i feel like killing myself but i cant

vomit doll

i don't wanna ft. horrormovies (prod. Pixelhood)

murder fantasy

heartache

highgate cemetery

m1v - end me with 4 xans and a redbull

m1v - kys

https://open.spotify.com/album/6rFXgJ4hlGkPClLEZwHYYn?si=d-DIm7rMTgqCMiNzy38uzQ

animation vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEa08LyESBM

@m1v
@marrymeproz

art by instagram.com/vuelure/

instagram.com/kets4eki
instagram.com/lonegore
instagram.com/marrymeproz

produced by m1v and proz
mixed and mastered by m1v

anxiety +m1v (pröz m1v)

this song exists for archival purposes

#fabfantasy #nightmarehouse
featuring @horrormovies666
produced by @imxofilo
artwork by @valerie-uwu-51796383

https://www.instagram.com/imxofilo/
https://www.instagram.com/horrormxvies/
https://www.instagram.com/mitsvne

lyrics:
@imxofilo
ur my addiction, boy ur my drug
u can always use me whenever u want
the heat is risin when u touch on my skin
i love the pleasure, i want more of it
so tell me what u want
boy im the only one
that could heal u
babe ur my ecstacy
the only thing i need
babe i swear its true

ur touch got me electrified
it always shocks me everytime
can u be my sexual healer
the taste of u just makes me weaker
adrenaline runs thru my veins
when u lock me up in chains
ur body makes me go insane
u make me feel some type of way

@horrormovies666
i wanna cut u up 
meet me in the basement 
blood all on ur skin 
i wanna taste it 
ur so fucking pretty
i wanna bite ur neck 
such lovely scars bitch 
u make feel me obsessed
ur like heroin 
ur so fucking addicting 
so bby stay with me 
ur all that i needed
ur all that i wanted
so bby bleed w me

heal u +horrormovies (xofilo)

insta- https://www.instagram.com/iamsodeadawe?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

dethkitty insta- https://www.instagram.com/dthkat?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

dollreal insta- https://www.instagram.com/dollrealx?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

prod- https://www.youtube.com/@pavlos_prod

Original Cover art before this by- https://www.instagram.com/e5c4p33d?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

iamsodead
b-b-baby i just want your love 
tell me that you love me back
i-i-i dont wanna feel this pain...
cure my heart and love me back
i know that u can fix my scars
come here girl and heal me now
i-i-i dont wanna go insane i just need your love right now

b-b-baby i just want your love 
tell me that you love me back
i-i-i dont wanna feel this pain
cure my heart and love me back
i know that u can fix my scars
come here girl and heal me now
i-i-i dont wanna go insane i just need your love right now

¿¿¿
I'm sad? I'm mad? no, I'm confused
i-i need ur love, my heart is bruised
I-I've been waiting for ya to make a move
cuz im too fkn shy n that is proved
b-babe don't ask me what I'd rather
no, I don't want any other
ur all I want, ur all I need
ur all that I crave in order to proceed

babe ur always on my mind every single day-ay
babe my love is well-defined, I want u to stay-ay
oh-oh i just wana hear u say
oh-oh that u love me anyway

dollreal
say that u wont leave me babe
tell me that ur here to stay
carved ur name into my wrist
suicide pact on my list
self injuries when im not with u
just want ur love
is that an issue?
please say it back my heart is in two
please say it back my heart is in two

iamsodead
b-b-baby i just want your love 
tell me that you love me back
i-i-i dont wanna feel this pain...
cure my heart and love me back
i know that u can fix my scars
come here girl and heal me now
i-i-i dont wanna go insane i just need your love right now

b-b-baby i just want your love 
tell me that you love me back
i-i-i dont wanna feel this pain
cure my heart and love me back
i know that u can fix my scars
come here girl and heal me now
i-i-i dont wanna go insane i just need your love right now

dethkitty
can u verify ur love rn
i been trying to reach u but i dont know how
waiting for that call from you
i want you in my room
im going crazy #syko
if its weed then its fine tho

i wont lie i stalk ur page
just 2 make sure ur okay
things aligned like it was fate
but now we havent talked in days
guess u were just like the rest
and oh my god thats such a shame
u didnt like when i would test,
but i guess for that ill take the blame

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i just want ur love w/ dollreal+ dethkitty [pavlos]

art https://www.instagram.com/ketchonn/
prod me 
ft. @d3rcore
mixed & mastered @d3rcore

i hear you ft. d3r

featuring: @omgartixan @kets4eki @m1v @xovanity
produced by: @omgartixan
mixed and mastered by: @iwannabemissed
artwork by: @vuelure on instagram

[Intro: cy4ne]
Baby, can you treat me right
I just want to see the light
Without you, I'd rather die
I just want to feel alive

[Verse 1: cy4ne]
Can you feel the silence of midnight?
Or find in darkness some kind of light?
Striving freedom, shouting into the void
Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed
Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins
Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin?
Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish
Will this anguish persist until I'm banished?

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive

[Verse 2: kets4eki]
I'm tired as shit, finally done with this bitch
I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep
Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place
So I don't have to feel your touch, don't fave to feel frustrated
Fucked with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health
God, I wish it never happened, I just wish we never met
Someone bury me alive, never found someone who cares
I've been thinking bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself

[Verse 3: vanity]
Finished another pack of Claws
I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost
I could never feel how I felt before
Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya?
Fuck it, pack it up, I want amnesia
I was lost in your eyes
Never wanted compromise
Never saw what I'm becoming
No sleep, fucked up now
Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down
Never, I never felt at home
I'm sober again, stuck in my hole
Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me
But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be
I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee
I don't think it stops 'til I'm fucking buried

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive

[Chorus 2: m1v]
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime

[Verse 4: m1v]
Dance, dance, dance revolution in a trance
Blurry fucking vision when I try to take a glance
I don't even try, I don't even take my chance
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan
Please leave me behind hate attachment more than fans
Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans

[Chorus 2: m1v]
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime

[Verse 5: artixan]
'N my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down
Baby gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now
So I gave her all the love that I had in the world
She a pretty lil' slut 'n we fuckin' to our own songs, yeah
So I'm taking all her clothes off, yeah
That's because I stole her whole heart
'N the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah

murder fantasy

m1v

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