i don't see the world or my life getting any better and i have thoughts about how i would rather end it on my own accord

replaced

lyrics: suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs
angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
i want her i need her
but i’m too scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
my life is boring
i’m scared to go outside
always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

my cold heart reaches out for you
i’m so sick i’m turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing my blood to know i’m real
i hope you know how you make me feel

always i know
you’ll be at my show
watching waiting
commiserating 
say it ain’t so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
keep your lips still
i’ll be your thrill
the night will go on
my little windmill

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
she’s so kind
her pale skin
and green eyes
her black hair
and small thighs

lmfao im sorry

scars 4 u they're bleeding out scars 4 u need healing now

scars 4 u (xofilo)

skinny loser

m1v - ok

m1v - funtime slaughter

m1v - fashionista ft. luvwillow

manipulate & gaslight
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feat @luvwillow
@deadat18
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mixed + mastered by me & willow
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Stupid little liar w/ luvwillow

wht r u doinb to me

idk ft. vanity

motorola ft. luvwillow

prod. 2broke
mixed, mastered. me

I got half a cig watch me throw it away 
I dont wanna speak so could you please move out my face 
There i watch your tears leak like my fucking brain 
I know your mama see me she can not look my way 

I dont wanna speak so bitch please move out my face 
I got half a cig lucky thats all it fucking takes 
I split half these tabs just to show you your disgrace 
Love my heart beating when it splits my fucking face 

Dont see you 
Dont need you 
No thanks, it just feels lethal 
Love bomb me 
You caught me 
No doubts my lifes not stable 

Tired of the feelings and im tired of the pain
Lost another one im going down the liquor lane
Oh dont call me up when u feel bad
U never cared when i text back
Just leave me on read
Its all forgiven 
dont care what we lacked
Its ironic all the bullshit texts
And the bullshit times

I got half a cig watch me throw it away 
I dont wanna speak so could you please move out my face 
There i watch your tears leak like my fucking brain 
I know your mama see me she can not look my way 

She says the wait is over 
I seal my fate unsobered 
For life thats not uncertain
Cough up my heart your burden
Yeah im fucking losing it, choke down beer till dead 
Loaded up no i'm not shooting, bottle up till red 
All that shitty talk was fed, cycles through my head 
Pull me on that tightrope string, no wait not too bad 

half a cig ft. m1v (clasdorse)

(prod. xgatteora + qyurisuu)
w/ @1stress

i hate this song

pretty lil styros w/ stress (@swaglikejoms insta)

prod me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_dqfcvTZik

jeep

prod. @prodpr0xy and @morecalcium333
feat. @m1v

vanity
Pull up in my new drip its so sick 
Got em saying so insane so insane so insane so insane
And you know i hit that switch up make them heads swang
And its so insane so insane we put them stale ass boys to shame 

Got them raybands on me
Hide the eyes no talking 
Got a bad bitch on me
And we movin zombie 
Only her eyes on me 
We gettin sloppy sloppy
Made a lil flick in hot topic 
Like its nothing homie 

m1v
Dont need yall lovin on me
Stop acting out when i feel
Like a lil flame in a bonfire
Why are they talking for me
Move like a puppet for me
The strings get heavier n heavier

How our human emotions gets less
Developed overtime but im happier
Dont we understands 
That we try and we die and we

vanity
Pull up in my new drip its so sick 
Got em saying so insane so insane so insane so insane
And you know i hit that switch up make them heads swang
And its so insane so insane we put them stale ass boys to shame

SO INSANE ft. m1v (pr0xy & morecalcium)

fully produced by @m4tthan  ( yes i sampled sky by d4vd... )
vocals by @m4tthan
mixed and mastered by @m4tthan

lyrics:
woah, is you here?
still hear you in my ear
and it's been hard 'cause life's been beating me up since last year
and as the world crumbles down, i miss you dear
and she don't even know...

and the sky is falling down
and i'm stuck right where you left me, yea i'm buried in the clouds
and my lungs are under pressure, ain't no use in calling out
and i swear your voice still haunts me, i still hear you all around
and the sky is falling down
and i'm stuck right where you left me, yea i'm buried in the clouds
and my lungs are under pressure, ain't no use in calling out
and i swear your voice still haunts me, i still hear you all around

i hear your voice, it gives me chills
ghost ride whip through the back road hills
this feels supernatural no this cannot be real
i cannot believe that you would stab me in my back 'cause i really did love you for real
so tell me, baby like what do i lack, 'cause i just been trying to heal
for real
i don't even know what else to say
everything's crashing down but i'll still be okay, hey, hey
ain't nobody in the world that's good like every single day
so recognize that and fight your demons through the pain

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and the sky is falling down
and i'm stuck right where you left me, yea i'm buried in the clouds
and my lungs are under pressure, ain't no use in calling out
and i swear your voice still haunts me, i still hear you all around
and the sky is falling down
and i'm stuck right where you left me, yea i'm buried in the clouds
and my lungs are under pressure, ain't no use in calling out
and i swear your voice still haunts me, i still hear you all around

motorola ft. luvwillow

m1v

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