getting tired of this shit, always awake and a mess

ill try drop my remaining dust collectors over the next few weeks
thnk u to @heyzbee for carrying
lyrics

mæsk
getting tired of this shit, always awake and a mess
all of these problems i think need be adressed
bae if u do it just speak wit ur chest out
ion wan an us if its just us depressed



darkness and me by myself all i fear
well i fear for the rest 
picking up the pieces
but they’re all dripping red
restin in peace is ok if im restn wit u
inside of this death bed

i called her but no answer
only talking to myself 
i question pain but there’s no answer
i just help my fucking self

u can hide u can run but
bae your turn will come 
we all suffocate

double chorus

(main)
oh ur eyes are fully wet
and u won’t wanna forget till u die no
yeh my heart been fading slow
but its alright
now its dark
and i been taking everything to make me high
u just wanna stare, and watch me die in this bleak filled night

(backup)
u won’t take my hand, this not meant to be
leaves still fall from our favourite tree
i might lose but at least ill be free
memories so trapped in this bleak filled night

zbee
welcome to the funeral
everything is better when you don’t know what going on
start to think about life 
right before it flash by 
everything it hurts now right before I die

yeah everything hurts oh my
and look what i’ve done with my life
yeah i know i’m supposed to be at peace
but right now life is the only thing I seek

burn
everything it burns
i see myself in these mirrors
but i’m not the person the i used to be
I'm horrible

fighting back spirits that i’m not supposed to be with
i’m down here but it kinda look like venus 
every time talk now it’s seen as treason 
what i’m i supposed to do when i don’t have a reason 

yeah stuck in the deep end
despite all the fire lowkey it be kinda freezing
everybody hates me just because i’m human 
what i am supposed to do when i don’t have an option

yeah minerals they surround me
yeah in the hell fire county
yeah what am i supposed to do when i’m stuck here 
and everything wants to harm me

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