i feel like killing myself but i cant

vomit doll

wont

m1v - funtime slaughter

m1v - br41nd34d

m1v - iii

m1v - end me with 4 xans and a redbull

hallow

motorola ft. luvwillow

Prod. @vxgore mix/mastered by me
Cover art by drownlore on instagram

Call me, choose me
Cus i dont feel nothing
You give me worth, look at you
Demon in disguise but youre an angel
Or maybe its my head playing tricks on me 
Lonely and disgusted just fucking end me
I cant even eat cus i wanna impress you 
Rip my stomach just to get you 

Look in ur eyes
And i say oh madonna 
Ur eyes
Shine brighter than ur life
And i
Kiss u till i die
And i get high
Lose my grip of reality
And sometimes cry
Tears run low in eternity

Then i start to wake up 
Yeah its just a dream 
Pinch and then i pinch 
But i cant feel a thing 
Tighten back my eyes 
Please just pull me further in 
Love that im feeling lost 
Cus its only you i need 
Its only you i need

or a demon ft. m1v (piixie)

Could you follow me real quick 
Got something to show and i swear its so sick
You could leave this earth so quick 
Everything below yeah i swear it wont mean shit 

Here take one, maybe two, oh whats three maybe four will kill your blues 

Oh and now im floating 
Can you feel the motion 
I swear i fucking love this 
But i think you need more dosing 
Cus trust me this aint loaded 
Theres always more new highs 
And its so much more exotic 
Mix this with that, now it is a new batch 
Im so exact, perfect im zoning

i'll suffer till the end (m1v)

Prod. @m1v

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Pray for my mother for her son that never gave a fuck 
Everybody saying i need help but i aint caring much
Regret regret regret 
still i cant go more then one day without a fucking drink 
and no chore 
Cardiac arrest 
oh i need more 
Lying on the floor shaking
But im drowning till the end 
So sorry ill never give a fuck
Slow inhale for me
Im in hell its lovely
Feel my bones sinking
By the day 
And its my fault its my fault
Trapped in my vault 
Cant find the issue 
Im running im running circles to my demise

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Canisters in me
I cant reach you 
You dont wanna hear me 
Violence in my core 
Its not in my nature 
Why cant you just listen 
Why did i pick this mission 
Why cant i take your permissions 
I cant let no one be persuasive 
On the daily losing my mind
Trynna hear myself out
But i aint got time 
Pacing these corners 
Trynna feel fine 
Add another scar to the collection 
Try to view my idols like a lesson 
But i aint learning much i always repeat my mistakes man

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

demise w/m1v

while i whisper

fuckfuckfuck

vvvonder prod takingnone

you

m1v

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