welcom to moss

experimenting with mixing n stuff but that's what these lofi projects are all about :)

lyrics

feeing hazy
u sayin “make me”
uve had ur world up in a twist and not just lately
look up in the sky coz u dont think you’ll fall to sefety
look at the ground, plant ur foot i don’t care if it means you’ll hate me

just run, keep running
take it in ‘fore you can locate where the sun is  
grey clouds, then tears plummet
i think u need to grow up if im honest

see your not taking advantage 
absorbing all this damage
its not healthy and im not sure how much longer u can manage

windy fucking roads no matter how well out you can plan it
cleary not the issue i hope that you understand this 

oh i hope u understand 
quit standing, think u can coast just coz ur hiding all this talent
worst thing u can is fucking nothing 
just believe me fr once
dont ever take a break from being who tf u wanna be

just grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow
grow grow 
grow grow 

i know it takes but it will show
small steps, how many i dont know
these things take time 
just do what’s in ur controll

just run, keep running
take it in ‘fore you can locate where the sun is  
grey clouds, then tears plummet
i think u need to grow up if im honest

see your not taking advantage 
absorbing all this damage
its not healthy and im not sure how much longer u can manage

windy fucking roads no matter how well out you can plan it
cleary not the issue i hope that you understand this 

woah yeah lots of times 

woah woah
I just hope u grow
I got tears inside my eyes but I will never scold
woah woah woah woah woah woah 
moss

growîng (tatami construct)

the sewerperson sample is used from his unreleased song "that's my brother jay pt2" if fr some reason u want me to remove it dm me

lyrics

she not coming back 
so i’m not outta shit to make 
listening to my emotions keep going back to that mistake
i been lookin at shit different turn that love in to hate
i been feelin summin special
in the blunt in the drank

woah woah
havent got a text but im still scrolling thru my phone
i got love for all my bros inside this smoke filled home
i don wanna let u know u don wanna let u me go
on the porch for 20 mins i bring it up now its too cold?

i know im in the wrong
u know u are too
way too fucking long
to get to the truth

i cant help it why im wasting all this time with u
she said y u blue she said y u blue 
pulling over hoodie coz i dont wanna talk it thru
i just want a view
then wanna hit the stu
cookin up some shit but ive been skipping on the food
hiding in the dark so long losing sight on truth
i dont know how long i can do this im tired of shit sifting thru
know ive got bars forever, living in the …

now u just staring at ur phone
i can feel it in my bones
just one tap ill turn to stone

i guess that i dont need ur help yeh i can do this by my self now
but that not how the world yeh u destined just to fail
should call them all jay coz they got me when i need some help
but this a me thing oh dont u see just let it be if i dont make it just let me melt

they all got my head turned back i cant let em
get inside my head this for their safety i could end em
i dont need to change my ways, its for the better

she just crazy for the words just offend them
i dont wanna hear a whistle walk away when i could end em 
i would rather end my fuckin world b4 i dead em
crossing over paths but they dont see that theirs a dead end

be alright reference

sewerperson sample

bro 2 (jabarionthebeat)

mix and master @ztope

lyrics

butterflys in ur heart
and i will take them to my grave
i am doing my part 
but i cant choose to be saved
we can worship the stars
time just stops where we lay
ive been delt all my cards 
and i am well out of my depth 
and deeper when pressing my scars

i can feel the pressure building
fast
push u out the way, theyre on
attack
in jeaporady when getting to
attatched
feeding on my bones until they 
snap

protect th silk casing like my worthless pulse depends on its
ur beaty will project to outside planes changing course of comets
im not what needs to be beside u in the end in fact far from it
i jus hope u can appreciate our final moments

ink is running out 
most likely my last few pages
everything battered and worn
theres not many too more stages
but i am yet to explore 
the deepest part of my core
but  this aint about me anymore
im happy to pass the torch, in this storm
im still warm, coz i can tell that ur changing ur formv

still one arm on this battle ship i steer
there are one too many waiting for us at the pier
it isnt fair
we’ve come so far 
it stops right here
now this ur part
i hope you’ll know that this is what i wanted dear

butterflies in ur heart (killedmyself)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

single off upcoming alb w/ @fleshgolem
music video out now 

produced by @taylor x @fleshgolem
mix & mastrd by @fleshgolem

lyrics

it’s uncertain
expressive on the good i’m not that person
purpose, look at me in my eyes tell me it’s working
keep searching for moments that ain’t in reach know ur not perfect anymore
coz it’s all just from ur lense 
u gotta seek deep in the source

we fighting the time
but fuck all the ticking don’t worry ur mine
functioning fine
tipping off wine
trips for the flicks 
don’t u worry bout dimes

deeping the trips on monday 
don’t get to see but i’m texting on runway
so it’s cool
going to this one place
it’s cool we might freeze it’s a long break
oh and the view
brains just a dumb maze
right on the brink every week then new phase
opens up
call it dumb luck 
but it’d be the same every path i was fucked

right from the start
a bruise on my heart
my brain never helped coz it had its own scars
developed like sars
like moving to mars
there was no escape 
just a suffering star

humble in past
now belief i’m off far
now need it consistent coz it can get dark
oh trust me it’s dark
still sits right next me but without could i right all these bars

this ain’t a gimic 
i’m writing these lyrics 
a book that won’t finish 
in this life time, no

you’re taking our pictures
i’m writing our scriptures 
we’re climbing these pillars
this is our life

so we should love it now
live it down
ill then pass the torch to those feeing drowned
swimming round
circle bound
hear me out, hear me out

i want change i’ll soon change my sound
i want to leave the dirt different ground
i’ll pave a way for those looking down 
i know where i’m at, i know where i’m bound

uh uh 
i need a lie down 
you see this life that i’m living
through, sound waves and vintage filtered pictures
but make no mistake oh
this message wont break mold

i could never tell u that i’m home 
id rather spent nights on the road
walking outside of the lines alone
and they’ll say you’re outta control 

objective so confusing 
still find my self cruising
this adventure so amusing
want for you
the best is all that i want for you not what i know

what i know
what i know
yeah i would talk more but i’d rather just see the seeds grow
 
i cant show u what i could do if i believed in myself more coz i already do

nothin to prove 
but nothing to lose
the setup is fucked but what can you do 
except choose
theres no wrong but thats up to you

our adventure

our adventure (taylor morgan x flesh) music video link in bio

cover art by my mother 

all the songs in the flesh alb r jus gone be released as singles

sewerperson "lights r on but no ones home" covered in the song

mix & mastr @fleshgolem
lyrics

fillin up th cup 
i feel my body start to ache
evrything telling me to stop
even see th walls starting to cave
and they love it, a body piled function
don’t wanna cause fussing but it’s building up coz every day i see my grave

this aint who i am
but ima act like this is why i am 
my perspective starts to change in where i stand, looking out th window pane
look i dont blame u for thinking im not keen staying 
but i dont hav a plan, anywhere on this dirt feels same

sink to the floor, coz it’s the norm, 
don’t u touch my skin
it’s all been stored, i’m now reborn
coz i can dump my things
yelling fuck it, pressing on my stomach
i can feel it coming but i’m not fucking stopping
 till i’m turned out in 

look at my face, see my state i jus kno ur confused 
i need space, cannot wait let’s take a break on the moon
i’m in pain, still in shock, lost in thought and i’m bruised
u saw me thru th glass and then just left me bleeding out in this hotel room

i saw the lights on but i knew that no one else was home
look at the nikon and check the camera roll, i'm all alone
feel the bottle pop, spew it out, opening in the mouth
i'm a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else
okay, okay

i feel my ears pop when i take the lift up to the spot
in the function, sipping on this ace and rolling pot
i'ma punch in, even when i'm geeked, i'm on the clock
like a pumpkin, i'm lit up and my body start to rot

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

know i act tough i just need someone to see i’m not ok
the whole domineer off i’ma just leave it to fate
cut my feelings off coz that mean i’m not suffering the same
sure it isn’t real but when i smile i still feel sane

i still feel sane, but mostly when im on a subs
get apifannys that turns my wants in to musts
i get a lot dreams but w my habits theyre all stuck 
i got these goals but w these habits theyre all fucked

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

lights r on

lights r on (flesh)

1 year latr <33

shoutout @deadboymike for the lovely ft
lyrics

maesk

ohh
u got it figured out
but me i go around in circles
ive just got is just myself and this lil thing called sound

u dont know words cut deep
u wanna rip it out
i put my heart in sleeves
so u dont know u let me down

u think i’m better now
u think i’m different now
i haven’t changed i’m the same
but just more broken down

u wanna tell a friend 
and do this over a text
we do this over again
but the pain remains

it’s constant
i don’t know how much longer i’ll be here 
coz i’ve been watching
all the stars collapse 
and i think i might want that

want that fall fall
over and over and over again

i can see them in my room now im scarred
ripping me apart
love me again and ill be getting too attached
and then do it all again and again and again
years are now just slipping out my hands

oooooo
but when i sleep its not so blue
all my thoughts disappear and they cannot consume me

ooooo 
and all my dreams they involve you 
in all my dreams its just me u and the moon

deadboymike

if i could change i would
the days they feel the same
when you think of me
do u get filled with hate
2 years with this brain rot
i cant think of u gone
got my image twisted 
i swear im that same guy
my minds time bomb
smokin till my lungs pop
shell with no thoughts 
never get a day off

me u & the moon

me u & the moon ft deadboymike (jewelryboy)

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

incredible mix & master by bytes_sounds (on ig)
amazing feature from @notaheroo

lyrics

[maesk]
fall deep
the darkness loves to creep

let go of me
but i dont think that i can be
anyone id ever want id ur not here when ur next to me

all week
u been in my dreams
call me when u need me so i can wake up from my sleep

oh jeez
yeah im falling deep
losing contact with the surface am i that weak?

woah, oh no
u want me to let go
i was thinking forevermore
couldnt even last this december snow

um ok
well im not feeling great
think i just need lie down
for now ill just pretend to keep u safe

[notahero]
pink cloud surface over twilight
during summer skies
we dreamt about our future
now it’s happening before our very eyes

don’t breathe
don’t want to disturb her sleeping
the warm body next to me
the girl i’m never leaving

all week
your smell in my sheets
i’ve been feeling like a creep
every time i lay my head down to sleep

you and me
something they could never be
i’ve been getting high lately
told u there’s nothing to worry about

[maesk] x [notahero]
woah, oh no
u want me to let go
i was thinking forevermore
couldnt even last this december snow

um ok
well im not feeling great
think i just need lie down
for now ill just pretend to keep u safe

[maesk]
yes i see the doves
them flying around is enough
I don't think ill fall in love again
so from here ill make it up

oh my fucking god
i'm falling apart
hold me tight just one more time
just being alone is awfully scary

fall deep

fall deep ft notahero (jacob vallen)

day 1

lyrics

crashing out, ripping the petals
i'm lost but trust me theres levels
the script telling me to stay put
while my conscious struggling to settle

i wish that i could be better
but i blow seeds that fall on the gravel
i'm holding on to the iris
like its part of my vision but it do not matter

we do not matter
u touched my soul and my heart it splattered
i’m numb in the snow, gets worse in summer
one day i rose to try reach the summit

forgot the clock
i'm taking my time in my finding my lover
a drip starts the flow i’m doing a runner
coz i gotta go, i cant overgrow 
i will just drown and lie in soil

just drop off u making me boil
i cant go on like this, i’m loyal
my roots cant be touched 
the view here is lush 
i gave u my vines and u sat there and clapped like a royal

i feel a slight breeze from foyer
i let my guard down out in the lobby
i open the doors to crush all the dreams that i had set forth
to count up this money

i'm losing sleep to stay still in this hurry
this lifes a flash one blink and im hungry
but what’d i accomplish, what’d i achieve
i stare at the wall thinking how funny

hilarious even
i'm counting the steps to the gates and its never even
i'm holding the fruits in the garden of eden
i'm holding the key to the soul and its freedom

just let me rot
i'll be ok if you want to stop
i'll be the same
maybe I got it all messed up
don't be the same in this world, thats why they all left us

you can let go of that weapon now
I planted the seeds, controlling the ground
if I can give you a glimpse of what is going on

I'll have you know x 8
this world ain't always cold

garden of eden

garden of eden (jacob vallen)

[clip of bane in batman]

I just wrote the lyrics for the others bruh lemme breathe

floatrrr

floatrrr (nihil2free x woahsxda)

lyrics 

[maesk]
lightning strikes are u scared
i grip tight to your hair
i'm held tight with u here
i let loose in the air

lay me down gently
my souls soft just like jelly
ive been hurt more than plenty
these shock waves came but u left me 

girl your face, hold that thought
u were the one for me so i thought
oh lord, u just want to take me there
lost from all cause and trapped in disappear

this feeling we have
oh so pure
girl u just hold my cure
i'm losing my sanity 
but wearing this armour
it's been chipped to the t
but from it i'll be stronger

i'm just sick of this waiting 
baby u know i'm patient
please just let me out of this spaceship
i've holding fears in these faces, girl

oh my god not my paintings
been working on those for ages
u just smile look back while ur breaking
it's all aligned with my making

[flesh]
i'm folding up and i need to unwind a bit 
caught my reflection, repulsed by the sight of it 
i wish i knew what to do to improve 
it's just a game and there's nothing to lose 
i tell myself when i feel like i'm nothing 
i cant keep on doing what i've been cause i wanted to 
knowing that's part of the trade-off 
i'm scared i know what i'm made of 
i don't got a hint, i can't be with this wind 
where do i go, so focused on when 
and i can't tell you why 
cuz idk 
i'll never know 
if i'm doing well 
i can never tell 
it suit me well 
if i don't play tonight 
i never will 
so sick of this show and tell 
went in front of everyone 
and i forgot the words, oh well 
like hello world, i'm so scared of you 
i just wanna know, i never know 
the truth, i'm so confused 
i'm so confused

veils of forsaken

veils of forsaken ft flesh (flesh)

secre x maesk 2025

lyrics 

describe me what you’re looking at baby
‘coz the pushing and the pulling just crazy
im just kinda glad that i’ve been chasing
the clouds to be our bed with what we’re chasing 

‘coz what we’re chasing, it ain’t cheap
i’ve got mud and bloody feet
taking shots and crossing deep
where on earth u taking me?

i know a place in my dreams if you wait patiently 
avoiding the steaks with the screams
and we can sail the seas

i’ve never been on rocky water but its all make believe
tell me what you’ve been thinking about and i can set you free
i can set u free
yeah i wrote the story but gave u the key

i gave u the key
yeah i made the story but gave u the key
i gave u the key
yeah i made the story but gave u the key

i made it up
it’s based on luck
i swear u get what u deserve and thats enough
look, chasing what’s inside is not a rush
u might think its fucked thats when u trust

fuck it, lets wipe all the pages clean
just put all the pressure on me
oh, i love it we’re roaming the fields like they’re streets
just put it in place then release

girl u safe in my dreams
washed in the sewer like a secre beat
see the odd thing, it’s not working out
and hen it come to working out
u can create that shift
u can- u can create that shift

something dark holding on?
u can create that shift
something u assume is gone?
u can create that shift
maybe you’ve never been wrong
u can create that shift
u can create that- u can create that shift

the shift

the shift (secre x ryan kelly)

[clip from dead poets society]

lyrics

don’t u know they’re calling
they’re calling 
they’re trapped in between but they’re still spawning
every time u provoke a single emotion
u get tapped in to the outer winds
u can block the chain of hoping 
but you’ll never seal the deal to win

every so often she gets high
cheap
and her face starts to melt with a weep
i can hear you drown for goodness sakes
i just keep it to myself

she goes back and fourth with the backroom wall
the whispers ——
no sign, no sign, no sign, no sign


do i have to thank u for that gift aswell
do i know u wrapped it in ——

‘coz i’ll still dissolve in the meantime

oh its poetry in motion 
but what the 

i spread myself across the page and sprinkle in the potion
keep rolling the tape
‘coz i’m not just the only one that flows to escape 
i’ll just hold it down for a little while

back to how she’s doing 
yeah she’s moving 
yeah she’s getting back her step
but now her brothers voice confusing
theres no point that she’ll ever lose her mind
but you’ve just gotta think about—

do u ever hear the footsteps and not think its hell
u pick a side but the other half dwells
lost in the eloping 
though its been years since she has held a hand
times at a closing 
the family’s

every time you’re picking at that fruit
half the time its poisonous to u
they will never tell the fucking truth no
watch u wither and age and turn to fucking sorrow

boils up my blood when i think about it
so i don’t usually really fucking think about it
i just lived a fucking dream u doubted
bitch, i know you’ll never amount to shit in my eyes

in my mind its a green light and u will never pass it 
u a fucking piece of shit that’ll never have it lasting
that’s the shit that i had mastered
i see those blurry lined disasters

uthinkuknowme

uthinkuknowme (neverforever)

[clip from fight club]

lyrics 

[maesk]
fine tuned, all that you’ve dreamt’s in sight
hey, i like you but this just don’t feel right
look, i cry too but it's just all inside
we’ve gotta do this shit right now
we’ve gotta do this shit right now
why? why do i just hide

we just keep this shit among ourselves 
we can’t bare the sight of running well
look i admire that you’re looking out
but you’re looking out for no else but yourself

you’re so perfect to me
its like i’ve seen myself in a dream
but is that what i want contact with
am i still peeking above?

or do i just wanna be 
holding it deep
blocking the stream
grasping tight, grasping tight to something i can’t see
despite my faulty, faulty, faulty beliefs 
are u still still gonna be here with me?

[brecken]
is it lovely is it lovely is it lovely enough
if you love me and you love me then ill be the one
you said its my fault
i took the long road and thats how i got lost
and my feelings on a tight rope and i just cannot walk
any further without realizing this isn’t what i want
dont think that you fill the slot



but i cannot brush it off
i could want this forever and ever but ik itd be a  whole lot
and idk if you remember the weather but i swear that it wouldn’t stop

and i thought that you said that it would get better if i just stop smoking the pot
but that dont mean nothing all
that dont mean nothing at all
i should tell you that its gone

i know i hit a new wall
so please take a look at my flaws
know i wont get better if i dont fix myself soon
i been runnin in a circle cuz of what you assume
just tell me the truth 
just like i do

faulty beliefs ft brecken (neverforever)

flow state

flow state (neverforever x flawed mangoes)

lyrics

know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street
i’m blowing gas, whipping this shit while you’re throwing your ass
when it’s this top shelf, i’m not doing math
but i’ll double down that
you show me love, and i love when you laugh
yeah, i’m a pleaser, a cookie to pass
living it lavish, uh, i’m here to please
baby, i get it, i got what you need
i’ma just slide to your crib in beat
come here, lil baby, my flow is on peak
come here now, cookies in stream
i know i get messy when i’m in the paint
stars so bright, it’s like i’m serving cocaine
sorry, that’s novocaine
other one told me to pick me up, no, i can’t
cause this one right next to me, she wants the ring
but still, i got to think
about who do you think you is while i do my thing
but right now, i am free
i got the key
me and maxy, everyone else inside baltic sea
cooking up sound waves and cooking up dreams
know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street (i'm on the street

on me

on me (coffeelover)

lyrics

with caving walls, i have no one else to blame
just saw the light start flashing at the source
i know the flickering, it keeps the scythe at bay
is this cold, or a body without a brain?
i called upon your soul, but i see a toe tag
this whirlpool spins, and i can't
get a grip, i'm kinda getting comfortable 
take another seat, cause i can't see a new path
i been out all day just mourning
baby, like right from the morning
think it's alright, but its pouring
right side, are you coming from the right side?
just look at me, i'm have faced, i'm half dressed
i'm working at my half best
i could use a clock to count my last breaths
you wanna hold the part of me that's all messed, all whacked
brain chemistry screaming round in all caps
not long ago it was warm, but now its cooler
i separate bone from flesh, but now i'm a bruiser
cause there's nothing that love can get away
if you think you're a hero, living inside a grave
with caving walls, i have no one else to blame
just saw the light start flashing at the source
i know the flickering, it keeps the scythe at bay
is this cold, or a body without a brain?
i called upon your soul, but i see a toe tag
this whirlpool spins, and i can't
get a grip, i'm kinda getting comfortable 
take another seat, cause i can't see a new path

5 degrees

5 degrees (shxdy808)

lyrics 

are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free
i can’t read minds, but i see what you’re creating
you’re digging up this hole for my body and just waiting
you know me too well, it’s not you who i’ll be hating
but you’re acquainted with the horns in the ways that you be paying
oh, please, no more lies
i feel like there’s another soul lingering in those eyes
if so, then no ties
you could let me loose instead of losing my mind
i’m hand-tied, not a human sacrifice
i’ve done plenty wrong, but this much past my plight
i hear cries, but not within the signs
is this really all of my doing this time?
are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free

50 (shxdy808)

fireplace

fireplace (coffeelover x thesoundclown)

lyrics

Hold your breath, this is the last step
I have been by your side from when we first met
The left side of our world is where we hear our calling
And when it’s falling
You’ll be torn up right up to the morning
Finish your story, finish your story
I flipped through all of the pages, not once was it boring
They say the sky, the sky is the limit
From what I was told, I was finished
Cause it wasn’t clear, but I had envisioned
A world for us both, and now we are living it
Last breath, last breath
Last breath, last breath
Hold your breath, escape, lose your head
Just for a moment, this is important
Please don’t be scared of death
I’ve seen the fires, and I’ve seen the cold
And from my view, you would just start to mold
And grow old
You have the queen that you hold
Look, I was the light, and I was the dark
Flickering, flickering, flickering
Eventually losing my spark
At the end of the tunnel, a glimpse of the future
Control what you have, so you never lose her
You take my breath away every day
You take my breath away every day
You take my breath away
You take my breath away
And so would you join me?
Know I’m a fragment of what I am holding
You choose the path, the door’s never closing
You take my breath away

last breathe

last breathe (coffeelover)

photosynthesis (ivn)

lyrics

are you really sorry, i don't believe it
i've been out on the road, catching feelings
watch me lose my fucking mind
girl, i'm drinking all the time
i said i'm going to change my life
i guess we both like to lie

i don't think it's the same, girl, i'm trying to drown my pain
you're just sinking in the sorrow, that is not my fate
girl, i've lived enough for you
don't want to die just because it's true love
yeah, that just sums it up

what control do i got when i'm in your void?
you cut me up to bits and pieces, i'm just like your toy
are you not bored of this?
because i'm sick of this
i wasn't born for this
this is what they mourn for

you can heal up, if you wanted to
you're powerful
i know it's all love, deep inside of you
but i'm warning you
if you take this path, you better see it through
many lives have suffered when they're stunned to move

that's enough
i've suffered enough
we've suffered enough
trust me, i know, in these seas it gets stormyit gets rough
hurts at first, but there is beauty in this stuff
look up to the saints, and they will guide you through the mud

sinking

sinking (thesoundclown)

lyrics

all the castles we've built washed away with the sand 
everytime that i'm drawn in, i'm lost by the hand

though we may never see the world that we've come to build
i kind of get the sense that we all run on will
i've got my eyes moving quite rapid but i'm running still
like, girl you run my thoughts like it's just for the thrill

i keep it cool, just like the oceans wind
i'm hugging on to stone, it's subtle but its cold
you threw my notepad, is this all i've been told
i thought it was love for the ages but i guess this ones grown old

arms in my pockets just to see what i've been holding deep
maybe if i knew myself better i wouldn't have to
climb every mountain thats twice as steep
do you want to jump in the shallow end
that's just my sleep

i found you when i was locking in
but i don't think you could ever understand 
'coz i had it locked in a cage
bottled my rage, just for the sake
of being able to stand

stand, stand, stand, stand
i'll throw my life on the line drawing my name in the sand
sand, sand, sand, sand
know every castle we built's washed away but i demand your hand

washed away

washed away (coffeelover)

lyrics

yeah it's starting to sting
and my body cold
yeah i went la 
and now everything's numb
when i walked in to the room it started to snow
starting to get flashes, life out of control

i wont stay the night but i like those
and my moods gonna decide how this night goes
should we lie up on the fire and get cozy
nah, throw bottles in the air that's how we're getting toasty

everybody up, lift your partners up
throwing out the soda coz we're sipping rub
in these muddy cups with these dirty buds
throw away your love coz we're gonna light it up

yeah we've got enough 
it's like i'm signing stuff
flipping out my eyes 
then i tighten up

look we gon send the doves
we gon show some love
theres plenty space behave
and lift my spirit up

oh yeah we flying high
do you care if we die?
coz then we might have to turn this shit down i don't wanna lie
if theres a time to make a movie that time is rn
throw the bullshit to the side we're turning it loud

i cant drop the ball when i see all these faces
running out the party i don't need to chase it
think i'm at the point where i just want to make it
i've been in this game too long to not say shit

i've been in this game too long to not say shit
i've been focussed on the art and not the placement
from the bottom of my heart you can't tie my laces
think i'm at the point where i don't need to say shit

all of my melodies way to catchy i'm proving a point
ash before passing my joint
laugh before losing the point
you cannot cry on shoulder tn sorry to disappoint
i'll stand either end of the door idc i love flipping a coin

lift me up

lift me up (cxrter x recyclebin)

lyrics

yeah i flipped the script oh i'm not much of a dancer
just tell me how you want it, i'm a passer
'coz ever time i'd shoot my shot, it'd fall in to a casket
but girl i found a way to flip these beats to asphalt
this our road

all these words just turn to ashes 
when i give my mind to the masses
somebody call my dogs it's time to play 
someone's working hard i can feel it in my veins
if this you're making, stand on it
this all the shit that you planned for

girl would you tell me why stars in the sky are falling
now i gotta stay up to the morning 
i see your phone who's calling?
remember i told you i'm all in
nobody likes the pain, more than me 
the car is stalling so lets just get to running
i've been through this before

this could be our anthem 
we could build a mansion
whats your desire?
just tell me right now 'coz this life can get messy
we move so fast with spite
girl we blasting, i don't care if you're ready
drop your guard and let me in 
it's our party we rocketing
no fuel, my heart is empty

it's nothing but i'll tell you something
i think this hard work working 
yeah i was cursed but still i'm flirting 
yeah it's so basic
i take the maesk off and i face it 
i take the lid off and pace it, sike
i'm moving like it's a race, vroom

i'm calling backup i need fumes
i've got somewhere i can take you
you, you, you, you, you
i've got somewhere i can take you

i've got a spot can you grip my hand?
i hit the spot like i do with my fans
you, you, you, you ,you
i've got some- you
i know it's- you

baby i hit it and vroom
when i'm in your manor i fill it with doom
i'm the worst you assume 
but thats not that far from the truth

'coz i lay with you like you're a tomb
all these shadows in this room, i consume
nah, fuck, i'll reverse it
i'll show you wtf a curse is

made it my ****, now it's my purpose
finishing last is the first thing
you deserve it 
now get to working
it's easy when no one is hurting
fuc-vroom

everyones getting better
whatever i say i mean it 
i've got somewhere i can take you
i know how to catch feelings

beats to asphalt- vroom

beats to asphalt- vroom (cxrter x irby)

lyrics

stuck in a station 
5 minutes late but i told u i made it
deep in the mix, deep in the swamp
drink on the job, yeah i'm lit while i'm painting

i think it's getting too easy for u 
i'll go on airplane (mode) just to conform with the norm (toxic)
i can't connect all the dots in the moshpit
but baby i love it

u say i'm off
baby i'm just in that transition phase where you move through the mountains
i'm hopping i'm bouncing
i'm on this beat like a wave
i'm surrounded, by this darkness

replenish my soul, close my eyes and i spark it 
i'm feeling lifted but really i'm grounded
where's the fountain?
bags under eyes like i'm down in the dumps

really it's hard just to rid all these bumps
aged twice as fast now with what i've become

i think you're missing the point
i've got my lips wrapped around this ol' joint
walking around with these old joints
flicking my fingers with old coins

maybe you're missing the point exactly
all of my truth is foggy and ashy
show my beliefs in the worst way
i've got an-

i've got an ear for the darkest guitar
i see the words when i poke at my heart
i need to ask more questions, make less statements
i know it's sounding bizarre

figure i should do it then say it 
i've gotta make this less complicated for u
leave u on seen for a day then i call u
picking the pieces like a machine

let me come clean to you baby
i've got these doubts all stuck in my head
i was a teen slow dripping to death
so is what i'm doing a myth

missing, i'm missing (you)
the distance is killing (me)
but i'll be ok i'm a man on a mission
this pains on my hit list

maybe it won't go, maybe it won't go
but ion need to wish it 
baby the systems in place like a prison
i keep the bad thoughts away from the vision

what for?

what for? (secre x caves)

lyrics

[maesk]
wish u knew that words cannot describe to where i'm drifting
i replay the days like memorised hieroglyphics
i can see the layers peeling back, i'm tripping on visions
i promise it's just oxygen i breathe, but something isn't sitting

i was guided to the centre of the temple
and i forgot all the shit i went through
this is not the time when trying to code 
all these messages I sent you

'coz i didn't mean it, i concede it
maybe i was seething
I built all my value on this subject 
when I never wanted to leave you

this should not be mentioned x5

if this world is so priceless, why's there a price on top of my head
step
step inside my mode and then i float in to my bed
wake up spewing garbage, I'm going to fight for the thread
every time i put a piece together i get an aching in my head

[avxid]
everytime im here 
i think bout going home
and this life could be so normal
if u would let me flow
and im sitting in my bed and losing sleep 
all on my own
i havent ate since yesterday 
that how life goes

ive been stuck 
trapped in this cycle i loathe
and u dont need to tell me it again
i already know
everytime im in this pit of hell it gets so cold
and i choose to be complacent till my extremities are frozen

wintr

wintr ft avxid (wstd x flesh)

[clip from tron]

lyrics

you're still within range
i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

party 'till the morning, till that face off
i left all my pain out in the pavement oh
you might think i'm crazy but i make it work
if you not with my bodies we gon' make it hurt

listen, i rub both my eyes and create friction
mission, i just double down when i go missing
fuck it, all of my designs yeah i crushed them
from my wish list, all that force on my back like a piston

if you didn't see a hollow body then i think you missed it
yeah it's still my crew but it's not where i'm drifting
i know where i'm from, where i came, where i'm living 
i just pack it up and throw it in the vision

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

wasn't sure if i should let you go
but i didn't want to see you drown
you built me up like a mound
we were both lost but now we're found

last night felt slow then you called
completely forgot i was in a snowstorm
minus a negative and you will move forward
all i need's a body with a whole heart

i don't know who that is but i'll post up
maybe i just make my move
i kept all this pain strapped 
but now it's just paint I use

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

the perfect system- snowstorm

the perfect system- snowstorm (irby x cxrter)

no mans land

no mans land (dolev talmor)

lyrics

picture this-, picture this view
I can't get it quite across in the backrooms
branches strumming on guitars and it's so fitting
just fit in, stay sitting
I'd love to sit here in front of stars
but I can't see without the past
close my eyes but I still gotta make a living 
ain't it fitting, where we sitting?
I've got plenty coming in, double digits

what're you talking about?
this is all that I know
this is all that I've got
push the barrier
no one's staring at you
I know it's scary for you
all that compassion know you've got a heart to spare me, or 2
girl you're playing inside my mind just like you're galaxy 2
I put these beats all in the grave, thats where I'm burying you

I fucking lost it

just wanna tell you a couple of things
might not be poison but it still stings
cushion that bed 'coz girl you need sleep

heart 1.5

heart 1.5 (under the maple tree)

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