produced by Steven Q-Beatz Kubie
engineered by Blunttrap
written and performed by Macho Randy

Gangster Lover *prod Q-Beatz*

seven days & then a week's gone by
no i haven’t had the time to miss you yet
& i’m 
sick & tired of making everyone else feel right when i can’t get there myself
& it’s probably my fault i guess
take the guilt & lock it up in my chest
go ahead again & bury it 
my heart is visible i’m wearing it
pin it to my sleeve & you can see there’s no repairing it 


tell me that it’s ok
i ain’t ok
no the worry that i feel it isn’t worth it 
getting worse &
it ain’t workin
cause the way you cut me down it was on purpose 

another shot right to the head like
drink another bottle every night to try & feel right
i got time to kill
oh yea it's murder after midnight
i can't help but stay up all the way until it get bright
wake up when the sun is doing down i never see light
i don't like the kind that make it easy to get inside
naaaaa
how did i end up living this life
i don't wanna do this anymore i'm getting tired 

so don’t tell me that it’s ok
i ain’t ok
no the worry that i feel it isn’t worth it 
getting worse &
it ain’t workin
cause the way you cut me down it was on purpose

Cut Me Down (prod. Sleye)

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baby really what you want from me is obvious 
i draw the line right there so you know ain’t no crossing it
i ride or die for all my friends there ain’t no stopping us 
i never trust nobody yea i knew you weren't worth the fuss

now you played me 
resolution low it’s on 480 
can’t see the pixels you just lower on your framerate
until i wanna fuck with you then shade me 
it’s sick to me the way you never shoulder any blame yea

Tunnel Vision w/ Lil Reign Drop & skully (prod. curtains & jason22k)

& ever since I really started to think for myself
you have an issue with the way i been acting 
i let somebody else determine the way that i felt for too long & now it’s over i’ve had it

cause i don’t wanna be the same as everyone else no more
it’s better if you’re quiet & just try to respect it
i‘m sorry if my saying this was letting you down 
but i quit 
don’t really care you think i'm overreacting

i let go
all my love
it’s barely beating it’s stopping my heart
& you’re gone 
yea i know
you were just lying to get what you want

i don't wanna be like this
i'm constantly trying
to find
someone to maybe take my mind off things 
for a while 
but i’m tired 
cause i been spending all my time just cleaning up what someone else left behind

you’re just bad news 
i know it’s better for me now that i don’t have you 
you left a mark just like a tattoo
i only act like i don't care because i have to

Bad News (prod. Sleye)

https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

i don't want it
don't need it
i don't mind if we just stop speaking
& your promise
you won't keep it
you're only cold to me your heart's so freezing

it's all a game & i'm defeated
every broken promise that you made it hurt my feelings
photos i deleted
cut me open every time i see 
you made me question everything that i believe in

your appetite i couldn't feed it
left me with a bitter taste that covered up the sweetness
now i'm off the deep end
sinking down below
it's hard to breathe yea
fill up my lungs until i'm sleeping
i can't escape out of this dream yet
just wake me up so i can leave it

why do you wanna be misleading 
i don't wanna take another chance & then repeat it
broke me into pieces
why'd you have to ruin everything ?
trying not to do it all again now

Freezing (prod. IOF)

mix/master by JOJO

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so are you gonna say sorry?
you never stay here through one morning
i'm always lying here it's so lonely
like why it feel like you don't really want me now

& cause of you i never like to get my hopes up
it isn't like me not to spill it like a full cup
every single word
i gotta learn to keep my mouth shut 
i ruin everything
i knew it was a long shot 
wasn't gonna work out

i'll mess it up i spill it all on the floor
& how i felt it had me reckless so i crash & i burn
it's like i never seem to get it right i'm losing my touch
i wanna pick up all the pieces put em back where they go

with all the red that's on your hands i know you're guilty as fuck
i learned to separate your words from what i feel in my gut
i tore up every single picture of us
& all that's left is just a memory now


i can tell you're lying yea i caught that
it's kinda like the way you said that you would come back
never got a call
it's still alot for you to unpack
you keep it all inside your bag i should've known then
you don't wanna open up

Crash & Burn w/ Danny Goo(prod. Sleye)

break my heart again 
it’s just a little all it takes 
when i feel like this
so fake this just pretend
yea when i’m with you i just act like you’re all mine in my head 

so cross my heart like the t’s in your letter 
& i dot my i’s with how i’m doubting every sentence & i-
i can’t forgive you & i know you can feel it
i’m doing everything i can to finally make you remember

you know you stopped my lungs again
took away all that was left of my oxygen
you really let me down i guess
in the end 
it’s like you said
it’s better off if we could just be friends 

& i won’t let this go
i should’ve stopped before i let you in so close 
& i won’t hold my tongue
it’s forming words i shouldn’t say i’ll only make things worse 

so chase that high to make it feel a little better
when you waste my time
& yea i'd spend it all to get it
couldn't change your mind
but i can tell that i been in it
i been waiting for a sign to let me know that you’re with it

i’ll make you beg for me
like crawling on the floor i’ll make you pray for me
i’ll make you think that i was make believe
cause when you’re with somebody else is what i hate to see

deny this all once more 
you know it's all because of you i've been so cold
yeah i'm so sick of being overlooked
i've had enough

Oxygen (prod. Sleye)

https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

yea i been selfish
know i been all about myself
& i can’t help it 
i been here alone for way too long 
it's overwhelming
way you got me feeling kinda like i got a death wish
start to get the best of me

i'm overwhelmed and
i hate they look at me
i'm selfish
i don't wanna leave you in the dust
we overthink and lose ourselves too much
but if you come right over
i could prove my love
i get so stuck on your words
you're my only one
i swear i'm not like others
so don't you treat me like them
dont treat me like them
don't leave me all
all alone
i know i'm selfish
don't wanna look at what ive done
i can't help it
i hope you'll stay and never run

Selfish w/ lullabyboy (prod. Sleye)

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Features CONTACT: MACHOMGMT@GMAIL.COM

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