@odel007
mix and master by @gartensite + me

i cant change
same old mistakes
try so hard not to break
dont know how much
more i can take
this shit not real oh its fake
i just woke up
ima do drugs
i dont give a fuck yea
u cant tell me nun
wish u gave a fuck
im not goin up
im not goin up
cus ill never be enough
i hate myself not hard 2 notice
im losin sight im losin focus
nobody wna listen to me
im suffering cant u see
im smokin gas
im smokin pack
i do this shit
cus i cant deal w it oh
do u think that i can deal w this oh
i dont think so
do u think so
cus i cant think no
im so high
so high that u cant blow my high
ohhh im so high
so high that i think ima die
i fall down then i get back up
u tried to sink me
drug me thru the mud
n now my throats fillin up with blood
i cant breathe all i smell is rust

break prod odel

@april211k

cus i miss u
whatd i do to deserve this
am i worth it
it just seems all pointless
i dont know
i dont know
why do you do this
i dont know
i dont know
why do you do this to me
im off a tab like do u wanna try it
i like doing drugs in my room i stay quiet
i hate myself im not okay
please leave me alone
i overthink and im the worst
guess im on my own
i just wish i could talk to you again
i think they hate me even all my friends
i cant do anything right
i dont care bout shit im not fine
cus its been a minute
u been gone now
oh the drugs i cant quit it
im a letdown
care about me
care about me
care about me
u never cared about me
i been stuck and caught up in my ways
cant speak at all cus i dont know what to say
everyday it blends together its all the same
oh i hate oh i hate every day
im really alone
no one is there
im with my thoughts
im paranoid im high as fuck
yea its all too much
i been talkin 2 myself
cus i dont have anyone
im sick of life oh yea yea
im just done x10

take care prod april21

@kojowav

cookies to the face yeah i cant feel much
always find a way to fuck it up
pack on me bag on me
always high dont care abt u
i get to the money
i get to the racks
ima spend it
ima make it back
number (n)ine on my neck
we chasin checks
im all alone
i did this to myself
but im fine
i do not need no help
i just need a hug
i feel so alone
feels like my heart will stop at any moment
i never ever feel important
maybe one day when im gone
dont know how to go on

can't prod kojo

worst prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7iVshejR0j17mBJMG056dC?si=255ac685382e421e

@brknglss + @1savestate @gartensite
mix and master by me + @gartensite

[memory]
i fall down
then i get back up
u tried to sink me
drug me thru the mud
now my throats 
fillin up with blood
i cant breathe 
all i smell is rust
smell of iron all up in my lungs
coughing and choking
out all of the dust
yea i think ive had enough
n ill never be good enough
yea i guess thats what i get
n i try to distract myself
so i can forget
all the lies u fed me
all the shit that u said
everytime u toyed with me
fucked with my head

[gartensite]
i feel you close as youre breathing
i know i have no meaning
its something ive been feeling
its something that im feeling
i see the things that you dont see
i feel the pain when you hurt me
know that youve had enough when you throw me
you can let me go but do it slowly

enough

enough ft gartensite prod brknglss + savestate

https://open.spotify.com/track/3VN7nA9P39mVOhbn6dwKFm?si=561540c959a948bd

@y4ndere @mental
mix and master by me + @gartensite

[memory]
ive been feeling so lost lately
i dont know what to do with myself
wake up nevermind go back to sleep
im prayin for something thatll help
and i been losing all the things closest to me
and i dont rly know what you want me to be
hey wassup i know we havent talked in a while
my save corrupted i lost my file
problems stackin into a pile
rinse and repeat this shit a cycle

[mental]
stab me in the back it feels final
i cant take it i been losin my vitals
every day i walk this road alone
i cant see im jus tryna make it home
ohh u left me on my own
ohh ur words they break my bones
ohh i can feel it tryna take control
ohh i dont wanna let it get a hold
on me
but baby u can hold on me
say u love me feel it thru my whole body
my mistakes r starting to take a toll on me
and i break u make me feel like a nobody
i just wanna hold u
cry cuz what i go thru
i really adore u
why ;~; i already told u that

memoryloss

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