it was all the same (prod. KAYVXN)

summmmer (prod. LIL HEARTBREAK)

lyrics:

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

i knew it when we met that i would fall in love again
but no one ever told me loved ones tend to turn their back
now im all alone just scrolling through my phone in bed
tears are hard to cry when i dont have no water left

watch a pill breaking down in the water when i stir
did it all on my own
this is not your fault i swear
i just starve skin and bones
its ok ill eat the air
spend my work on a shirt
and a pair of nike airs

i get sick when i think of your lips on his face
cause i know the love he gives you couldnt be replaced
by my soul and my blood by my heart by my taste
and im so sick and tired of just lusting your embrace

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

incompatible (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @notmorgn

this a story where depressed boys prosper
so imma flex till my heart stop knockin
imma ball imma buy my own coffin
shoutout to @rahkgee
cus we be fuckin flosssin
thats what we doin
while these fuckboys talkin
most these these bitches thots
and thats why you cant love them
man recently my life has been feeling like a trap
nineteen years up on this earth already wanna pass
everyday i wake up im a burden to myself
im a fucking walking ghost, a dusty picture on the shelf
but im still ballin
cus i hide my pain man but someday
this pain gon turn into some fame
thats why they fuckin with me 
cus my money stay expanding
lil shawty gimme top
but she dont speak my language
and please shut the fuck
with that talkin bitch
im tryna get numb
i aint at this party for fun
and please shut the fuck up 
about that bitch 
man im tryna get numb
i wish i didnt have to do this
she on all fours like a buddist
i wish i didnt go through this
i aint got feelings is it cool bitch
now please dont mind me
im tryna get numb, numb
you know i used to love the feeling
im tryna get numb, numb
now please dont mind me
im tryna get numb, numb
you know i used to love the feeling
im tryna get numb, numb
now please dont mind me
im tryna get numb, numb
you know i used to love the feeling
im tryna get numb, numb

numb

produced by @notmorgn

im a waste of space just like the air between our lips
i dont really have a purpose i just take other sip
man this bottle make me feel so numb
gimme a penny for my thoughts
so i can buy a fuckin gun
imma blow my brains out and leave them on the floor
please drown my memories so they wash up on the shore
and while ur out socializing im behind a locked door
and when the sun goes down i feel way better than before 
just like an owl 
my head is doing 360's
back of the party 
and im flippin on switch blades
these bitches looking at me like im crazy
yeah im so cold my wrist is like 150
and please take a step back
cus we were never that close
i lost a lot of fucking trust
that night by the coast
it was 3 AM 
i had drugs in my coat
i had vodka in that water bottle just so i can float
just so i could float

waste of space

https://soundcloud.com/teamsesh/bones-whitetrashmidwesterntown

You used to say, when I was down
There's more to life outside this, white trash midwestern town
You birthed the spark in my brain
Said it'd be sunny, but that night it rained
Wet shoes as I stepped on the plane
Found my seat and closed the window shade
I fell asleep and then awoke to a shake
I overheard like they spoke my name
The captain said, "It'll be a task to make it
To LAX with a storm like this
We'll try our best," he said with a nervous grin
You could hear the breath, you could see the face
Of a man who'd cut the tension if his hands didn't shake
He's got a wife, two girls, and a home on the ground
And the most disturbing part is they don't know it's going down (X3)

I'll paint the sky you're flying
Tired of the Earth of lying
Lowering my eyes to see you
Telling all the lies to be with you

But not in the fire and not in the crash
The weather, the storm, you say will land intact
It's when he goes home that it becomes real
There's a small part of him that resents the wheels
He hates the wings and the bolts that hold them
Together like promises they never told him
He thinks they deserve the same life that he had
He wished the fucking engine would've blown to pieces

whitetrashmidwesterntown (cover)

prod @notmorgn

chasin shit is so old to me 
but i could only fuckin breathe when you're close to me
and when im gone just remember im sorry
if i had a choice i would stop it in a heartbeat
but i cannot change this the way im created
yeah im livin off hatred at least i am creative
put my stacks in the bank when i die
i dont really feel like sharing bitch im selfish inside 
please come over don't ask me if im sober
cus i already told you im feeling bipolar 
some days im gucci other days im not
where'd the other days go I took too many shots

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

you're taking no hint from my actions
when u snap chat me i always hit back then
and when you're feeling down don't cry
i'd let u lay up on my body till the sunrise 
or till the sun dies look into my eyes
and tell me that you love me because soon im gonna die
6 feet under maggots crawling 
on my body and my bones
its quite weird that when im dead 
thats when i feel most at home

and i would do anything for your love
why don't you believe that?
whatever bitch im dead soon 
whatever imma go to bed soon

or till the sun dies look into my eyes
and tell me that you love me because soon im gonna die
6 feet under maggots crawling 
on my body and my bones
its quite weird that when im dead 
thats when i feel most at home

anything for your love

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=kD9OnxvwS1i2nZ6pF5RJjA
https://www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/poppyxtears
https://itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116
https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/


LYRICS:

poppy tears: 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

it’s been sitting on my mind now its 3am
need some amtrip, a smoke and klonopin
it’s my only way too cope so I get it in
couldn’t tell you where I’ve gone or where I’ve been 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

9TAILS:

water on my neck like a camelback
everything changed round the time I dropped heart attack
I can deal with sudden droughts in my happiness
but I can’t fuck with repercussions from the loneliness

and I can’t deal with all the thoughts inside my skull
seeing ghosts, when I smoke, ima die or hit a wall

feel fine when I’m up again 
dying out I’m never getting high again

I’m not ever coming by again 
I will take that to my grave and I will lie in it
all the memories that molded me to who I am
all the memories went up inside the firepit
inside the firepit..

ashes down in the centre of the graveyard 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card

♡ spotifried ♡

sink w/ 9TAILS (prod. kuroime)

lyrics:

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

night i take my medication
fits my body to my placement
my minds full of broken places
take the drug fill the spaces
it just put me in my placement
it just made me feel amazing
i dont need any assistance
i dont need any vacation

i dont need any vacation

audio through my head make it pound
seeing sounds u should be glad u aint me ya
long nights blowing smoke into the street
through my teeth blurry sleeps every night of the week now
focused up having visions in my dreams now

woah u went and switched up on the kid
set free from the pressure of ur grip
set free to the nothing i had missed
sent straight into reality again

reality (prod. 4or3ver)

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

lyrics:

i havent slept in weeks
havent been home to sleep
i havent touched my street
since back about three weeks

i been on road and you know that
dont check my phone you know that
dont check my phone if its your snap
hope that you know where my heads at

grab my phone and go
i wanna be alone
all these blurry nights
that shit got to go

please dont hit my phone
im on airplane get the tone
just leave me alone
imma smoke and then ill go

this pain more than i can afford
popping tags
blowing stacks
ballin till im bored

any weather
i stay trapped
up inside my room
skipping sleep and making tracks
with the window leaking fumes

all i go is all out
songs out
sorry i couldnt come out

real talk
miss you
but got to much on my mind now

its a blur now
light jumps all around the room
i need to calm down
time moves 
too fast for me to call out

call me up i dont want you to hear me when im like this
digest
all of my surroundings
fight this
honestly
i dont know why im like this
i feel the night hit
toxic fumes pouring out my eyelids
help me
save me
from ever feeling like this

i would use all
of the time i had 
to prove to you ur
what i lack

i havent slept in weeks
havent been home to sleep
i havent touched my street
since back about three weeks

i been on road and you know that
dont check my phone you know that
dont check my phone if its your snap
hope that you know where my heads at

grab my phone and go
i wanna be alone
all these blurry nights
that shit got to go

please dont hit my phone
im on airplane get the tone
just leave me alone
imma smoke and then ill go

timelapse (prod. nadiak)

lyrics:

dirt in my nails
lets head back
vacant and pale
i got no head
numbing my mind
the words bite back
there were no signs 
when i collapsed

now my brain split
i been throwing objects
now my head
got me talking all this nonsense
all these artists tend to do it for the profit
woah can you stop it all your shit is garbage

to be honest ive been feeling toxic
id really like if you would fucking leave me when im like this
i need silence all i need is silence
gimme silence let me close my eyelids

you said i like it when your sad
how could i say that i like that
how can you lie and not feel bad
cause i already know im trash

i couldnt win so i forfiet
fill up my brain with endorphins
you know my girl looking gorgeous 
you know my songs are enourmous 

you know the gas is important
all of this shit is imported
smoking on venomous potent
i couldnt breathe without chocking

out on the porch and its pouring
thunder at 10 in the morning
roll up a zig and i lick it
now when it rains i can feel it

hit my phone
hit my phone
i been feeling fucking low
looking shit
head to toe
but im feeling comfortable
spent my life
in the zone
now its all i fucking know
in my veins
in my bones
all my life i felt alone

dirt in my nails
lets head back
vacant and pale
i got no head
numbing my mind
the words bite back
there were no signs 
when i collapsed

adventurer (prod. reaper)

lyrics:

its dark 
its been awfully quiet are you done deciding
what you 
should think
i couldnt hide it
i let out the monster inside
of me
letters and numbers
are taking my vision
and i
cant see
dont look at the colours
when they find each other
they start to bleed
fighting each other
right after the weekend
and you 
should leave
its a disaster
id never invest any of
my time
i could find
better things
in my life
look death
in the face
when my thoughts
complicate
in my mind

i could drive down
i could bike down
to get to you

i could leave this
semi ghost town 
to get to you

get 2 u (prod. T̶a̶u̶r̶u̶s̶)

lyrics:

contact goyard with the arm strap
bet ill bounce back quicker than i fall back
bet ill text back quicker than you call back
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

come thru i dont know my eyes red
when they close i can see you in my eye lids
nearly gone, so i roll another blunt wrap
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

smoking slo mo
that shit kick in pronto
i just got some new friends
i put in my new phone

feeling blue like the faces in my bank note
i dont need a meal i just need a fucking goose coat

now she getting real close
start to tell me she know how i feel tho
say we work and she can read me with her eyes closed
i just stay inside so how the fuck would you know

broken car yellow stars
lead me home
sense your hate
and i can feel it in my bones
sense erased
feel my mind work on its own
see your face
in the pictures on my phone
know your place
whats the value of your soul
hows it taste
when you eat your lover whole
cant replace 
the emotions in the mold
change of state
she said ive never been so cold

contact goyard with the arm strap
bet ill bounce back quicker than i fall back
bet ill text back quicker than you call back
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

come thru i dont know my eyes red
when they close i can see you in my eye lids
nearly gone, so i roll another blunt wrap
all the smoke got me feeling like a smokestack

smokestack (prod. fats'e)

lyrics:

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

long hair blow back everytime i fucking come thru
feeling like a throw back everytime i miss you
thinking all the right things when i kiss you
saying all the wrong words into tissues

breaking down to the ground, but my heart still beating
done grieving but im still bleeding
shes so far from a heathen
keep me sane and it keep my breathing

round after round downing shots of bacardi
im still home while she fienin at the party
1am downin water with the molly
lied to my face when she say she just like me

they stay hating on me like they used to
she dont wanna feel me like she used to
they still sleeping on me like im used to
but its been the same shit since high school

i been deep in the green like a jungle
all i do is work all i do is hustle
ya im too busy right now couldnt come thru
but its been the same shit since highschool

high school (prod. ftbondatrack)

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

lyrics:

i could waste ur time
would u like that
blue text read sign
no reply back

make u feel so fine
know u like that
if i kissed ur lips
i know u'd bite back

focus on my grip
when i fly past
uber foreign whips
i only drive fast

its not battleships
ion play no games like that
got on designer kicks
and a couple pairs in the bag

smoking love potion
give baby girl a pass
where u buy this shit
i got a guy for gas

one day ill ease up
and i could let u in
but right now im too high
and im just not cluing in

come out
it was such a good time
i could see the downpour
coming through the treeline

i could feel the goosebumps
building through my whole spine
i could feel the heat rush
through me in a beeline

tell me
do u ever think that
we were meant to be
but we could never really see that

and i dreamed that
last night
tell me u believe that
u dont really see that
so i dont mean that

i could waste ur time
just let me know the place
and u can keep complaining
yell the words into my face
im headed downtown
im staying ten down
im from the east end
but im going southbound

i could waste ur time
would u like that
blue text read sign
no reply back

wanderer (prod. ʎpoqou)

that's the dream, all i think about feat. 9TAILS (prod. mikzy)

produced by @white-shinobi

lyrics:

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

how u gon say u not into me
then get up on me again 
how u gon talk about trust
when u think im fucking ur friend

baby i know u been playing me
that shit it tears me apart
but i cant really complain
i knew that shit from the start

i been in the fucking zone
producers hit me on the phone
nobody can get enough of me
so why am i feeling alone

why am i feeling alone
come by cause im always home
ring the bell if i dont come
then im out back in the smoke

she always said im a stoner
but she get it from me for the low
i been feeling like a goner
but i guess thats just how it goes

im so sorry but 
this cant wait
i needed to go
i needed to tell u everything and then some more
i needed to know
if we feeling cold

u cant help but pull away from me
sometimes words are hard to believe
this may sound crazy if it dont make sense
so let me run it by one more time again like

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

wintr nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

produced by @white-shinobi

art by insidetoout.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

lighter flipped out lighting up a spliff 
ive been told this is good as life'll get
heartbreaker and i havent broke a sweat
windbreaker white stripes on the back

push start thats the way i turn it on
when i drive she just like to turn me on
hide the ash gotta put it out fast
this is a rental and it got enough gas

they watching me like a trilogy
over 9000 with the energy
uber a porsche and i keep the keys
i hope u enjoy university
i hope u enjoy university
i hope u enjoy university
imma be off prolly overseas
imma be off prolly smoking weed
prolly spending stacks while i make em back
while the loud pack gimme heart attacks
its hard to breathe when im so relaxed

fucking my girl in the ghost
grind while we listen to post
celebration its a toast
im inebriated at the most

and all i wanted was to make u happy
girl why do u never text me
my mind is full but the screen is empty
but its been like this since u left me

sed

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