Well, this is going in the Halloween playlist 🙏🤓

Honeyray is a Russian, but he took a boat to the US when he turned 19. He left because he wanted to pursue his dream of being a bartender, where no one knew him as a gay man, due to getting many judgemental stares and rumors being spread about him and his sexuality. His family was also abusive, all excepthis dearly departed sister. || Honeyray spoke no English and was alone for weeks in New York before Briar found him, becoming his best friend over the years. They share an apartment, having separate rooms, and they both work at a bar together. But little does Briar know, Honeyray was in love with him.

Honeyray Core [An OC Playlist, read desc]

this is the song i wrote from the perspective of daedalus, icarus' father, that got popular on tik tok :3 thank u so so much for all the love you guys gave me i really hope this recording doesn't disappoint!

zoe 

Icarus (my tiktok song)

APPLE JUICE

Landscape

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written and composed by madilyn mei
violin by tiny umbrellas
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by kris putter

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Lyrics:
Pumpkin head
Flower bed
Just a gourd in a garden
What I’d give
For my own
Flesh and bone
For a day

Silly dreams, are they not?
In the end we all decay and rot
Still I wish to live outside
This hollowed head of mine
Did I exist if I was only ever thoughts? 

Time is fleeting, seasons change
I’m a fool, but still I pray
For my own flesh and bone for one day

Promise You Won't Scream

Flesh and Bone

Listen

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by kris putter

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Lyrics:
Met you at the cemetery
We caught frogs and moths and beetles
We discussed our deepest fears
Yours are ghosts, mine is people

If I had a heart it’d beat right out my chest
Right now I think I
Have something to tell you
Just promise me one thing

I have something to tell you
Promise you won't scream

But would you be my friend
If I told you that I died years ago?
Would you be my friend if I never told a lie?
Some things hard to hear though

Would it be better if we didn’t?
If you never knew the truth of my existence?
Would you ever be friends with a ghost?

Saw you sitting on a gravestone
Crossing through on my way home
I said “hi” and you looked shocked

“Wait, you can see me?"

“Ah so it talks!"

Catching bugs and chasing toads

“They were frogs"

"What's the difference?"

I said I’m afraid of ghosts
You're afraid of our existence

Would you be my friend
If I told you that I died years ago?
Would you be my friend if I
Never told a lie?
Some things hard to hear though

Would it be better if we didn’t?
If you never knew the truth of my existence?
Would you ever be friends with a ghost?

I don't want you to know a single thing about me
But I wanna know all there's to know about you

I don't want you to know a single thing about me
But I wanna know all there's to know about you

Met you at the cemetery
We caught bugs and frogs and feelings

“Wait did i just say that? Sorry!”

“Yeah you should be!
We caught bugs and toads and feelings!”

I would be your friend
No matter dead or alive
Losing my mind going mad

I'll be around
Til the day that I die
You and I can’t forget
Don’t regret what we had

Would it be better if we never
Met each other, never stayed together?
Would you stick around with all that you know?

(Nice to meet you
Taking your time
I think I’m a sheep in wolf’s clothing
Time is fleeting
Knew I’d never grow old
Seasons change)

I don't want you to know a single thing about me
But I wanna know all there's to know about you

I don't want you to know a single thing about me
But I wanna know all there's to know about you

At The Cemetery

At The Cemetery feat. cloudkissed

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced by  @ScrawnyMusic  & madilyn mei 
mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by madilyn mei

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Lyrics:
Welcome.
But I thought-
Ah ah ah! No need to think.
Oh.
Just repeat what you know.
Okee!

leaves, bushels of apples,
dirt, thistles,
busy little birds,
raining, storming,
shelter, morning,
vegetable, fruit,
beans, seeds and gourds too.

rake, shovel,
gravel, bug,
soil, glove!
flower pot.
snapdragon, wagon,
lunch time.
lemonade for all.
yay!

growing, dying,
photosynthesising.
sun setting/rising

it's all
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon

garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon
garden jargon

wow! great job. next.

pixel petals
endless lifeless gigabytes
miss my corner of sunlight.

Garden Jargon

Stream

My man is a stagnant water,
a mud-your-linen, cacklin’ bogland
Waded in his iris to my knees
I bathed in his mouth overnight
We drank moonbeams from oily skies
Come dawn, he begged me, “Please, love, never leave”

Hmm, hmm
Hmm, hmm,

I have hands for building altars,
Lips to pray to reckless gods
Yeah, I was made to be a devotee
His mangroves held me ‘till died
My body’s relic left behind
To fossilize beneath the willow trees

Hmm, hmm,
Hmm, Hmm,

Thrashing like Ophelia in my featherdown coat
Won’t someone teach me to love without it swallowing me whole
If to be loved is to be changed, I’m only worsenin’
Mosquito larvae in my ribs
He only loves me when I rot with him

I’m my father’s stubborn daughter
And I am no gentle lover
Only crown I wear is loyalty
My man is a stagnant water,
a mud-your-linen, cacklin’ bogland
And I’m forever stuck his bog body

Hmm, hmm,
Hmm, hmm

The Bog Bodies

The Bog Bodies (Dorm Demo)

Out now! https://ffm.to/poppinskittles 🍬

Music & Art by Madilyn Mei
Produced & Mixed by Scrawny
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson

Lyrics:

I'll play the husband and you’ll
Walk down the aisle
Say “I do” with a smile
Playing house for a while
Taking antidepressants
Poppin Skittles with breakfast
Imaginary problems for the plot
But we’ll solve em, won't we?

(Da da da da da da)
(P-o-p-p-i-n)

And when we're older maybe
We’ll have a couple babies
They'll all be plastic with those googly eyeballs
But they'll probably take after you
So they’ll be the coolest kids
We’ll raise them much better than
Either of our parents did 

(Da da da da da da)
(P-o-p-p-i-n)

Pour another cup of Joe mama
Cracking eggs and jokes in pajamas
Pour another cup of (your mom!)
I joke, I’d like one Americana
Americano? I really don’t know
I just got here, what’s a macchiato?
Cappuccino mocha lungo espresso
Cortado drip affogato ristretto
Where are the pictures? Speaking in riddles
Gimme a cocoa to go with my Skittles

I change my mind, I think I
Wanna play wife and you can, uh
Become a stay at home dad!
(At least until dinner time)
And we can take turns reading
Each other bedtime stories
(Well, once we learn to read)
I know how to almost spell my name!
Same time tomorrow?

(Da da da da da da)

Poppin Skittles

The Bard EP is out now! STREAM IT 👉 https://ffm.to/thebard

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Song Credits:
Written & Performed by Madilyn Mei
Produced & Mixed by Scrawny  
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson

Lyrics:

I used to lead
With my head as my feet
My heart used to be irrelevant

Yearning for more
A place in the score
My soundtrack would be excellent

How many tales will I tell
Til I go on my own adventure? (own adventure)
Strumming along
Just a bard with a song
So they all remember

So they all
So they all

I’m bored again
Guess I’ll pretend
I’m from distant magic land

How very hard
To be a bard
In San Tan Valley, Arizona

Romanticize my silly life
Khaki armor
Quest to Wal-Mart

Someday I’ll die
But for now I’m alive
So hand me a pen
And call me The Bard

(Louder!)
(Second Verse!)

Lately I think
I’ve been stuck on the brink
Afraid to leave all that I know behind

Word spreading now
Of a bard town to town
My music and I
Blooming here online

Orpheus sings for a Eurydice
Who is gone for good now (gone for good now)
What would I lose if I was in his shoes
If I turn around?

It’s a lonely path, Isn’t it?
Of a bard with an itch
To do more than he knows how

More than he knows
More than he-

I’m bored again
Guess I’ll pretend
I’m from distant magic land

How very hard
To be a bard
In San Tan Valley, Arizona

Romanticize my silly life
Khaki armor
Quest to Wal-Mart

Someday I’ll die
But for now I’m alive
Send me on tour
And call me The Bard

Places to be
And people to meet
Stories to tell
To the curious listener

Someday I’ll change
My name rearrange
And when I return
I may not know my face
But I’ll try to be brave
On the brink that I contemplate
Going beyond til the grave

Cause there’s always
Another quest waiting
To take me and make me
A little less wise
And a little more lost
Cause the more that I know
The more that I don’t
And I’m chasing it now
I’m leaving this town
I’m writing my findings
And not slowing down

I’m bored again
Guess I’ll pretend
I’m from distant magic land

How very hard
To be a bard
In San Tan Valley, Arizona

Romanticize my silly life
Khaki armor
Quest to Wal-Mart

Someday I’ll die
But for now I’m alive

So call me The Bard
Call me The Bard
The Bard

Call Me The Bard
Call Me The Bard
Call Me The Bard
Call Me The Bard (I’m bored again)

Call Me The Bard (Call me The Bard)
Call Me The Bard

The Bard

Call Me The Bard

Song Name: Cigarettes and Feelings

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Artist name: The Haunt

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Pfp not mine!! Was found on pinterest! 

~Cigarettes & Feelings~ Sped Up | By The Haunt

The Bird Song

Lyrics:

If the double-row eighteen-cylinder
Air-cooled radial engine
Is not enough to tip you off
Before he slips you off the needle
Drops you into unstitched space
The wasteland which henceforth
Shall be referred to as “your place”

The captain lives by the sword
And the captain loves by the sword
When the captain dies by the sword
He'll leave you trapped in the cockpit
Crying out "Mayday!"

When a Scissor-tailed Flycatcher aerial courtship
Nosedives in a blitzkrieg from that Whiskey Delta
You can tell the backyard bomber
Never helmed a cargo crate
He croaks out undoing and doom
To the wishful safety net
You jeopardized your life to loom

The captain lives by the sword
And the captain loves by the sword
Once you elope with the captain
You'll leave on a sordid honeymoon
Trapped in the cockpit
Crying out "Mayday!"

Always the last and never the least
Always the fast and never the feast
Always the cult of domesticity
Always the jolts of electricity
Always surpassed and never decreased
Always amassed and never released
Always the past controls your mind
Never the peace you hoped to God you'd finally find

The captain lives by the sword
And the captain loves by the sword
And when he dies by the sword
He’ll reward you for your obedience
For your countenance has woven in at every turn

Even as the back, even as the back
Of the hand
Even as the back, even as the back
Of the hand still burns
Even as the back, even as the back
Of the hand still burns
From the last airstrike

Credits:
Music and lyrics - Stephan Nance
Piano/vocals/backing vocals - Stephan Nance
Programming/bass guitar/guitars/banjo/organ/keys - Josh Frigo
Violin/viola/cello - Yoed Nir
Double bass - Jeni Magana
Trumpet - John Lake
Trombone/bass trombone - Becca Patterson
French horn - Meredith Moore
Piccolo/flute/oboe/clarinet/bassoon - Josh Plotner
Percussion - Mathias Kunzli
Drums - Aksel Coe
Orchestral arrangement - Josh Plotner
Vocal recording engineer - Adam Sweeney
Mixing - Josh Frigo
Mastering - Alex Dobbert
Artwork - Rebecca DeMoss
Graphic design - Chad Lowe

Mayday!

Preybirds

Preybirds (The Watched Version)

Coconut Ranger

Never Love An Anchor

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