lyrics:

something always breaks
everything's an end
something always happens
that I can never comprehend
a jagged puzzle piece of glass
looking for something long to last
something oh so sweet
can fall apart so fast
they never tell you why and it always
kicks your ass

I lose all meaning
I live for no reason
caught in this bleeding
what the fuck was up?
try and fight all my demons 
think you're the biggest reason
that I wanted to see him
and ask him why he made you run
and all the voices stopped sleeping
the minute you couldn't hear them
and now you want me to fight alone?
what the fuck was up?
you couldn't sleep without smoking
you couldn't laugh when I'm joking
said you could live without me thinking of you
what the fuck was up?

always in my head
I get this feeling I can't trust
cause all I've been thinking is you
I've got a bullet and it's waiting for you
(oh woah)
what the fuck is up with you?
what the fuck is up with you?
what the fuck is up with you?
what the fuck was up?

I lose all meaning
I live for no reason
caught in this bleeding
what the fuck was up?
try and fight all my demons 
think you're the biggest reason
that I wanted to see him
and ask him why he made you run
and all the voices stopped sleeping
the minute you couldn't hear them
and now you want me to fight alone?
what the fuck was up?
you couldn't sleep without smoking
you couldn't laugh when I'm joking
said you could live without me thinking of you
what the fuck was up?

what the FUCK was up? w/ samsdiary (richmnkey)

melancholic longing 

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

STARSMP3:
https://on.soundcloud.com/cTBVpLVSKg3YbKEP8

https://instagram.com/beatsbystars?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

SXREY:
https://m.soundcloud.com/sxrey


LYRICS:

ANGL:

honestly i’m terrified of ever fucking losing you 
i never ever meant for all the shit i put you through 
but if you leave me, i could never blame you
i could never blame you, i could never blame you 

you should know id always keep fighting 
for you 
even if fighting for you is the the death of me
you should know i would give up everything 
if that meant in the end
you will die beside me

i remember when you kissed my head
and every single word you said 
i know it’s not permanence but im 
not complacent, i try not to push it
i cant stand my temperament 

because of my environment 
if you run out of patience 
so much fuckin tribulations 
how could i blame you?

all i fuckin know is i was fuckin made for you
(i was fuckin made for you)

SXREY:

How could I blame you if everything went wrong 
Know this shit hurts me
I knew it from the start
I was up all night
Fightin dark with light
You wanna know what up
But you’re on my mind 
 
Fuck it
Know you don’t care nothing personal
I see you stare, im so emotional
I would let you leave, if you don’t fw me
I want the best for you even if it’s not me

honestly i’m terrified of ever fucking losing you 
i never ever meant for all the shit i put you through 
but if you leave me, i could never blame you
i could never blame you, i could never blame you

how could i blame u? w/ SXREY (prod. apt9 x starsmp3)

Deep Sage

Dallas

Track 1 on I Am The Best In The World. You Don't Have To Believe Me. -> https://fanlink.to/iamthebest

I Am The Best In The World. You Don't Have To Believe Me.

I Am The Best

Killer Instinct Consequences

moving free (starshower, nihil)

dust.

@dooozii

you made me suffer
only fair you die for your crime

Chorus (Solarenity)
I'm not doing this by myself anymore
I'm tired of this shit but im loving all the gore
me and dooozii yeah we getting out revenge kill
dropping all these pills down
bloody nose look like a clown
im sealing all of your fates
idc wat u say 
i will ruin ur day
shouldve gave me my pay
you should have gave me my pay
i do everything you say

verse 1 (solarenity)
now im fucking done
looting all ur pockets
i know you got it
i know that im desperate
i don't even care
hit your boy up with a flare
playing dirty im not fair
headshot marker, dirty glare
its a real big shame
killing all these fucking lames 
me and dooozii go insane
get the fuck out my lane 
keep on talking to me boy ill be ur fuckin bane
you dont wanna mess with me
hit you with a center piece

verse 2 (dooozii)
hit you w a corner stab
m4 w a shoulder strap
hate your face, your neck been snapped
disappoint, you just relapse
bro so tense, like just relax
talk to me, when there's some cash
ego fragile, body glass
when you kill then have some class
you dont wanna be the one that comes up after me
you aint gonna represent or top my legacy
yk that my trigger finger itchin w these tendencies
if you're gonna disrespect, you'll end up dead, i got no empathy
you try to tell me youre the one, but why you lyin
you mightve fit in but you couldnt just stay quiet
your life aint worth that much so yk ima buy it
youve been finished, ever since you took a bite

bridge (solarenity)
Ooohh
oohh
oohhh

Chorus (Solarenity)
I'm not doing this by myself anymore
I'm tired of this shit but im loving all the gore
me and dooozii yeah we getting out revenge kill
dropping all these pills down
bloody nose look like a clown
im sealing all of your fates
idc wat u say 
i will ruin ur day
shouldve gave me my pay
you should have gave me my pay
i do everything you say

outro (solarenity)
Now im going off the rails 
its not even over yet
this is only the beginning

suffer +dooozii (wayza)

gonna be fr i forgot who made the beat. my bad 😭



@isocharm
yeah double tap like it
read her like pornstar i ride it
yeah she a lil demon hoe
she be riding
i just wanna fuck got no time for fighting
yeah they tryna act like that we related
yeah i think they used to love me now they hating
they just wanna fuck with viewpoint we on the radar
but honestly we just underated
take another pill okay
its not real okay
i cant feel okay
i cant heal
steady popping drugs its a steal 
a deal
yeah they tryna fuck, it's not ideal 

@solarenity
its not ideal 
im not for real
i dont know how to feel
so i 
popped him like a pin cushion
do this shit for my mission
on your grave you see me pissing
thats my language how im dissing
im playing with your life
all these bodies count to five 
slide on niggas counter strike
tell these niggas take a hike
oklikehi 
im doing fine
ill pack you in my hive
pack it up like genocide
make you scream like homicide
cut your body into pieces
split em up like youre a reeses 
youre so bloated diabetes 
like im harvey 50/50 
try too hard you cant just be me
me and iso don't wield bbs 
see us walking take you down
hang your body upside down


@pluto 
(DIE)
Let me know whats the deal
Let me know how you heal 
yeah you know  I been tryna keep it real wit you
Yeah I know its not fair but i've been missing you 
so let me know whats up w you before i leave
yea my vision lookin real clear like its water
knew a bih back in october I forgot all abt her 
I may be underrated but yo bitch she want my cadence 
so I gotta up my bag ima fuckin get it  
told her how my heart cold so she cant fuckin get it


@solarenity
you think you know it all
oohh you think you know it all
ima put you in the ground and show you how i really ball 


underated +isocharm, pluto

Brave (2014-2017)

I Let Himmm

Not It

south spring road

- LYRICS -

your breath lingers upon my skin. 
the thought of you, I can not get..
out of my mind. 


i love your kiss and this feeling
of pure bliss you so.. happily provide.

you're the warmest place I know.
i hope that you don't go.
i love it.
i love the thought.. ( x2 ) 

..of you.

THE THOUGHT OF YOU | ( prod. cutter x nihil )

the ukelele girl that sang "take me to the moon, or take me home" :) 

out now!! https://fanlink.to/Madylin-Gilbert-Lover

south spring road

Madylin Gilbert

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