lyrics ♡
hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

verse 1
everything you say is meaningful
i can't put into words or syllables
how much you mean to
me
(oh)
had a dream about you
that's lilac dreams
you were wearing my shirt
& i touched those seams
and i was wearing these drawn on, old, ripped gray jeans
and my fingers ran across your face slowly
let me tell you the worst part about it
i woke up without you in my arms
now im thinking 'bout getting in this car
and driving, i don't give a fuck how far

hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

verse
(my) favorite color's purple
it reminds me of you
i got too much on my mind, too much that im tryna do
(im) only sixteen, and im thinking 'bout driving to you
is that a problem? um, probably yeah
but back to the topic, tell me what you wantt
tell me about the book you read, or your favorite song
oh, you can talk about it as long as you want baby
if you want, you can tell me what's been on your mind lately 
i said your voice is my favorite song ♡
and i know, it was you all along
for you, ill stay strong
and that's the end of discussion
'cause you're what I'm loving

hook
everybody tell me that i gotta be safe
ain't nobody ever make me feel that way
but there you go again girl (ohh)
:)
you took my entire world 🌎
and turned it upside down
& then i hit the ground
and then i picked myself back up
then the light shined, and i saw you
my love ♡

Lilac Dreams Prod. Ross Gossage & Max Flynn

These past few months I've been thinking a lot on how much I understand myself and the world around me, as well as my perception of who I am as a person. I'm not entirely sure if my small contribution to the online zeitgeist has been one of redundancy or one of nuance; given my somewhat oxymoronic mindset on plenty of concepts, it's quite possible I believe it has been both of these things. I want to be seen and revered by my peers, but at the same time I feel an overwhelming anxiety whenever I am perceived in any way. 

Look at me, but don't.

I am extreme in my passiveness.

I misunderstand my goals yet desperately desire to achieve them.

I don't believe this description is of any help to your understanding of the song. or at the very least it is not a necessary prerequisite to the listening experience. Simply some anecdotal thoughts and context I feel have spilled out of the song and onto here. Enjoy some post-post-post ironic abstraction of the online social space.

LYRICS:
feel i’ve lost my mental
life’s a comedy but no ones laughing everything consequential
every action has a effect and though that’s always been true we got a microscope
to analyze and scrutinize everything you do
feel i’ve pointed it at myself
project my worries to potential spectators and now i’ve gotta sell
what makes me special why i’m good or why i deserve these ghosts attention
know that Ian is no different but i’ve always been a good salesman
so i sell it better than i ever have 
is my goal to make you cry or make you mad or  make you laugh
press my shaky thumbs onto the keys of freedom
let my speech ring to your eardrums or your eyes
hope that you perceive my opinions of this trip we call a life moderately adequate
or maybe mediocre just not detrimental to my thoughts i just needed closure
and validation from a screen has taken over as composer blasting symphonies and melancholy to any online user
that happens to see these thoughts
i could speak on global policy or show u a cute dog
could rip apart your ego could be vile could just claim you’re in denial
on the ethos you so desperately need perceived call you a liar
when you claim you’re empathetic to the cause a heartless troll
you fucking pussy i disagree with you and therefor you are wrong
or i could build you up
i love you and i hope one day you finally get that touch
of rejuvenation in your soul to act upon your passion
lessen tensions of your will I will support your every action
treat you as a god tho i’ve never met you
retweet like subscribe i’d never hurt you
parasocial? never heard it, your opinion? i deserve it 
everybody has an audience and everybody is a part of one contradicting toxic habits
and if you’re never commentating then you fence sit just as bad as
being on wrong side and your negligence is tragic
cause truly, i really liked you
but your silence becomes deafening when adversity surrounds you
at 17 you better have the answers or we’ll bash you
and i promise if you’ve ever made mistakes we will debate on whether to throw you body in the ground or in the lake
it’s debatable at times whether we’re truly hostile creatures or just faulted by design
and an algorithmic villain builds the tension from attention
and then claims different opinions are the issue they’re against us
now fight against them
there are layers to the process
i’m at post-post-post-ironic
keeping up will leave me nauseous 
where every word has double meaning 
and my face become an object of anticipation
waiting for my next move i’m related to the stars and moon
a being made a dust cursed to walk the earth in search of humble righteousness to leave a mark
i thought if i spoke on topics bigger than myself then id go far
but i’m far much better at talking about myself
expressing grievances with media and a cyclical social hell

SOUNDCLOUD HAS A STUPID WORD LIMIT SORRY

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six (santana)

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93FEETOFSMOKE & Kamiyada+ - OH NAH OH NAH (Revived Ghost remix)

its all for nothing, dont let it tempt you
you've got a new day to make it up to yourself
paranoid thoughts cloud my mind
i heard the phone call, but i didn't
i see them, and i hope they're friendly like i am
and i hope i fit in enough
and i wanna be cool, i promise im not a fucking fool
and im so obsessed over what i want
most days i feel so far away
im trying my best to stay focused.

friendly bad thoughts

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friendly bad thoughts (neverforever)

find solace <3

mix & mastr by me 😱

lyrics

wear your heart out on ur sleeve now that ur bleeding out
there’s a lot more u will see now that ur leaving town
pressing screens, live like feins i can’t tell u everything but what u hear u gotta scream it loud

nearly accepted what i preach but do u mean it now
there’s not a lot more i can teach with that defeated frown
i can sense a force that’s tense and did i mention still affection coz the trees that we grew from weren’t from different ground

baby i’m tryna ‘scape reality 
coz maybe this life we live ain’t what it seem
ur point of view is something i’d love to believe
but when you’ve lived inside this hole so long it’d hurt even looking up to see

now
feel the breeze now 
and trees now
hear the voices speak now

i’m sorry for my point of view and i can take it back
and i’ll try help with all the damage that i caused but that
isn’t a promise i’m just not one to hold my word when the futures as uncertain as my mental (verge on the collapse)

and if i’m honest
we’re living in a lodge amidst a fire in th forest
it’s in ur gut so save urself before it’s too late i’m sure ur prolly sick of hearing all this logic
im sick cant stop it
lets change the fucking topic

fire in th_forest (yasuma)

Prod. Siem Spark
Mix & Mastered by Swiiif

Ur Knife My Back (prod. Siem Spark)

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ 
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: me being a lazy prick
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

[Verse]
im glad that youre back in my life
took me out the dark n put me in the light
you make my cold heart feel warm inside
like the grinch it grew 2 sizes over night

ill try to be there whenever you need
not gonna fuck up again, well we'll see
i just want someone to be there for me
do you think you could do that for me?

Be there whenever i need
i just want someone to be there for me

[Chorus]
i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to you
but since we started talking, ive already made 2 songs for you
i doubt that youll listen but its the thought that counts
you give me something i was missing, i love when youre around
i wish i never had left you first time, if i didnt do that then you prolly be alright

I Promised Myself I Wouldnt Get Attached To U [Prod. Crizzy White]

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Lyrics:

at night when i go to bed
flashbacks running through my head
driving me down that old lane
these dreams are driving me insane
the cold is crawling up on me

i don’t wanna think about before now
i just wanna live today, today
they don't wanna talk about before now
they all act like its the same, the same

the same, it will never be the same as it was then
(the same) but then again
maybe that's a good thing

a good thing

ONE MORE NIGHT (prod. spaceless)

lun amor toxico del cual no quiero soltarme


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