so now ur gone, u didn’t wait and u didn’t ask if im ok

"i know we all go thru these hard times but i wish u could've stayed" <333

You amazing this made me feel something fr fr 💜💜

this pressures stronger coz of what u said, depression stronger than ive ever felt

another day gone to waste 
am i just taking up the space
i really feel like i’m a mistake 
i’m feeling betrayed 
because you got me this way
i knew that i should never let you stay
a fool because i’ve been playing your game
well i am done with all of charades
i look deep inside the mirror as my heart is filled with shame

i can never g-g-go back
memories from my past
keep fading into black
f-f-falling on my back
cant even take a breath
cant even relax when i’m on the verge of death
i wish i was never sober
because when i am this might as well be over
death’s hand is getting closer 
while my hands are growing colder
i’m sinking even lower
and in the distance i cry out loud
but my voice has been shut out 
why can no one hear a sound 

screaming i’m screaming, scream, i wish you could hear me

another day gone to waste 
am i just taking up the space
i really feel like i’m a mistake 
i’m feeling betrayed 
because you got me this way
i knew that i should never let you stay
a fool because i’ve been playing your game
well i am done with all of charades
i look deep inside the mirror as my heart is filled with shame

am i just taking up the space? (metlast x jang0)

this song was inspired by seweperson x nevrfalls 'my everything',  had this privated for a while but idk just felt like dropping this, ngl I might delete it soon but we'll see..... anyway album dropping tomorrow (if I can be bothered "mixing" the last song)

lyrics
things are different now
time just passes, oh i wish u well
why didn’t u tell me this wouldn’t of worked even if u put ur all 
but i still i wish u well
and i hope u nevrfall
even if i was never help
its a blue world
so we just shouldn’t dwell
so take care, i just wish u well

i hope ur happy as u weren’t before
ill say take care while on hardwood floors
dreams of incoming meteors
oh on my chest i can feel the force

this pressures stronger coz of what u said
depressing stronger than ive ever felt
an old mossed statue
but my heart still melts
deep in th dark forest will u find urself

nothings set and stone
except fr me feeling alone
late night hours i will take me home
see i got nothing but a misty road
im sure ill find way but will i be where u think i will idk
o but do u even care
ive said shit and they’d look right thru like i was never there
my only fear is to live all the way to the end

dont think i some scars, and that’s hardest part, feel like im down and out
and so if the world is ending soon, i might as well just end it now

so now ur gone u didn’t wait
and u didn’t ask if im ok
i know we went thru hard times
but i wish u could’ve stayed

i mean its over quick
just 1 look and wanna die for this shittt
i got time that i choose not to spend
i got life to the full in my hands

 if u ever hear this song just know u were everything to me
but take care take care
i wish u wished the same for me

wish u well (nevrfall)

Cover art by NCG ❤️‍🩹https://twitter.com/nocopyrightgirl?s=21
MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: IOF
INTERPOLATE: https://soundcloud.com/cemeteryxflowers/cigarettes-w-baby-blade-p-iof 
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

Lyrics: 
I’m packing bags
I’ll be waiting for you
It’s dark and cold but it ain’t nothing new
I’m trapped in here
A place that I can’t leave
A place you don’t wanna be 
Somewhere I can’t let you see

I can’t say here
Feelings locked inside
Broken memories 
Of you in my life

I don’t wanna feel like nothing
I just wanna come back home to you
Now I feel like crying
In our cold, dark, and empty room

“Now I know
Now I know we’re meant to be
You’re just like me
All alone
And someday you’ll see
Cuz I was never free”

Cuz I was never free
Cuz I was never free
Cuz I was never free
I told you I’d visit you inside but you never came thru 
I can never be free as long as I’m in this cold padded room

I can’t say here
Feelings locked inside
Broken memories 
Of you in my life

I don’t wanna feel like nothing
I just wanna come back home to you
Now I feel like crying
In our cold, dark, and empty room

“Now I know
Now I know we’re meant to be
You’re just like me
All alone
And someday you’ll see
Cuz I was never free”

Cuz I was never free
Cuz I was never free 
I’ve been stuck inside these walls
And I can’t seem to leave

I don’t wanna feel like nothing
I just wanna come back home to you
Now I feel like crying
In our cold, dark, and empty room

“Now I know
Now I know we’re meant to be
You’re just like me
All alone
And someday you’ll see
Cuz I was never free”

SPOTIFY

OUR COLD, DARK & EMPTY ROOM PROD. IOF X LIL USED

Where have you been all my life
Cause you make me feel warm inside
I was starting to think that I'd have to keep settling for less
You've definitely peaked my interest
You're nothing like these other vixens
I never thought that girls like you actually existed in this world
So many girls have stabbed me in the back
I'm shocked my spinal cord is still intact
Your loyalty is all that I ask
Everything else doesn't really mean jack
I'm not saying that I don't care about what you want
I just want to make to sure that nothing goes wrong
I don't know if I could take another loss
The last girl I was with made me write all these songs
This dating shit feels like a neverending cycle
It's honestly gonna turn me into a psycho
I was sweating just from being in your prescene
I was trying so hard not to mess up like a typo
I shouldn't be afraid of showing you my best
I think I'm just afraid of getting too obsessed
Every girl I've met so far reminds me of my ex
I almost thought that all that shit would never end
I want to take you home, but I still need to know
What's your body count and do you still live with your folks
It's all these little things about you that I need to know
I can't be tryna wife someone that doesn't care at all
Trust issues were never good for my health
If I have you I want you all to myself
Why should I have to share you with somebody else
I'm not tryna show you off like a fucking gucci belt
You cut right through the static
If only I had met you back then
You would've saved me from all this hearbreak
I never would've done all this acid
Are you doing anything later?
It's been so long since I've made plans
I used to not believe in fate
If only I had known it then
Being with you feels like taking off a blindfold
Before I met you I was so fucking spiteful
I thought that being real was going out of style
For you I'd definitely go a thousand miles
It's been so long since I've met someone this geninue
And the best part about it is I don't have to pretend
Getting to know you feels like a muhfucking win
I wouldn't be opposed to tatting you on my skin
[x3]
Wouldn't be opposed to tatting you on my skin

you cut right through the static

-- @lovecliqxe --
https://on.soundcloud.com/tMsoi
-- @ztope --

shout out to Indica and ztope<3

mix.ztope x cliqxe


lyrics-

swno:

Thinking to much
I’m not enough
Thoughts in my head tend to
Leave me with cuts rip out
Guts tell me it’s love I
Know it’s not cuz the way
That you bluff tell me your
Lies and fill me with hope
Rip out my heart yeah I’m
cold to the touch never enough
Coughing up blood hope That you
happy they way that Left me
yeah i hope that your happy
yeah i hope that your happy

cliqxe:

i hope that youre satisfied
feed me another lie
tell me all the reasons why with me you never could survive
tell me how you loved me but you left me for another guy
is this even pain or has my body just begun to die

thank you for the motivation
you used to be my inspiration
showed me how fucking hopeless
and broken of a human being, i, was

now i only have one goal in patience
i might make it through this cursed occasion
i wish that things were easier
do you wanna push through still?

if no ill get back up thats just what i do
fuck the chains around my brain theyre only there because of you
i hate the way that i explain so im silent just for you
no you wouldnt understand what ive been through

swno:

Thinking to much
I’m not enough
Thoughts in my head tend to
Leave me with cuts rip out
Guts tell me it’s love I
Know it’s not cuz the way
That you bluff tell me your
Lies and fill me with hope
Rip out my heart yeah I’m
cold to the touch never enough
Coughing up blood hope That you
happy they way that Left me

In hindsight w/ lovecliqxe (nevrfall)

Released by: 333 Collective & Timeless Archive
Artists: Crizzy White, noxiousnights, lil XipZ, Soulfade, Nkno & emptychest
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: Crizzy White, noxiousnights, lil XipZ, Soulfade, nevrwrld & emptychest
Mastered by: nevrwrld
Cover art: nevrwrld
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Sleeping In (w/ Crizzy White, noxiousnights, lil XipZ, Soulfade, Nkno & emptychest) [Prod. lil XipZ]

you never seem to try,
better to doubt me then lie,
you don't wanna change,
please dont ever walk away from me

I've been changing fine,
I've been eating good with excercise,
maybe you're the one, (x2)

girl, I want, more drugs, more sex, more fun!
I will not let this go, this life I want I chose, stand on my feet 10 toes, I'll be big as post malone,
I'm talkin' movie deals, so I can go wherever I feel, I'll be like post malone, malone.

I got a boot wit a snake,
its the devil and,
sold my soul for a second chance
wouldn't give it for anything,
my grandpa said im gon be the man,
I told 'em chief, learned it from the best,
carry on your legacy, im finna make this family rich,

*chanting*

I fell in line with the stars,
they taught me who I've become,

Boot w/ a Snake

hopefully you want me more than me
i swear i cannot take all i see
the human race, is such a disease
although ur pretty, whats it mean to me

separate
meaningless, conversation's, wait
the cold air is piercing, everything
im freezing from head to my toes

i wanted to give you a call
and tell you if ill make it home tonight
i dont know if im gonna be alright!
i got too deep in my thoughts
now i feel like giving up

cutting my wrists till they fall, off, oh 

separate
meaningless, conversations, wait
the cold air is piercing, everything
im freezing from head to my toes 

i dont know if ill make it home!
no meds here to keep me calm
i, think im loosing my sanity
the cold air is killing me

and if i asked you why did it
youd give me a stupid, answer, whats this
im breathing, slowly
you cant control, me, is all she says

but dont, worry
ill be gone by the morning

gone by morning (prod. santana)

[verse 1]

Oh, oh 
Help me, I see you in the rain
As the night gets cold, I’ll probably throw it away
And then you’ll say I’m insane

Hold me in the rain, I can’t feel a thing
It’s the same thing, on a different day
I never change, honestly, oh my God
I never change, I’m insane, I’m insane, I’m insane 

I’m in pain, while I’m shaking in the rain 
Honestly I’m hoping that you never ever hate
Everything is going fine, I’ll probably throw away
Under your umbrella everything will be okay

[chorus]

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

[verse 2 - wokely ]

Stargazing when i’m outside with you 
Girl I love the way you touching on me got me in the mood 
Stargazing with you 
Girl I love it got you feeling brand new

Girl do you got a man to 
Hug on em and lean on em when the stars out 
Love on em and touch on em, love the thought of em 
Stargazing with-

Stargazing when I’m outside with you
Girl don’t ever leave my side with you
Stay wit me girl forever and ever 
And when I’m with you I keep on

[chorus]

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

[verse 3 - epitomeoffailure]

looking towards the sky
wondering why i try
would anyone even care if i die?
i don’t really thinks so but i’m just gonna leave it alone

it’s hard to know who to trust
baby girl just go on home
there’s smoke in the air
it was not fair 

what you did to me, has left me empty
i’ve had plenty
these memories
have become my disease

under the stars (feat. wokely & epitomeoffailure)(puhf & zekiro)

lyrics    |  |  |
:)‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‏‏‎ ‎ v v v

woa woa woa woa

sippin on sum henny im not kidin but im rly on my shit again
dont wry im indifferent
2 all the shit u put me thru u make me think i wish i was a kid again
so i dont gotta deal wit all of this

hollow heart
needa restart
journey embarked
plz find me
(i cant heal, its surreal, i cant feel nah i cant feel)

anything but hatred frm the btm of my hollow heart
id do whatever i had to do to wrap u in my arms
dont think itll happen so im tippin back moscato yuh
i aint finna stop until im finished wit the bottle nah

i aint finna stop until i make it 2 the big leagues
its my fucking time 2 shine i got talent inside of me
never had the motive or the means 2 even do so
but now im in the scene n ima run it shoutout @dizzyfrompluto

shoutout @dizzyfrompluto
shoutout @jadedloner
if i didnt have yall there i nvr woulda made it!

nvr woulda made it woulda never even started
parked it
heartless
sunk in2 the bottom

now im climbin 2 the top yall know me as an artist
and im just rly havin fun this shit aint even serious

i been out here workin on my craft but yall been goofy
rappin bout ur thousand dollar hats n all ur gucci
when u aint even got it like that u just a groupie
man i fuckin hate it when u say ur life a movieeeeeeeeee

den a buncha ibfwvbwerivbbvvouvouewvougwveouwevobu :>

2 (caves x jolst x emptychest)

𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣,
𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.
| prod. splashgvng x pekarot |
non-profit
(lyrics)
its so complicated
and im so sedated
with the thoughts that i have here of you
and im so frustated
im stuck here just waiting
for love thatll never come around
you see that im changing
i fall on the pavement
and i cut myself here for you

for you x2
but you dont want me now
im falling, and i just stumble round
cant clear my thoughts when it is only fogging out
i just wanna rot here in my own hell
ive been waiting here for so damn long 
its kinda scary cause i know youd never love me
i fear the future as im writing all this music
theres no one here that will ever fucking listen
staring at her eyes cause i love the way they glisten
you have me here trapped in this trance
melting at the way you give me that glance
so sedated when youre sitting here next to me
i just wanna give you everything left of me

theres nothing here thats left of me,
can u give me everything that i want to see
your eyes "pretty"
i cant define
the things i see
your way of life
stay here with me
im getting by
with you here with me

made 1/1/2023

wish u well (nevrfall)

maesk

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