lyrics:

These days my body feels heavy 
There's new weight in new places evermore  

330 something days of learning
That it's ok to grow out my clothes & get to know my body with somebody 

He makes me wanna love myself
Holds me long enough to melt 
Through the fingers and onto his skin
He makes me wanna stay naked 

With him

He smells authentic 
Like a Cooper coin in a fountain
from girls and boys making a wish 
Who sent me the whole treasure chest 

I'm Bare-skinned, as natural as a woman
He makes me feel so vulnerable, I've got to know 
How have I not lived so comfortable

He makes me wanna love myself
Holds me long enough to melt 
Through the fingers and onto his skin
He makes me wanna stay naked 

With him

He knows the folds of my cold skin 
Lays his hands on my weak stomach 
The way he holds every last inch 
We layed in the bath for hours 
Wet hair laying on his shoulders 
Bodies stitched to love each other 

his eyes said "let me admire this moment 
my favorite sound is your breath
I can see your back is swollen 
Along your spine his name was left" 

he took some soap to clean the broken 
stayed through the bitter end 
now all i see with eyes open 
is my favorite kind of man

He makes me wanna love myself
Holds me long enough to melt 
Through the fingers and onto his skin
He makes me wanna stay naked 

With him

stay naked (voice memo)

Stuck in the wrong movie lyrics:

VERSE
You were always so frustrated 
I was never right 
You'd get impatient when i cried 

You had me so isolated, 
nobody could see 
when i got trapped in your scene 


PRE
You would yell at me everytime i asked a question 
Guess i never listened 
Always complained 
You'd hold me under cold sheets
With one condition
No kissing, until my mouth was clean 

CHORUS
Cause i talked too much
People knew too much 
I was losing touch 
Stuck in the wrong movie 

You were switching up 
Acted like you gave a fuck
You must've had some practice 
Cause you showed me the best acting
I've ever seen 

I was Stuck in the wrong movie 

Verse 2 

I hated our hard conversations 
i got anxious every time 
Now i understand why i get triggered 
Deep in my liver

I was put down when i stood my ground 
always interrupting and insulting 
I could never win, you even built your own personal residence 


PRE
You would yell at me everytime i asked a question 
Guess i never listened 
Always complained 

You'd hold me under cold sheets
With one condition
No kissing, until my mouth was clean 

CHORUS
Cause i talked too much
People knew too much 
I was losing touch 
Stuck in the wrong movie 

You were switching up 
Acted like you gave a fuck
You must've had some practice 
Cause you showed me the best acting
I've ever seen 
Ive ever seen
Ive ever seen 
Ive ever seen
(repeats)

I was stuck in the wrong movie

Stuck In The Wrong Movie

Good Girl

You got a shell to protect from rejection affecting your every reflection
The mirror is bleeding, while you’re overheating on this steaming hot discussion
Objectify the visions tempted by addiction you wanna be perfect so bad
Compare your erections, what a first impression,
your perspective me wants my clothes back 

Appearance first, everything else shoved to the side 
Intrusive thoughts swerving on the 405,
I take the backroads, cause I don't mind the longer drive, 
if you were my passenger, you’d scream at every stop sign 


I see through your bullshit practiced energy
Hometown trauma queen, someone i don't wanna be 

That's not me thats not you 
if you can't take the truth 
What's the point of your view?



Internalize whose disguised deep inside, whose once died to come back into life 
Conditioned to be imprisoned by the morals of your home, but thats something ive outgrown 



Status first, everything else shoved to the side 
Intrusive thoughts swerving down Mulholland Drive,
I take the backroads, cause I don't mind the scenic ride, 
if you were my passenger you’d sleep to pass the time, 


I see through your bullshit practiced energy
Hometown trauma queen, someone i don't wanna be
It's not your fault, they put false expectations, 
on the walls, made you compare your body, till you hate it

POINT OF YOUR VIEW

If i'm gonna fall this time
Im gonna do it right
There's no expecting
But you are just so tempting

And you if  wanna try 
Then why do you invite me inside
I promise i won't bite
At least not this time 

PC
But i can't tell 
If this feeling real 
If i've even healed
Am i fixed yet 
Are you holding my caskett
Will i regret this cause
You remind me of sunsets love
And i just wanna jump in 


CHORUS
But please don't pull me under
Dont say you'll be my lover
If you're gonna leave 
cause he already did that to me
And i'm not ready to shatter again 

So lets pretend 
That i don't want a boyfriend 


VERSE 3
Didnt believe in love
Until he came 
And after he left i could only blame 
Myself for falling

Wondering how i let him get to me
Became so weak couldn't see the warnings 
But i'm done morning 

Pre chorus and chorus again 

BRIDGE 

The way my brain is wired
Has me terrified of going under
Gonna take this slow
But if your gonna go…

Chorus again

Shatter

Closure

Rebound

Burnt

Does She Know

Selfish

Night Terror

let me down

Fake It

verse 1

all you wanna do is talk shit
sorry i call u out on it 
say you're crawling on eggshells 
and that you can’t be yourself 
around me 

PRE
your waiting
for an an apology 
cause my opinion was different 
and hurt your feelings 

chorus 
but no, not this time 
i won’t act like it’s fine 
5 years of listening to 
madeline 

VERSE 2
i remember when i called you 
tears on my face, after a really bad day 
needed a friend to cheer me up 
your response,  was that i never loved myself enough 

PRE
asked me about my weight 
made me feel shame 
for working on my body 

like it was a sin to show off 
like it was so wrong i wasn’t sizing up 

CHORUS
so no not this time 
i won’t act like it's fine 
5 year of listening to 
madeline

BRIDGE
it always had to go your way 
and if i didn’t agree 
don’t say anything at all 
cause then you’ll be that bitch who feels like shit
it wasn’t till i moved away 
when i could finally breathe
not have to feel so ashamed 
Of the person im supposed to be

CHORUS 
so no not this time 
i won’t act like it's fine 
5 year, oh 5 years
5 years with 
madeline

Madeline

twenty 3
singer/songwriter
Berklee college of music alum
contact: mackenziedaymusic@gmail.com

Mackenzie Day

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