welcom to moss

experimenting with mixing n stuff but that's what these lofi projects are all about :)

lyrics

feeing hazy
u sayin “make me”
uve had ur world up in a twist and not just lately
look up in the sky coz u dont think you’ll fall to sefety
look at the ground, plant ur foot i don’t care if it means you’ll hate me

just run, keep running
take it in ‘fore you can locate where the sun is  
grey clouds, then tears plummet
i think u need to grow up if im honest

see your not taking advantage 
absorbing all this damage
its not healthy and im not sure how much longer u can manage

windy fucking roads no matter how well out you can plan it
cleary not the issue i hope that you understand this 

oh i hope u understand 
quit standing, think u can coast just coz ur hiding all this talent
worst thing u can is fucking nothing 
just believe me fr once
dont ever take a break from being who tf u wanna be

just grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow
grow grow 
grow grow 

i know it takes but it will show
small steps, how many i dont know
these things take time 
just do what’s in ur controll

just run, keep running
take it in ‘fore you can locate where the sun is  
grey clouds, then tears plummet
i think u need to grow up if im honest

see your not taking advantage 
absorbing all this damage
its not healthy and im not sure how much longer u can manage

windy fucking roads no matter how well out you can plan it
cleary not the issue i hope that you understand this 

woah yeah lots of times 

woah woah
I just hope u grow
I got tears inside my eyes but I will never scold
woah woah woah woah woah woah 
moss

growîng (tatami construct)

the sewerperson sample is used from his unreleased song "that's my brother jay pt2" if fr some reason u want me to remove it dm me

lyrics

she not coming back 
so i’m not outta shit to make 
listening to my emotions keep going back to that mistake
i been lookin at shit different turn that love in to hate
i been feelin summin special
in the blunt in the drank

woah woah
havent got a text but im still scrolling thru my phone
i got love for all my bros inside this smoke filled home
i don wanna let u know u don wanna let u me go
on the porch for 20 mins i bring it up now its too cold?

i know im in the wrong
u know u are too
way too fucking long
to get to the truth

i cant help it why im wasting all this time with u
she said y u blue she said y u blue 
pulling over hoodie coz i dont wanna talk it thru
i just want a view
then wanna hit the stu
cookin up some shit but ive been skipping on the food
hiding in the dark so long losing sight on truth
i dont know how long i can do this im tired of shit sifting thru
know ive got bars forever, living in the …

now u just staring at ur phone
i can feel it in my bones
just one tap ill turn to stone

i guess that i dont need ur help yeh i can do this by my self now
but that not how the world yeh u destined just to fail
should call them all jay coz they got me when i need some help
but this a me thing oh dont u see just let it be if i dont make it just let me melt

they all got my head turned back i cant let em
get inside my head this for their safety i could end em
i dont need to change my ways, its for the better

she just crazy for the words just offend them
i dont wanna hear a whistle walk away when i could end em 
i would rather end my fuckin world b4 i dead em
crossing over paths but they dont see that theirs a dead end

be alright reference

sewerperson sample

bro 2 (jabarionthebeat)

ill try drop my remaining dust collectors over the next few weeks
thnk u to @heyzbee for carrying
lyrics

mæsk
getting tired of this shit, always awake and a mess
all of these problems i think need be adressed
bae if u do it just speak wit ur chest out
ion wan an us if its just us depressed



darkness and me by myself all i fear
well i fear for the rest 
picking up the pieces
but they’re all dripping red
restin in peace is ok if im restn wit u
inside of this death bed

i called her but no answer
only talking to myself 
i question pain but there’s no answer
i just help my fucking self

u can hide u can run but
bae your turn will come 
we all suffocate

double chorus

(main)
oh ur eyes are fully wet
and u won’t wanna forget till u die no
yeh my heart been fading slow
but its alright
now its dark
and i been taking everything to make me high
u just wanna stare, and watch me die in this bleak filled night

(backup)
u won’t take my hand, this not meant to be
leaves still fall from our favourite tree
i might lose but at least ill be free
memories so trapped in this bleak filled night

zbee
welcome to the funeral
everything is better when you don’t know what going on
start to think about life 
right before it flash by 
everything it hurts now right before I die

yeah everything hurts oh my
and look what i’ve done with my life
yeah i know i’m supposed to be at peace
but right now life is the only thing I seek

burn
everything it burns
i see myself in these mirrors
but i’m not the person the i used to be
I'm horrible

fighting back spirits that i’m not supposed to be with
i’m down here but it kinda look like venus 
every time talk now it’s seen as treason 
what i’m i supposed to do when i don’t have a reason 

yeah stuck in the deep end
despite all the fire lowkey it be kinda freezing
everybody hates me just because i’m human 
what i am supposed to do when i don’t have an option

yeah minerals they surround me
yeah in the hell fire county
yeah what am i supposed to do when i’m stuck here 
and everything wants to harm me

rest ft zbee (branwen)

mix and master @ztope

lyrics

butterflys in ur heart
and i will take them to my grave
i am doing my part 
but i cant choose to be saved
we can worship the stars
time just stops where we lay
ive been delt all my cards 
and i am well out of my depth 
and deeper when pressing my scars

i can feel the pressure building
fast
push u out the way, theyre on
attack
in jeaporady when getting to
attatched
feeding on my bones until they 
snap

protect th silk casing like my worthless pulse depends on its
ur beaty will project to outside planes changing course of comets
im not what needs to be beside u in the end in fact far from it
i jus hope u can appreciate our final moments

ink is running out 
most likely my last few pages
everything battered and worn
theres not many too more stages
but i am yet to explore 
the deepest part of my core
but  this aint about me anymore
im happy to pass the torch, in this storm
im still warm, coz i can tell that ur changing ur formv

still one arm on this battle ship i steer
there are one too many waiting for us at the pier
it isnt fair
we’ve come so far 
it stops right here
now this ur part
i hope you’ll know that this is what i wanted dear

butterflies in ur heart (killedmyself)

single off upcoming alb w/ @fleshgolem
music video out now 

produced by @taylor x @fleshgolem
mix & mastrd by @fleshgolem

lyrics

it’s uncertain
expressive on the good i’m not that person
purpose, look at me in my eyes tell me it’s working
keep searching for moments that ain’t in reach know ur not perfect anymore
coz it’s all just from ur lense 
u gotta seek deep in the source

we fighting the time
but fuck all the ticking don’t worry ur mine
functioning fine
tipping off wine
trips for the flicks 
don’t u worry bout dimes

deeping the trips on monday 
don’t get to see but i’m texting on runway
so it’s cool
going to this one place
it’s cool we might freeze it’s a long break
oh and the view
brains just a dumb maze
right on the brink every week then new phase
opens up
call it dumb luck 
but it’d be the same every path i was fucked

right from the start
a bruise on my heart
my brain never helped coz it had its own scars
developed like sars
like moving to mars
there was no escape 
just a suffering star

humble in past
now belief i’m off far
now need it consistent coz it can get dark
oh trust me it’s dark
still sits right next me but without could i right all these bars

this ain’t a gimic 
i’m writing these lyrics 
a book that won’t finish 
in this life time, no

you’re taking our pictures
i’m writing our scriptures 
we’re climbing these pillars
this is our life

so we should love it now
live it down
ill then pass the torch to those feeing drowned
swimming round
circle bound
hear me out, hear me out

i want change i’ll soon change my sound
i want to leave the dirt different ground
i’ll pave a way for those looking down 
i know where i’m at, i know where i’m bound

uh uh 
i need a lie down 
you see this life that i’m living
through, sound waves and vintage filtered pictures
but make no mistake oh
this message wont break mold

i could never tell u that i’m home 
id rather spent nights on the road
walking outside of the lines alone
and they’ll say you’re outta control 

objective so confusing 
still find my self cruising
this adventure so amusing
want for you
the best is all that i want for you not what i know

what i know
what i know
yeah i would talk more but i’d rather just see the seeds grow
 
i cant show u what i could do if i believed in myself more coz i already do

nothin to prove 
but nothing to lose
the setup is fucked but what can you do 
except choose
theres no wrong but thats up to you

our adventure

our adventure (taylor morgan x flesh) music video link in bio

cover art by my mother 

all the songs in the flesh alb r jus gone be released as singles

sewerperson "lights r on but no ones home" covered in the song

mix & mastr @fleshgolem
lyrics

fillin up th cup 
i feel my body start to ache
evrything telling me to stop
even see th walls starting to cave
and they love it, a body piled function
don’t wanna cause fussing but it’s building up coz every day i see my grave

this aint who i am
but ima act like this is why i am 
my perspective starts to change in where i stand, looking out th window pane
look i dont blame u for thinking im not keen staying 
but i dont hav a plan, anywhere on this dirt feels same

sink to the floor, coz it’s the norm, 
don’t u touch my skin
it’s all been stored, i’m now reborn
coz i can dump my things
yelling fuck it, pressing on my stomach
i can feel it coming but i’m not fucking stopping
 till i’m turned out in 

look at my face, see my state i jus kno ur confused 
i need space, cannot wait let’s take a break on the moon
i’m in pain, still in shock, lost in thought and i’m bruised
u saw me thru th glass and then just left me bleeding out in this hotel room

i saw the lights on but i knew that no one else was home
look at the nikon and check the camera roll, i'm all alone
feel the bottle pop, spew it out, opening in the mouth
i'm a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else
okay, okay

i feel my ears pop when i take the lift up to the spot
in the function, sipping on this ace and rolling pot
i'ma punch in, even when i'm geeked, i'm on the clock
like a pumpkin, i'm lit up and my body start to rot

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

know i act tough i just need someone to see i’m not ok
the whole domineer off i’ma just leave it to fate
cut my feelings off coz that mean i’m not suffering the same
sure it isn’t real but when i smile i still feel sane

i still feel sane, but mostly when im on a subs
get apifannys that turns my wants in to musts
i get a lot dreams but w my habits theyre all stuck 
i got these goals but w these habits theyre all fucked

i'm an asshole, okay, well, i know, so you can leave
what's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed?
i'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski
i don't need throat, i just need a girl who proud of me, okay

lights r on

lights r on (flesh)

prod @fleshgolem x @jolst
mix & mastr @fleshgolem

4th single on alb

lyrics

no name
looking in th mirror see the wrong face 
picking up the shards till i feel something
im a noone but im still something
so what th fuck am i doing here…oneway 

or another im find ima find a fucking 
something 
mayb already found it on this one way
but this line that i been takings a very closed space
im on my own pace

im running dropping seeds in forest
the crowd that ignores. wakes from their break
and they use all their force to take and just break
and i wait and i wait for the day 
they’re the same.

am i sane. am i sane
i grew up how i was supposed but im the one has to change
u make it obvious that im wrong coz u think i live for the pain 
do u not c i hold restrain 
its in the back of ur mind im sure 
but youll still look away

make me why i am then put me to the torch
first a threat but then the threat leads to a fucking war 
its the end of our time coz we form our source
i feel like an alien the way u react. am i speaking morse

contemplating on a fucking porch
look to the sky and u will stay on course
time moves slow when u dont want it to but thats just when find ur force

no name

no name (flesh x jolst)

1 year latr <33

shoutout @deadboymike for the lovely ft
lyrics

maesk

ohh
u got it figured out
but me i go around in circles
ive just got is just myself and this lil thing called sound

u dont know words cut deep
u wanna rip it out
i put my heart in sleeves
so u dont know u let me down

u think i’m better now
u think i’m different now
i haven’t changed i’m the same
but just more broken down

u wanna tell a friend 
and do this over a text
we do this over again
but the pain remains

it’s constant
i don’t know how much longer i’ll be here 
coz i’ve been watching
all the stars collapse 
and i think i might want that

want that fall fall
over and over and over again

i can see them in my room now im scarred
ripping me apart
love me again and ill be getting too attached
and then do it all again and again and again
years are now just slipping out my hands

oooooo
but when i sleep its not so blue
all my thoughts disappear and they cannot consume me

ooooo 
and all my dreams they involve you 
in all my dreams its just me u and the moon

deadboymike

if i could change i would
the days they feel the same
when you think of me
do u get filled with hate
2 years with this brain rot
i cant think of u gone
got my image twisted 
i swear im that same guy
my minds time bomb
smokin till my lungs pop
shell with no thoughts 
never get a day off

me u & the moon

me u & the moon ft deadboymike (jewelryboy)

incredible mix & master by bytes_sounds (on ig)
amazing feature from @notaheroo

lyrics

[maesk]
fall deep
the darkness loves to creep

let go of me
but i dont think that i can be
anyone id ever want id ur not here when ur next to me

all week
u been in my dreams
call me when u need me so i can wake up from my sleep

oh jeez
yeah im falling deep
losing contact with the surface am i that weak?

woah, oh no
u want me to let go
i was thinking forevermore
couldnt even last this december snow

um ok
well im not feeling great
think i just need lie down
for now ill just pretend to keep u safe

[notahero]
pink cloud surface over twilight
during summer skies
we dreamt about our future
now it’s happening before our very eyes

don’t breathe
don’t want to disturb her sleeping
the warm body next to me
the girl i’m never leaving

all week
your smell in my sheets
i’ve been feeling like a creep
every time i lay my head down to sleep

you and me
something they could never be
i’ve been getting high lately
told u there’s nothing to worry about

[maesk] x [notahero]
woah, oh no
u want me to let go
i was thinking forevermore
couldnt even last this december snow

um ok
well im not feeling great
think i just need lie down
for now ill just pretend to keep u safe

[maesk]
yes i see the doves
them flying around is enough
I don't think ill fall in love again
so from here ill make it up

oh my fucking god
i'm falling apart
hold me tight just one more time
just being alone is awfully scary

fall deep

fall deep ft notahero (jacob vallen)

@Baltic-Sea-Records

lyrics

you were there to love, but how am i supposed to believe that?
thought you were the one for me, but i can’t even see that
holding on to something special until i was turned mad

i don’t want to lose you, but it’s hard for me to fake that
fucking up, and then i’m going right back
maybe if you loved me, then you wouldn’t call it payback
but i don’t want to lose you, did i say that?

i just want to rewind the times,
before i lost my mind
yeah, she knows where i’m coming from, but does she think she’s mine?
driving around with mileage
oh, it’s funny
cause she’s gonna take my hand, then take my soul just like it’s money

know that we’ve been through some storms, but does she wanna take me back?
lovely when you call them in the morning, they’ll be running back
running back, morning, they’ll be running back
when the night comes around, girl, that’s when i have heart attacks

silence loud, fade to black
funny that, funny that
thought that you were coming back
i don’t know
who’s calling me?
cause when it gets this dark, i don’t know who is free

shady on the beat 'cause i ain’t got my sleep
underneath the covers screaming, i just want to leave
it’s funny that, you were there
it’s funny that, it’s funny that

funny that

funny that (shxdy x soundclown)

[clip from fight club]

lyrics 

[maesk]
fine tuned, all that you’ve dreamt’s in sight
hey, i like you but this just don’t feel right
look, i cry too but it's just all inside
we’ve gotta do this shit right now
we’ve gotta do this shit right now
why? why do i just hide

we just keep this shit among ourselves 
we can’t bare the sight of running well
look i admire that you’re looking out
but you’re looking out for no else but yourself

you’re so perfect to me
its like i’ve seen myself in a dream
but is that what i want contact with
am i still peeking above?

or do i just wanna be 
holding it deep
blocking the stream
grasping tight, grasping tight to something i can’t see
despite my faulty, faulty, faulty beliefs 
are u still still gonna be here with me?

[brecken]
is it lovely is it lovely is it lovely enough
if you love me and you love me then ill be the one
you said its my fault
i took the long road and thats how i got lost
and my feelings on a tight rope and i just cannot walk
any further without realizing this isn’t what i want
dont think that you fill the slot



but i cannot brush it off
i could want this forever and ever but ik itd be a  whole lot
and idk if you remember the weather but i swear that it wouldn’t stop

and i thought that you said that it would get better if i just stop smoking the pot
but that dont mean nothing all
that dont mean nothing at all
i should tell you that its gone

i know i hit a new wall
so please take a look at my flaws
know i wont get better if i dont fix myself soon
i been runnin in a circle cuz of what you assume
just tell me the truth 
just like i do

faulty beliefs ft brecken (neverforever)

lyrics 

i'm alright now
every time i see the sign i run it right down
moving 'till the morning we don't need to lie down
but is this what were making up for 
forgotten times, we can no longer retrace it 

fine by me
i don'r really care at all
know thats what you think
i can kinda shrug it off
just to see the stars aligning 
baby are you still involved 
every word that i say is from the heart and i can't turn it off

like really whats this timing
do i really gotta come find you
when the worlds turning ice cold?

like baby im right behind ya
and baby im right beside ya
i'll be here 'till i can't grow

looking out from the porch
it's starting to trickle, i'm sensin' a storm
hide in my fort
you'll be alright, you'll be alright
tellin' you everyday you'll be alright
know it makes a difference that's what i tell myself every night

now when i cry
it's just for a moment
yeah i just give it sometime
then i'm keepin' it rollin'
rollin it clean, mixin' the purp. wit' the green
and then i just let it all out
fuck i dont care if its makin' me bleed 

i wrote it on a list 
oh all those stories we lived when we were kids
how'd i become so sick of this

believe me when i say thats it's plenty
heavy on my soul but i pretend that i'm ready
sure i was 20
that whole decade was blurry
searching for messages i had left when i was 13

who gon' be there for me 
who gon' be there for me 
who gon' be there for me 

do i think my city
do i think my city
do i think my city miss me

bared all of the weight that i could carry
jag var jätta ledsen, yeah i was so fucking sorry
så mycket press på mig
men de var också mit fel
jag hade massor avslut men kunde inte passera som vag var i mitfield

du är inte skyldig för någon att visa
sånt som du vet att du kan och kan bra
alla döljer vi mil av vanilj för att då vi var små 
var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra
var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra

var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra
var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra
var det någon som sa 
var det någon som sa att vi inte var bra

brand (fire)

brand (fire) (cxrter x jolst)

lyrics

are you really sorry, i don't believe it
i've been out on the road, catching feelings
watch me lose my fucking mind
girl, i'm drinking all the time
i said i'm going to change my life
i guess we both like to lie

i don't think it's the same, girl, i'm trying to drown my pain
you're just sinking in the sorrow, that is not my fate
girl, i've lived enough for you
don't want to die just because it's true love
yeah, that just sums it up

what control do i got when i'm in your void?
you cut me up to bits and pieces, i'm just like your toy
are you not bored of this?
because i'm sick of this
i wasn't born for this
this is what they mourn for

you can heal up, if you wanted to
you're powerful
i know it's all love, deep inside of you
but i'm warning you
if you take this path, you better see it through
many lives have suffered when they're stunned to move

that's enough
i've suffered enough
we've suffered enough
trust me, i know, in these seas it gets stormyit gets rough
hurts at first, but there is beauty in this stuff
look up to the saints, and they will guide you through the mud

sinking

sinking (thesoundclown)

lyrics

yeah i flipped the script oh i'm not much of a dancer
just tell me how you want it, i'm a passer
'coz ever time i'd shoot my shot, it'd fall in to a casket
but girl i found a way to flip these beats to asphalt
this our road

all these words just turn to ashes 
when i give my mind to the masses
somebody call my dogs it's time to play 
someone's working hard i can feel it in my veins
if this you're making, stand on it
this all the shit that you planned for

girl would you tell me why stars in the sky are falling
now i gotta stay up to the morning 
i see your phone who's calling?
remember i told you i'm all in
nobody likes the pain, more than me 
the car is stalling so lets just get to running
i've been through this before

this could be our anthem 
we could build a mansion
whats your desire?
just tell me right now 'coz this life can get messy
we move so fast with spite
girl we blasting, i don't care if you're ready
drop your guard and let me in 
it's our party we rocketing
no fuel, my heart is empty

it's nothing but i'll tell you something
i think this hard work working 
yeah i was cursed but still i'm flirting 
yeah it's so basic
i take the maesk off and i face it 
i take the lid off and pace it, sike
i'm moving like it's a race, vroom

i'm calling backup i need fumes
i've got somewhere i can take you
you, you, you, you, you
i've got somewhere i can take you

i've got a spot can you grip my hand?
i hit the spot like i do with my fans
you, you, you, you ,you
i've got some- you
i know it's- you

baby i hit it and vroom
when i'm in your manor i fill it with doom
i'm the worst you assume 
but thats not that far from the truth

'coz i lay with you like you're a tomb
all these shadows in this room, i consume
nah, fuck, i'll reverse it
i'll show you wtf a curse is

made it my ****, now it's my purpose
finishing last is the first thing
you deserve it 
now get to working
it's easy when no one is hurting
fuc-vroom

everyones getting better
whatever i say i mean it 
i've got somewhere i can take you
i know how to catch feelings

beats to asphalt- vroom

beats to asphalt- vroom (cxrter x irby)

lyrics

stuck in a station 
5 minutes late but i told u i made it
deep in the mix, deep in the swamp
drink on the job, yeah i'm lit while i'm painting

i think it's getting too easy for u 
i'll go on airplane (mode) just to conform with the norm (toxic)
i can't connect all the dots in the moshpit
but baby i love it

u say i'm off
baby i'm just in that transition phase where you move through the mountains
i'm hopping i'm bouncing
i'm on this beat like a wave
i'm surrounded, by this darkness

replenish my soul, close my eyes and i spark it 
i'm feeling lifted but really i'm grounded
where's the fountain?
bags under eyes like i'm down in the dumps

really it's hard just to rid all these bumps
aged twice as fast now with what i've become

i think you're missing the point
i've got my lips wrapped around this ol' joint
walking around with these old joints
flicking my fingers with old coins

maybe you're missing the point exactly
all of my truth is foggy and ashy
show my beliefs in the worst way
i've got an-

i've got an ear for the darkest guitar
i see the words when i poke at my heart
i need to ask more questions, make less statements
i know it's sounding bizarre

figure i should do it then say it 
i've gotta make this less complicated for u
leave u on seen for a day then i call u
picking the pieces like a machine

let me come clean to you baby
i've got these doubts all stuck in my head
i was a teen slow dripping to death
so is what i'm doing a myth

missing, i'm missing (you)
the distance is killing (me)
but i'll be ok i'm a man on a mission
this pains on my hit list

maybe it won't go, maybe it won't go
but ion need to wish it 
baby the systems in place like a prison
i keep the bad thoughts away from the vision

what for?

what for? (secre x caves)

[clip from tron]

lyrics

you're still within range
i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

party 'till the morning, till that face off
i left all my pain out in the pavement oh
you might think i'm crazy but i make it work
if you not with my bodies we gon' make it hurt

listen, i rub both my eyes and create friction
mission, i just double down when i go missing
fuck it, all of my designs yeah i crushed them
from my wish list, all that force on my back like a piston

if you didn't see a hollow body then i think you missed it
yeah it's still my crew but it's not where i'm drifting
i know where i'm from, where i came, where i'm living 
i just pack it up and throw it in the vision

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

wasn't sure if i should let you go
but i didn't want to see you drown
you built me up like a mound
we were both lost but now we're found

last night felt slow then you called
completely forgot i was in a snowstorm
minus a negative and you will move forward
all i need's a body with a whole heart

i don't know who that is but i'll post up
maybe i just make my move
i kept all this pain strapped 
but now it's just paint I use

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

the perfect system- snowstorm

the perfect system- snowstorm (irby x cxrter)

no mans land

no mans land (dolev talmor)

lyrics

picture this-, picture this view
i can't get it quite across in the backrooms
branches strumming on guitars and it's so fitting
just fit in, stay sitting
i'd love to sit here in front of stars
but i can't see without the past
close my eyes but i still gotta make a living 
ain't it fitting, where we sitting?
i've got plenty coming in, double digits

what're you talking about?
this is all that i know
this is all that i've got
push the barrier
no one's staring at you
i know it's scary for you
all that compassion know you've got a heart to spare me, or 2
girl you're playing inside my mind just like you're galaxy 2
i put these beats all in the grave, thats where i'm burying you

i fucking lost it

just wanna tell you a couple of things
might not be poison but it still stings
cushion that bed 'coz girl you need sleep
sunrise before mine so when it's dark, i'm still dreaming 

every time i'm coming alive it's at a different time
you're so dark under eyes for no reason
no reason

heart + .5

heart + .5 (under the maple tree)

thanks to @notaheroo for the beautiful feature & under the maple for the production

clip from inception

lyrics

girl it's more than start 
i've been holding back the wheels
'coz i dost wanna tear us apart
sometimes i'm not stable enough to steer

know i can't leave u in the dark
look, if i'm just picking my scars
that's just gonna make it real hard
originally i was just happy to see where this was taking me 

you want to see what i'm making 
think i'm the greatest
but i'm just making it up (where's this taking me?)

...from here how would we go up
if dreams are worth saving
then i don't want to leave our old life behind
i was so selfish...
but see it's just crazy the mind

i know it can be baffling, how i don't pick the lowest fruit
full of fire, attacking, i think you're my favourite troop
holding it against, i don't think that, that'd be true
guess i don't mind a lil burning but this bridge is made from glue

dreaming of you
dreaming, i'm dreaming- i'm dreaming of you
feigning- i'm feigning- i'm feigning for u

feeding off- feeding off- feeding off
i'll take your body yeah i've got a demon or two
i was outta the woods just seething of u
all of my life i've been waiting for u
i've been outside all night i know one day you'll get to see this view

we'll see this thru
i've been tossed around but now i'm feeling new

[notahero]

and if theres any other way ill take it
i could take you there
but for now can you meet me halfway
this is how im surviving right now
can you let it run its course at its own pace
float in the lake
from out my eyes
and this life that i hate
i cant say goodbye to
hearts froze
girl im not tryna leave early im just good in my coat
ill disclose i dont do anything at these parties except sipping and smokes
im floating
i mixing liquor with zoloft i fuck up the dosage
its potent
i treat my liver like its an opponent
fuck all the mileage
i got too faded and drank too much at the pregame that i flooded the pilot
i sip it straight no chase im fiend but fuck it ill pay for the tonic
keep my wrist jane but my ears on ween cause there is an ocean on top it
every night i see you in my dreams i dont think that its ever stopping

dreaming of u

dreaming of u ft notahero (under the maple tree)

[clip from the notebook]

lyrics

can i sit beside u
just need attention in the rain
driving each other crazy
just need a moment to explain

but then i double back hands are shaking 
can't u see i'm not making this up
i'm not creating this pain just for the sake of a fuck

listen to the waves crash on shore while we wait for the sun
lights flashing in our peripheral i know what we're made to become
let my veins turn blue while u sleep
i'll guide ur fingers gently with the breeze

i'm packing box's to deal with this pain
do u think the sound of the wind ever changes
i close my eyes, i'm not sure if i'm flying 
oh sure it's gustling on my cape

lay down on my skin and rest like a corpse

i'll take all the damage 'till u hit the ground
i'll take the proceedings though they'll...
12 on the dot my arms have made u a cot
when deep in the forest i'm only breathing when lost

i'm only breathing when lost
my hearts colder than cold
my pours are seeping with moss

u opened up the doors
girl believe it or not
i'm leaving the mud but all my meaning is sludge

u get to pick to pick the buds
any colour
what u want?

dark grey, charcoal
or anything like bleeding rust

i try to take a step back just to see where this is going
i'm so far out i can't tell if it is 

me that ur holding 
are u reading my poems?
it's a pocket sized mess
i'm filling the holes

i've been feeding the wolves
but it's hard to digest
creeping the halls all because i'm lifeless

dream of my goals with my feet in the depths
it's not what i see but my body knows best
inhaling the fumes from this burning pile
i'm getting the sense that i'm not going to be here for much longer

they say if i'm still here that i'm stronger
...
lies don't make me sonder anymore

my wires a human torch
its flicked up but i flick it down
at the sound of the winter war

winters war

winters war (under the maple tree)

cover art by @houcii

lyrics

c'mon now trust in my words
it could be worse
i spread my heart along the shoreline 
and made it sure it seemed searched

come back in 10 years time
oh every stones been turned
that's how you begin
it'll be over when you blink

think i can die like this 
think i can let it go
sensing the waves take shape
welcome it to my home

midnight comes but theres no guilt or shame
feel as though that i made do
work on the shadows that make you
there's nothing that you can't do

dust along the walls, it seems so cordial
you won't know the spells 'till they dissolve you
they will give you use and then destroy you
you can't save yourself if you bleed loyal

enough is enough with this maze
we can't tell apart dirt from soil
endure the first 5 minutes of pain 
and reap all rewards without toil

thats where we're at in the curse
she fucks with the base, not the words
sinks in the couch and a spaceship- 
comes and picks her up, it was a blur

i was out here just chas- chas- chas- chasing a hearse
anything except touching base with the universe

c'mon now trust in my words
it could be worse
i spread my heart along the shoreline 
and made it sure it seemed searched

come back in 10 years time
oh every stones been turned
that's how you begin
it'll be over when you blink

and when our mess grows mould
who'll be paying now that we're out of gold
i sought riches in a heartless coast
now i can recycle from all the fuck ups we were taught

she says i'm right, well of course
i just hid and absorbed 'till i was shedding a corpse
continue turning a blind eye yeah that's what they want
of course, oh of course it is
this life's meant to be fun

dirt & soil (m1sugo x irby)

cover art by @houcii

lyrics

i'm writing now a different story
but i can't spoil the story
you're gonna have to a wait couple years to get right up on me
you should have seen my heart 'coz when it rained it poured
there was nothing left to give but i had plenty stored

alright, every time you sigh
know you get to drifting 
trust me it's gonna be alright 
hugging on air
wishing you could skip the night
i'm not there so i just know whats on my mind

i've seen many faces not quite one that would change my life
i can't just forget, not this time
made me skip a couple beats 'coz i was on my course
there was another force
i'd give you my life of course

just didn't think it could save me
i couldn't spare don't blame me
i couldn't spare don't blame me
all of the heart i'm sorry
you know my soul was starving
...

i can't just forget 
rolling around in mud while i'm pulling out my hair
i know that you are scared and i am too
but i don't think it's the same with this view

hold you up in the mirror, think i'm losing it
girl these thoughts pile up and get confusing
i couldn't picture me making it make sense in the world
...

i thought i lost a couple years you gave it back to me
it floated straight in to my palm like it was meant to be
it floated softly i opened gently
it didn't rush but i felt it plenty

i can't just forget

i can't just forget (jacob vallen)

enjoy <3

lyrics 

I couldn't hear you until now
girl that was just my lifestyle
hand on your heart when I called your name
my eyes were elsewhere I wanted more pain

now all of this rust you can't dust out
--
it would come out and the worst would fade
I needed more oh once again

I've had a hard time breathing 
but u would stop all the bleeding, no
my mind was on lock down 
the world falling top down
just let me go cold first but wait for me 

wait x12

won't you wait
just had a bad start trust me
now all of the good times I can't appreciate
I'm running laps and I can't get sleep
I can't lie to u so lie to me
and ill teach myself day by day how to be
and I'll pick myself up and brush off the leaves
keep my hat hanging top it with a coat
made it here to Minnesota the rest is a dream

now I know how the story ends
so I won't go around around again
there's no dirt on my name there never was
there was some blood stains but now I'm yours

I know u want my soul to keep
I'll be where I need to be
and what'd I say before I sailed the seas?
I said I wait, I said wait
I said I wait, I said wait

I said wait 'till the day I'll be coming back
I know in my words I keep strings attached 
I know how it hurts when I double back
so I'll just let you know when I get attacked

I was a lone wolf
I was only where you couldn't reach 
somehow I found my to u 
somehow I found my to u 

I know in my life I've been this too long
I know in your head I'm taking way too long
trust me I know
trust me I know

are all of my texts going through though?
'coz u say I never seem to call
trust me I know
trust me I know

yeah well you're right I cant help but just think wow this has taking like too long
I dug my feet in the ground and now I'm waking up too strong
I had my life on the line when I didn't want-
I had my life on the line when I didn't want help, not just yours

not just theirs
but no ones 
I didn't care

it was up to me 
either I was g one with the trees
I just can't help but love ya I know how it could seem
now it's history

lone wolf

lone wolf (jacob vallen)

lyrics <3


I can't help it 
I need to know
I can't help it 
where do I need to go

I can't stop, I can't stop, I can't stop
no not on this road

the ground underneath is shaking
am I the only one seeing this
am I the only one feeling bliss
'coz the truth it lies behind consequence

do you where this is taking us?
do you know where we are headed?
do you know where we are going?

and how do I know it's controlling 
how do I know that it's holding 

us above, us up high 
us up above the clouds 
but beneath the sky

and the wall is just like a porcupine 
come with me you'll be sure to die

at this point in time, living in the lie
it might be better than what meets the eye

i can't help it

can't help it (micheal harrison)

lyrics 

im all around the word
i wanna be there with you 
bleed there with you
if that's what we need to 

i crush my words and they turn in to sedatives
if you need a love yeah i'm already ahead of it 
if somethings in the way i'm not letting it- 
touch you, so you won't mention 

i've been ok, i've been ok, i've been ok now
i just look at the and look at the stars out
i would mention the moon but this seat right here's reserved for you
you ain't gotta tell me once i know what the words can do 

i come alive
and feel release down my spine
i know it's cold but can you bear
and put our souls in to gear

is there really distance i can't feel it 
i forgot to mention it you think i'm seething
i live through my words do you not get the meaning
i put all my worth in 
i put all my trust in words i can't conceal it 

idk how we got through but we made it ok
grateful for everything how it just fell in to place
if this a bedroom, why am i floating like space

i put the sword to the side of my body
and let you take it to the grave
thats not what they want
thats not what they want from me

thats not what they want from me
the slashing don't end it just picks another coffin
i'll be ok in the end i'm not wincing 
6 finger hand that i'm pinching 

heart on my sleeve's a little different
i can't get back what you gifted
dirt in my nails i was itching 
now i'm all clean like the dishes

distance

distance (kaydo x jolst)

lyrics zoon. enjoy first <3

funny me I always put the brothers in the safe
but I'm not one to wear the cape

fucking up the beats I got it done today

nothings forever, nothings the same
the point of this moment is the tip of the blade
bending I'm folding the world of the -

where was my mind when I poured up this potion?

I'm soaring high yeah I'm flying with vultures
I am now one with the - not a trope

nothings forever
but everything right here got it
west of the world don't really know how to count it
you think that I'm different 

just stopped pouring that potion I didn't want to drink

you don't really need that potion In your tummy

me I'm going far
wanna come with me?

nothings forever

nothings forever (kaydo)

lyrics 

what a mess.
i'm seeing these cycles and our thoughts on top of head
you said got better well i can tell a guess
i can't find regrets
no, no ,no 

oh, ok u ur doing that again 
it's hard to tell but its bruising my brain
woah, woah

girl, aren't we in a state
i see the glow and i see the angel wings
look what i built with these painful things 
finding my will like in stranger things

where do we- where do we?
i said where do we- where do we?
where do we- where do we?

where do we go from here i tore myself apart just to be with you
like where do you go when slam down the brakes
while your on a pedestal i'm in a cave

which one out of these rustic doors would opening be safe
and which one out of these roads ahead would leave me with no trace
am i just in a rut?
am i rotting? 

am i stuck?
you said that there's nothing wrong well i hear faulty clocks

you could put down the strings and place down the wires and pull at my heart
maybe if we part i'll be lost without a cause

where do we go from here?

where do we go from here? (neverforver)

lyrics 

can u picture this be your life when @ 6teen
backing out them shots, know ur 6 deep
but I'm ngl I can't recall if u met me
I was in my own world drifting with the memories

are we on top of this penthouse watching 
all the red lights glow while the world moves slow?
well ur lost in this but u like me
I cant even - I cant even speak this songs on repeat

I'm so sick of this place with these posers
yell @ me again, i'm like oh shit oh nah
oh shit she's going through the motions
it's potent, I think you should lay off of the potions

coz ur going through it but it's not me included 
yeah my life is on edge I think I might do it 
u think my actions clueless, but I'm just acting clueless
you h8 playing games yet i'm the one thats stoic

6teen, I was fucking 6teen
now i'm fucking 6 deep
now i'm rolling 6 deep
no point, no words, don't speak
I thought I was being something that I wasn't

but I wasn't just needed a little buzz
my heads so high I can't see clouds above
u were the rubbish I needed cleaned out
u were the rubbish I needed weaned out

sixteen

6teen (prod. purls)

obvious

obvious (irby x jolst)

lyrics 

from the spot i can see the wall
blessed, i’m blessed i’m warped in the silence

the thoughts are just piling 
with hands in my pockets, the sleeves that i’m hiding 
look, you dragged me out of the mud
you dragged me out of the mud
and you stopped my heart forming rust

i see the rising sun, so pack me
i’m not running toxic love, but it’s green
i can tell we’re smiling through the rain but burning reef
i’m moving on from what we could’ve been

every time i see you in the light
i just pretend i don’t know the dark side
but that’s where the spark lies
and that’s where the heart dies
the way she’s moving got me seeing shapes
the way i’m living i won’t see the gates

baby yeah you know you’re a star
‘coz every time we’re going way too far
we both the potions kind of run us
i’ve been seeing flakes like it’s stardust
we in too deep, almost curtains
maxy on the beat that’s for certain
let me do my thing while i spit out my sermon
‘coz very time i pop out i’m flirting

and especially in a field like this
and especially when i feel like this 
it’s ancient, i see all the scriptures
but can i catch it and not just the glimpses

forever, forever, forever, forever 
that’s all i saw not no steps up to heaven 
that’s what i signed up for being to clever
the vision is cupped around my cu-cupped around my soul

every-every time i’m moving out of phase
she be- she be trying to hold me down like a vase
ho-holding the flowers while they’re withering away
lu-lucky for me i’m designed to shift all the pain

ball up top, but i’m not trying to move out the scene
drop top, i’m just trying to keep it discreet
no stop, i’m just moving passionately 
no stop, i’m doing it nonchalant

ball up top, but i’m not trying to move out the scene
drop top, i’m just trying to keep it discreet
no stop, i’m just moving passionately 
no stop, i’m doing it nonchalant

rising sun

rising sun (coffeelover)

throne

throne (coffeelover)

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