i feel like killing myself but i cant

vomit doll

blood

m1v - br41nd34d

m1v - iii

m1v - end me with 4 xans and a redbull

m1v - kys

Prod. @vxgore mix/mastered by me
Cover art by drownlore on instagram

Call me, choose me
Cus i dont feel nothing
You give me worth, look at you
Demon in disguise but youre an angel
Or maybe its my head playing tricks on me 
Lonely and disgusted just fucking end me
I cant even eat cus i wanna impress you 
Rip my stomach just to get you 

Look in ur eyes
And i say oh madonna 
Ur eyes
Shine brighter than ur life
And i
Kiss u till i die
And i get high
Lose my grip of reality
And sometimes cry
Tears run low in eternity

Then i start to wake up 
Yeah its just a dream 
Pinch and then i pinch 
But i cant feel a thing 
Tighten back my eyes 
Please just pull me further in 
Love that im feeling lost 
Cus its only you i need 
Its only you i need

or a demon ft. m1v (piixie)

Could you follow me real quick 
Got something to show and i swear its so sick
You could leave this earth so quick 
Everything below yeah i swear it wont mean shit 

Here take one, maybe two, oh whats three maybe four will kill your blues 

Oh and now im floating 
Can you feel the motion 
I swear i fucking love this 
But i think you need more dosing 
Cus trust me this aint loaded 
Theres always more new highs 
And its so much more exotic 
Mix this with that, now it is a new batch 
Im so exact, perfect im zoning

i'll suffer till the end (m1v)

while i whisper

Okay, I turn around okay 
Its something in my head that i didnt mean to lay 
Or maybe its a vision and not the words that i say 
Im trynna get better but my head its dismay 

But you dont need to worry, no the clouds is where i stay 
the meaning can get blurry but never left i always stay 
And i know i hardly mention but always wanna say 
How im just so grateful for the people that ive met

And it makes me feel
Or do i feel
And it makes me feel
Or do i feel
And it makes me feel
Or do I feel 
And it makes me feel
Do i feel, oh do i feel
Do i feel?

Swimmin round my head 

Okay, I turn around okay 
Its something in my head that i didnt mean to lay 
Or maybe its a vision and not the words that i say 
Im trynna get better but my head its dismay

mayhem (m1v)

Toda magrinha, goreslut em delírio
minha bonequinha usando Boticário
All star riscado, quarto em colapso vazio
Snuff na TV, amor virou desafio

Comendo sem parar, eu odeio ser gordo
Espelho quebrado reflete meu corpo torto

estou morto me coloca no bestgore
minha scenegirl suja de sangue like whore
sangue escorrendo no chao na sala
pulso doendo e abusando da bala

Scene girl no quarto, querendo me chupar
cortes no peito dela não vai parar
Teu sonho escondido, eh eu te estruprar
dark romance no bestgore vou colocar

Candy blood, miguxa, eu te amo
Meu veneno doce, minha emo
Te mordo igual zumbi, like 2006
Na tela vermelha, nós três 2006

Toda magrinha, goreslut em delírio
minha bonequinha usando Boticário
All star riscado, quarto em colapso vazio
Snuff na TV, amor virou desafio

Comendo sem parar, eu odeio ser gordo
Espelho quebrado reflete meu corpo torto
Anorexia na mente, jejum como conforto
Minha Hello Kitty chora sangue no meu quarto

Te mordo igual zumbi, like 2006
Na tela vermelha, nós três 2006

vomit doll

m1v

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