inhaling the cold breeze from the fall 
i don't regret nothing at all 
i know that it's all my fault
i know that it's all my fault 
but i'll have you on my heart
and the memories will stay 
every night every day 
every fight every talk 

i can feel you
i can feel you fade away
below you crumbling 

inhaling the cold breeze from the fall 
i don't regret nothing at all 
i know that it's all my fault
i know that it's all my fault 
but i'll have you on my heart
and the memories will stay 
every night every day 
every fight every talk 
anyway

Fall (killedmyself)

Artists:
@vislyn
@ghosthandsmusic

Produced by
@johnnyfriend

Lyrics:
yeah i'm standing in the mirror and I see my reflection
gasping out for words, I just need more seconds
why don't you tell me how you've been, yeah I just wanna check in
I just hope from our story yeah I've learned my lesson

cause I've been so tired
I don't wanna fight but you're a liar
I need your help cause the situation's dior
I'm so sick of using people to get higher, higher
yeah we can take a picture
cause it'll last forever
just like broken glass yeah my mind is severed
and this shit ain't feel the same since like last december
and you can pull my strings, but don't you think that you're clever

You don’t even care if I tell a lie
I’m tryna do what’s best is that such a crime
Staying silent for a while
We’re watching every minute pass us by now
Life isn’t a movie, guess you think it is
No fairytales, no endless bliss
It don’t last forever, no time to kill
Like I’ve been saying

Over and over
We’re running backwards
Falling asleep now
‘Cause I’ve been

cause I've been so tired
I don't wanna fight but you're a liar
I need your help cause the situation's dior
I'm so sick of using people to get higher, higher
yeah we can take a picture
cause it'll last forever
just like broken glass yeah my mind is severed
and this shit ain't feel the same since like last december
and you can pull my strings, but don't you think that you're clever

vislyn - last forever (ft. ghosthands) (johnnyfriend)

prod. @ghosthandsmusic
lyrics:
I've been waiting for awhile
Trynna balance life chores while I move on
Here I stay holdin fake smiles
Cause I can't conceive
That my struggles still mount
Despite my works n all
Though it's in good grace
Finding inner peace
Cause I gotta keep me
Some level headed sane no

I got stuck up on that wave
Couldn't get back down
Screamin up in danger
Help all around oh
Then I saw the light shine right before me
And It took probably like

45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep going
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

Ohhh

Couple hours tick by yet I'm waitin
Feelin short like a fuse out of patience
Lack of trust building up in my basement
cause life's a bitch coming up when it caves in
Feels like I'm stuck inside these walls
Like there's no escape
Pressure from life painting
A canvas of me
Drownin in the sea
From a tidal wave woah

I got stuck up on that wave
Couldn't get back down
Screamin up in danger
Help all around oh
Then I saw the light shine right before me
And It took probably like

45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
at the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

Ohhh

I've been waiting
Been awhile
Minutes by buildin up like a giant
Hesitatin with a smile move on, move on
So I've been hintin life will go my way
Those that oppose can go get back to their old groove
maybe far away some lightyears that won't stop me from goin thru
You thought I was frontin oh
No no

leftquiet:
https://www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=NcA7i7HNSlmwCz-mPHZGaw
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCma1cmscc7ejh7clSV9Shww
https://soundcloud.com/leftquietverified

45 days

@steadysuffer

mixed/mastered by brody

lyrics:

rxfiend:

shattered fragments and broken glass
dont know how much longer this could last
ya its so hard to get off my ass
im not okay cause no one ask
now watch me fall apart now
i don’t really feel well
im really fucked this time
ill force a smile and keep it all inside
im patiently waiting
for someone to save me
fuck it all
cause its all my fault

i just wanna get by
nothing seems to work and I don’t know why
the more I need the more I can’t find
when will I be alright
i think about the past and I die inside
the more I need the more im denied

steadysuffer:

and I wish I could change what you said
i just wanna lay in bed
leave me with my thoughts to rest
cut me down to pieces I can’t see straight
leave me all alone here get out of my brain
i think its time to put it in the past now
ya I want you in the background
i want you gone
i want you out of my way
cut the ties re write the lies its okay
disappear it wouldn’t be a bother
think of all the times I didnt call her
breathing is a nightmare
you dont even feel bad
Nothings been the same here
I wish I could change that

the past w/ steadysuffer (prod. 5head)

music video:
https://youtu.be/qQvSBvB6D38

I miss Santa Monica 
We talked about your mom 
And I showed you all my favorite songs
And you showed me some that I forgot about
Just give me one more shot 
I know I've waited way too long 
But I'm thinking about you all the time again 

And I know you're listening 
I know you're sick of this 
I know you like to play pretend and play my songs for all your friends 
And I can't deal with it 
If you leave and don't come back 
I won't make a single song again I swear 

I miss stealing drinks from parties and getting fucked up all alone 
I miss the sound your acrylic nailed used to make as you scrolled through things on your iPhone
I haven't changed a thing since then 
Your makeup wipes are still under the bathroom sink and no one's used them since 

And I know you're listening 
I know you're sick of this 
I know you like to play pretend and play my songs for all your friends 
And I can't deal with it 
If you leave and don't come back 
I won't make a single song again I swear

spotify

makeup wipes (p. yunny goldz)

Beat prod by: wisssery 
Written and performed by: popularreject

IDRALWOY (p. wisssery)

Le Mystère

Now It's My Last Call (Remix)

Now it's my Last Call (Remix)

Lyrics:
an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, imma mess dont need strength 
to another degree, wearing thin on my personality, kno the real ones hate me, no ones fckin wit me
days pass i cant breathe, feelings fade im misplaced outcast still unseen
imma mess she dont love me, an i still feel nothing
 
imma mess hope they kno whats evident
kno in the end keep an act like i was somethin 
im so tired of these games 
feel strung out, all the mess, cant find a place 
demons talkin, still cant find my space in my head 
maybe one day i can end this pain 
take my own life jus to gain some faith 
still hopeful that ill 
end all my suffering
shut my mouth knowing im a nuncense 
no one bother with consecquential nonsense 
im jus tired need to rest my eyelids

an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, dont need strength

Crushed Up Remedies

prod. Caps.Ctrl !
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7IToMfybwuiR0UjyFx1gdR
mix/mastered jake mannix
<3

here we go again u always put me in my place !
don't know if we're in love.. can you say it 2 my face !?

i feel like android 17, i was 17, broken heart
let me be, let me breathe, now
basically we moved on but the scars they always stayed
and i could say i hate you, does it matter either way?
take my energy ! make a mess of me !
messy painted masterpiece !
let my thoughts release now, keeping to myself is all i do
i need my space !
& u could say u hate me does it matter either way?
 
[hook]
 
i just went and burned a bridge so i could stay up at the lake
and i don't care if i win, as long as all my family safe
u could take out all my bread, rip that sht rite out the safe
throw it in the water for the fishes & the snakes ...
i just fell in love again so i could write a couple songs
and she say she hate my friends i think i knew it all long
now im flying shifting planes, but i aint dreaming anymore
why you talk behind my back? but always silent when i score?
 
[hook]

here we go again :(

mac moon

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