lyrics: suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs
angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
i want her i need her
but i’m too scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

my cold heart reaches out for you
i’m so sick i’m turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing my blood to know i’m real
i hope you know how you make me feel

always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs

lmfao im sorry

scars 4 u they're bleeding out scars 4 u need healing now

scars 4 u (xofilo)

♡ @hoshiestar ♡ @roninkys ♡ @pixelhood ♡

[hoshie star]
yah i luv drugs but they dont luv me
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing
i need drugs just to feel something
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing

baby ur my drug cant you see ur my prescription
do u everyday its turning into an addiction
got played like a game you lied to me just like its fiction
i cant take the pain but the drugs will get to fixing

ah ah ah ah ahhh
i thibk im abt to throw up
ah ah ah ah ahhh
i think im in luv with these drugs

yah i luv drugs but they dont luv me
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing
i need drugs just to feel something
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing

[ronin] 
i dont feel nothing
i wna feel something
i scream ur name every night
won't rest until we're touching
head up in my pillow and ill cry till im nothing
and my head is to the trigger and ill push it if im lucky
carving up my arm just like a pumpkin
blood is on the floor baby this is not wat love is
blood is on the floor blood is on the floor
blood is on the floor baby this is not wat love is
slit my wrist a little more tell me that u love
im burning to my core no1 knows that i feel nothing
im burning to my core no1 knows that i feel nothing
woah, woah, woah, wo-ah-ah-ah

[hoshie star]
baby ur my drug cant you see ur my prescription
do u everyday its turning into an addiction
got played like a game you lied to me just like its fiction
i cant take the pain but the drugs will get to fixing

ah ah ah ah ahhh
i thibk im abt to throw up
ah ah ah ah ahhh
i think im in luv with these drugs

yah i luv drugs but they dont luv me
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing
i need drugs just to feel something
when im off drugs i dont feel nothing

hoshie star + ronin - ur my drug i luv u (prod. Pixel Hood)

i need a hug

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leaking red glitter

leaking red glitter w/ cholorofilm 🩸🪖( ҂ × ཀ × )

prod kaneda

horror:

we watch gore together 
baby i would never 
never fucking hurt u
i just want u with me
dancing all around me 
baby pls hurt me 
you told me you were so in love 
but i don’t fucking care 

yeah i’m fucking off it 
i cant fucking feel it 
everytime u come around 
you make me feel like shit 
i know that u want me 
baby quit staring 
don’t fucking cry now 
i cant fucking stand it 
my eyes roll into the back of my head 
there’s the fucking tunnel 
i think that i’m dead
i don’t fucking know but i’m still fucking bleeding 
razors didn’t work i need something sharper 
take pictures of my cuts 
upload my body on ig 
baby i wanna see ur face one last time b4 i fucking leave

kaneda:

sending cutting vids baby can you please stop
Rage inside my head, I’m behind her in the backdrop
Moonlight on her her face as she’s screaming at me 
Please stop crying, all it does is hurt me 
I’m a lost soul you’re my final destination  
I had to do this I’m ready for damnation 
All of this is my fault, pain of my creation 
I’ll tell you how I love you as u sleep from suffocation 
I’m so sorry baby
It’s not my fault I’ve been feeling like this 
Haven’t been myself lately 
But I wanna see you with your fucking throat slit

we watch gore together w/kaneda7

FADE031 - u z a u ✦₊˚

kiss me in ur casket (luvwillow)

walking thru the snow w my wrists cut 
im so in love w gore 
baby what’s up 
she said look at my thighs they’re so fucked up
you look so beautiful i can’t get enough 

in ur thigh highs baby won’t u fuck me up 
little secrets cut deep im not enough 
insecure asf won’t u lie 2 me 
break my bones make me so fucking pretty

beauty’s pain but i’m fucking gorgeous 
the way u look at me 
do u want more of this 
i’ve got bodies in my closet 
ur corpse is perfect 
im suicidal can’t u see past this 

yes my razors r my friends 
im rly fucked up in the head 
hurting cuz i think it’s fun 
bby pls don’t fucking run 
i’ll try 2 fix this but i think id rather cut 
saw my wrists  off make me into ur only one  

cut my wrists baby do you love me
fuck me up baby won’t u hold me 
feel fucking scared i can’t breathe 
u were my one and only

stick my fingers in my cuts 
put my fingers down my throat 
i hate being alive 
baby what’s there left 2 know 
posting gore on twitter 
i love u sm 
ur so fucking pretty yeah it fucks me up 

hang my self on ig live 
pretty lights scatter my suicide 
if i leave a little note 
promise me u won’t cry 
i hate my fucking self 
i cant fucking sleep at night

beautys pain but im gorgeous (pixelhood)

art https://www.instagram.com/gorelette/
first part @luvwillow
second part me
produced & mixed me
inspired by grave5

moron ft. luvwillow

https://soundcloud.com/fade031/fade031-nastupit-nochhadrstyle-remix

FADE031 - Наступит Ночь✦₊˚ (Hardstyle Remix) (Extended)

Letter 2 Yandere

prod by milana marble
m&m by meanathen
cover by ydv

lyrics :

я вяжу шибари с маленькой мальвиной 
посмотри - я здесь и я готов их ненавидеть!
пули оставляют розы выглядишь красивой
если вдруг я говорю я всегда агрессивен :с 
creepy anime gang whole lotta manga
я в сырой земле из гроба кричу вам кавабанга
продать свою душу - в условиях контракта
ну и нахуй тебе таргет если нет таланта?

она выглядит так будто готова убить
а я выгляжу так что готов ей простить 
скажи лишнее слово потеряется нить
ее разбитое сердце невозможно разбить
и я штурмую замок, я убил дракона 
кровь течет на мою обувь - обувь yamamoto
в коробки DHL я складываю фото 
проявляю пленку говорят я модный

*говорят я модный проявляю пленку 
ну так может ли убийца быть ребенком? 
молчаливое небо не поймет намеков 
ведь ее
разбитое сердце невозможно разбить*

я тащу пакеты с маленькой мальвиной 
на дне океана ее никому не видно
я сошел с ума но я не подам им виду 
я решил пойти по краю нарушил лимиты

и я был на цепи в этой ебаной клетке 
моя свадьба с мальвиной я целую пакеты 
обмотаю невесту-любимую лентой
будем вместе пока не закончится время

к богу напрямую - вернул ее в эдем 
радуга семи цветов течет из вен 
моя святая секта зарытых тел 
спонсор вашего списка незакрытых дел 

и я был на цепи но теперь я свободен 
и теперь я свободен так что лучше готовьтесь
я не пойман людьми - потому невиновен
с телом моей мальвины мы повязаны кровью.

мальвина.mp3

prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

suicidal love

KillRoY - I Lose Myself

SEREBRO - Отпусти меня (gerc3w remix)

я люблю soundcloud рэп он мне как брат<3

moron ft. luvwillow

m1v

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