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Call me, choose me
Cus i dont feel nothing
You give me worth, look at you
Demon in disguise but youre an angel
Or maybe its my head playing tricks on me 
Lonely and disgusted just fucking end me
I cant even eat cus i wanna impress you 
Rip my stomach just to get you 

Look in ur eyes
And i say oh madonna 
Ur eyes
Shine brighter than ur life
And i
Kiss u till i die
And i get high
Lose my grip of reality
And sometimes cry
Tears run low in eternity

Then i start to wake up 
Yeah its just a dream 
Pinch and then i pinch 
But i cant feel a thing 
Tighten back my eyes 
Please just pull me further in 
Love that im feeling lost 
Cus its only you i need 
Its only you i need

or a demon ft. m1v (piixie)

Echoes of Light – “Bring Me to the Future”

[ Lyrics ]
I have been living in rooms inside myself,
quiet rooms, dimly lit,
where I kept my memories stacked in corners
so they would not spill out.
I learned how to walk without sound,
how to breathe with only half the lungs,
how to keep the world from hearing the shaking in my hands.

Sometimes I forget that time moves forward,
even when I stay still.
Sometimes I forget that healing
is not a sudden sunrise,
but a small lamp left on in the night,
so I do not lose my way.

You brought me back to the here.
You placed my feet on a floor I had forgotten.
Not with force,
but with presence,
like a hand resting quietly on my back,
reminding me I am still real.

Bring me to the future.
Not the one built from fear,
but the one that waits behind my ribs,
where the light has not yet learned its full name.
Bring me to the future,
where I do not hesitate before speaking,
where I do not fold myself smaller to fit the room.

I can almost see him,
standing at the far end of my life,
not shining,
not grand,
just steady.
Shoulders open,
breath deep,
eyes soft,
as though he has been waiting
for me to finally arrive.

I am not trying to become someone else.
I am remembering the shape
I was always meant to return to.

Bring me to the future.
Not the shadow of what I fear,
but the place that grows behind my ribs,
where the quiet finally speaks.
Bring me to the future,
where I stand at my full height,
where I do not fold myself
to fit the room.

I am not running anymore.
I am arriving.

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[ About this track ]
“Bring Me to the Future” is about awakening —  
a moment when memory, loss, and hope merge into a single movement forward.  
It speaks of remembering the self, of arriving instead of running,  
and of finding light in the quiet places we once feared.  

Atmospheric, cinematic, and emotional, this song stands as a personal statement of renewal and presence.

Written, Mixed, and Mastered by **Paulo Oliveira**.  
Creator and Artistic Handler – **Echoes of Light**.

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🎧 **Listen more:**  
Spotify → https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/album/2Bpxg4L2UxOTiWx0llNbCy  
Apple Music → https://music.apple.com/us/album/fading-silence-ep/1844303191  
YouTube → https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvLYv7qdsFQbPn8fcH8yvbA  

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[ Credits ]
Produced, Written, Mixed, and Mastered by **Paulo Oliveira**.  
All artistic direction and production were fully handled by the artist.

#EchoesOfLight #StillHuman #AmbientMetal #CinematicRock #PostMetal #AtmosphericSound #EmotionalMusic #EchoesOfLightProject

#EchoesOfLight #BringMeToTheFuture #AmbientMetal #CinematicRock #PostMetal #AtmosphericSound #EmotionalMusic

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