wont

lyrics: suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs
angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
i want her i need her
but i’m too scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

my cold heart reaches out for you
i’m so sick i’m turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing my blood to know i’m real
i hope you know how you make me feel

always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs

lmfao im sorry

murder fantasy

daddy issues

i need a hug

internet girl

3 am

@1stress
@xv_l

omg let’s go and slit our wrists 
i know that you love me baby know that u like this
why do you like me
crazy i need therapy
u don’t need me
u complete me
baby u complete me
plz don’t ever leave me
playing russian roulette 
My Love for u plz don’t forget
U make me wanna die I hate u
U give me so much love I need u
black cats and broken mirrors 
I see ur full of terrors
u look so horrified when both our worlds collide

ur so pretty in ur dress
u dont need ur makeup 
i pull up on the scene 
gonna make a scene 
u feel like life a bad dream
u wont ever wake up 
pull the flessh up off her skin u wont ever feel again
yea i caught u talkin down now its time to meet ur end time to meet ur end 
cuz u wont ever feel again ever feel again ever feel again ever feel aagain

im losing my mind idk wut to do
n i fuck up all the time make myself bleed 4 u
cut my name into ur skin ik that u love too
omg lol i lied nevr loved u
im better off on my own
yea im not sorry
n im losing all control
i dont wanna feel my body
i dont need any frends cuz they js forget me
ur the only one i Love baby im so Sorry :(

life's a bad dream ft. stress & rylorie [prod. luvwillow]

kiss me in ur casket (luvwillow)

walking thru the snow w my wrists cut 
im so in love w gore 
baby what’s up 
she said look at my thighs they’re so fucked up
you look so beautiful i can’t get enough 

in ur thigh highs baby won’t u fuck me up 
little secrets cut deep im not enough 
insecure asf won’t u lie 2 me 
break my bones make me so fucking pretty

beauty’s pain but i’m fucking gorgeous 
the way u look at me 
do u want more of this 
i’ve got bodies in my closet 
ur corpse is perfect 
im suicidal can’t u see past this 

yes my razors r my friends 
im rly fucked up in the head 
hurting cuz i think it’s fun 
bby pls don’t fucking run 
i’ll try 2 fix this but i think id rather cut 
saw my wrists  off make me into ur only one  

cut my wrists baby do you love me
fuck me up baby won’t u hold me 
feel fucking scared i can’t breathe 
u were my one and only

stick my fingers in my cuts 
put my fingers down my throat 
i hate being alive 
baby what’s there left 2 know 
posting gore on twitter 
i love u sm 
ur so fucking pretty yeah it fucks me up 

hang my self on ig live 
pretty lights scatter my suicide 
if i leave a little note 
promise me u won’t cry 
i hate my fucking self 
i cant fucking sleep at night

beautys pain but im gorgeous (pixelhood)

art https://www.instagram.com/gorelette/
first part @luvwillow
second part me
produced & mixed me
inspired by grave5

moron ft. luvwillow

@pixelhood
@luvwillow
@kaneda_7
@6arelyhuman

sy

club lights theyre in our eyes
let me show you my bloody surprise
its hard to hide but we'll do it right
theres a lot of things that i would do for uu
bby lemme read ur mind
this sacrifice for the holy divine
u always sin ur such a waste of time
dumb stupid slut
why would i wnna be with uu¯\_(ツ)_/¯

luvwillow 

shut up i dnt care
leave me alone now
my head hurts whenever im with u
ur so cute i think i could miss uu
we want different things and
i dnt know what to do
in the club and im sad
i dnt wnna b like that
girl u got me so down bad
put kandi on ur wrist and u did my hair
i guess its too bad that u never even cared

kaneda 

shes hitting me up i dnt know whats going on
scratching my face till im bleeding asking me whats wrong
dnt even know why the fuck i liked you
if i see you kiss another guy imma stab you
shes the one for me and im the one for her
if she doesn't see it that way shes gonna suffer

6arelyhuman 

come and pin me down yeah put me on the floor
top notch bitch imma represent the whores
i be playing with his soul i can play them love chords
yeah give me another year imma be selling out the tours
he said he love me im fucked up
he only wnna be with me cause im on the come up
yeah he fuck me good fuck me good till the sun up
yeah you know im hot yeah hot no sauna

shut up, we don't care

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shut up, we don't care (+ luvwillow, kaneda7, 6arelyhuman) [pixelhood]

@skypebf
@suicidal-idol
@pixelhood

ugh ya i wanted all ur love
but u lied to me
u broke my heart bby
ya u did me dirty
break me down once more
i just can't take it.
mad when i call u a slut
then get naked 
wanted u for everything
wanted u for valentine
now i wanna kill myself
put me on the hotline
such a slut online
sucking cock online
bby can u stop
and just be mine:(
x2

suffering is life.. 
or rather life is suffering
isn't it funny?
how it just kinda works out that way
isn't it funny?
how if a psychiatrist were listening to me
talking to myself right now
i'd be committed for the rest of my life.

u will finally see..
that i am the true superior one
the supreme gentleman.

she don’t even know 
the real me like wtf
cut me up
if it means i’ll hav ur love
getting fucked up
in the backstage
tell me why u fucking ran away
rip elliot he knew the way
all these stupid fucking girls
u know they’ll pay
getting fucked up  
feels so right
do u know how it feels
2 wnna die
i just rlly wanna know
what’s going on @ home
why u acting like a whore
i don’t know
getting fucked up
bby will we make
no idgaf bby get naked
met her in a club 
on a saturday night
me n sy pullin up u know why
ar-15 crying in the club
don’t fucking run from me
lemme take ur love

omg girl trust i just rlly want u
in the fucking club now i’m feeling blue
tell me girl what u wnna do
you n me tonight yea we’re gnna screw
omg girl i rlly wnna off it 
fuck me all night fuck me when i’m off set
u don’t wnna see me when i’m upset
i’ll creep on u in your closet
swear to god your on my mind all fucking night
yea we dance all night till the sunrise
put a spell on me it feels so right 
it feels so right x2
put a spell on me when i look into your eyes
see me on stage girl u could see me shine
see u on the dance floor girl u looking fine
see u on the dance floor ima make u mine

i can't wait to give you exactly what u deserve..
utter. annihilation. i am so god-like.

ovER

ovER (+ suicidal idol & skypebf) [pixelhood]

prod. pyctur //

found out my heads in the wall 
the birds never singing at all 
kinda sorta live in the hole that i crawl through 
to get you out my heart but i fall 
 
i’m falling out of sleep in her bed 
i wonder why i never ever told myself
you want me to yourself then i guess 
take me to your room when i’m stressed out baby i don’t care about a mess
never would i
never would have guessed that she pressed my veins down and bleed me for the rest 
she’s a devil she’s a star she’s a goddamn demon in a dress

(oh my god) x2

does she wanna go 
does she
does she wanna sing along?
a cold hand keep gripping on my throat 
i told you once i’m fine when i’m alone 
does she wanna take part
i’ve been stoned 
i’m a loner 
same in the day and the night 
what i told her 

i could never see her for some reasons that infest my mind
hold me by the hand while i die on the rope its a shame but an end of my design 
on the grave what you write for me?
on the day that i lay my head would you cry for me? 
i know you would but it couldn’t ever last so i laugh and i cry when i’m by myself 

that’s right and then i go and make a bag

found out my heads in the wall 
the birds never singing at all 
kinda sorta live in the hole that i crawl through 
to get you out my heart but i fall 
 
i’m falling out of sleep in her bed 
i wonder why i never ever told myself
you want me to yourself then i guess 
take me to your room when i’m stressed out baby i don’t care about a mess
never would i
never would have guessed that she pressed my veins down and bleed me for the rest 
she’s a devil she’s a star she’s a goddamn demon in a dress

i need a hug

m1v

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