lyrics:
Am I living or simply existing
In this chaotic modern society
People been wanting too many without even thinking 
Bout who they really want them to be. 

Am I living or simply existing 
In the present or in my own memories, cuz one day I feel happy one day I feel lonely, 
Some days I am stuck in between 

So I take a lot of pictures to remember how things used to be 
So I write down every letter to recover from anxiety 

So please be one kind, gentle human

living or existing - Original Song

Unlearn (benny blanco & Gracie Abrams) cover

We escaped reality but got trapped in our worst fantasies. 

Rinse and repeat. He got his inconsistencies away with apologizing. I got my insecurities away with forgiving. 

My worst fear is time, blinded by his little white lies.

See you never—the wrong person at the wrong time.

Produced by @acxle

See You Never (Prod. acxle)

Figuring out what I can do 
When im still blinded by the truth 
am I a joke to you? Im sorry if I ran into your little rendezvous. 

Im not pinnochio not your puppet not a barbie never just a pretty face. 
you’re telling me it was all fake? youre feeling bad for your mistake? How dare you say that to my face? 


Break down my walls so what so you can break it down again? 
My kindness is not a weakness. Don’t just use me for your gain. 
It’s never that simple it’s never unusual. 

It’s how it works. natural selection and manipulation 
Survival of the fittest. That’s just bullshit and you know it. 
Don’t blame me for something you did. You think youre smart? it’s the opposite.  

It’s the opposite. so don’t believe in everything you see cuz there are always three sides to a story. And I don’t want to hear you speak.

it's the opposite - Original Song

ran out of breath throughout the entire song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=md_RtDdO4HI

double take - dhruv (cover)

Feels like a dream (Emilee) cover (EARPHONES)

Polaroids are falling off the wall 
Is that an excuse for me to take em down?
Should I leave it as it is or bring them all to town? 
No matter how much I take, it’s never the same. 
I admit that I acted a little bit selfish said I’m busy having fun in my life, working endlessly got no time 
I feel sorry for not calling back left you hanging when I see you crying for the third time weeks before I’ll wave you goodbye 
I’d never thought I’m gonna miss this so bad, the taste of sweet and sour keeps coming back 

Dirty dishes, broken drawers 
One for one, pick the shirt you’ve always wanted wear it anytime you like it’s yours now
Petty fights and subtle teases 
It’s an endless game, but without the players it would never be the same 

I admit that I acted a little bit selfish said I’m busy having fun in my life, working endlessly got no time 
I feel sorry for not calling back left you hanging when I see you crying for the third time weeks before I’ll wave you goodbye 
I’d never thought I’m gonna miss this so bad, the taste of sweet and sour keeps coming back

Sweet&Sour (voice memo ver.)

Bored - Billie Eilish Cover

beside you (by the sea acoustic ver.) - keshi

credit: Instrumental Music by a Ismail Bergitar 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3y5s8pqqyxM&t=0s

attention (acoustic ver.) - NewJeans

[cover] 21 (Gracie Abrams)acoustic ver.

Heather's Style

healing is messy 
https://youtu.be/ho2MTjBz_KQ 
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lyrics:
I miss my way of being, 
Without the overthinking 
Oooh (oooh ooh ) 
Dreaded the days ahead of me 
Sleeping with tears, fake smiling 
Nooo (noo)

(Cuz) I just want to be heartless
But im just clueless 
Put you first and pour my heart out 
Hopeless 
Wanna feel mindless 
But Im just restless 

Don’t ever call me you are now dismissed 

So don’t call me baby 
I don’t just sit still look pretty 
Love makes me feel dizzy 
Lost myself and fell so deeply 
Proved love wrong again but that’s 
okay it’s not the end 

Don’t look back don’t ever settle for less

I miss you I hate you I love you I want you 
I can not stop thinking bout you

I just want to feel hopeful
Not like a sad fool 
Blast music just to sing 
That’s so wonderful 

Alive and still grateful 
Existing in this big world

“Don’t worry you will be ready for more.”

Maderlin Weng

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