painkiller (intro)

via crucis

way of sorrows

eastern block psalm

father, hold me

#lonelycore

whoa (mind in awe) [Remix]

whoa (mind in awe) (Remix)

prod. by agrenius, zaki ali & 4ria
written & performed by 4ria 

lyrics

Pick it back up where I left off
With the pen and the pad, I will set off
My gentle wrath, you hurt me once, I'll remember that
Never forget, I'll eventually get you back
Whether today or next week
Peddling rage and there's plenty ways to go escape from this bleak
Memory trembling
Stray then you tempt me
Look what you did to me
I can't resist the bleak hatred you baited me patiently
Surely betraying me paying me in some dismay
Wait for the day. I forget your whole face
Heaven could wait, I keep busy, I pace
At the peak that I may cave in, but then I'll regret it all later
The nature of phases compels me to stay in
A loop of abuse and the truth I've debated

I still feel like things don't feel right
I don't feel like living life quite like this
Time and time again
My pride is left to die with lies, I quit
Nothing could ever get you a high like this
Dangle me crumbs, I might die like this
Love without trust won't fly
It'll sink in the sky until my demise

Rowing up rivers of rhythms I've written
To drown the remains of forgiveness
I'm living each day with the heart of a victim and bark of a villain
The bite of a mischievous type
Deliver this, life invites willfulness to incite bitterness
Still possess vices, so night after night, I may still regret
All my decisions reflects in the dread I exhibit
Walk a tight rope with a chemical imbalance
Out of my mind, but I like a new challenge
Color out the lines, think out the box
All these hoes love to chase what they don't got
Fry my mind until my body's in shock
When beats crack like karate chops
And these facts will embody the plot
Hope is all that I have if I kept it a stack
Back, back it up
Pack raps with tough facts, stab me up
Fast, laugh it up
Leaving the pain in my past
Claim that you've had even half, that would suck
Snakes in the grass, dig some holes for your trust
Give a fuck, give a month until all of your bones and your soul turns to dust
That's a joke, you don't have one, you dumb fucking cunt
I never had love, I just had a few hoes that were rubbed with a boredom or lust
A new house of cards, bitch, I am boarding it up
Harsh wicked bitch, did you figure I'd get this pissed?
When your mark triggered
A future far grimmer, but bright like stars glimmer
Poured my heart out, you just took a shot like it's hard liquor
Hard pill to swallow, your love is all filler
I just filled in time, so that you could feel better
From the last hack motherfucker, a trash motherfucker
I should have just dashed from the first of red flags
It's my curse to fall fast, so I'm prone to fall flat
Just a hopeless romantic, this shit made me manic
I should feel grateful you left my ass stranded
Cope with unstable new moments, mismanaged
Brought hope to the table with no table manners

I still feel like things don't feel right
I don't feel like living life quite like this
Time and time again
My pride is left to die with lies, I quit
Nothing could ever get you a high like this
Dangle me crumbs, I might die like this
Love without trust won't fly
It'll sink in the sky until my demise (x2)

painkiller (intro)

$pllitz

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