"Forsaken" the album is out now via AWAL!
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Produced by @iamganz
Mixed/Mastered by John Young

Forsaken

MADI - DYING ANGEL

GLOWSTONE (MADI + sober rob) - II

my third solo album LIFE ON HARD MODE (Speed Run!) out now everywhere <3 https://lnk.to/madi-hardmode
entirely self produced, written, engineered, mix/mastered by me

MADI - LIFE ON HARD MODE (Speed Run!)

Madi - Reprisal EP

"%" is out now via AWAL! 
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Produced by @iamganz
Mastered by John Young
Art/Visuals by Jennica Mae Photography 

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Lyrics: 

Bad bitch, I'll be comin' around this time, 
done cryin' after I almost lost my life
You're years late on your apology, 
'cause you missed my guaranteed loyalty 

Should take percentage from future women you date, 
because I made you into the man that you are
After I gave you all my energy left, 
I couldn't hate you 
so here's a piece of my heart 
Should take percentage from all the pennies you got, 
because I saved you from your ass getting caught 
From a label, a manager's dog
Who were you serving? 
It should've been me 
It should've been me, 
It should've been me

Bad bitch, I'll be comin' around this time
I'll stop whinin' till' I get everything justified
'cause you're years late on your apology, 
so I'll give you my piece of mind 
(Jesus Christ, did I really cry over a boy? Wow)

Should take percentage from future women you date, 
because I made you into the man that you are
After I gave you all my energy left, 
I couldn't hate you 
so here's a piece of my heart 
Should take percentage from all the pennies you got, 
because I saved you from your ass getting caught 
From a label, a manager's dog
Who were you serving? 
Should've been me 
It should've been me, yeah 
It should've been me (should've been) 
It should've been me (should've been) 
It should've been me (me from the start) 
It should've been me, yeah 

Should take percentage from all the pennies you got, 
because I saved you from your ass getting caught 
From a label, a manager's dog
Who were you serving? 

It should've been me
It should've been

01 LEVEL
02 SEASONS with oshi 

self written, self produced, self mixed & mastered

-OUT NOW EVERYWHERE - 

these two songs were written during a recent bipolar depression episode and reflect two stages: brokenness and then comfort. I typically take night walks when I feel like my mind has gone “too far” with its intrusive thoughts, and often walking makes it worse unfortunately, which is what LEVEL about. SEASONS is about the comfort found when I return home, and the peace I’ve found with my support system, especially with my partner, who is my home (ily rob). 

the biggest thank you to oshi— SEASONS started with just a tiny vocal of his on a TC Helicon but became the most emotive piece we could have imagined. thank you for pulling these emotions out of me and being one of my biggest supporters and close friends <3

SEASONS w/ oshi

2022 has been a revealing year in so many ways. not only have i started a new duo music project “@GLOWSTONE” with @soberrob, which has been nothing but creatively liberating, but i am also gradually coming out of a producing hiatus for my own project. over these past few years, i’ve been suffocating myself with pressure, afraid to even touch ableton again, and am now learning how to finally let go and find experimentation in different dance genres. “SUGAR” is the launching pad for this next era of self-produced music and ideas, which i couldn’t be more eager to put out. 

with that being said, this year has also been revealing for the rest of us as a society; we’re still trying to process the holidays post-pandemic and an all-around new normal, there are the biggest social and womens’ rights movements happening across the world right now (hence the roe versus wade overturn reference). the weight of the world hit me hard as i was sick one week; i thought about the holidays coming up and what they would signify for certain groups and disconnected families, which prompted the first couple lines of “SUGAR”. 
 
while it is a love song at heart and reflects all the loves i’ve found over 2022, including producing, it also is a tribute to light in a dark world that is yearning to be better. 

co-produced and mixed with my partner in crime, rob. <3

SUGAR

PHASES

LIGMA

“CUFFED”  - one of the four singles leading up to my sophomore album “ANGEL OF SADNESS”, self produced and written by me. The whole project is a set of love songs, not only to people but to my head and heart. 

In light of May being mental health awareness month, CUFFED is the love child of whacky, whimsical sounds and . . . ha ha . . . severe mental illness :’) living with mental illness has been a painful life, especially with a diagnosis including the most stigmatized and misunderstood disorders, and it is something I am aiming to be more open/vocal about. I’ve been in a never ending battle trying to get better with treatment centers, psychiatrists, therapists, and medication cocktails for as long as I can remember, and falling back in not only love with a partner but with creating music again after a production hiatus has taken every ounce of mental jiu jitsu possible for someone like me!! however, I’ve never felt more creatively liberated than I do now that my brain is set on the right path and in recovery, and this project truly celebrates getting out of the artistic rut I’ve been in for so many years. 

mixed with my wonderful partner in crime @soberrob, who also inspired this project, rob <3 (peep our duo project @GLOWSTONE00 if you haven’t)

CUFFED

ANNIHILATE

"DYING ANGEL" - my sophomore album - out now ⋆｡‧₊°༺𓆩❦︎𓆪༻༉‧₊˚.

self produced/written/performed and mixed by me

LEMON JUICE

THIRDEYE

HORROR NITE

WE CAN NEVER BE FRIENDS

FALLING

DYING ANGEL

TEETH

HANDFUL

POISON

OUT NOW - rock bottom has a basement. EP | to be followed by my third solo album “Life: HARD MODE (Speed Run)" 
produced, written & mixed by me 

1. BLOODSUCKER (macaroni song)
2. THE WOODS
3. OXYGEN THIEF! 
4. OCTOBER SUNRISE

THE WOODS

OCTOBER SUNRISE

BLOOD SUCKER (macaroni song)

OXYGEN THIEF!

ALBUM III out 1.10.25 <3 xoxoxo

produced written and mixed/mastered by me !

streaming: https://lnk.to/no1fan_la

NO.1 FAN (la love)

my third solo album LIFE ON HARD MODE (Speed Run!) out now everywhere <3 
entirely self produced, written, engineered, mix/mastered by me 

BY UR SIDE (sad interlude)

ONE DAY (letter to los angeles)

OVERTIME (2015 REVIVE)

WORST OF U

BUT IM ONLY A CHILD / TOLD U ONCE

PIZZAZAZA (2021 REVIVE)

AMSTER-DAMN!

M,M&I

PURGATORY

lotus

written / produced by ya girl 
-- 

shield away from your coy 
make you want to break 'cause I'm coming for ya 
get on your knees, you're gonna pray 
I'm coming for you now what you gonna say 

when you talk down me, belittle me 
I'll light this torch, burn my fears 
You get a little farther
You say boy when fate comes again 

I'll sharpen knives I'll sharpen darts 
Next time you stone my heart 
Bring it all back 'cause our time won't last forever
make me sore of love 

give me war or paradise 
'cause the turmoil won't satisfy 
I wanna be onesided in a place worth hiding with you 
and who you were before

darts

"Reprisal" – the debut single from Madi.
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Reprisal

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Madi - Reprisal

Madi's second single, "White Horse (feat. Robokid)" , off her forthcoming debut EP.

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White Horse (feat. Robokid)

Madi - White Horse (feat. Robokid)

"Rosé" – from Madi's EP "Reprisal"

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1. Rosé
2. White Horse (ft. Robokid)
3. Reprisal
4. Move
5. Flares

Rosé

Madi - Rosé

"Move" – from Madi's EP "Reprisal"

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1. Rosé
2. White Horse (ft. Robokid)
3. Reprisal
4. Move
5. Flares

Move

Madi - Move

Flares

Madi - Flares

"Forsaken" is out NOW via AWAL. Produced by GANZ. 
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Lyrics: 
Would you love me still if I was hospitalized
Can’t afford it when you turn me into your prize,
and then idealize every twist of my lip and curve of my jaw 
I’ve deceived myself, could I ever be bored
Fuck I’m breaking down and become my own storm,
sorry to be confusing I’m just losing parts of myself
With a kiss of my hip oh I feel like I’m floating,
then push you away when it feels all consuming 
Obsessed and depressed I don’t know what I’m choosing 
Call it when you feel like quitting you’re over,
it’s not like I felt like this would be forever
Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors
Please don’t think that I’m tryna be so aloof, it’s not on purpose you would know it if I could Insane rainy days like a burst of shame
Burst down it’s the person you chose,
lock down I’ll defend all my wounds
Hope that you’ll be patient with me anyway 
Duck low it’s a crazy behavior,
I know I can’t make you my savior,
but all that I’m asking is you please forsake me

“Forsaken is about when you convince yourself that you are not deserving of love ever or that you will never heal, and so you push people away as a default defense-mechanism. It was something I absolutely experienced when I was new to dating my boyfriend after being hospitalized for mental illness in 2018. For months I had a mindset that I should just be left alone/abandoned, as a fair punishment for being this way & too challenging to handle. It was the most brutal and heartbreaking form of self-sabotage. But this is my story of recovery” - MADI

My latest single "Pity Party" is out NOW via AWAL! 
Stream: lnk.to/pity-party

produced with @aokamura
mix/master by John Young

Lyrics: 
Four years it’s apocalyptic thinking
I’m fried it’s a challenge I’ve tried
Six days and manic to a tipping
Break through but it’s too late to chase 

Throwin’ the pity party 
Am I done or out of mind
Ready for something exciting
‘Cause I’m bored and out of time
Bored bored b-b-bored bored 
‘Cause I’m bored and out of time
Bored bored b-b-bored bored 
‘Cause I’m bored and out of time

Snicker there’s a deal on his table
Consult but it’s not like it’s mine 
Envy to the point of disease 
It’s clear it’s not both of our prime 
Both of our prime 

I’m host of the pity party 
Reached a max of tolerance 
They say I’m so fucking lucky 
Manifest I’ll be just fine
Not you it’s so god damn gnarly 
Hold your breath it all comes soon
Throwing the pity party 
‘Cause I’m bored and out of time 
Bored bored b-b-bored bored 
‘Cause I’m bored and out of time
Bored bored b-b-bored bored 
‘Cause I’m bored and out of time

Pity Party

(holy shit i am uploading this TWO WEEKS LATE i completely forgot RIP)

"Down", one of the most meaningful songs off my upcoming LP, out NOW via AWAL. Produced by @iamganz
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TRIGGER WARNING: 5150/su*cide
“Down is the sensory experience of my psychiatric hold, after an attempt to take my life in 2018. My visit, for a multitude of reasons, was incomprehensible; being discharged and able to go home felt like a rescue mission. The song touches my difficulty perceiving the world around me and returning to a new normal. How could I return without traumatizing friends? How could I return without breaking my family further? I felt more alone after than I did before going in.” 
- Madi


Lyrics:
I can still hear myself being carried away by an ambulance
I can still hear you say to me that you don’t love me anymore
Oh, I can still taste the black,
It coats my throat, soaks my tears, 
Pray now, pray now
The man next door is screaming,
‘Cause he don’t know his brain no more
[Drop]
I can still feel the war that is brewing around the dinner meal
All my friends, they’re infused 
with an ego as big as an “artist deal” 
Oh I could get all wrapped up and point my fingers
Point them, point them to everyone who’d ever know
But they will never know that I feel like I’m lost forevermore
[Drop}

Down

VISIONS, off of my upcoming debut album, is out now on AWAL! 
Stream: https://lnk.to/madi-visions

The Forsaken LP arrives this October. 
Produced by @iamganz

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“‘Visions’ at its core is a song about recovery . . . after a couple verses of sarcastic commentary on mental-health accessibility, being ditched by an ex, and the numbing transition from depression to hypomania. I’ve always been a chronic cynic however when I wrote this song, I was at a point in my life where I was committed to ‘finding home soon’, which equates to help and a support system finally.” - Madi

Lyrics: 

Tell me I will be better,
then give advice that will probably expire I wish that I could be better,
because my world has lost all its desire
Is this what you wanted to hear from me? Probably, you should be listening
I’ve got a brain that’s imbalance-ing,
and we’re dwindling
I’ve got a lot of visions,
that I’ll be finding home soon ‘Got a lot of reasons,
if you could see me better
So why’d he leave me behind? Stranded on Ventura Boulevard It didn’t come to mind,
I was alone, never reconciled
I found a peace in the wallowing, but if it were someone listening Everyone’s constantly arguing, while I’m bargaining
I’ve got a lot of visions,
that I’ll be finding home soon ‘Got a lot of reasons,
if you could see me better

Visions

Scorpion Kiss

Prelude

Nostalgia

"X" produced by @biicla out NOW via AWAL
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Lyrics (Explicit):

First you ask if we could stay friends, 
I say "okay" to hide my pain
But as the days go on, I see you’re doing great 
while all my gears they spin right out of place 
Why did I comfort you when you said "We’re done"? 
this time I'm numb 

You said you loved me
but then erase me, 
I'm fucking lonely, 
can’t keep from spiraling 
I wish that I said, “I never meant that“
Am I something you regret? 
Now that I’m your "crazy ex"? 

Careful what you’re wishing for, 
I never mean to bite you 
I’m still in therapy and keep pushing on, 
but it doesn’t mean that I am brand new 

You’ll miss my tattoos,
you’ll miss my voice, 
telling you bad jokes or playful pokes
You’ll miss my sweet charm at holidays 
What a shame that I'm to blame or so you say 

Am I something you regret? 
Now that I'm your "crazy ex"?

Am I something you regret? 
Yeah, yeah

⋆｡‧₊°༺𓆩❦︎𓆪༻༉‧₊˚.

My third solo album out now everywhere <3 
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MADI

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