https://youtu.be/Ci7fl_KovCc

daddy got a temper, I’m jus beggin to run,
I got a lot inside my head and I don’t want him to front, he lackin ups, he wanting money and he don’t got the funds, he tryna get up out this life, but he know he got his son,

he’s got his gun to his head, got problems w the feds, we got so much in common, I don’t know where to begin,
I got a model bitch, to flex,
my life was not the best,
but I promised momma, I won’t end up like the rest,

leave me down, I might bottom out, of my bottle - talkin no joke,
hanging by myself you pussy I ain’t talkin ropes,
im antisocial cuz my homies choose to leave me at my home,
I don’t give a fuck tho I’m rappin on my own,
I got no time to sit and gloat, get up off my fucking phone, pussy boys ain’t like me so I kick em out my zone, You on ya cellular da regular ya mind is overdosed, with bullshit, captivated mind is overthrown,
I’m the puppet, master,
macky, automatic,
straight be causing havoc, while ya raps be soundin tragic,
you a bitch boy, stay up off my line, bitch you lackin,
subtle slick ambition, and that thing that they call passion,

daddy got a temper, I’m jus beggin to run,
I got a lot inside my head and I don’t want him to front, he lackin ups, he wanting money and he don’t got the funds, he tryna get up out this life, but he know he got his son,

he’s got his gun to his head, got problems w the feds, we so much shit in common, jus don’t know where to begin,
I got a model bitch, to flex,
my life was not the best, but I promised momma i won’t end up like the rest,

stay out my way if you don’t,
want to be part of this life that I hold,
I don’t care about full control,
don’t need to here bout my past, I do know,

I’m the puppet, master,
macky, automatic,
straight be causing havoc, while ya raps be soundin tragic,
you a bitch boy, stay up off my line, bitch you lackin,
subtle slick ambition, and that thing that they call passion,

he’s got his gun to his head, problems w the feds, got so much in common, I don’t know where to begin,
I got a model bitch, to flex,
my life was not the best,
but I promised momma, I won’t end up like the rest,

I won’t be like the rest

I jus need my respect, macky automatic I’m comin at yo neck,

THE REST (PROD. HD$)

HANDS OF THE PAST
uh clocked in,
I’m back up,
it’s past 4, like most times,
the most high,
radiates on both sides, like toast rhymes,
yea most guys, wear fake chains, and boast like, they ropes shine,
I neva gave a fuck where you come from this the northside,
I can’t breathe, my world is fuckin burnin, but when George died, the world was fuckin sideways, like the court side, course guides,
talkin family fortnights,
Try having no family on thanksgiving, where is my pride,
left it on the doorstep, abuse the family, force them, onto generations of depression, slick abort them,
you don’t even know how I be coolin in my fortress, plottin that my first step, coughin - I’m a addict, for the green I got no poor strip, my acne got me pickin on my face, until the mornin, I’m mournin,
the past, I still be holdin,
I know I gotta let go, but it’s hard - it’s got control of, my mental,
my whole brain, is stolen,


hold my hand,
my hand,
you the subject of discussion, understand,
where we at, in this life,
I don’t wanna be unfaithful but despite,
my past, my past,
they don’t know how to let go of all of that,
all of that,
all of that,
Is it me or is it them I’m up against,

boy you fuckin jealous,
I got passion, we ain’t friends,
go get yaself a mirror, and go make yaself a man, I can’t switch up my opinion, jus because you said you mad, you phony boys be cryin cuz you left yo momma pad,
you depressed, go get up out yo head,
yea I’m makin all this music, cuz I’m doin what I said, like iss a bet, but this shit is not a bet, this about finding happiness, pussy you jus miss the text, jus read it,
Jus read what I digress,
this Macky at yo neck, it’s lookin like I’m set,

HANDS OF THE PAST [PROD. TRIPL3 C]

CAST OUT

I jus finished up my meal,
my homie he can’t sleep, he jus told me let’s go jock them - man those cars there down the street,
I don’t got the time to weep, pussy boys don’t like the fees, nah fuck you mean?
I don’t spend my dimes on dumb expensive things,
I don’t got expensive rings, you can tell my bottom teeth, ain’t straight,
yo momma on my d, yea yo daddy sellin ki’s,
I smoke you out to make you feel like you don got a place to be,
now rest in piece, JUICE
he thuggin out, you dumbin as you lead,

bitch you think you packin,
Ik you talkin loud, you see me happy,
pull up laughin,
I got yo momma on me, call me daddy,
I’m the Mack, but ain’t no apple I’m permitted pussy that’s a fact,
you bitches latching on my past, and that’s a rash,
more or less I digress, when I’m depressed, I’ll confess, when I’m dead, and you realize the words I’ve left,
bitch you less,
on my tap, I repent
when I hold back
feelings that,
you don’t wanna hear me have inside my head,
oh my god,
it’s my mind, I can’t lie, every time I try,
I could break this down, for the cost of a mouse, rat ass killas tryna speak out loud, everytime Im out my goddamn house, them kippers tryna kip, I be getting copped out, I be paranoid, when I hear a noise, I don’t carry toys, I be off the mount,

mags down on yo couch, we some youngins and we foul, we don’t no give no fucks we down,
I fuck yo bitch while you pout, steady off the molly rocks, we living - off, I’m aloud,
To be, who Im bout,
I’m trippin dick while you drown,

straight off- off the boat,
I’m isolated I know,
I never knew this life I’m living was gonna end up alone,
Eternal life, how ill float,
I’m lit be doin the most,
Immortal mind, I be livid, my vision isn’t a gloat, stank

CAST OUT [PROD. HD$]

baby I see you thru my clearest eyes,
I am never tired, you push me thru all my darkest times, I can’t hide my pride,
for you I would stab the hardest guy,
If it means I died, before you, I lived a life of sorrow, from my fathers lies, I mean it,

I know I’m conceited,
I’m tryna take this back to the bottom and show y’all I got a reason, to show her a life of meaning,
I’m not gon be out here grieving, my momma she be my beacon, unlike yall, that be yall weakness, I’m not about that,

I’m modestly flauntin, you bitches be off it, you never vacuum ya carpet,
she lived her life hard regardless,
I’mma make it easy on for her offset,

you pussy ass rappers - be rappin bout percs in ya pockets,
You tikin you Tokin,
you flip then you flop it,
this come from my noggin ya pussy(x2)

(yain’t killin nothin but time boy,
that sumn cole said)
I’m not gone copy anyone, im steady jus plottin my escape,
it’s sad to say my lil baby, fell victim to her own case,
I need to get out my head, feel like I’m running in place,
and I’m rewatching our life - like iss a tape, god damn,

im part of a maze,
my life is jus a fuckin game,
everyday, it passes by - like I’ve been doin the same thang

tryna keep it contained,
but all I know is fuckin pain, everybody think they know you , but they don’t notice the life you gave, we’re given,

I’m never forgiven, my daddy said he ain’t love me, but I know that old man be missin, all the moments that we lived in, I’m consciously livin here with all these thoughts that I’m grippin, I’m tryna get out this system, of gimmicks,

the past - I’m still forgetting,
you sayin that you with it, but you totin cuz you distant,
from yaself,

proud to flex a Gucci belt,
I never understood the wealth, put ya feelings on a shelf, jus to be somebody else, wit no help,
fuck!
I thought somebody could tell,
I wasn’t hiding this well,

I thought somebody could tell,

I wasn’t hiding this well,

I’ve been somebody else

SOMEBODY ELSE [PROD. KID JOEY]

VERSE
she seen me on the dance flo,
she said she wanna dance slo,
I thought we smoking flame,
but now we smokin on some rambos,
ain’t tryna get a lambo, but I guess it’s part the plan tho, when you wanna live a life, full of glory glitz and glam, hoe,

get outta my face,
I don’t think I can see straight,
the ones I thought I could call my homies don’t even wanna relate,
I don’t need time, I need space,
how back and forward we pace,
inside this hallway of pain,
my dad avoids conversation,

all these rappers hella flagrant,
ain’t themselves in the matrix,
imma change the fuckin game and
start with making a statement,
dad abused me I was 6 I thought this shit was the basics,
but it happens to be he has some demons in his basement,
or it is,

he got storage, installations,
pussy boys be thinkin they be shockers, miscellaneous,
they ain’t doin shit, don’t fuck it up you in my radius,
mane you ain’t no killa, You don’t need to hold titanium, you jus killin time, you work for money, there’s no sapience,

boy don’t fuckin push me, my machete to yo cranium,
bitch I am a alien, the way I rap the craziest,
boy I’m not a square I might get caught w my lil lady, hm,
she give me my baby hm,
Ion care bout being famous, hm,
ion got time for debating, hm,
be about mine on the daily hm,
I might slap yo ass because you cappin, when you rappin, clown,
tell me why you laughin while I’m dancin,
boy stay in the crowd,

Graduation with no cap and gown,

az reppin but from outta town,

macky
- hear the words come out my mouth,

AFTER DARK (PROD. WAVEYYBEATS x OLLIE WEST)

MORE TO IT
everytime I start my day - I strengthen my perspective,
hold on to my girl - my world - attachment is a lesson,
respect who in my section - my boys know I that ain’t flexin,
these boys entertainers - they can’t realize they reflections,
I’m reflective, my whole life - I put in a message,
fuck a sentence - kill your own brother - that’s misdirection,
there’s oppression - inside of these streets -
I pray to Tibetan,
in the present, I don’t want money to be my drive, I been neglected,

by my father - save yo drama,
I don’t tuck my necklace,

you can prolly figure out - I’m in your head - I’m next bitch,

up behind you - creeping up - I’m dropping shit - like Netflix,

cheated on this girly - and she took me off her friends list,

we are jus rats in the maze,
I’m tryna get outta my cave,
I’m markin my page,
I’m honestly part of the slaves - I feared, always walking away,

I wanna be part of a change, I’m done always tryna relate,
my story - they mark it with hate,
I’m tryna retain, an over the counter exchange,

these days, they lookin the same - I can’t say I like it I may, lay down IM fuckin her face,
she wearin her Jammie’s - while I am jus wearin a cape,
born as a hero - I say,
whatever I think cuz nobody stopping the fate,
I hold up inside of my brain, immortal my words - I put em inside of a tape, blank, state


I feel my momma disappointed - I ain’t on my own feet,
Going off of type beats, can’t be caught w loose leaf,
Im constructive - no lease,
choosin salmon no beef,
I wanna be on the screens, but not like them ima eat up

all you actors - different color flaggers,
call me wack but you look average,
face tatted, you twinned up in some jammers,
Nah I don’t take offense - i got some flops - and time will back me,
you tryna talk some shit - you fuckin up- for comin at me,

I’m at this - automatic - rap atomic damage,
a catfish - you rapper dawg, your rhymes are fuckin trashy,

my San Diego trips how I travel far , like I’m mapless,
I’m paranoid - I criticize folks but I ain’t no basher,

the real me,
spotted in they section - they can’t kill me,
I’m ill chief - i need to stay direct and pick my feelings,
no real beef - inside this fuckin music shit - you feel me, he not that man he say is - that boy be fucking stealing,

somebody fuckin character he real deep,
I’m bouta light a fire in the build-ing,
These folks seem strange imma wait outside,
Find real peace,
me my self i get my mental from the real things,

MORE TO IT [PROD. T2]

*Im Proud of you - You took your first pinch like a man - and you learned the two greatest things in life, never rat on your friends, and ALWAYS KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT*

how you scared of fuckin death if you already going through life?\
I dont need no fuckin smithen if im already on a mic\
I can tell which fuckiing rappers who aint tapped into they psyche\
see you too this beat I guess we'll call it perfect timing\
push me to the edge I want to see somebody try me\ 
I aint acting hard, I guess I've just been recognizing\ 
sat inside the silence and I found evil compiling\ 
searching for myself - like I been thinking imma find him\ 

Struggled on the daily, but I think it's for a reason\ 
looking around - it's the bottoms, I been out here grieving\
partnered up w my mama to build ourselves an LLC\ 
Im bouta get me my dolla - we going back to healthy eatin\ 

I had this bitch on my collar and now she's out here having seizures\
How this - life happens quick - it'll have you wishin that you pleased her\ 
How this - love is a bitch and is torturous and im a cheater\ 

back when mack was a kid - wasn't in the field, I was in the bleachers\ 
I been talking my shit, Im anonymous -  im no repeater\ 
meningitis at ten, I aint see no god - but I met the reaper\ 
this is my world - this my life - this my confession, Im defeated\ 
I still wanted to tell you I love you while your brain is bleeding\
I might get me a strap to withhold the fact that you are leaving\ 
bust a cap in my temple - while they all calling me conceited\ 
they still thinking that I care about myself, but they aint seen it\ 
I got minutes I've invested into others - im impeding\ 
I got spinach that Im splittin w my brothers if im eating\ 
I be tossing and im turning w these demons while im sleeping\ 
I be snapping on these bummy mf's who be weeping\ 

I might cry in front of you just to show you that I know weakness\ 
i cant hang out w these rappers; cuz half of them be competing\
took the trauma from my mama - the prophecy - I conceived it\ 

you don't like me cuz you lacking the passion and you been leaching\ 
off ya homies - yea I fry that bologna when I receive it\
Imma eat you fucking cappers who rappin that make believe it\ 
every time you hop on ski - I just laugh cuz you dont know beat\ 
how you thirty in this kitchen complaining about a screen\
those are orders that you get from this job - it aint bout gettin mean\ 
if we talkin bout condition, put yo legs inside my jeans\ 
wont you come inside my house and wont you sleep right where I sleep\ 
this has been about you switching perspective - see what I see\ 
when I live inside of the moment, I tend to lack the peace\

yea the world is fucking dying, there's blood up inside the streets\
there's no way that you'll deny it - there's war up inside ya tweets\
there's no way to fucking hide it - my mindset, my self esteem\ 
looking for the future- the present - my past has been a dream\
quantum bodies\ 
distractions - aint everything is what it seems\ 

switching up the flow just to show you I'm really coming next\
sitting in my room like a Buddha who still at rest\ 
this is that substantial - we free you from totin techs\ 
trying my hardest to find my heart while facing death\ 
yea my pineal open - im paranoid w every step\ 
yea my girl in the other room dying - crying, while I reflect\ 
yea this life will show you anything within a fucking second\ 

appreciate your loved ones and appreciate your blessings\ 

I got karma coming back cuz I sinned and I disconnected from my girl and from my family - that shit did sumn to my complexion\ 
I just want to get up out of the loop - that has been perplexing\
Samsara I'm so sorry - my soul aint from me directly\ 

As I walk in this universal vessel - please come correctly\ 
I aint fucking w you rappers, nah these dollars aint for flexing\ 
I jus need to keep my mind on this mission, and my expression up\

karma (PROD . KID JOEY)

YOUR SISTER
last night i had a dream about your sister -
matter fact I made a move I think I kissed her -
smokin on a joint - nah we ain’t smokin on no swisher - girl now that you gone - my time continuum is shifting,

I love to see her lil booty inside them shorts i gifted - i take a look and then look away and pray, lord - repent me,
she got a lover - but I know lil babe is feeling empty,
yo little sister was my lil baby - we both affected,
call me pretentious - my vision reflects all my intentions,
I’m having dreams of you spreading your legs inside my bedsheet,
girl I’m a dreamer - y’can call me a joke - that won’t affect me,
I’m not afraid of this mission - these scars that love has left me,
to turn this pain to ambition - though my thoughts often tempt me,
to tell you how I for real-feel when this shit get lost or messy,
Know I’m the type to be rushin - sometimes I need a second,
i know you not really with it - so i jus set the record,

I wanna tell you I love you but it’s like I ain’t even met you,
and i gotta act like i can’t feel this force - it keep me stressing,
she look so good w her body laying there on her deathbed,

your little sister showed me how to live my life - effective,
now let me show you how to live your life w/o regretting,
when you put your arms inside my shirts or your try on my necklace,
when I should of loved her - instead of making it more upsetting,
I guess I’m sorry cuz I never showed the most affection,

I learned a lesson - From dodging reverends - i count my blessings,
might keep a weapon - cuz death is testing,
man fuck the reppin - immortal minds be the set - if you lonely; there some leverage,
this been that medicine - recollection - within depression,

Now that I’m confessing - for loves redemption,
I crave ascension,
Some higher power - been tuning into my life’s direction,
whats deja vu if I’m dreaming? - I got so many questions,
this fucking life is a trip - when you travel introspective,
I never understood mirrors until I met reflection,
i like to peer w my fears - and i try to loosen tension,
I’m not w fake interactions - unless I make exceptions,
for rapper dawg who blow potent - and try to tote extension,

I’m really not in your world boy - you jus in my dimension,
This my perception - they’ll find perfection - in my expression,
these rappers sad - they jus stay on gram and beg for attention,
they toting money - Im crying bout homies I’m fucking missing,
I’m contradicting - the words I’ve written - a Buddhist Christian,
I’m not bout sittin and waiting for shit when I can get it,
im power trippin - yes I am all, that human condition,
inside my blood - I got states of mind, I’ve far longed and risen,

yea - i been suffering - going thru hell - but i been living,
Here in the present - you don’t have to die to get to heaven,
Yea imma help my family live long - I’ll give em shelter,
she was my teacher - your little sister helped me be helpful,
my teeth are silver - mind I walk around a little selfish,
if I told you - i loved you in the past then I was trippin,
yo little sister was different tho - shit I really miss her,
i wanna kiss her - and tell her i’d switch positions wit her,
perspective was vivid - my shawty fuckin w the vision,
she always taught me to never give into a ya’ll’s opinion, wishin that I died in your arms - instead of you's in mine,
hoping that you hear me say I love you like a thousand times,

*A WORD FROM AMBER*
"Jordon Matthew Perez, I love you
My name is Amber Elizabeth Wong - And I love Him and His whole family, And my whole family - every single one of these people - we're hanging out with Meeko right now - we love all of our animals too - I love everyone - the whole world"

YOUR SISTER/MY GIRL (PROD. lim0)

HOLD ME DOWN
i looked into your eyes and I saw heaven,
divinity a blessing - girl you hold it in your essence,
a Queen - my fuckin rock - you hold me down w where I’m headed,
i know I been preventing my emotions but I’m ready,

to let this shit all spill - I’m tryna share what I’m accepting,
every other day depression, I got ways that I process it,
I don’t care about impression - ain’t no father figure stepped in when we needed - intervention - all my life I been forgetting

how to live up in the moment,
i grab the pipe - I load it,
hoe i know you see the grill this ain’t no phony fucka boastin,

I gotta new bitch that I cope with,
the money that’s the motive,
I been distant from my friends like I’m too busy - on some hoe shit,

i might hit you in yo dm’s - then delete it - hope you notice,
saying what I feel because I know you fuckers loathing,
I think of you too much - and now you gone - I’m fucking hopeless,
Im learning from the empty - sit in silence- while I’m floating,
I keep my heart protected - but i also keep that open,
I never blame the trauma for the reason that I’m broken,
Yea i been out here grieving - I been falling out of focus,
but still i keep my chin up cuz of you and that’s important,
I been living in the past - all these photos,
That I have,
Nah I don’t wanna crash - when my feelings circle back,
I been thinking bout my dad - how I grew up fucking fast,
now that I have chance - I’ma work to make it last,

in my dreams we’re holding hands - thought of you, don’t make me sad,
laying in my bed - I jus have to face to fact, that I’m alone again,
Damn our life has been a mess -
when it’s time to rest yo head, ima be there in the end,

HOLD ME DOWN [PROD. NEKOGOD]

I’m caught in this position - 

where stagnancy - stay inflicted, 

all my thoughts are contradicted - by the paradoxes i live with,   

know the shit that I be spitting - is part of a bigger picture, 

not for the folks who fear the future - or phonies who hate the vision, 

See regardless if I make it - immortal minds - I’m  committed, 

said I need me my commissions -  a percentage from all my critics, 

you get lined up w the system - or find your faith in religion, 

Neither gangsta or musician - i play a chef in the kitchen, 

was encapsulated w aggravation - upon conception - 

yall know this my definition - of masterin my expression,  

mack incomparable w rappers - immaculate is my essence,  

I aint do this for the internet - I got people I’m missing, 

liable to peer pressure sometimes i want the attention - 

not everybody be dependent on friendship - but shit depressing - knowing that your the best at being upset or playing victim when everybody in this life has been stuck in a mental prison, 



this the imagination - of a self diagnosed mental patient, I be dodging conversations - and tryna hide my intentions - im a killer - psychologically - murder you - my profession - is too put you in a corner - so you ponder your life’s regression - 

all the shit that you think you know about mack you should forget it, 

im manipulative and petty - 

To pussy - I’m addicted - one of kind love she getting - I’m sorta limited edition, rub her ass I don’t kiss it, 

she fuck w me - but won’t admit it, 

psychedelic - I’m trippin - whenever I walk in the building - i still talk to civilians -  to empathize w the way they feeling - 



so many people I’ve hurt inside of my life - I don’t regret it - so many lessons I’ve learned - I’m here to affirm - all my success inside this harmony - partially y’all should know im still a anarchist - 

puffing on cannabis - numb the pain - till I can handle it, do y’all understand - that this not a game - and I been gambling - 

I’m so charismatic - the way I rap is an automatic gift, 

cant fuck on the baddest bitch - I need a nurse w a freak mentality - not split personalities -  that constructive rationality - my biggest mistake was jus to use you for your anatomy, my hearts gotta cavity - and I jus fill it inorganically - 

producer or prisoner - reconsider my tenacity - 

do this for my fam-ily - cuz was my daddy wasn’t actually - of a dynamic where we could live out life expansively - apart from my habits - I practice happiness - so practically - 

when balancing happy and sad - i live a life of fantasy, I lost all my vanity - when my lady died - reality had hit me so hard I lost all my sense of time and sanity, been looking for god in the mirror - w a devil looking back at me, 



nah I’m not the man you want me to be - that’s why you mad at me , don’t question my strategies - shit my mind is like a tapestry, while living the dream i stopped questioning why shit be happening - 

life is not coincidence- synchronize w you randomly,

manipulative and petty [PROD. TJ NERO]

DEJA VU

fuck what you heard
I’m actually not even rapping- I’m tapping back in w the earth,

the planet disturbed (it’s burning)
wore a mask to the churches service,
anybody I be touchin I be hurtin

tryna get it on my own - everyday,
put a tee on yo man - I don’t slang,
use the money - to cover my pain,
I got so much I’m hiding within,
many reasons to keep it contained,
when I look in the mirror - I spin - tryna tap in to spiritual planes ,
I’m awake in this dream that I’m in - get this feeling I’m from outer space,

deja vu put me back in my place,
run that track like I’m running a race,
there’s a motive in life that I chase,
and it’s not for the bitches or bank,
psilocybin upon the eclipse,
been reflecting the way that I live,
I’m subconsciously caught in the mix,

think I’m finally scratching the surface -
think it’s time that I pulled back the curtain,
and stopped looking at life like it’s perfect,
only girl in my life that was worth it,
died inside of my arms and in person,
I been tryna get out of the maze -
baby steps on this route that I take,
got your girl in a shirt that I made,
when we talk she don’t bring up your name,

theres a lot in this life that we went through together - I’m holding your hand to the gate,
you can say that you family but won’t come around unless somebody dead or on the way ,
I been tryna get out of dirt - see my head predetermines my love for the fame,
dealt w people who don’t give a shit - they jus coming around to see you in your grave,
lookin down like there’s something I missed -
on my phone there’s no message to take,
i ain’t out here to start any beef - keep it humble - I ain’t tryna slip, -
don’t be jumping - to get mad at me,
thas yo hoe and she all on my dick
I convinced her to give me taste -
let me tell you the FaceTime was lit,

when she up at place -
she shakin her ass in em spanks,
I’m tryna get her off drank,
to hear what she think,
she tell me she love me - she meant,
to say me that she love when she cream,
i aint chasing no bitch,
in love w the money I get,
at seventeen - I flipped the switch,
can’t fuck you w kids -
Im fucking it up in my lane -
by 22 - Ima be rich,
it’s fuck how you been,

DEJA VU [PROD. KID JOEY]

most of the time
-
Im really trying to hide the things that I feel but it’s dangerous
-
when tryna get out of the maze - or plan an escape mean showin emotion to those who might need it,
-
but my ego is way too conceited,
and I realized - the fact - that - finally losin my patience,
-
could help in the long run,
-
been tryna cope through all the changes,
-
but i do it in all the wrong ways - I couldn’t explain,
cuz you wouldn’t take it,
-
the way thats intended,
with time I’m gon finish my sentence,
and i know that it hurts - to face the whole truth,
but mirrors were made for reflecting,
-
I need a second -
-
Nah
I don’t wanna be aggressive -
I jus wanna talk - we text, but
you don’t ever get the message,
always count yo fucking blessings,
oh
my intentions redirected - when I learned that my confession,
could help bring to me towards ascension,
slowly I’ll become a legend,
woah

I don’t even fuckin say shit - still come up in conversation,
family not a thing to play with, I got higher expectations, ugh

god protect me - my location,
isn’t shared w any basic -
bitch who think she getting save -
stupid hoe you must be crazy, bold

Machiavelli revaluations -
Virtue guiding me to safety,
I keep it humble - you keep faking,
the streets are nothing you should play with - bro,

I know you want the accolades but this ain’t all bout being famous,
You see how I’m demonstrating mental health in my foundation, goal,

In my zone I’m fuckin staying -
no one home my dome is vacant, I get to way damn complacent,
there ain’t no way escape this -
nah
good luck finding my replacement,
I been neck deep in the matrix,
got no time that could be wasted-
I’mma break the simulation -
woah,

nah
don’t portray me as a monster -
I been hungry - whippin pasta,
making bread - that’s my Ciabatta,
flow on this bitch like I’m water, soaked,

fix relations w my father - growin up keeps getting harder,
I jus wish I would’ve thought of - how you felt - or how this shit would’ve gone - through,

so much that happened - this life is traumatic,
I learned that I got no control of my habits,
when offered a chance all you know ima grab it,
life is a bitch and you know ima smash,
shit ain’t bout status this more about passion,
been blending the present the future the past,
while tryna show y’all that Big Mack isn’t average,

food for your thought - ain’t no fast food for me - Hoe I been fasting,

fuck what you thought I can tell by the way that you stand you ain’t savage,

VIRTUE (PROD. JUSTDAN)

MACK
I’m going on without you like it doesn’t hurt,
shit I tried to fix my problems, i jus made em worse,
im coming out the mud - I’ve rolled round in the dirt,
i been tested by the circumstances that occured,

I still struggle in the present - living w the past,
or w thinking bout the life - that you and I could have,
she got the beauty and the brains - but all she want is cash,
when I want love - I run it up - and I go spend a bag,

I understand
that life is a bitch -
and it’s really hard to grasp it,
I ain’t getting mad if a hoe leave me on read -
shit I know not to waste my time - and don’t let any bitch upset me,
playing w my feelings - i always end up remembering,

that life is a bitch -
and it’s really hard to grasp it,
I ain’t getting mad - if that girl don’t want attention,
I know that she can see me textin - I hope I don’t seem to desperate,
give you all my love - in exchange for all your affection,

$LUMP

Don’t you lie to me
You my baby keeping secrets 
Don’t you understand 
See how it go, see how it flow 
Becoming a man,
Lock n reload & I’m needing like foe moe keef blunts

Hit me up top flow bitch you know I’m on that cellular 
Money so long but the mind so short these bitches acting regular 
Could never be on a pedestal 
Get my get back I’m a mission man,
Could never go far if you don’t got to plan
And these bitches ain’t shit when they full in my hands
So what in the fuck do I need?

ATTENTION FT. SLUMPSLUG [ PROD. XANAXBROTHERS ]

lemme jus say l have to face - the fact - that I fell off my path,
if I don’t seem too present - It’s cuz im thinking about the past,
-
I’m causing all the problems, within the fam - I hate to make em mad,
I came into this world - out some pussy,
to end up in the grass,
-
bottled up - cuz I can’t confront it,
might take a couple shots of tequila - to get me - feeling something,
I jus runaway from the pain,
and start acting like its nothing,
there’s so much to take to the grave -
Yet I pray for my abundance,

I don’t care bout no repercussion -
or a motherf*cker judging - this is life
nowadays,
half the generation screaming fuck it,

that’s yo girl - being touchy
i must admit I kinda love it,
in my feelings - still hustling
I’m working -
through the self destruction,

I stay reppin immortal minds -
While i be trying - to face my demons,
hiding bodies in my closet - I don’t got the time to clean it,
balance on the borderline - my personality is split,
bend her back - I break her spine -
I fuckin tell her how it is,

though I got sorta good at lying - i get mad when they don’t believe me,
I won’t say I wanna die but coming up like this ain’t easy,
hella drugs I wanna try - but I get scared I’ll end up seizing,
got prescriptions I don’t wanna take - but the doctor said I need em,

I can see the future coming - I can feel the reaper creepin,
I cant wake up out my sleep - cuz in reality I’m dreaming -

I been walking w my eyes wide shut - blurry vision -
I can’t help the fact I’m blind, the psilocybin got me tripping,
-
I can’t tell you how I feel - without implying issa struggle -
trying to paint a vivid picture - but I’m having all this trouble,
in explaining my existence- I admit it - there’s a puzzle,
to retaining my depictions -
I get friendly w the devil,
will I fight my inhibition, and go up another level,
or ignore my intuition - to concentrate on her vessel,

I’m such a hypocrite, i always thought that i never settle,
I got problems - so I pray for forgiveness on instrumentals, mack

ABUNDANCE [PROD.GOTH HELMA]

[CHU] 
call my momma up
and let her know that I’m not coming back
I’m posted with some demons
making sure that they gone pay me back
glocky by their face 
tell Lucifer that they ain’t coming back
I’m gonna get you next
make sure that all your homies wearing black
better get the funeral preparing 
lou and I split 50/50
hoe we sharing 
whether it be money
or we ever get mclaren 
kids on drugs feel j cole
daring
harrowed
mothafucka 
grabbing gems
temple run my clique  got gorillas in the pen
warfare guerilla
with a sniper on my fence
aiming at the shadows when I take a few bens
probably be a long time 
till I get a benz
or some friends
it don’t matter
cause we dying in the end

[MACKY]
I’d be lying - if I said that this shit is easy, 
or I ain’t picking up the way yo girl is teasing, 

gotta give myself a second - to find some peace in, 
my mind - 
I be talkin while I’m sleepin, 

tossing and turning - I’m grinding my teeth, 
shit - 

I still can’t believe - that I put my lil baby to rest - R.I.P, 

this - a nightmare or a dream

god 
tell me you hear me when im saying my prayers - 
my heart is my core and they looking to break it , 
protecting myself - 
I been vampire slayin, 
these blooding sucking hoes - lord - turn me from temptation,  

i don’t need no gun - cuz my eyes got the lasers, 
Im drippin in black and silver like the raiders, 
got daddy issues - though the father my savior, 
i speak to the devil sometimes on occasion, 

ACAB on my chest - i ain’t writing no statement, 
it’s fuck the police - i dont em to save me, 
my name in yo mouf - when you have conversations , 
my life is a maze, 
I been running in circles - 

I don’t need no bitch when my blunt full of purple, 
though life in the present - without you - can hurt, 

promise when I die that you won’t put me on a shirt, 
let my legacy outlive my body - put me in the dirt, 
they gon judge me in the end - even though I put the work in, 
and when I get that whip - best believe that I’ma swerve it, 
hook up w your bitch - i was the first to get her squirting, 
she ain’t wanna tell you - that i helped her urges, 
bitch -

I’d be lying - if I said that this shit is easy, 
or I ain’t picking up the way yo girl is teasing, 

gotta give myself a second - to find some peace in, 
my mind - 
I be talkin while I’m sleepin, 
tossing and turning - I’m grinding my teeth, 
shit - 
I still can’t believe - that I put my lil baby to rest - R.I.P, 
this - a nightmare or a dream
god 
tell me you hear me when im saying my prayers -

DON'T SAVE ME FT. TWOTONE [PROD. MAJZKLUANI]

I need me a break - from all of this shit that I’m thinking -
the cold in my heart - got me freezing - 
I cant get out my head - I tried and it pulled me in deeper - 
the hill that I’m climbing got steeper,

Im done w you bitches - I’m startin w showing no pity,
I’m itchin to get out this city - get money - good way to stay busy -
one chance - I might fuck it up quickly - the life that i want - I be livin,

see with or without you - my vision -
to kill all these rappers -
I’m filling the void - got no feelings - my habits put me in a prison -
your love is a drug - and you know I’m addictive-
don’t you get it twisted -
I gave you my time cuz I thought you was different,
these paradoxes got me spinning -
I’m tolerant - hand me the blunt - got me lifted,
I wake up - I own - everyday -

I’m still talking my shit -
they gon know macky exist -
I be plotting alone at my crib -
put a shirt on your bitch -
limit my friends - cuz I switched -
all the people I hang around wit,
I’ll catch you on the flip -
I ain’t scared to go fist to fist -
won’t fold when I’m faced w the clip,
I been caught in the mix,

I jus wanna get out the way -
but they don’t give a fuck about pain,
or the shit that I say -

I decide to get out the maze -
by turning off my Instagram page,
get the fuck out my face -
acting like this don’t shit phase me -
looking like the fakest of the fakes -
I’m jus tryna get away - 
Imma get up out this mind state -
and show y’all that this ain’t game -
done putting myself through the rain,
immortal my mind - I’m insane - —

god embodied it’s the key,
life is too serious - loathing and grief -
they gon hope that you choke - every time that you speak,
all you rappers are scary - it’s time to compete -
man it took me some time to realize what mean -

by my time is expensive - especially to me -
know my life is a lesson - a test - when I cheat -
I be tossing and turning - I can’t even sleep -
when we talk thru the night - I forget that I’m dreaming,
this life isn’t easy -

muhfuckers around me complaining,
they play to much but I ain’t playing,
I come from the depths,
do this shit for my own reasons,
you see how i move - how I step,

compensate for my depression,
So much shit i could confess,
put my life up on a track -
jus see what i got left,
yesterday I felt upset,

another day - another chance -
not to fall into my habits -
seen the devil wearing a mask,
shit be kinda hard to grasp,
when I look at my reflections,
I won’t ever understand it -

I - dont got nun in common w nobody,
be by myself - but ion really like being alone,
keepin my heart open ain’t really helping - so I’m working on keeping that mf closed,
working on staying In my zone
figured out letting you go -
wasn’t like dropping a hoe,
my moral compass fuckin broke,
I don’t follow no more codes,
macky been lost in the smoke,
pray to god for only growth -
Amber help me - guide my soul,
keep me humble - keep me whole,
I can hear you through my thoughts -
ain’t no way you really gone,

GET OUT THE WAY (PROD. BYSCOREZ)

there’s something in my head - that’s got me feeling mad distorted,
I wake up out my sleep into this dream like every morning,

I cant recall what happened yesterday cuz I was high,
now that ion got yo love I feel like my purpose in life is too account for my convictions,
I’m taking these prescriptions -
cuz I gained a few conditions -
circumstances fuckin w me,
know that I still feel guilty - for a lot of hurt I spread -
I ponder with my demons while I lay down in my
bed,
Its back to being alone again,

while im blowin on some smoke,
I know that I ain’t rich but keep in mind that I ain’t broke,
I’m either hanging w my family or Im kickin w some folk,
-
shit i wish you’d say it straight - i hate it when you sugar coat,
-
-
yea at times I get too passive - at times i jus lose control,
been living w these habits - addicted to emotion,
-
these feelings got me stuck, I think about you and I lose my focus,
-
I revert to my old tendencies - that often waste my time,
-
there’s something bout your aura - everything bout you divine,
you scared to be yourself -
yet you crave to be enlightened,

no solace in my ignorance -
so I sit within the silence,
to manifest eternal love - this moment that we thrive in,
I’m finding -

you stole - my love like you a thief,
shit when both my eyes are closed - you’re the only thing I see,

yea I been in denial,
its one of them symptoms of my grieving,
I really wanna let you know - I tend to see you when I’m dreamin,
-
it’s really hard to let shit go,
and detach from all attachments,
I tend to face the fact - that these temptations never help me,
i don’t need no one to tell me - cuz my ego show me plenty,

DREAMING [PROD.SIXXNIGHTSS]

O.T.D [PROD. TOKYOCSUPO]

NUN ELSE TO DO [PROD. LOVETHATMONEY]

AWKWARD. [PROD. 2SOULS]

ARROGANT. [PROD. SUZUKKI X RELIQUI]

LURKIN’ [PROD. UNKN0WN]

TIP TOEIN' [PROD. ZODIACC]

I might be caught up and inside the world that you lost,
I don’t need no chances, I’ve showed you that I’m full of lust, again

Break my heart, and beam me out, jus carry on,
Alone in here, I miss the feelings of jus being in your arms, my friend,

I might be caught up and inside the world that you lost,
I don’t need no chances, I’ve shown you that I can’t hold your trust, again

candy flip, mdma,
yea we partied hard like everyday,
got no complaints,
you right, I’m taking all the blame,
It’s not a game, I took and threw all that love away,
for penny rings,
we not the same, I got a lot inside my head, dmt to my brain, wussup, wussup,
I’ve seen the other side, we jus some light,
I promise you, you’ll live, I wouldn’t lie, no double type,

I might be caught up and inside the world that you lost,
I don’t need no chances, I’ve shown you that I’m full of lust, again

Break my heart, and beam me out, jus carry on,
Alone in here, I miss the feeling of jus being in your arms, my friend,

I might be caught up and inside the world that you lost,
I don’t need no chances, I’ve shown you that I can’t hold your trust, again

Break my heart, and beam me out, jus carry on,
Alone in here, I miss the feeling of jus being in your arms, my friend,

I might be caught up and inside the world that you lost,
I don’t need no chances, I’ve shown you that I can’t hold your trust, again

there’s a lot i wish that I could do,
but I won’t, (x3)
if you jus build it up it won’t come true ,
let it go, (x3)

fear is jus illu-sion to me,

fear is jus illu-sion to me,

what is it to you?


what is it to you

what is it

To you

I might be caught up and inside the wind that you lost,
I don’t need no chances, I’ve shown you that I’m full of lust, again

Break my heart, and beam me out, jus carry on,
Alone in here, I miss the feelings of jus being in your arms, my friend,

MACKY

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