i feel like killing myself but i cant

vomit doll

dead couple -bonus ep song

angel

skinny loser

m1v - valentine

m1v - iii

m1v - end me with 4 xans and a redbull

motorola ft. luvwillow

enjoy
*support is crazy but i will not drop on spotify as i dont own this beat

fragmented w/ fxxlz [diedinoctober]

Could you follow me real quick 
Got something to show and i swear its so sick
You could leave this earth so quick 
Everything below yeah i swear it wont mean shit 

Here take one, maybe two, oh whats three maybe four will kill your blues 

Oh and now im floating 
Can you feel the motion 
I swear i fucking love this 
But i think you need more dosing 
Cus trust me this aint loaded 
Theres always more new highs 
And its so much more exotic 
Mix this with that, now it is a new batch 
Im so exact, perfect im zoning

i'll suffer till the end (m1v)

Prod. @m1v

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Pray for my mother for her son that never gave a fuck 
Everybody saying i need help but i aint caring much
Regret regret regret 
still i cant go more then one day without a fucking drink 
and no chore 
Cardiac arrest 
oh i need more 
Lying on the floor shaking
But im drowning till the end 
So sorry ill never give a fuck
Slow inhale for me
Im in hell its lovely
Feel my bones sinking
By the day 
And its my fault its my fault
Trapped in my vault 
Cant find the issue 
Im running im running circles to my demise

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Canisters in me
I cant reach you 
You dont wanna hear me 
Violence in my core 
Its not in my nature 
Why cant you just listen 
Why did i pick this mission 
Why cant i take your permissions 
I cant let no one be persuasive 
On the daily losing my mind
Trynna hear myself out
But i aint got time 
Pacing these corners 
Trynna feel fine 
Add another scar to the collection 
Try to view my idols like a lesson 
But i aint learning much i always repeat my mistakes man

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

demise w/m1v

Nothing Seems Real är The Grand Stations första fullängdsalbum, släppt 2011, och markerar en viktig milstolpe i bandets tidiga historia. Albumet spelades in under en intensiv period 2009–2010, då bandet fortfarande sökte sin identitet men samtidigt hittade det unika sound som skulle komma att prägla dem framåt.

Musikaliskt rör sig skivan mellan alternativa rockrötter och 70-talets jamrock, med inslag av 90-talets grunge och en rå livekänsla som fångar energin från bandets spelningar. Gitarrerna är drivande men aldrig överproducerade, sången bär på en blandning av melankoli och kraft, och låtarna växlar mellan episka crescendon och mer lågmälda partier.

Tematiskt speglar Nothing Seems Real känslan av att befinna sig i en värld som inte riktigt går att greppa – drömsk, ibland mörk, men med en envis vilja att fortsätta framåt. Albumet innehåller flera av de låtar som fortfarande ses som klassiker i The Grand Stations repertoar.

Det var också den sista skivan för den första sättningen av bandet innan flera medlemsbyten skedde, vilket gör Nothing Seems Real till ett slags avslut på en era – men också starten på allt som skulle komma.

LineUp:
Gustav Andersson, Sång, Mixning, Mastering
Johan Klintsäter, Lead Guitars
Robin Lagergren, Rhythm Guitars
Niklas Jansson, Bass
Christer Ekeros, Drums

Oversized

[ intro ]

Verse 1
Engines burning, I’m falling fast,
dark horizon, will this be my last?
[ bridge]
Then a shadow breaks the line —
[ bridge]
Hangman saves me just in time.

Chorus (Hook)
Hangman, you pull me through the fire,
carry me higher, higher.
[ bridge]
Hangman, you bring me back alive,
[ bridge]
together we survive.

Verse 2
Static fading, nowhere to run,
then your voice cuts through like the sun.
[ bridge]
On the carrier lights we land,
[ bridge]
side by side, hand in hand.

Chorus (Repeat, big & layered)
Hangman, you pull me through the fire,
carry me higher, higher.
[ bridge]
Hangman, you bring me back alive,
[ bridge]
together we survive.

Bridge (psychedelic  leading electric guitar solo)
Spirals turning in the sky,
[ bridge]
with you I’ll never die.

Final Chorus 
Hangman, you pull me through the fire,
carry me higher, higher.
[ bridge]
Hangman, you bring me back alive, [ bridge]
together we survive.

Outro (instrumental guitar riff + fade)

skinny loser

m1v

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