love it
can’t stop not above it

crisis

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crisis + skypebf (pixelhood)

30.04.2025

fuckfuckfuck

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bloodbath

highgate cemetery

m1v

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