A song I wrote while homeless in Scotland

Ghoston

A song about the hypocrisies of the mental health system.

Jericho

Acoustic with electronic influences

photo courtesy of Vee Mallie
http://veemallie.blogspot.co.uk/2012/09/heartbreak-in-sunset.html

Absence And Apathy

a beat concocted fae the depths of despair, bars aboot the Balkans

Ja sam lav neuf trois

Baby I'm A Friend

Sick Dubstep Bro Science Is Bullshit - Шива

A song born out of frustrated feelings when the girl I was once moved by seemed to be slipping from my grasp - a girl I wanted to know but just didn't really. Who was she? Did I really know? Not really. Why are we judged for going for a girl's heart rather than her bed? Nobody knows. There's another part of it where I go through the fact that she never really seemed to care and then cut me off and never wanted anything to do with me again, but compared to the folks I've known since, she was pretty cool. I never sent it to her and she may never hear it. It's one of my favourites, and carries on the theme of me being sick at the world for judging you when you place value in emotional connections rather than just joining in with the whole crazy sex party that seems to take precedence in people's minds.

This song and a few others seem to have been hijacked by a girl who sort of fucked with a lot of my stuff.

I wrote another sad song
A bad song
I seen another dream gone
I belong
Somewhere where there ain’t nobody else
Can you take me where there ain’t nobody else?
I built a bridge and burned it
I earned it
Longing to return with
Discerned wit
But I gotta work my thoughts out on a page
I gotta find a way to break this cage
I hope that you forget me
And let me
Live a life that’s fret-free
I met me
Staring in a mirror asking Why?
Have I never got to know this guy?

But who are you?

And who are they to judge me?
I must be 
Just another guy that would be
or could be
a contender for more than just your bed
This muddle gone and messed up my poor head

I never mean to deal pain
I feel pain
I know the feeling you feign
And you claim
You had it hard
I know you have it’s true
But darling there’s a world outside that’s blue

Sometimes I need reminders to be kinder
At times I find my mind could not be blinder
See me sitting on the fence so pensively
Don’t you know I got the strength inside of me?
yeah

But who are you?

I’ll give you what you want
I’ll give you what you need
Why do you cry?
Please tell me

I’m just too low to touch your sadness
I’m too slow to seal your tears
There’s no method in my madness
I’ve seen too many frontiers

And I’d love to be your comfort
When your company is gone

I never meant to let you go
The road was just too long


Who Are You

a song based on a dream I had way back around 2011 (I think). Written then too.

a few bum notes and that here and there, but that's rock n roll baby

Pretty Vicious

A song about getting over someone you feel strongly for.

I updated the lyrics but I don't have a mic anymore since it's at home. I can't change them, just imagine they are what I'm writing.

Lyrics:

Rolling over soft sand
I'm in a lost land
I think I'll stay here a while

Swaying with a weak breeze
Beyond the bleak trees
I've got a half can of stella
Where are you?

And I tried to catch a soft smile 
/(look at her face as it fades away down the road)
I had it right there in my nets
I felt so fragile
I had to let it go

But if you ever need a head to share your despair
If you ever need a feeling, find me
If you ever need to bleed out bad memories
Well I'm here for you girl

If you're ever in a ship that's sinking slow
If you're ever in the dark I'll find you
If you ever need to cover scars on your back 
When you're stuck in a rut
I'm behind you

Poring over old maps
I think my soul's trapped
Sometimes I feel like dying
I'd rather fade away

Falling through a course cloud
I sand my thoughts loud -
nonsensical half-rhymes define me
more than not

And I tried to catch a soft smile
/look at her face as it fades away down the road
I had it right there in my nets
I felt so fragile
I had to let it go

But if you ever need a head to share your despair
If you ever need a feeling, find me
If you ever need to bleed out bad memories
Well I'm here for you girl
And if you're ever in a ship that sinks so slow
If you're ever in the dark I'll find you
If you ever need to cover scars on your back
When you're stuck in a rut yeah
I'm behind you.

Mad Bad Nelson

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