Produced by Micco.
Lyrics by maeve.

Lyrics

I don't know how i got here
I don’t know why but all i feel  is fear
I'm drowning deep in my self esteem
Stuck in a nightmare  all i need is a dream

I've been praying for some rest but
All this weight on my chest needs to stop 

I feel so cold, so cold in a cloudless night
Feel like glass blown up, blown with dynamites
And everyone tells me that I should stay
but I can’t help but feel, feel so far away
So far away
So far away
I know that I can stay
But i’m feel so far away
So far away
So far away

My mind is clouded, stars aint bright
The sun ain’t shining,moon aint filled with light
No guiding star to tell me where to go
The path is gone, baby I don’t know

I’ve been praying for a hand to hold 
But the only one I have is my very own

Now i feel so cold,l so cold in a coldless night
Feel like glass blown up, blown with dynamites
And everyone tells me that i should stay
but I can’t help but feel, feel so far away
So far away
So far away
I know that I can stay
But i’m feel so far away
So far away
So far away

I need a reminder that life won’t  always be this way
I need a reminder that i wont always feel this way
Sometimes the world needs us to be
A little bit broken to finally be free
But for now
I’ll feel
So far away
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The main backing track is by micco but i added some extra snare and top beats and some piano chords to give it more of my feel. I'm still really new to this so if you do find it and give it a listen I wanna just say thank you.
Original Instrumental :https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEW_qzqz868&ab_channel=micco.

So Far Away

So Far Away (prod. micco)

Prod. by Venus
Lyrics by Maeve
The melody and part of the lyrics is inspired by Conan Grey's Heather

Lyrics: 
 Yes I’m trying not to miss you
But i just can’t forget 
All the times we spent smiling
Underneath the blankets
Soft whispers in the moment
But now I’m just left broken
 And I’m hoping, yes I’m hoping 
That you would still come through

But I know that you’re with someone new
And my hearts been nothing else but blue
Cause the rainbows that we painted
Got washed with all the rain and
The colors are all faded
  like our love

But I I still look for you
In the stars of a this moonlit skyline
In the sweater you left by the wayside
When you left my side
And I never really knew
How it felt  to have my  heart on my sleeve
For them to just watch it bleed 
When I lost it, lost all that t I need

And I saw you in the café
Sitting in the corner
Sipping on that latte
That I had introduced you
While I’m drinking to forget you
Taking all these shots of soju
Yet still need you, I  need you
Why do I still love you  

But I know that you’re with someone new
And my hearts been nothing else but blue
Cause the rainbows that we painted
Got washed with all the rain and
The colors are  all faded
  like our love

But I, I still look for you
In the words of this heartfelt love song
But the melody is all wrong, it’s not our song
You had me strung along
And I never really knew
How it felt to be drowning in my feelings
For flowers to lose meaning
Am i dreaming, am I still breathing

And they say  that time can heal al; wounds
That love will be found soon
Bu I regret 
What's left unsaid
And I hope
That you know that

But I I still look for you
In the memories that we made together
Whatever the weather, 
As Long as I'm in your sweater
And I never really knew
How it felt to be broken into pieces
Reminded of the wishes, i'm still wishing
Cause I'm still missing you
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The main guitar backing track is composed by Venus. I added some automations and some vocal affects and stuff but they seemed rather not balanced but that's due to my inexperience. Never the less so thank you for listening. 
Original Backing Track: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvEDPD_Y6xg&ab_channel=Venus

Sweater (I still look for you)

But I Still Look For You (prod. venus)

Just wanted to share some songs that hopefully touch people in some way, because sometimes it's easier to hear your thoughts in someone else's words.

maeve

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