Aint No Fun Being Me

snuffcide - so obsessed

living in this hell hole
i dont think i can pass by
lifes been killing me
i hate this life
its always something bad
no matter the cost
cant stand on my ground
everything makes me fall

tell me
what is lifes purpose?
if we just slave away our lives
my head is hurting
i know ill die all alone
it makes me nervous
i live just like a robot 
im not a person

dark clouds cover me
anywhere i go
theres really no hope
salvaging my bones
upon this water i cant float

im confused 
what do we do from here?
im filled with sorrow
and im scared of my peers

the devils got a deathwish
and i think he cursed me
i need an angel by my side
lord have mercy

will this end tomorrow?
is this for eternity?
evilness just follows
everywhere i seem to be

put me in a casket
and ill be happy
everyones watching me burn
and theyre laughing

what is lifes purpose?

@selfloved
you're the one, I'm so obsessed with,
i can't tell you what I want, all these discord messages
i'm trying to save my love, and I want you to give a fuck,
i'm not such a specialist, baby, I can't tell you now that I want you.
baby, you're the one, it is so true,
i don't care about anything else when I'm with you.

swag in my walk, obsessions are in my head,
thinkin' 'bout your touch, got me feeling so possessed,
everything I ever wanted, girl, you more, never less,
baby, you know I'm so fucking obsessed,
you know that I'm so obsessed,
i message you on every chat,
it's okay, 'cause you're my obsession,
don't wanna ask where you've been…

you're the one, I'm so obsessed with,
i can't tell you what I want, all these discord messages
i'm trying to save my love, and I want you to give a fuck,
i'm not such a specialist, baby, I can't tell you now that I want you.
baby, you're the one, it is so true,
i don't care about anything else when I'm with you.

obsessed and weird

feat @bloodsekai prod @1zakuro

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth

[@imsorryhori]
she's a vampire
at night she's never tired
if i said she wasn't cool id be a liar
to be like her, is what i desire
how do i fall in love?
i've tried so hard but i've got no luck
i guess ill find out when she sucks my blood
i really hope i fall in love

[@bloodsekai]
hands off your scarlet wrist
it hurts to live like this
your blood comes out your neck
red's cheap when you're desperate
it's so quiet in here
all the desks are stacked near
i'm still shedding my tears
my tongue drops in my mouth
my teeth are red

scarlet wrists (w/ bloodsekai)

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dj marcy mix           editor c0nvinced

t3rn m3 3n

https://open.spotify.com/album/7GyNh8QaHhZ2DohWW93nor?si=O-WwjX3cTFaKbsYIgGkrQg

grey skies, rainy day
my thoughts disarray 
i tried to talk today
but i suck face to face

shes nobody to me
but i still scare my words away
tell me why i cant just speak
its all embarrissing 

grey skies, rainy day
my thoughts disarray 
i tried to talk today
but i suck face to face

shes nobody to me
even then id still freeze
i missed out on developing
will socializing even make me feel complete

i tried to talk today 
had so much things to say
fear just gets in my way
at this age i know im not okay

i cant please everyone like a hero 
id rather stay silent just like a weirdo
my input is valueless zero
wish i could sing my thoughts away like mio

i tried to talk today (prod bloodsekai)

cross my heart
and hope to die
right here tonite

these fucking scars
paint on my walls
what a suicide

cut off my head
wait til i'm dead
thats how it feels when u lie

wanna hear yr words
wanna feel your touch
is this how it feels when u die

its been so long without you
these hands get warm around you
can't you b here with me

theres a wall around my heart
thought u knew it from the start

paint the walls

swag up

@odihu @bloodsekai

walking down that hill 
saw your large black wings
looking like the dark horse
i can’t count how much i’ve fell for you
but ill just never learn of course
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved

i see a real tragic scene
ridding all morality
tragedy, i will be
i shake you desperately
awaken my beauty, oh please

you can cover my mouth
until i can't scream
i'll let you rip my teeth
one by one          
i'm so satisfied that 
this isn't a dream
i let it all go,
my sanity

(m1v flow steal:)

come on now, let us play pretend
dancing now, our souls are dead
we spent nights in graves and found our end

magic hasn't reached us yet
our revivals, we won't get
let our minds grasp the fear of death

i see a real tragic scene
ridding all morality
tragedy, i will be
i shake you desperately
awaken my beauty, my queen

grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved
grab me by my neck and tell me im your slave
i’m scared on the outside but inside im depraved

odihu x bloodsekai .. depraved

@bloodsekai

09/01/2024

quiet sit back
show a ghost of myself
so absent and lost
like i dont even know
no round of applause
for a talentless show
im a shell at all times
when things matter the most

throw me away
it doesnt cost a dime
my costume decays
im made of mache
im ready for my set
bring the marionette
i have stage fright
but im not scared to take my life

i swear this play will be my grave
i swear this play will be my grave
i swear this play will be my grave

quiet sit back
show a ghost of myself
so absent and lost
like i dont even know
no round of applause
for a talentless show
im a shell at all times
when things matter the most

t3rn m3 3n

m4a1

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