fayt n friends debut set 10/17/21

tracklist - 
1. @minga57 - SOMEONE TO CALL MY LOVER
2. @milespurrhournxc - R1Y LUVV
3. @user-662985221 - LIFE AFTER LIFE
4. @plasticpet - su1c1de w1sh
5. @filezerofour - spark
6. @djhimera2 - must be dreaming
7. @user-660074168 - vandalize god
8. @dark0 & graeme - scrapyard 1v2
9. @petalsupply - skinonurface
10. @alldayfreeself - grasps - awake, blessed
11. @fayt1 - get out ft. @fuckmykel
12. @a01211581 - frank edit
13. @strawberryhospital - swanskin
14. @fayt1 - necklace ft. @fuckmykel , @makiadams

cover photo - http://www.instagram.com/feel4u2

fayt & friends debut mix 10/17/21

Frou Frou - Let Go (but breakcore)

i can't go back

a song i wrote in my bedroom upset about ai music and proving that even if i can't get things perfect it will always be HUMAN ☆ and all MINE!!!! 
i tried to overcome my perfectionism by leaving in loads of mistakes and just living with it, as i'm learning to love the fact that those mistakes are what define your style :D

cover art by the infinitely talented @/purinplushie (check her out on twitter!!) 

lyrics:
People say you've got potential
But I think it will always be an imitation
You can never get like me
Cuz something I have you don't is imagination (oh!)

People say this is my future
But I think that perfection means you've got no style
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

What do you know about frustration
Everything runs through my soul
Every word has a different meaning
Nerves are wires that give control

I wish I was more efficient
Wanna be something divine
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

beReal

WOOO FULL SONG!!!! the sample is the suzumiya haruhi ending song and the first line is inspired with the scenario in last valentines by pink pantheress :3

i wrote this feeling a bit lonely and attention seeking - maybe moreso when i was younger, i would fantasise doing something insane to get a crush's attention - i think some of that emotion was brought through when i was writing! especially 'i cant even say how i feel for you' because for years i would try and do subtle things to be noticed, but confessing my feelings were off the table!!!

lyrics:
I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I really wanna know you were you popular at school
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
The moral implications aren’t important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

You shot my heart with cupids arrow
What should i say to you tomorrow
If i cry will you even care
Would you notice that i was there

This fantasy is so appealing
I’ll never tell you how im feeling
if i did you would run away
i would never know whats in your brain

Care, care, you care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I'll follow you around i'll be the perfect girl for you
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
Don't look at other girls they're not important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care


Care

⚜ luxury (sparkle 4 me) ˚｡⋆

hi!!! this song is about my time dating a control freak, and even though they made me depressed, robbed me of identity and left lasting wounds, i still want to heal, have fun and do everything i couldn't before to spite them!!! maybe the chainsaw and the gun is a little dramatic.... hehe. was listening to lots of jpop and eurobeat and that is what inspired the sound! i tried to make a song where it was super 'dance'able lyrics but... this is what i ended up with X)


Chainsaw

BREATHE

prod by Blacklight
lyrics/vocals by PK Shellboy

FxG3000

Breathe2 (In/Out)

♡‧₊*: ｡ LET GO  ✩ ੈ˳·˖✶

sample: kasbo - there's something about u

up 2 me

Songs that i didn't consider good enough or fitting for my main page.
Expect anything :D

Frou Frou - Let Go (but breakcore)

MAB502 - Rejects