this is so good but it stings rn because i feel my boyfriend slipping out of my grasp but i love him sm and i dont want to lose him... 

i dont think that ive expressed how good this song hurts oh my gods

i love this song so much, i based my instagram user off of it

they in fact did NOT delete this in the morning, but im glad!!

This song is pretty much how I think when I enter new romantic encounters. I always hope for the best but there’s this nagging in the back of my mind that says that everything is going to end and I’ll be disappointed. This is like that rant you want to text your crush or your ex or whoever, but you know it’ll get you nowhere so you type it out in your notes and then delete it in the morning. It’s a sort of catharsis I guess. 

Lyrics: 

Be my first first 
Be my last be my worst
Be the best make it hurt
When you leave me inevitably 
Take it slow
Please don’t rush to go
Even though I know
That it’ll come when I most expect it

I don’t want to be afraid 
That every phone call will be 
The last time I hear your voice

It’s in my blood it’s in my bones 
It’s in my past that’s how I know
That I don’t really have a choice

It’s okay 
I saw it coming anyway
You don’t even have to say
That you’re sorry I know you aren’t
You’re just fine 
You don’t have to lie 
I’m a big kid I won’t cry 
I'll disappear and you’ll never see me

(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my face
(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my 

Hey it’s me
I just had the nicest dream
You were sitting next to me
And that was all it’s so stupid I know
Well... okay
This was all just to say
I’ll delete it anyway
In the morning

The Trees Are Alive (Voice Memos)

I'll delete this in the morning.

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I’ll delete this in the morning

Hoping you'll hear something <3

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