skin

white dress

under the tree

m1v - ok

m1v - end it

m1v - valentine

vampire diaries

produced by me <3

claire:

there’s dying daisies on the road im used to walking on
god knows that i tried my best, but i still did it wrong 
it’s alright, cause i find some comfort in fucking it up
our flowers are dying, & starving for love 
take your feet off the pedal for a second,
to tell me if you meant it 
gave up my control, & in the end you should’ve kept it 
aware of the trap, & yet i’m still so demented
give me your hand & we’ll both meet our ending 

i’m traumatized & trying to block out what you did to me
you were my friend, i never thought you’d be an enemy 
and our road turned vacant, 
i’m anxious & i’m still shaking 
(x2)

d3r:

All my friends talk behind my back, and it’s freaking me out
I separate the real from fake, but I still have doubts
You call me your homie and chill, but you run your mouth
It felt like just yesterday, we were smoking up at your house
And then you stab me in the back, give me panic attacks
All this anxiety just makes me wanna stop and slack
But I’m in it to win, I don’t give a fuck about that
If you talk on my name, I’ma have to make you splat

claire:

i’m traumatized & trying to block out what you did to me
you were my friend, i never thought you’d be an enemy 
and our road turned vacant, 
i’m anxious & i’m still shaking 
(x2)

Anxious w/ d3r

Prod. @m1v mix/mastered by me 
Cover art by drownlore on instagram

Life so slow
Take control

And i float there, but you aint even notice
And its over now, it was all in my head
Drugs in me, cus im lonely 
Take a risk with someone new, dont look back

But i guess i deserve that, i was never really worth all that
And i try to stay sober babe, but my mind it takes over me 

This time i aint gon fight it
I want it, and im still so scared 
Cus i care
What if i fucked up, would you be there
Just want you feeling cozy, oh i swear

hold me (m1v)

Jordan Adetunji - KEHLANI (slowed to perfection)

A Wayward mind for wayward times...

Lets get high and listen to Matchbox Twenty
It ain't even lit and I had enough already
The Real World keeps playing on repeat
The CD starts to skip but I kinda like the beat

I'm down and out almost every day of my life
I want to kill myself, but I know that ain't right
If you hurt me, I will not even fight
This 808 beat has got me feeling alright

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here?
If I was someone else, would this all fall apart?
Strange, where were you when we started this gig?
I wish the real world would just stop hasslin' me

My pressure's rising up again
I think I'm feeling something when
I ask When will this end?
Cause I don't get what's happening
In my head, I feel a dent
And then I'm picking up your scent
My mind is drifting off again

I gotta focus
I know inside that I can do this
I'm the only one who can get my ass through this
Another night another knife
Another thought to end my life
But I know I'll be alright
I gotta be alright

Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here?
If I was someone else, would this all fall apart?
Strange, where were you when we started this gig?
I wish the real world would just stop hasslin' me (x2)

skin

m1v

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